Hope Your Tests Were Good. Xavier Fic Please? Extra Possessive?

Hope your tests were good. Xavier fic please? Extra possessive?

[aaa cool my first request! :> sorry this took a bit I wuz trying to comb through the blog n get things right! Xavier is very underrated, i hope i captured his personality well] cw!Implied Kidnapping cw!Victim Blaming cw!Non-con Hugging [If I'm missing any comment it n I'll add it] Xavier belongs to @hotpinkmoon!!

Xavier stood still and silent. The sight of your precious face capturing his undivided attention.

He was alone with his thoughts, all jumbled and chaotic. He couldn't find it in himself to move away. Or allow himself to sit down.

He really shouldn't have- what the fuck was he thinking? Doing something as pathetic as this? But he just couldn't take it anymore. He really couldn't. Oh the things only you could do to him. He really didn't deserve you, did he? Flashing memories blotted his vision. Your coworkers constantly taking up the space around you. As if they deserved to be by your side. Deserved your precious attention. Something even he was self aware enough to know was too good for him. The fleeting touches. The subtle glances at you. The wary looks they gave him when he came near. All the things they must have been whispering to you about him. And how you didn't seem to notice the obvious scorn towards him, how they were trying to manipulate you. To bring the both of you apart. The rising fear that they might hurt you. It all coagulated together. Forming a sick, blistering poison in Xavier's heart. A suffocating pressure squeezing every last shred of rationality out of his husk of a body. A feeling he just couldn't push down any longer. He just couldn't let you go.

It's so selfish- He knows. The guilt burrowing into the marrow of his bones. But after everything... all of the loneliness. The isolation- Couldn't he just have this? Couldn't he have you? You so kind. Too kind for your own good, really. So precious, and patient, and oh so perfect- The first time Xavier had met you, your cheerful smile and clear eyes had captivated him instantly. But his heart was truly yours once you showed him what an open-minded and attentive person you were.

And he knew he didn't deserve you from that moment onward. Xavier looked down at your sleeping body, in his guest bed. Well... it was your bed now. He... he couldn't let you go after what he'd done. He hoped that you'd forgive him. No no no... he knew you'd forgive him. He was just protecting you after all. From the people who wanted to separate you from him, from the people who could hurt you, from this damned town full of untrustworthy snakes- Xavier would make it up to you. You'd see. He would spoil you with gifts, comfort you whenever you felt sad, provide you the warmth, care, and comfort you needed. He would give you his all. Cradling you in his arms; peppering soft, affectionate kisses on your forehead. Your heartbeats intertwined.

He just wanted you to stay here, with him, where you would be safe and happy.

Was that too much to ask for?

Weekend plans

I woke up this morning, and had the immediate thought of “What if I did 14DWY as a Jojo meme?”

So this is the results.

@14dayswithyou Behold.

14 Days With You is a 18+ VN MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!

Welcm. This is scrible blog.

|| MINORS DNI ||

^^^

I write stuff. Sometimes it isn’t appropriate for younger people. So im not gonna risk it and just say, please DNI.

|| I like writing things, though I dont have alot of experience with NSFW ||

|| There are some things i won’t write, either because i have writers block, or it isn’t something that i feel comfortable writing. || || I like making crackfics ||

|| Thank for readig || Request Status : Closed

Whumptober 2022 Day 4 || Waking Up Disorientated

Saw somthing like this on my dash and decided it might be fun to try out !

I'll try to do as many days as I can, but I'm pretty busy :]

Gn Reader || cw Body horror || Not proofread || tw yandere ||

Everything around you felt...floaty. Yet oddly heavy.

Heavy but floaty. All at once.

Were you awake? Or was this just a vivid dream you found yourself trapped in?

Thinking this, the air around you seemed to cup your face gently, its' warm touch enveloping your senses completely.

How had you not noticed how cold you were until now? The blank white expanse so frigid and lifeless.

The warm feeling dragged you away from your thoughts, away from reality.

Before slipping away, just as quickly as it came. The absence of it leaving you empty and confused.

