Hello Love, I Don't Know Whether This Might Help But I Hope You'll Find Some Peace Reading It. I Saw

hello love, i don't know whether this might help but i hope you'll find some peace reading it. I saw your recent post about your wellbeing and i worry. Whenever i feel like that, i like to think of the small joys in life. I know whenever one feels like this, it is hard to see the joys but please try. I like to make a small list of all the small things in life that i love and i would miss if i weren't here. The mundane things, the things one doesn't usually think about. Your list doesn't have to be long nor does it have to be perfect. For me, my list includes:

The heat from the sun.

Cold wind during summer.

The smell of warm food.

Listening to music.

Eating ice cream (specifically vanilla ice cream).

Trips to the beach.

Snow and dark mornings.

Writing.

The smell of flowers.

The sound of birds.

And the list continues.

All i am saying darling is that there is so much to life. Not only the "big" things but there is the small things. It's for the sun during summer, the orange leaves during autumn, the dark mornings during winter and the flowers during spring. It's for the hope of a better day and the joys of being alive. I am not saying that you have to be happy and joyful over the small things, but just please you matter. There is so much to life and i am so so sorry that you feel like this. My heart arches for you.

Please, reach out and stay. The world needs you. I hope you might find some peace reading this and i am not saying you aren't allowed to feel like this. Just remember there is so much to life and ending it is not worth it sweetness.

( i hope my message makes sense, English isn't my first language 😅 )

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hi anon,

this is very sweet of you to say. thank you for reaching out and taking the time to share your list with me, it truly means a lot. i promise you don't have to worry about me, and I'm sorry if i did worry you with my words, I've just been so exhausted and i don't really have an outlet/know how to speak about it, it feels so overwhelming and heavy. your ask has definitely been a comfort right now, and I'm endlessly grateful to you for writing it. also, please don't worry about your english, everything you said made perfect sense. thank you again for reaching out, this ask actually made me cry when i first read it!

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