I STILL HAVEN'T UPLOADED A STORY FOR OVER MONTH SKHSHSJJSJSJS Sori For Whoever Actually Reads My Writings

I STILL HAVEN'T UPLOADED A STORY FOR OVER MONTH SKHSHSJJSJSJS sori for whoever actually reads my writings and rants, also who is waiting for an upload 😭😭😭

warm mugs and warm hugs

Christmas fic ⛄

PAIRING—boyfriend!bucky barnes x gn!reader

SUMMARY—as Bucky's partner you absolutely can't allow it that he spends Christmas alone.

WARNINGS—hurt/comfort, sad Bucky, a pinch of angst but this is technically a fluffy fic

A/N—I know its way past Christmas but hey IM BACK BITCHES

A knock awoke Bucky who's in bed, well more like disturbed as he wasn't actually asleep. He tried but Bucky's an insomniac; who's only effective sleeping pill is you. He groaned as he rolled off his bed, landing on the soft but rough carpet under the wooden bed frame.

" I swear to God, it's the holidays, didn't that mean I get a few days where people don't disturb— " his annoyed murmurs was silenced by the view of the person on the other side of the door. The corners of his mouth turn upwards as he saw the person through the peephole. Half your face hidden by a scarf, a box of cookies on one hand and a thermos on the other that contained hot chocolate, held by cute green mittens that he gifted you a few days prior. Pride filled his chest as he sees the green mittens being out to use.

" doll ... you're supposed to be with you're family " Bucky's raspy deep voice called and sighs as he accepts your hug, a warm feeling dancing on his stomach as the smile on his face widens when you nuzzled your head on his chest. His arms wrapping tighter around your body as he finally feels at home, the cold atmosphere of his apartment warming up with just your presence.

" and I am " your small murmured voice replied as he pulled both your bodies near the kitchen whilst still in each other's embrace.

A comfortable silence fell as the two of you untangled from each other. Your hand immediately clasping itself with his as you looked at him with lots of love but a tint of sadness as you remember the reason you were here in the first place.

He sighed seeing the look on your eyes, mistaking it for pity but he knew you were just concerned but deep down he thinks just like everybody else, you just pity him and sometimes he's scared it's the actual reason that you're dating him.

Your body immediately followed Bucky's as he turned away from you, his head turning to yours as you use your palm to gently hold the side of his face. The growing beard slightly tickling your palms as you caressed his cheeks, a sad smile forming on your face as you notice his eyes that couldn't look at yours.

" hey, I'm not mad, I'm just ... it's the holidays, it's Christmas—it's an unspoken rule that you can't be alone for Christmas, baby "

He mirrors your hand, the back of his fingers slowly caressing the side of your face. He's still cautious about touching you even with his non metal arm because just like everything in his life, he thinks he'll ruin you—hurt you and even worse break you.

You knew that, you saw a lot of times how hesitant his touches was even in the middle of very intimate moments but you're patient. You knew being with him wasn't gonna be easy but you didn't hate him for that, not even a little bit. You never got tired proving Bucky that he could never hurt you and you never will. The love you have for Bucky is unconditional.

" remind me to beat bird brain's ass tomorrow " He replies with a little laugh.

" don't even, he tried to hide it but I spot liars even from a hundred miles away.

—you told me you'd be with Sam's family for Christmas because Steve's with Sharon, again I'm not mad ... why did you lie? did you hate the idea of meeting my family that much James? "

James, he's fucked he thinks; you only ever call him James in serious situations, when your angry or worse—dissapointed.

" No! of course not doll, I-I " He immediately cups your face on his large hands, your cheeks slightly getting squished together that made him chuckle as your glare intensified.

" Sorry doll—It's just I don't want to ruin your family's Christmas incase they don't like the fact you're dating me, no parent would be calm when their child is dating the world's most dangerous assassin " He laughs as your cute face felt irresistible, even if his own words degraded his being but he couldn't control his laugh as all he could see was your cute grumpy face with furrowed brows and cheeks that were still cupped by his large hand.

" ex-assasin, James—we've talked about this and my family would be scared at first but they wouldn't hate you "

" stop calling me James, doll "

" I'm dating you, they're gonna be protective, especially my mom but that's just because I brought home a boy " You ignored his words, taking his hands off the sides of your face. You held both his hands in yours, with a tight grasp and a deep breath you look straight into his steel blue eyes.

