"Only You"

《"Only you"》

To be completely honest, I've been holding onto my notes for the rest of the chapters of Effleurer for the absolute longest, so being able to sit down for a few moments and actually construct my thoughts to something more than just !!@&@&@* is really comforting and cathartic. The characters and the story that you have outlined are so good. Absolutely wonderful, and technically this is my third time going through the story up to chapter 15 (chapter 16 I'm holding back on for a personal treat). I feel like this story is more than just sex, in my opinion. It's about trust and power and learning how to balance those two both in different circumstances. It's about knowing that "dominance" and having power or control over someone is because it was given to them, and technically, anyone can be powerful no matter the circumstance (And love how you made the distinction between power and dominance: "But you thinking about my tongue and my fingers when you touch yourself? That's power. You not wearing panties because I want you to bare your ass to me whenever I see fit? That's domination."). And more so, this helped me learn to be a badass in heels.

I feel like two relationship dynamics are shown between Seokjin and the main character: there's the one that's immediate and centers around sex and the one that's waiting in the background like a fog, focused on their own interpersonal relationship. Their own propinquity (wink wink) continues to build and build the more they spend time with each other. I knew that it was there because there's this tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach, something like a mix between caution and butterflies, but it's a rather nice feeling. But from chapter two, you can see how they sort of dance around each other. They know what they want, but they don't know the extent of where the line should be drawn because they've just now established a new dynamic in their relationship that once started as more professional. I loved how you showed that, and detailed how they should approach one another, all the while, that first instance of sexual tension hovered in the background.

It was one thing to have random strangers checking out your body; that was exhilarating. But Seokjin was someone you had to see on a business level quite a few days a week. And the way his smile seemed to grow while he took you in, if only for a moment, it left you feeling a little vulnerable.

(Also, this part:

“Did I give you permission to put your hands on me, angel,”

MSKSKAKAA ANGEL?!?!?!?

And I knew that the chime would go off but man was I punching the air when it did.)

But from there, you start to see them relax a bit more. Become more talkative with their playful and flirtatious banter, but ground rules are also established, bringing them back to earth. I love the fact that the main character emphasizes wanting to work together in this new relationship, and I love how Seokjin gives her a way out just in case any second thoughts are being made. He takes a lot of care with her and their relationship both at the office and inside his home, and to me, that's really admirable. And I think from here, this is where the line between just sex and emotions that have the possibility of becoming more of their emotions begin to blur and dwindle a little. They become more open in talking to each other about their background and personal lives, we get to hear Seokjin speak about his previous relationship, the “dream” (which I knew from the beginning wasn’t a dream!! So I was really happy when I was right), but more so, we get to see this new level of trust being built between the two. Also, we get to read more information on what BDSM actually entails and the mentioning of safewords (whenever big, glaring things like safewords come into play, I usually tend to be a bit more observant because sometimes they are used. I'm not really sure how so for this story because there's a lot of trust and communication between these two, and the only instance I remember it being said was a reminder. But that entire notion or concept is called Chekhov's gun (thank you, my old English teacher).

I’d like to sidetrack for a moment and mention how mature Seokjin is in this. He and the main character both are obviously for their ages, but he brings in a new breath to things. Makes trivial things feel not so big, so I really appreciate him and the character you made him out to be. He feels safe, which made me like this part at the end of chapter 5:

Seokjin : Thank you

Seokjin : For trusting me to take care of you

Seokjin : I promise I will

I’m going to take another slight detour and mention how well created all of the side characters are in this story. From Namjoon, to the main character’s mom and Seungjun, to Jieun (She's really funny and a great friend and i love her, okay), Sehun, Yoongi, Sooyoung...each and every one of them has a purpose. They don’t feel like they’re there to fill in some gap, but they actually bring something worthwhile to not only the characters and the story itself but to the readers. Some of the conversations that were held actually made me stop and reflect more about my own life and relationships, and I thank you for that, Kay. Thank you for making this story feel whole and comforting in a way even though I know that there’s a lot of sex or conversations about happening throughout this.

