At This Point Im Iffahs Personal Proofreader

at this point I’m Iffah’s personal proofreader

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❝I may be bad at comforting people, but I can’t just let you cry here all alone.❞

ex!niki x gen!reader

genre drabble, angst, hurt w/ slight comfort || w.c 1.0k || warnings reader kinda fruity ngl (dated a female and a male), reader wears a suit 🤤, lowercase intended

the gloomy skies seemed to have darkened by the minute as the droplets of rain pattered against the bus stop’s rooftop. your tear stained cheeks burnt more than ever, breathing ragged from who you thought to be the love of your life to tell you that your relationship was over. you swore every moment you had spent with her was full of light and grace. you were so sure you'd spend your lifetime with the female you deemed to love you wholeheartedly.

in all honesty, you weren't even in the slightest surprised that she’d end it with you as you already noticed her interest in you beginning to decline immensely. she began coming home later than ever, sometimes arriving by the crack of dawn before going back out to whoever knows. her replies were shorter and more seldom, sometimes it would take her days to reply to a simple “good morning”. your relationship was becoming hopeless and you had no idea how to salvage it.

a ray of hope glimmered when she suddenly asked you out on a dinner date in your favourite restaurant for your 4-month anniversary. excitement pulsed through your veins; perhaps this was the road of recovery for your so-called hopeless relationship? you hastily got ready, wearing the prettiest suit you could find before wearing the sheer lipstick she had once bought you. every time you wore that specific shade, she’d compliment you profusely.

you took a cab with the brightest smile on your face, texting your friends how happy you were that she’d finally ask you out on a date after weeks of being distant. the happiness radiating off you was even noticed by the cab driver, who you’d delightfully explain to her that it was your 4-month anniversary and your girlfriend had asked you out on a date. of course, you had to brag about how loving and charming your girlfriend was even if you knew it was all fabricated.

arriving at the restaurant, you tipped the driver as she wished you a happy 4 months anniversary. you were ecstatic about the whole ordeal, feeling it to somehow be more of a fantasy than you’d like to admit it to be so. you sat at the table reserved under her name, awaiting her arrival. one minute turned to thirty minutes, thirty minutes turned into an hour and before you knew it, the restaurant was already closing. the waitresses and waiters escorted you out of the restaurant, flashing apologetic smiles since they could tell what had happened. you had been ditched and possibly, dumped.

you dragged your legs with all the might you could, tears threatening to spill as you bite your lip to contain your sobs. you walked to wherever your limbs could bring you and that being some random bus stop that felt too familiar — but you couldn’t care less. you sat down on the bench, realising rain had begun pouring the second you settled yourself down. your phone vibrated, indicating a text message had been sent. oh god. you were not the slightest bit excited for what was to come as you slid out your phone from your front pocket.

“hi yn. we’re breaking up. I don’t feel the same way I used to.” were the words displayed on your lockscreen sent from your one and only girlfriend. the tears the you had been holding back finally let themselves free as you realised the only reason she had asked you out was only to embarrass you and hurt you further. you never knew one could be so cruel until you met her.

sounds of sneakers hitting against the wet pavement came into hearing and a male panting as he presumably ran through the rain could be heard as well. however, you made no effort to turn your head and observe whoever was beside you at the moment. you were too engrossed with your sob story to even begin to care for whoever was taking heavy breaths next to you.

“yn?” the stranger beside you asked, making your head snap towards him. your eyes widened in pure shock, seeing your ex who you ended off on good terms a couple months prior to your current — well, last — relationship. it was definitely awkward, as the two of you never bothered to reach out to each other during the early moments of your break up. you figured you’d never meet him again since seoul was quite a large city.

yet here he was, under the random bus stop you decided to camp at for your sorrowful heart to be unleashed, only to be interrupted by the presence of nishimura, the menace who used to prank you everytime he had the chance to. he flashed you an awkward version of the boxy smile he used to show you everytime he was happy to meet you, which said quite a lot in this context.

“what are you doing here?” the question came out a little harsher than you expected, not that you had any self control from the recent break up you had just gone through. riki raised his hands in defeat, surprised at how harsh you were even though you two had finally met again.

