I Do That~

I do that~😊

ladies we need to start frantically and obsessively reading books in less than 24 hours again..remember how happy we were

I’m really tired of seeing people broken up into labels of absolutes.

People are not just “good” or “bad”.

People are not a list of labels. 

People are complex, situations are complex.

I know, that makes it a lot harder when you want to just write off everything someone’s ever done as bad – but that’s not how people actually are, and it would do everyone good to stop pretending they are.

I am tired of hearing about the fear people have in putting themselves out there. And it is a scary thing! Putting yourself out there means subjecting yourself to people who want a really good reason to tear you down, who will jump at the first chance to feel “good” by labeling someone else as “bad”.

I reject this. I reject the idea that there should be fear in speaking up and talking about experiences and trying to reach an understanding of a situation.

I’m unhappy to see people spitefully urging others to cut off ties with their friends under the guise of “well, that person’s just inherently bad, so if you talk to them you’re bad too.” That is fucked up. You definitely have the right to let the friend know you don’t want to hear about whoever troubles you, but you do not at all have the right to decide who their friends should be. This includes guilt trips.

Anyway, just try to be more aware of others. Everyone else is a person like you. They might not have the same experiences as you. They might not understand how their words are harmful, or how what they’re doing is wrong. They certainly won’t if you never tell them.

Most people are trying to be good, but they’re going to mess it up sometimes. Try to keep that in mind. Even when people do really fucked up shit, sometimes they are trying to do good. “The road to hell is paved with good intentions” and all that.

Nothing gets solved, no growth happens when you put people into a box from which you’ll never let them escape.

Yes, you absolutely must be careful about people who have tendencies and patterns that are harmful to you. Sometimes people try to overcome those patterns and they fail, and you have to distance yourself from them: that is the sad reality of life. Sometimes though, they can overcome it. But they certainly won’t if the first thing you do is write them off after a fuck up. 

Be sincere. Use your best judgment.

Sakamaki Ayato x aquaphobic!reader

Warnings:Ayato being Ayato, aquaphobia

Pairing: Sakamaki Ayato x you

Word count:1430

-"Alright that's number thirty," you told Ayato as he stopped swimming his lanes. He grinned and moved towards the edge of the big indoor pool of Sakamaki mansion. You were sitting a good distance away and watched the crystal-clear water in the pool splash as he pulled himself out.

-He had asked you to count his lanes and stop his time while he was training and you,  being the good girlfriend you were, had of course agreed. There was however one problem.

-You were afraid of water.

-It had started when you were six. While playing around in the woods your sibling had accidently pushed you into a lake. They really didn't mean to but it still happened. You didn't know how to swim and so you had cried for help and trashed around in panic.

-But it had been no use as your body sunk deeper and deeper until everything went dark.

-Your parents must have been alerted by you sibling because when you woke up you were in a hospital. Since that day you had an overwhelming fear of water.

-You had never taken swim lessons or anything of the sort so with time your fear had only increased. It had resulted in panic attacks, when you tried going into water deeper than your ankles. So at some point you just accepted that it was now a part of you.

-"So now that I've completed my training why don't you come over here and give Ore-sama his reward, babe" Ayato drawled and flashed you a teasing smirk. He did deserve this, there was no doubt in Ayatos view.

-He was sure that you would easily comply as you did most of the time. So when you declined his request with a forced, somehow uncomfortable smile his one eyebrow shot up in question.

- You had never told him about your fear of water. To afraid that he would use it against you when you didn't know him very well back in the earlier states of your relationship. Heck, you were convinced he would still make fun of it... So you just tried getting out of the situation as subtle as possible. Because depending on his mood he would find some sadistic punishment if you refused too much and he found out.

-"Sure, come here and I'll give you the best reward you could ask for... " you said, hoping it would make him get out of the water if you agreed to a part of his request.

- Ayato wasn't pleased by your reply. He asked you to come to him and not the other way around. You were his prey and as such you had to listen to him. Who did you think you were to defy his orders?

-"Are you defying your master? I said come here!" he said, his tone now slightly agitated.

-Your eyes widened a little. You had not meant to make him angry. If anything this made your position in this situation worse. Your thoughts ran wild as you tried to come up with a solution.