Okay, going back, I love chapter 7 because this is a chapter where some important conversations are had and the beginning of another arc I'd like to think. We have the one with Jimin where he’s questioning and making sure that the main character isn’t be used or anything, but we also have one between Seokjin and the main character that revolves around their trust and making sure that nothing was being questioned, which I think was well done. But, where things are at a high, the lows can be astronomical, and the scene where they get caught by Yoongi and Sooyoung (who aren’t any better necessarily in this situation) made my heart free fall to my stomach (in the words of past Kharli’s notes, it was “fucked squared...figuratively and literally”). It was something that I had expected, but I just wasn’t expecting it then. I’m glad that it happened though because Yoongi said that he loved Sooyoung and my heart went soft.

As we go more in-depth into Seokjin and the main character’s lives, I could feel a tone shift. It felt a little darker because things are coming to be more intense. Passage markers of the book can be found in certain chapters for one. The sexual encounters that they’re having are becoming heavier (cough cough chapter 12 cough), yet all the more loving at the end of things. Still, also, we go more into depth about the company and the foreshadowing in terms of the company, Yoongi and his family, and upcoming decisions that will probably ultimately put some characters in an uncomfortable situation. We also see Sehun, which was actually another favorite of mine because of how well-written it was, and because you made me hate him in 0.0145578 seconds (but also Hoseok was there too, so it was better and he's so sweet), and also get a chance to look more into the relationship dynamics between the main character and her parents which I could empathize with a bit in terms of having a detached relationship with one of them, so that part made me feel less alone and comforted a bit.

I feel like I’ve been talking so much, and I have, so I’m going to wrap this up. But overall, I love this story and the characters so much. I love that you included the talk with Jieun talking about Jungkook’s butt because that made me laugh and her talk about gut instincts because they’re real. I love the neighbor Mrs. Cheong and how she’s so protective over the main character. I love chapter 13 because we see more into what Seokjin does outside of work and the fact that people called the main character “Mrs. Kim” which AHDSDKSJSJJOJ!!!! And he held her hand throughout the meeting. I, once again, love Namjoon in this because he’s so cheesy but romantic and I love him. I love Yura's introduction and I'm so curious and interested to learn more about her and her relationship with Seokjin as the story continues. I also love how you touched on menstruation and the fact that you don’t shy away from it (not that you should in general be shy about periods), but I don't really see a lot of stories with that, and it made the characters feel more real and tangible and just...thank you. So much, Kay. I wish that there was a better way to let you know how much I appreciate this story, but more so, you.

I also have a theory that I’m just going to copy straight from my notes because it made me laugh ("Okay I have a theory:

The mc might be close to accepting the job in Taipei and so that's when Seokjin rails her and let's her suck his dick")

Idk if it’s going to be true, but I can’t wait to read how this all plays out, and it makes me wonder who’s going to fall first. I forgot to mention that I love all of your music choices for each chapter, especially the first one because it was set up so well with that song. Thank you so so so so sooooo much, Kay, for your beautiful words. I’m sending you so much love across the cyberspace.

éffleurer | 15

There were always whispers in your office about what secrets Seokjin hid behind his clean image. Now, you knew at least one of them.

Chapters: 01  02  03  04  05  06  07  08  09  10  11  12  13  14  15  16

Pairing: Seokjin x Female Reader

Genre: CFO!Jin AU; Smut

Word Count: 7,300+

Warnings: Profanity; Corporate office culture; Mature themes; Sexual content; Dom/sub relationship; Anal fingering, Orgasm denial, Light bdsm

The next morning you were in Seokjin’s office before his ass had barely grazed the leather of his high-backed office chair.

“CEO Min said you approved me starting a new project for the Taipei location,” you hurled at him, bending forward and placing your hands atop his desk. “You and I never talked about this or how it would affect my current workload.”

Seokjin had first looked up at your approach into his office with nothing more than curiosity. Understanding now dawned in the chestnut of his eyes. He lifted the clear, plastic cup in his hand, chunks of ice bobbing inside his Americano.

“Y/N, can I at least finish my coffee before you put your entire foot down my throat?”

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Cupid’s Curse | MYG 

Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader

Summary: You don’t even know him anymore, but he’s your first love then so be it.