“I should be asking that question. this is my bus stop home, remember?” he stated nonchalantly, as if the info from months ago was supposed to stick to your brain. you scoffed, nodding before going back to being immersed in your sorrows.

the male sat down beside you, plugging in his earphones since it was common knowledge that riki was really bad at comforting others. you continued to silently cry over the break up, going over every moment when the two of you were together to see what, exactly, went wrong.

a bus pulled over in front of the two of you as the male beside you stood up. before you realised, a hand reached out to yours before pulling you up. you stared at him in shock, yet again. he smiled again. this time relaxed and less nervous than the smile he had shown you before. “I may be bad at comforting people, but I can’t just let you cry here all alone.”

a.n I got bored staying at home today so here's a riki drabble 🫶

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my laurve

☆ JOSHUA BESTFRIEND TEXTS

pairing: joshua!bsf x reader

genre: fake texts / smau? humor

a/n: hihiii i just made this because i couldn't sleep so enjoy!! :]

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my husband 

⌗ ⸰ ₊⠀ SUNKISSED !

the one where you have a photo taking session with seungkwan under the sun.

pairing: seungkwan x reader

word count: 0.6k

rating: g

content: fluff, established relationship au

warning/s: none (or maybe cheesiness, does that count?)

You don’t mean to stare. You really don’t. But it becomes inevitable, especially in cases like this wherein the sun is hitting his hair and face in all the right places, perhaps giving anyone that has spared him a glance the impression that he is actually glowing.

Seungkwan continues to look through his phone, not paying you any attention as he scans along the pictures you’ve taken of him moments ago. You don’t know why he’s scrutinizing them so much, as you’re sure that he’s a lot more photogenic than he thinks (and as you are; as much as you hate to admit it, he is) and so whenever your boyfriend also forgets to initiate taking your picture in return as quickly as you want him to, you choose to just wait patiently and admire the real thing in front of your eyes instead of getting slightly annoyed.

“Have I ever told you that yellow is really your color?” you say all of the sudden, pertaining to the polo cover up he’s sporting, and that cuts him off from his focus, his gaze flickering to yours. “You look really handsome today.”

He smirks, even chuckles at the compliment. “You say that every time you take a pic of me.”

“That’s because it’s true.”

“I bet it is, honey,” he jokes, leaning towards you a bit to grant your lips a quick kiss of thanks.

You grin at the gesture, your feet stepping forward and your arms also inevitably wrapping themselves around his torso for an added act of affection while he continues to concentrate on his gallery. He lets you do what you want, his own arm landing on your shoulders once you’re settled on your new position.

After a while—too soon, you frankly think—Seungkwan speaks again. “Okay. Your turn.”

“Hm?”

He gently forces you to untangle yourself from him. “Your turn for the picture. Stand here by the railing.”

You understand then, and comply with what he’s instructing you.

One thing more about Seungkwan is that he is also a much better photographer than you are. You reckon that you only began being good in the first place when you started dating him as well; he knows all the good angles and the right frame ratio to produce a stunning picture. Though undoubtedly his best quality as your newfound photographer is how he’s not one to shy away from hyping your best features and boosting your confidence, always grinning at you and saying how pretty you look.

It makes you blush and feel like a kid sometimes, but you appreciate it, and most of the time, it also produces the most natural looking smiling pictures you have in your own phone album.

“Perfect,” he says as he approaches you after taking the last shot. “I think I deserve an Americano with how amazing I took the pictures.”

You snort, checking the photos as well. “Is that supposed to be a hint for me to treat you?” Your eye catches one picture that you’d like to post on your Instagram as you’re swiping left.

“Naturally.” His arm goes back to its previous place on your shoulders. “I’ll buy you a slice of cheesecake in return.”

“That somehow sounds like a fair deal.”

“That’s because it is a fair deal.”

“So, I buy the drinks and you buy the dessert?”

“Yup.”

“Hm, okay.” You grin at him then. “Let’s go. I want to sit down.”

He laughs and nods, lifting his arm up to go reach for your hand, swinging it between the both of you while you head to the nearest café.

thank you for reading ! feedback is always appreciated ☻

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AAAAAAA THIS IS TOO CUTE

☆ SEUNGKWAN BOYFRIEND HABITS

pairing: seungkwan x reader

genre: headcannons, fluff, established relationship

a/n: 13th and last part of the seventeen boyfriend habits series !! im sorry for the wait but i was quite busy with school 😞😞

back to seventeen boyfriend habits masterlist!