-"I will, of course! But it's so much more comfortable for us here than in that cold water. You know what, why don't you come to the bench over here?"

You didn't have the time to finish bracing yourself as he got out of the pool and came to a stop directly in front of you in his vampire speed. It happened so fast you didn't know what was happening. In a flash his one hand wrapped around your waist and the other pulled at your hand.

-He had you pinned against his chest and started to lean towards you. You already anticipated his fangs to sink into you neck and closed your eyes. Your plan to get him out of the water had succeeded.

-But then his mouth stopped at your ear.

-"So you think you can order Ore-sama around and get a reward afterwards, huh?"

- The question was asked in a low dangerous voice. It was the kind of voice that made you freeze and open your eyes again in fear. His head was now directly over your shoulder.

-"It doesn't work that way, baby! Looks like I have to punish you so you'll know your place again, "he said and scooped you up into a princess-carry.

-Your eyes widened in horror as you realized what he was going to do. Instantly you looked towards the pool and then his face in fear.

-He smirked. You sure were a smart girl... But it seemed not smart enough to know not to defy him. He watched your eyes beg him not to do it. But there was something in them he couldn't quite place. He decided to ignore it.

-As he didn't care about the way your hands desperately tried to hold onto his shoulders he just kept walking towards the pool in an antagonizingly slow pace.

-You knew he was going to throw you in so you tried everything to get out of his hold. Squirming didn't work and neither did trying to persuade him.

-The edge of the pool came closer and with it your fear rose. The panic and feelings from back then came to you. No, not again!

-"Ayato, pleas- Ahh!"

-He had ignored your desperate pleading and thrown you in.

-The moment you hit the water you were in another time. This wasn't Sakamaki manor anymore. You were living that fateful day again. 

-Just like back then you struggled and trashed around trying desperately to keep your head over water. Screams of fear and pleas for help left your lips but it was nothing or nobody there.

-You were sinking further and further into the cold of the lake of your past.

-Ayato stood at the edge of the pool in smug satisfaction. But this emotion quickly turned into confusion as he watched you struggle and cry for help.

-His eyes widened just as yours had done moments ago.

-Fuck! Couldn't you swim? He saw one of your hands break through the surface, stretched in a final cry for help. Then suddenly he felt like he was thrown into the past as well.

-You cried the same way he did when Cordelia had left him in the lake when he had no idea how to swim.

-As realization dawned on him he was already jumping back into the pool. He dove under and saw your figure sink deeper and deeper towards the ground.

-He swam towards you and even though it could have only been a few seconds with his vampire powers itseemed like minutes till he reached you.

-Your eyes were closed and it seemed like you were sleeping. Your expression with your hair floating around your head seemed almost peaceful but he knew better.

-As he pulled you into him, one hand around your waist the other behind your head, he connected your lips to give you air through his mouth. It worked and your eyes started to open. But as soon as realization hit you, you started to struggle in his arms.

-Of course you couldn't struggle against his vampire strength but you were still in panic and trashing around.

-He realized you wouldn't calm down until you were out of the water and started bringing you towards the surface breaking through it moments later.

-He was quick to get you towards the edge and sit you down on it. Then he pulled himself out and into a seating position with you immediately secured in his lap.

-His arms went around you again and you cried into his chest.

-When you started to hyperventilate he knew he had to do something. He tilted up your head and locked his poison green ones onto yours that were still closed.

-"Shh, it's okay. I'm here, you're not in the water anymore. Look, I got you!" he cooed and in that moment he didn't care about his image for once. The only thing that mattered was making you feel save. Making you that the nightmare of your past was over.

-Slowly you started to calm down. Ayatos strong arms were around you keeping you save from harm. His eyes stared at you attentively to pick up any sign that you would start crying again.

-After what felt like hours your arms went around his neck to return the hug. He sighed relived and pulled you incredibly closer.

-And as he connected his lips with yours he swore to himself he would never ever let you go through that again.

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[image description: an info-graphic on top of a golden background where the first bubble says “do you support pansexuals?” then it points down to two answers bubbles which are “yes” and “no.” if “yes” is chosen then you follow the next arrow to a bubble that says “great job” and if “no” is chosen then you follow an arrow down to a bubble that says “please re-evaluate your harmful ideology.”]

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