Guys (gender Neutral) I'm So Confused

Guys (gender neutral) I'm so confused 😭

I identify as genderfluid and Cupioromantic but I'm still not sure about it even though it kinda fits

Like I identify as genderfluid because sometimes I wanna be a boy, but I'm happy to be a girl but I also want to be none, but I mostly don't think about it and don't feel like anything at all and it mostly depends on the clothes that I'm wearing (like if I cosplay a character I'll act like the character) that's why I wanna be a shapeshifter and just change to different genders willingly or at least be androgynous, but I don't really feel like anything most days though (but when I wear dresses I feel like a girl and when I wear pants I feel like a boy)

Is that right? Am I genderfluid?? I'm so confused

And also I identify as Cupioromantic because I wanna be loved but don't know who and how to love, like I want a partner but also don't because I feel like we would just be friends but we kiss and also because I'm scared of relationships even though I want to be in one

Is that right? Am I Cupioromantic?? I'm really confused

Can someone please help me I'm so confused 😕

I'm asking because I feel like I'm faking being both like I think I am genderfluid but I also don't feel like it but also do??

I want a binder and an androgynous haircut now..

🐜INTRO🍵

Tw: mention of homophobia, pedophilia, zoophilia, and swearing

Hello this is my intro 😄

I'm still getting used to Tumblr since I was too lazy to use it back then and usually just look at art

Anyway let's start with the DNI list:

•MAPS (pedophiles) and maps supporters

•Proshippers (both new meaning and old meaning; I don't want you guys here idc if y'all are anti harassment just please leave me alone) and neutrals

•DARKSHIPPERS

•Some comshippers (I'm fine with most like I'm fine with monster x human ships, I'm mostly fine with lightships)

•Radqueers

•Anti selfship

•Anti oc x canon

•Lolicon/Shotacons

•Zoophiles

•Anyone under the age of 13

•Homophobes/Transphobes

•Anti furries

•Anti therians

•Anti Xenogender and Xenopronouns

•Anti Neopronouns

•Endos

•People who hate on mental disabilities

•People who hate on everything

•Anti rarepairs

•Anti poly

•IRL yandere

•RCTA

• Anti aro/acespec

If you are any one of these please block and leave me alone!

• Prolife

• People who romanticize/sexualize/justify: zoophilia, incest, abuse, and pedophilia

Macaroni macaroni leave me the fuck aloni

I probably forgot some but I'll add it once I remember

Anyway...

My name is Unique (not my actual name of course)

I'm a minor

I'm an Anti 🐜🍵

I'm genderfluid and Cupioromantic

My pronouns are she/her/any (I'm mostly used to she/her and might get confused when you used the other pronouns but I'm fine with any)

I'm Filipino 🇵🇭 (UY PHILIPPINES!)

I make oc art and lore

How do you change the color? I want it to be colorful ☹️

Can someone explain to me almost every sexuality and Gender in the lgbt please? I need it for my OCs and also because I'm curious

Btw is it okay that my oc only uses he/him or they/them or he/they pronouns and still be genderfluid? They can sometimes feel feminine but doesn't like being called a girl or using she/her pronouns (this is just a random question I'm gonna change him anyway but want to know Incase I have another OC like them)

How do you wear binders?

I don't even think I need a binder but I want it though like I wanna feel like a real boy when I want to ☹️

Like I'm a minor I think I'm an A cup? Idk we don't really use sizes we just find stuff that fits

And also does it actually make your chest flat? I saw some examples and they don't really look flat, just asking

And another question that isn't really connected to the first ones, can I be non-binary/Agender and still be genderfluid? Like sometimes I don't think about or feel my gender because I kept forgetting since my language uses gender neutral pronouns with everyone but once I start speaking English like right now I remember my pronouns and gender but I don't think like this all the time mostly when I forget, but I'm still kinda fluid

What do you guys do when y'all are getting diagnosed? I'm thinking of getting a diagnosis because I'm curious about my mental health and if I have a mental disorder

Like what questions do they ask you?

Do they even ask questions?

Do they ask questions about childhood? I'm asking because I can't remember shil

What do they do after they ask the questions?

What do I do after the diagnosis?

Do they examine me?

Can I choose the person to diagnose me? I'm more comfortable around women (no hate on males)

Is it only me and the person diagnosing me in the room? Or can my parents come in the room?

Is the room comfortable?

Are there chairs?

How long does it take?

Do they announce the diagnosis to me? Or does it need time?

Is it possible to get misdiagnosed?

Can I ask them questions?

Is it a test or is it oral?

Do I need to bring a pen or pencil? What color of pen though?

Are they loud? I don't like when people yell or have a very deep aggressive voice (no hate to those who have a deep voice) because they kinda scare me

Is there a time limit?

Do they give you a lollipop after? This is a joke (I hope they do though)

I'm asking so I could be ready for any outcome but I might cry out of nervousness or laugh

And also so I could know what to answer rather than going "yes no maybe probably I think no yes! Wait no!" And cry in the inside when I told them the wrong answer

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PLEASE READ MY INTRO AND DNI's