What If Sam Didn't Notice The First Time Dean Broke Into His Apartment? What If Dean Got In, Helped Himself

What if Sam didn't notice the first time Dean broke into his apartment? What if Dean got in, helped himself to a beer from the fridge, and then just wandered around the living room? Looking at pictures on the walls (in the dark, so he doesn't notice the corner of a picture of him and Sam sticking out of the LSAT study book on the coffee table), looking at the uncluttered, settled, homeyness of this place Sam lives. With a girl. With not Dean.

What if eventually, he gets tired of waiting for Sam's hunter instincts to kick in, because clearly Sam's gotten rusty if he hasn't woken up yet, so he makes his silent (maybe not-so-silent, maybe he's making a bit of noise on purpose because he wantsneedshungers to feel Sam against him like he used to, when they were younger and sparring) way to the bedroom. What if he pauses at the door, open just a crack, because those sounds are muffled but quite clearly involved and Dean's never had a chance to walk in on Sammy with a girl before. Walk in on Sammy naked, sure, that was inevitable with how they grew up. Walk in on Sammy jerkin' it, yeah. That was also inevitable (especially when he was trying to, needed desperately to see Sam when he was lost in pleasure, loose and wanton and so so forbidden). But Sammy with a girl? Heck, for all Dean knows, Sam left for college a virgin (thank god).

What if Dean peeks through the crack in the door, and suddenly he can't breathe because those sounds are muffled because Sam's biting a pillow, knuckles white where he's holding fistfuls of it, and a blonde goddess with a leather halter on her hips is thrusting into him and they're glistening with sweat in the moonlight and all Dean can think about is how much he hates that woman, how much he wants to be the one holding Sam's waist in a bruising grip, how much he wants to feel Sam tight and hot around him.

What if Dean sees the woman - Jess, her name is Jess, his stalking has taught him that much - lean down, what if Dean hears her say "you like that, baby brother?" and what if Sam's cry as he comes gets Dean harder than diamonds and Dean has to leave, has to get out now because if he doesn't...

if he doesn't...

god, if he doesn't he might have to pull her off of Sam, because that should be him and Sam knows it and clearly she knows it too.

What if Dean had to come back the next night, because he couldn't trust himself that first time he broke in?

Dean: What'd you mean we look the type?

Owner of the Pierpont Inn in "Playthings:" *sweating, shrugging, not sure how to say "looks like you be fuckin ur bro, idk, sorry"*

Dean:

HIS FACE I JUST--

Of course, I loved this scene simply for giving us yet another "they're mistaken for a gay couple" moment (I think it's been five of those now?), but this one was extra delicious.

1) Sam getting stuttery and awkward while he and Dean refuse to make eye contact 2) the above moment where Dean asks the innkeeper why she thought that and then Dean seems to like... be sifting through his memories, questioning the way he behaves in public with Sam, wondering if it's extremely obvious to everyone they meet. It's the emphasis on we, you know? He's not asking "why did you think I was gay," he's far more concerned with "why did you think we're gay together," and he's having a full-on crisis about it. The weft of Dean’s denial is woven so tight it’s making his face pinched lmao.

AND THEN HE CAN'T LET IT GO.

Dean has to go and ask Sam "Of course, the most troubling question is why do these people assume we're gay?" like he's testing the waters, seeing if Sam thinks about the two of them like that, how it makes Sam feel. It was A Lot woof.

As always, sorry to be making the observations everyone who saw it back in the day already knows, but I am LIVING for this rn, very much enjoying my first watch.

Inspired by [x]

Not me out here reccing the Demonic Junkies series by @sam-is-my-safe-word again?

HAHA OBVIOUSLY A LIE YES IT'S ME

That artwork is gorgeous and immediately made me think of Kasey's series (because it's never far from my thoughts), especially the torment and misery on Sam's face even as he can't help himself, ripping in with his teeth to get what he needs. And Dean looking so fucking pleased with himself, and the hand in Sam's hair andguhhhh

uhhh? Sorry, did it just get really hot in here?

Right, the link. Just... just going to leave the link and... I dunno, sit in the dark for a while...

“Good boy…”

Things like that will certainly not happen but i like to think about it. If you know any good fanfic about this particular subject, let me know ! ♥

It’s a simple coloring but it was nice to play with ink again.

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The Paternal Trifecta | Sam Winchester [x.] [Dean version]