Rating: 18+

Genre: smut, angst, exes!au? (not really), idiotstolovers!au?, gradschool!au, college sweethearts

Word Count: 6.3k

Warnings: explicit language, toxic relationship, pining?, teasing, alcohol consumption, nipple play, light exhibitionism, semi-clothed sex (y/n in a skirt ;) , breath play, body worship (he slipped a bit lol), fingering, edging, oral (f.receiving), unprotected sex (please use protection), light spanking, manhandling, angry and rough sex (he’s mad ok), crying, denied orgasms, creampie, asshole Yoongi just sayin’ 

a/n: late (as usual) but I finally have free time since I’m done with the school year! The warnings also kept increasing as I edited (dfkm) this gazillion times 😅. After holding back for so long and teasing lol here’s my very first smut fic and oh btw it’s inspired by my first love so 🤡

— part of ex’s & why’s series — moodboard 

A week of deadlines drained you to the point that you didn’t mind going to a get-together you got invited to, well the invitation is for all post-graduate students anyways. You don’t usually go to parties or any gatherings anymore since you started grad school but its fucking exhausting with all the meetings and papers to submit plus having to mark undergrad’s papers.

And instead of relaxing by letting go of all the things that have been wearing you down lately, you’re currently thinking of someone that has been bothering your mind these past few months.

Yoongi.

You’re not sure if he’ll be there despite the fact that the gathering’s for every department since he hated going to those during your earlier college days. Parties like this may look the same as the undergrad ones but the main difference is that this seems more cozy because everyone knows each other already rather than random strangers you meet on the latter.

You hate that you still think of him even in times when you’re supposed to chill. Walking into the house that you don’t even know who the owner is, you spotted some of his friends which made you nervous because he’ll appear for sure any seconds later.

Yoongi knows you’re here. Hell the only reason he came to this gathering is because he knows that you’ll finally come. Not that he’s waiting, okay, yeah he is, so? Maybe he’ll get a chance to finally talk to you.

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Urban Cowgirl (M) | KSJ

Author: jinfizz [masterlist]

Genre: smut, fluff, established relationship

Pairing: soft dom!seokjin x sub!reader

Rating: M, NSFW

Summary: Jin never needs a reason to spoil you in the bedroom, but this time he’s got special plans to take you on an extra wild ride.

Warnings: bdsm themes (i guess), use of a blindfold, jin is a whole man, oral (f&m), cumplay, overstimulation, use of a ~mystery toy~ (there’s a link and a picture in the fic, so don’t read this in public lmao), did i mention overstimulation, bratty behavior, unprotected sex, marking, unrealistically simultanous orgasms, tooth rotting fluff and aftercare, jin is the sweetest dom in the world, 3 pairs of i love you’s within 1k and i’m not even remotely sorry

Word Count: 8.2k

(A/N): Here is (finally) my contribution for @wwilloww’s commission for the Army for AAPI Justice and Advocacy project run by @armyadvocates. I deeply apologize for how long it took me to get this out. I really hope you like it, love.

The prompt was as follows: Wordcount: 3k Pairing: Seokjin x character of your choice Summary: Smut. Dom Seokjin has a new toy he wants to show off. Would love to see cumplay + marking + soft words of affirmation. Someone gets pushed onto a bed. Pls include either a reference to, discussion about, or explicit aftercare!

p.s. may also have accidentally discovered my own sensory deprivation kink while writing this lmao. And thank you to @sahmfanficbts for reading this literally right after I finished and catching my lust-induced mistakes :3

The blindfold is soft against your skin as Seokjin leads you to the bedroom. 

At least that’s where you assume he’s leading you. Where else would you be going after he removed his own silk tie from around his neck, dragged it over your skin, and secured it over your eyes? What other destination would he have in mind, given the glimpse you caught of the tent in his sleek dress pants?

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september 1870. {m}

this precious night, lit by lamplight is, at least, enough.

pairing: joseon king!yoongi x reader words: 2.7k contains: explicit sexual content!, dare i say… softness?

moonlit throne index. this is drabble 35. start from the beginning?

As the month dwindles down to the last few days, the palace sparks with a happy fire, glowing brightly from all the court residents that anticipate merry Chuseok festivities. For the duration of the night, at least, troubles can be temporarily set aside, and trade flourishes in the name of celebration. But on this occasion, there is an additional reason for the cheerful atmosphere within the palace.

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Little Do You Know [M]

➬ Title | Little Do You Know

➬ Pairings | Yoongi x reader

➬ Summary | With love, comes challenge. Especially when you are in love with the one man who is at the top of the world while keeping you on the other end.