" I love you, Bucky "

" and I love you too, you're too good for me " He said with love and sadness lacing his tone. Slightly tilting your head as you make a move to kiss Bucky. Smiling against the feeling of his soft lips with the roughness of his stubble. The two felt the warmth of each other as they explored each other's bodies a bit. You're hands wrapping around his neck while he grabs your waist with his hands.

As the two of you separated for a breather, you looked at each other's eyes full of love.

" doll, not gonna lie, I kinda want that hot chocolate now " you chuckle slightly and pecking his lips once more.

The both of your spent two hours just talking about random things while you sat on the counter and Bucky stands in-between your legs. The two of you holding warm mugs filled with hot chocolate that had little marshmallows floating on the top. Bucky could stay right here forever.

But the two of you find yourselves minutes later on the top of the rooftop of the building his unit was at, laying flat on your backs on the room's roof that was built on the top floor, so that the two of you would be closer to the stars. Your fingers pointed out one of the constellations you knew, the bright lights of the moon and stars reflecting on your eyes because that's where Bucky was looking. You eyed the stars with amazement as Bucky looks at you with eyes filled with adoration. He loves you so much sometimes he questions why you're with a guy like him.

" I suggested we go here so we could look at the stars not so you could look at me, sergeant "

" not my fault you're a much better view doll "

" god you're such a romantic and they don't believe me when I say the great Bucky Barnes actually wrote me a poem once "

" to be fair it was a shit poem "

" it was the effort I liked "

" so you do admit it was a horrible piece of literature " He said chuckling as he moves his body closer to yours, using one of his elbow to support the top half of his body. His other hand immediately holding your hand that wasn't busy feeding yourself cookies.

" I love you "

" I know "

" I love you, doll, I am so in love with you and its scares me sometimes just how much I'm in love with you " he said while chuckling at the end as a big smile was painted on his face. His smile starts to falter seeing you have no reaction and your eyes that didn't meet his.

" I love you too " you whispered almost too quietly

" good, you kinda got me there so—uh so why the sad face? ... shit, was that too sudden? " He questioned, closing his eyes as he ran both hands through his hair

" I know we've only been dating for a year and well a couple months but— "

" no, uh nothings wrong "

" okay doll, that's pleasant to here " he humors making you slightly chuckle

You reached for his hand, locking your fingers with his as your finally look directly at his eyes

" I love you all the time. Every minute of every day and sometimes you pretty much the only reason I wake up in the morning, so I guess this is it, I love you and I don't ever wanna live without you James "

Your confession made Bucky feel like he was in heaven, like all the secrets of the world was bestowed upon him by Jesus. God, you were going to be the death of him and God does it scare him that your now his biggest weakness. He'd do absolutely anything for you, he'd die for you, he'd even kill for you if you asked.

" don't ever have to worry about me disappearing doll " He said with a straight face before immediately catching your lips, both his hands cupping your face gently.

" Merry Christmas, Baby " you said as he parts away his lips from yours while still cradling your face.

" I promise, you'll never have to celebrate Christmas alone, ever "

✧･ﾟ: * kinktober masterlist

notes: hi hi, this is my first kinktober EVER and i actually don’t know what will happen throughout the month but, i have so many ideas for this kinktober month! you can leave blurbs through my inbox, i’d happily do them :) anyway, enjoy!

take note: i might not do most of the requests due to my lack of free time this month, so i hope you’re okay with that. i will try to write them all though!

oct 02: step-mother!natasha x innocent!reader 

oct 05: sex addict!natasha x reader

oct 08: ceo!natasha x young!reader

oct 11: lumberjack!natasha x starks daughter!reader

oct 14: alpha!natasha x reader

oct 18: dark!scarlett johansson x reader

more to come!

welcome!! ♥️💘✨

Poppy really catched my heart with the plot 😌 like imagine them set in college or in a very boring normal office where people slowly start to speculate the two hunks men 👀 the dynamics r very interesting and i can just imagine reader defending them before and after finding out

" he doesn't know what a printer is!? "

" uhh ... Steve was mormon?? 🤷 "

" he drinks blood!! im convinced he does! "

" he just loves hie tomato juice, you're being silly! ☺️ "

" he was offended when I said that the 1800's sucked "

" Steve's very ... nostalgic???? 😬 "

" he was offended when I offered my garlic soup "

" Buck's just allergic to garlic, don't be too offended 🤠 "

and it would be funny if it's Sam who's been speculating that the two aren't human lol 😭😭😭😭

btw definitely not ordering u or anything tho nana 💀, these just popped into my head when i read the synosis, and I'm excited for ur future writing's regardless!!! 💗🫶

Haunted Serues 🎃

Okay, so since October is Halloween Month, I have some ideas about monster au with CE and SS Characters.