☆ holds your hand tightly under tables

even if seungkwan is an extrovert– and a proud one too, he’s still very shy about everything concerning the four lettered word ‘love’. seungkwan is pretty shy about a few subjects and his love life is one of them. it’s not that he’s embarrassed or something, it’s kinda new to him and he still isn’t entirely sure how to act, cheeks turning red rapidly when you grab his hand to sway them back and forth together in public. this new experience, those new feelings and the fact that his friends seem to laugh more every time he’s around them with you at his side, only further agitates him, pointing and yelling at his friends to stop, voice high and face red. whenever that happens you can only laugh, pushing yourself closer to your boyfriend as he whips around to look at you with wide eyes, mouth agape at your ‘betrayal’. one kiss on the cheek is enough to make him stutter, redirecting his attention anywhere else but you as you giggle in the crook of his neck. when your laughter dies down and you can feel seungkwan’s heartbeat slow down, you slip your hand in his, fingers intertwined together. his eyes lock with yours and he smiles at you, love evident in every action and word.

☆ holds your hair in a makeshift ponytail when you lean down

even if it seems like seungkwan is too busy running around and being the extrovert and social butterfly he is, he almost never misses anything that happens, always keeping an eye open in case something happens. so with him being such an attentive person, you shouldn’t be surprised when he jumps up from his seat and rushes over to you at the slightest frown on your face. you’re not aware– or at least he thinks so, that he always stays close to you when you’re doing some tasks. if you’re in the kitchen preparing food, he’s in the living room, seated on the couch and peeking at you. if you’re in the bathroom doing your skincare (when you’re not doing it together, if course), he’s in the bedroom, door open. if you’re in the bedroom cleaning your sock drawer, he’s right by you, consciously cleaning his sock drawer too. in all honesty, you thought your boyfriend was cute for wanting to stay close to you, but the thing he’s thinking about is why you always forget to get a hair tie. when you’re doing your tasks, he always sees you silently whining about your hair and how it bothers you. so as the sweet boyfriend he is (he quoted) seungkwan took up the task of holding your hair in a makeshift ponytail whenever you lean down, to the sink after brushing your teeth, to the counter to taste something you cooked, to the sock drawer to see if it’s neatly organized.

☆ peels your fruit for you especially tangerines

since you were young, you’ve always bitten your nails. you never exactly knew when you started or why but it must have been very early on if even your mom couldn’t exactly pinpoint when it started. all throughout middle school and highschool, you were desperately trying to quit that awful habit of yours, jealous and envious of all your friends sharing nail polishes and nail care tips, but it always came back. you hated it and felt so guilty after the urge to bite your nails finally persuaded you to do so, looking at your now ‘ugly’ nails sadly. because of that, you barely wore rings, convinced that they would attract attention to your fingers and thus your nails. it was during your first year in university that you met seungkwan, the cheerful but sassy boy brightening your days. when the two of you got together, seungkwan was there to help you do a nail care routine. your nails were in perfect condition not even two months later, prettier than ever and better than you could have imagined them. you hadn’t realized it at first but over these months, seungkwan had started taking over a few of your tasks that could potentially break your nails, such as peeling fruits or washing the dishes. he didn’t mind one bit and would only ask for a kiss on the cheek whenever you were hungry, wanting to snack on a tangerine and waiting with excitement ‘til he was done peeling the fruit.

☆ always helps you put your necklaces on

like we all must know by now, seungkwan gets shy because of the most random things and at the most random times. and like we all know too, seungkwan gets particularly shy about his partner. at first when you two started dating, it felt like you two were even less closer than before, your boyfriend looking at you like you were crazy whenever you initiated contact. so after he confessed to you about his nervousness because this was part of his ‘firsts’, you two came to an agreement to take it slow; seungkwan would initiate it whenever he liked and you would sometimes push him a little, just to bring him a tiny bit out of his comfort zone. his hesitation has nearly disappeared and his nervousness is barely present nowadays because of how comfortable you two have become with each other over the years but there are still some times where he’s wondering if he’s doing the right thing. in short, seungkwan is still a bit shy about public displays of affection but he’s slowly and surely getting over his shyness, more often finding himself to be confident when he has an arm wrapped around your waist. he knows you’re patient with him but he still feels bad, so he makes it up to you with other actions. instead of a peck in public, he holds your bag(s); instead of a hug, he brushes your hair for you; instead of hand holding, he always helps you put your necklaces on.

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oh wow look at that my nct phase is coming back /hj

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