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Every night you dream that you talk to a genie, when you wake up you can't remember what you wished for. One morning you wake up with a giant crab pincer replacing your right arm. What do you do?

Go back to sleep...just for another 5 minutes, I swear...zzzz....zzzz....

Thank you so much! Don't worry about it not being a fic, I wouldn't know how to turn that request into a oneshot either. It's perfect the way it is ^^

And omg you're so right! Vincent definitely had an alt phase, I will die on that hill. And Bo with pierced ears? That's hot. And piercing your ears with Lester???? Aaaaaaa, that is such a cute idea!!

Hiya! I saw your requests were open and I would like to request the Sinclair brothers (separately) with a gn s/o. Now, this might sound a little unhinged, but the idea just came to me today: imagine the brothers coming home from wherever after being gone for a few hours and their s/o just pieeced their ears or nose or lips or somethings (and no, I totally did not do that today, what are you talking about-). The reactions would be priceless I think. Thank youuuuu!

Ok I don't really know how to do a whole fic for this (I'm kinda new when it comes to fanfic I'm sorry) but I will give you. My thoughts because I have been mulling this over since ya sent it in.

Vincent

Can't convince me Vincent hasn't tried to pierce his own ears .

I don't care if he's grown up and listens to Opera now, he had a goth phase and eventually he took a safety pin and tried it himself

THAT BEING SAID: Vincent is extremely possessive and would probably be... idk, offended that you did something like this without consulting him,

Especially if he comes back before the bleeding has stopped.

You're his muse. You're perfect exactly how you are, you do not get to mutilate yourself without asking him

Bo

Bo also has his ears pierced but he doesn't wear earrings so you probably don't know

He won't be as wounded as Vincent is, but he'll panic if you're still bleeding when he comes home

Once he sees that you've pierced yourself he won't understand and probably make some comment about it not being even

He won't be nice about it

He'll make you clean your blood off the counter

Lester

Lester will ask you to pierce him too.

Oh, my gods. This shattered my heart in the best pf ways. It's so well written! Thank you so much! If you're ever feeling up to posting part 2, I would love to read it! Just, with a happy ending please😅 and if you could tag me in it, I would be really grateful <333

Hello! I'd like to request a one shot with Om Simeon x gn MC please ^^ Now, I read in your rules you're alright with writing heavy themed fics, but I still would like to give a heads up for the content of my request. Can I ask for MC askimg Simeon if suicide is really a sin? Maybe they've attempted in the past and things are getting worse in the present time amd they're getting lost in that same headspace? So like, they're wondrring what would happen with them after they'd die? Sorry if this is too specific, if it's too much for you, feel free to ignore it, just let me know please! Thank you so much have a wonderful day byeeee!

Sure :) Warning! This will have talk about suicide being selfish and a sin//

Characters: Simeon

Genre: angst,comfort,angst to comfort

Format: oneshot

Pronouns: they/them

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"Is suicide truly a sin?"

“Is suicide truly a sin?”

Simeon didn’t think much of the question, a simple frown adorning his face. 

“I hate to think about this topic to be honest. But, if we’re talking technicalities, then yes.” he said with a sigh. 

“Oh, ok.” you said plainly. “And what do you think..? Away from the technicalities and angel stuff?”

He looked up and pondered for a moment. 

“I think so too.”

You looked at him, wearing a sort of betrayed expression. He wasn’t looking at you though. He was still looking up at the sky as he continued his response.

“You were put on this earth for a reason. God put you on this earth for a reason…I mean, throwing away the holy gift of life because what? You’re feeling down? It’s all a bit selfish, don’t you think MC?

When he finally looked your way, he saw you turned away from him and shivering. 

“MC?” he went to place his hand on your shoulder.

You tried your best to explain to him, despite your hitching breath and gasps for air. 

“No it’s not selfish…I’m not selfish..” You hoped he’d understand what you were implying.

Though you were choking on sobs, he understood. 

He pulled you into a hug and kissed the top of your head. There were no words to make up for what he just said to you. 

You shook and sobbed in his arms. You loved him the most and he loved you the most. Why couldn’t he understand? Why did he say those things? Does he really believe that? You didn’t know. 

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You cried yourself to sleep in his arms and woke up to him playing with your hair. 

Your nose was stuffed and your throat hurt. You felt terrible. 

“MC, I’m glad you’re awake..”

You were numb. You didn’t care about the pain and you didn’t care about him. You wanted comfort and you didn’t receive it. 

“What if I killed myself right now, tonight?” you said blankly.

Simeon looked shocked and leaned in to look into your eyes. He saw nothing.

“Would you think that I was nothing but a selfish sinner when I’m gone??”

It was his turn to cry now. “No..That’s not…”

You were sobbing again now. 

“MC…I’m so sorry i didn’t know I didn’t-”

You got up and looked at him through your tears and anger.

You then stormed out of his room and ran. You didn’t know where. But you ran.

If he can’t understand you, who could?

For @robin-the-enby :

If you want a part 2, message me or send another ask I’ll be happy to write it!

- Just let me know whether you want a happy or sad ending :)

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