You couldn't let that feeling go.

It was cold. So cold. Unbearably cold.

Like you had been covered in ice, your skin frozen over. Your warm blood, drained away...

You needed to find that warmth.

Before something irreversible happened.

That warning rang in your head, a desperate call to protect you from something unknown.

Grasping the ground, you tried lifting yourself up onto your feet, the panic gnawing at your insides, threatening to burst out of your skin.

Yet, you felt to heavy, so weak, like trying to swim through a pool made out of honey. Your limbs screaming out in defiance, your body, a traitor.

Struggling, you have no choice but to leave it behind. Slipping from your skin, shedding that useless shell, you feel the weight, that chilling pressure, disappear.

Its' strange, and you don't know exactly what happened just now, but maybe ...thats for the best.

Curiosity killed the cat, you know.

Completing your task, you frantically looked out into the distance, trying to find that sliver of warmth.

Through the fog that is your mind, you see the shadow, the warmth.

You sprint toward it, your form free from "human imperfections", no lungs suffocating you and forcing you to stop for a breath, no muscle to drag you down and tire you out.

You pay no heed to your surroundings, your focus entirely on the black shadow, the warmth, your only hope.

The white turning to grey and then to black.

The freezing temperature slowly heating up, and then becoming scalding hot.

It didn't matter.

You were close. Oh so close to the shadow.

You had almost touched it.

With a desperate cry, you felt your new form collide with your body, merging once again. Something dragging you back.

There was nothing you could do but unwillingly sink back to reality.

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"Are you awake now?" A sweet voice flooded your ears.

The world felt heavy once again, but at least everything was a bit less foggy.

You looked up, meeting the eyes of your captor. You couldn't remember much, but you knew it was their fault.

Everyhting was so blurry, yet the hatred and anger you felt was engraved in your heart. Engraved in your soul.

"..Please.. don't look at me like that, love." Their guiltless whisper sounded in the hospital-looking room you found yourself in.

Your mouth spoke on its' own, ceramic lips delicately opening.

"I know what you did."

Their reaction was immediate. They gripped the bed sheets, their smooth un-calloused hands still a bit messy with clay.

"I.. I only did what I h-had to, I promise!" They cried out.

It sounded like they were trying to convince themself, not just you.

It was sickening.

That voice, those eyes, that look of desperation and sadness.

Why? Why?!

That look made your gut fester with never ending disgust.

Fueled by confusion and anger, you lunge at them, aiming for their open neck. Something, just anything, to make this disgusting feeling fade.

And yet they easily pinned your hands above you, cautious and gentle.

"Please.. p-please be careful.. I just finished making your new body..." Their expression turned frantic and uneasy, the emotions in your glassy eyes sending a clear message to them.

Watching them pulling a concoction from their lab coat, you struggled in their grip. Every joint in your body working to rid yourself of their slimy grip.

The panic and unease of what they would do to you next-

The tussle only lasts a few moments.

They cut off your little game, gripping your chin with surprising strength, forcing the odd mixture down your throat.

Your mind is bleary, as you fall into semi-lucidity,

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GRRR BARK WOOF WOOF I AM BOWING ON MY KNEES NO I HAVE MELTED ONTO THE FLOOR FOR EMO REN

Haha what was that? Anyways here’s a scenario/AU (? would it count as an AU?) where you meet Rendacted as his original emo self ‘cuz you needed something at the store where he was and he forgot to check your location. He gets super exited because like- WHOA. You accidentally met him NOT in his Haruko persona. And liked it???? (Warning, Y/N has a lot of self projection and IDK if I portrayed Moth right)

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Steadying the jug of milk in the cart, Y/n set their eyes on a guy about their age with tons of piercings and dark hair. He had on an outfit that complemented his hair and various earrings. Practically drooling, Y/n drove the cart into a secluded place and tool took their phone to start DM’ing Moth.