➬ Genre | Artist/Music Producer!Yoongi, Established relationship!au, Angst, Fluff, Smut

↳ Ratings | +18 / M for Mature

↳ Warning | possessive Yoongi, a few events of jealousy, multiple smut scenes, implied public foreplay, clothed foreplay, dry humping, semi-public sex, exhibitionism, rough sex, breast play, biting, clit play, hair pulling, unprotected sex, multiple orgasms, self-masturbation (female), clothed sex, car sex.

↳ Word count | 22k words (I’m sorry for this T^T)

↳ Cross post | AO3 | Inkitt (coming soon!)

↳ Music companion | Little Do You Know - Alex & Sierra | Youth - Daughter

➬ Author’s Note | Written as a commission for @minyoongail​. | Thank you for giving me a chance to write for Yoongi again. Forgive me for the long wait. I hope you’ll enjoy this story.

THEN…

From the very first night you met Min Yoongi, you were instantly drawn to him.

To describe the moment perfectly, you could easily say that it had happened exactly the way wise people would describe this kind of attraction; that you were drawn to him like a moth to a flame.

It was an instant pull, the kind of attraction that you had never once felt for another person before. Not to the boys you have dated through college, not even for the hot specimen of a male sitting right next to your cubicle at the office you were attending through your internship.

To this day, you could only faintly recall the events which had led you into getting dragged along to the uncharted territory where Min Yoongi existed. It was Friday night, right on the weekly scheduled night out that you would spend with your friends, when the hours were getting late and the dive bar that you had frequently gone to each week felt too cramped and dull with all the men in suits who came in for a seemingly boring company party while acting like they owned the place.

“It would be fun,” you remembered one of them said as she suggested to try hopping into a different club instead of ending the night early.

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Wedding dress tag

I was tagged by @propinqxity​​, @btsarmy9593​​ and @jinfizz​​. Thank you lovelies 🥰 I’m gonna steal Kharli’s idea and write a little drabble underneath the pictures!

Rules: Google “Wedding Dress [# of followers]” and the very first dress that appears is what you’ll wear to your wedding + the 8th idol photo in your gallery is who you’ll be marrying

“It’s beautiful.”

Hoseok’s eyes travel up and down, taking in the delicate pattern. He smooths his hands over the lace and his bright eyes find yours in the mirror. “It’s so soft too!”

You sigh. “I don’t think this is a good idea.”

“Why not?” He turns around, nearly tripping over the train. “Shit!”

You catch him by the elbow and he sends you an apologetic smile. “Because,” you whisper, “your sister will be back any minute now.”

“’M sure she won’t mind.” He whispers back at you, then frowns. “Why are we whispering? No one’s here.”

“Hobi.” You blink slowly, trying to ignore the soft buzz at the back of your head. “You’re drunk.”

“I’ve only had two beers!” 

“Exactly.”

He rolls his eyes, waving his arms around. “You’re no fun. Where’s the heels? Need the heels.”

“Hoseok—” You’re cut off by the firm press of a finger to your lips. 

“Shh.” He flashes you a big grin. “Look pretty, no?”

Your eyes drift down to his collarbones and you blink, mind hazy, but he’s already gone. He rummages through the stacks of shoes in the closet until he finds a pair of white heels, triumphantly holding them up above his head. “Gotcha!”

“The wedding is tomorrow!” You hiss, rubbing your temples. “Jieun is gonna kill us.”

Hoseok sits down on the bed and takes off his socks, carelessly throwing them over his shoulder. “She won’t. She’s my sister.”

There’s a stubborn determination to his voice and you watch him cram his feet into the heels, feeling your own resolve falter.

“Fine.” You help him up and he takes a few wobbly steps. “But I’m not bringing you to the hospital if you break your ankle.”

He beams at you and you find yourself grinning back. You let go of his hands, patting his hair. “Be free, bambi!”

Hoseok walks around the room on unsteady legs, lips pressed together in concentration. One of the straps keeps gliding off his shoulder and his flat chest doesn’t fill out the cups, but the white lace and his matching hair makes his golden skin stand out even more than usual.

“Hobi.” You call out to him, voice soft. He stops abruptly and nearly stumbles into you with a yelp.

“You are really pretty.” 

He falls silent, eyes finding yours, a little unfocussed. You reach out to fix the strap, fingers uncertain but soft against his skin.

Downstairs, a door slams closed.

“Fuck.”

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