I Didn't Expect Psychology Courses To Be So Hard! It Is Understandable Though, Since This One Is About

i didn't expect psychology courses to be so hard! it is understandable though, since this one is about lab in psychology. psychophysics and related disciplines seem so intriguing and fun from afar, but it takes me a whole day to understand a concepts in it well. unfortunately i missed this exam due to anxiety issues and i hope i'll get to retake it. i'll admit it is fun to learn this study though it's pretty fascinating that so many people have actually went in such depth about it and actually figured some things out ~

🎧 ~ this night by groovyroom

Maturing is realizing you prefer a quiet life. You don't chase after friendships or relationships, you're happy with the few friends you have, no drama, just working on being the best version of yourself, not comparing your life to others, and learning to enjoy your own company instead of relying on others to be happy.

There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function

@ninotbh

Passion

i remember when i used to feel intensely

and like it

i wanted to feel everything

emotions of all hues, saturations and intensities, the whole palette

i wish i had made something out of it, so that i would still remember it

not as vividly, no, i wouldn't be able to

but at least not this vague

i realised that when older people say

oh you're so young, enjoy life

they might be having a different definition of the word enjoy, 

maybe it just means feel, feel alot

feel yearning, pain and heartbreak 

feel the beauty of feeling

of newly discovering being human

before you grow tired of it and just wait for your time

before you become disenchanted, disillusioned

before you discover you can't actually quit

before you become another one of the cogs, and become okay with it

“Lab techs are underpaid because the work you guys do just isn’t that important”

Okay then. Fucking do the work yourself then. Do the bitch work. Do the pipetting. Do all the repetitive, menial work that generates the data and analysis you need for your research. Do all this shit yourself, the stuff you thought “wasn’t so important” but felt the need to open a position, one that requires a degree often, too.