Y/n: HOLY SHIT MOTH

Y/n: MOTH WAKE UP

Y/n: OI

Moth: WHAT ITS SO EARLY LMAO

Y/n: OK BUT THERES THIS SUUPER HOT GUY IN WALMART HES EMO AND TBHHH

Moth: Oh? Pray do tell

Y/n: OKOKOK SO I WAS LIKE GERTING MILK LIKE MY DAD MEVWR DID AND I SAW HIM GOING INTO LIKE TJE CANFY ISLE

Moth: Y/n calm down you can barely spell /lh

Y/n: YHEA I KNOW BUT HES LITERALLY SO FHDKYDKDHDJD IM MELTING

Y/n: FUCK I JUST REALIZE I NEEDTA PASS THE AIDLE HE WALKED IMTO

Moth: L

Moth: What’d he look like

Y/n: Okokok so he was maaaybe a little younger than me, like super super tall, and he had rly dark hair

Y/n: aND A SHIT TON OF PEIRCINGS LIKE BRO WAS SWISS CHEESE INCARNATE BUT FINE AS HELL /POS

Y/n: Uhhh he also had like a super cool outfit on

Moth: You’re down absolutely horrendous

Y/n: im not ashamed. i can and will bark for him. /j

Moth: Friend. Bro. Buddy. Other term for friend. Go talk to him!! Sure ur town is tiny and you may run into him again bUT YOUR TOWN IS TINY AND YOU MAY RUN INTO HIM AGAIN!! its like a love story<3 /hj

Y/n: Fineee I’m gonna talk to him

Y/n: i’ll update later ly /p

Y/n gulped and walked over to the mystery guy, who was looking at strawberry shortcake cakes. They tapped him on the shoulder, trying to get his attention. He glanced over with disdain and glanced back at the food before doing a double take and backed up, staring at Y/n with shock.

“Hi. I’m Y/n, I just thought you looked really cool. U-Uhm, are you new to Corland Bay? I used to live here, but I moved back just a little bit ago, but thats not the point- ah.. I’m rambling. Sorry, I haven’t seen you around. And-and you look really cool. That’s what I wanted to say.”

With a baffled stare, he looked around. He motioned to himself to make sure it was him Y/n was talking to. They nodded and he regained his composure, then responded.

“Yeah actually, I just moved back here. Wait, so were you complementing me? Me?” He says, his voice raising in pitch.

“Yeah! Of course, let me just type it in your phone. I’m RE- I’m Ren, by the way.”

“Yeah, I mean, you look really cool. I wish I dressed like that, kinda. Um, but the thing- what- um, I think- shit, can I have your number? I think you look really cool and attractive bu-but feel free to say no. I just think you’re the type of person I’d hang out with.”

Y/n handed him their phone and he typed in his number plus his name.

“Well, if you wanna hang out, there’s a pizza place that I think just opened. We could go over there, like, tomorrow?” Y/n said, trying not to show how excited they were.

“Ye-yeah! Definitely, I’ll- um, 2, no, 3 o’clock?”

“Sure! Yeah, I get off work at 2, so that’s perfect!” Y/n smiled.

“Oh, where do you work?”

“In the library! Do you go often?”

“Nah, I normally read online.”

“Oh, like online libraries or fanfic-slash-webcomics?”

“Oh, both. All three?” He says, remembering you like webcomics. “I’ll have to stop by later this week at the library to say hi.”

“Okay! I’ll look forward to it, heheh.” Y/n nervously chuckled. Since there wasn’t enough of a conversation going, Y/n excused themself and went to talk to Moth.

Y/n: I ASKED HIM OUT AKDGSKHD

Moth: OMFG DUDE IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU

Y/n: ME TOO THE FUCK /lh

Moth: WHERE R YA GOING???

Y/n: PIZZA

Y/n: PLAC E

Y/n: HES COMING BACK BRB

“Oh! Hi, Ren.” Y/n greeted at him, seeing as he was walking over.

“Hey, sorry, I need to use the bathroom.” He said, blushing suspiciously hard.

(Listen man I know some things about Ren and I know for sure he’s not in the bathroom for holy reasons winkwink)

I’m gonna be a bitch because this draft has been chilling for far too long in the back of the freezer, come back for part 2 <3