Dear Crush,
Dear crush,
Three of these in one day. I don’t know if that’s good or bad lol. I’m going to do it tomorrow I think. And honestly I feel sick to my stomach. That might be because of my health problems though haha. But my anxiety is also high and I am not even going to see you in person. I decided I shouldn’t hurt myself by seeing you. I deserve better (phrase of my life for now). If I feel like I’m going to puke thinking about sending you a message can you imagine how I’d feel trying to see you? I feel ok about it though. I’m sad and I’ll probably cry because it’s me but it will all end up ok. 💛
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Dear crush,
I felt so sure yesterday that I could let you go and be ok. Now today the thought of it scares me and it rips my heart out. I know you don’t even think about me but I can’t stop thinking about you. And it’s not fair to me or you. I HAVE to let you go. I don’t deserve this pain. Especially over someone who doesn’t care about me.
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Dear crush,
I can’t sleep. All I can think about is if you’ll even read the letter Im going to send. I think it would be pretty crappy if you didn’t. You don’t owe me anything but idk I feel like I at least deserve that. I would like a response but if you have nothing to say that’s ok. After tomorrow I will not see you on Instagram, the only place I’ve seen you in years honestly. Last time I saw you in person was at a homecoming football game like four years ago. I don’t think you even noticed I was there. Honestly though I looked cute that night so your loss haha. Last time I talked to you in person was when I brought candy and a poster done by the kids at work because you guys made it to state and I was so proud and wanted to do something small for you all. All I know is that you said “Hi (my name)” and I don’t even remember it. I saw that in a text. I don’t know why I’m reminiscing. I’m not really sad just anxious. Maybe I’ll be sad later. I’m ready to get over this crush but I don’t know if I’m ready to lose the one distraction from the mess that is my life.
“Maybe you are just a symptom of my illness. Maybe if I loved myself I would never have loved you.”
— But I do I do I do