Poppy

Revenant!Steve&Vampire!Bucky x fem!reader

Summary: Moved in with your two best friends is like some dream came true. BUT things go wrong as the time flies.

Belladonna

Jinn!Ransom&Mare!Steve x fem!reader

Summary: You're not sure why, why did Ransom Drysdale amd Steve Kemp, two of the most famous and handsome men in your campus would invite you to join their camp team.

Calendula

Phantom!Chris Beck&Shade!James Mace x fem!reader

Summary: Your job is connect with those astronauts in the Space Ship. But one day, you received a call from Chase Collins and James Mace—and they are both lost in the Space after the ship exploded.

BYE THAT SO CUTE 😍😍

I wanna know Johnny's reaction 👀

Silverfox Johnny drunk rambling to his baby?

Sue tried, for the third time, to get Johnny to drink water and start to settle. Every attempt she had made to get her younger brother to take it easy and introduce something other than alcohol to his body, she was pushed away with a dire need to completely drown himself in liquor.

“I fucked up.” Johnny had gone through the motions of a breakup that wasn’t such a breakup as it was the one great, true love of his life distancing herself because she couldn’t admit her feelings without ruining everything.

“She…she left.” Johnny had a ring, he had a whole plan in his head and you created distance between the two of you to save Jordan, even though he deserved cremation.

“Johnny would you just-“ sue huffed when she was pushed away and instead of trying again, she had grabbed her phone and left Johnny on his own.

She had went into the other room and called your number hoping you could talk some sense into Johnny and get him to bed. He needed someone and he wouldn’t accept help from Sue, nor would he let Reed or Ben in.

“I’m sorry to bother you,” from the phone call to the face to face minutes later, Sue had repeated herself, “but Johnny is trashed.”

“Its okay,” it’d been days since you were here, days and hours and weeks since you’d seen Johnny.

“Johnny-“

“I don’t want your help.” He barked at Sue, his eyes glossed over and his bottom lip swollen from him biting his own flesh. “I don’t want you-“

“Johnny,” you crouched in front of him, hands resting on your knees, “Johnny you need to go to bed.”

“You look familiar,” Johnny whined painfully, “you look like my girl but you’re not…you’re not her.”

“Johnny, I’m…Y/N’s friend.” You winced when you addressed yourself in third person. “You need to get up.”

“I love her, I love Y/N.” Johnny groaned and slowly stood, stumbling over his feet. “I love my girl.”

“Back to bed, Johnny.” You helped him balance and apologized to Sue through a look you’d given her, languidly moving toward his bedroom.

“I wanna marry her,” Johnny looked at you through glossy eyes, “I got a ring. In my desk drawer. I got a ring and I’m gonna ask-“

“You bought a ring?” You had stumbled now, staring at Johnny with wide eyes. “An engagement ring?”

“Big thing for such. Pretty baby.” Johnny slurred his speech and you were thankful that you’d reached his bed, slowly letting him down to the mattress.

“Give it,” Johnny rolled over onto his side, knocking everything off his nightstand before he had grabbed the box. “Give it to her. Its hers, give it…tell me the answer.”

You grabbed the box from Johnny and slowly lifted their, studying the ring with bated breath.

“You wanna marry her?”

“I’d be a good husband, Y/N’s friend,” Johnny rolled into his back and sighed dramatically, “give her the ring. Tell her she’s got a husband-“

“I will.” You closed the box and tucked it into your pocket then reached for a blank piece of paper and a pen.

SHE SAID YES — you drew in big, block letters and set the note down when Johnny had passed out. YOU HAVE A WIFE

lexies confession before the crash will forever have a special place in my heart😭😭😭 like damn where to find me a lexie???

SPOILERS!!!

grey's anatomy - season 8 episode 24 “flight”

they are my all time favourite couple in a tv show i think,, i am a fucking mess right now