Will He Smile At You, And Call Your Name? Will He Invite You For Tea? Will Things Between You Return

Will he smile at you, and call your name? Will he invite you for tea? Will things between you return to how they were half a year ago, with the casual intimacy of laughter and shared, warm afternoons and witty quips that you can still recall so clearly?

It's incredible to be a reader and see how all of the gaps between chapters are being filled. Even more so when you realize how much you gave during previous chapters to sate us, but left enough to keep us hanging until now. Add that to the fact that you plan on this series being 40+ parts, and you have a mind-blown Kharli (but you always tend to do that to me anyway😉). 

The amount of thought and detail that you put into this series, as well as your own love and devotion, keep me coming back for more and more. Every word makes me yearn for the next one. Every sentence keeps me on the edge of my seat, cradling my phone tightly within my grasp until the very end when you leave me with the thought of "I wonder what's going to happen next? Where will Rain continue from? Does she know that she completely and utterly stuns me each and every time she writes or whenever she just simply talks to me?" It astonishes me each and every time, and you and your works have a special place within my heart. 

Thank you Rain for all of your fascinating stories and just for being you in general. Thank you for all of the characters you created and for continuing to lead us on this fascinating journey.  I hope that you've been well and that school isn't stressing you out too much. I'm sending you my heart along with virtual hugs and smooches😘💕💕💕

may 1867.

how much can you allow yourself to want?

pairing: joseon king!yoongi x reader genre: drama, angst words: 1.2k contains: historical au, brief mention of sexual assault

moonlit throne index. this is drabble 19. start from the beginning?

With her hands planted firmly on her stout hips, Jin-young-nim stands before you with a look of slight exasperation stretched across her features. Her mouth is moving, but you can’t exactly hear what she’s saying. All sound seems to have faded out, replaced with a heady buzzing that some part of you recognizes as shock as it infiltrates your mind, leaving your own mouth agape. You can do little more than blink and remember to breathe for several long moments until the silver chopsticks you were holding clatter to the table, finally pulling you from the daze.

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He turns the phone in his hand once, twice, thrice, before he lets the previous thought pierce through his mind. I miss her.

Ah, wow Traci. 

It’s been a while since I’ve read one of your works. Too long, in my opinion. I just know that ‘Exchanges’ was the story that led me to you and from that point on, I just could not stop going through your masterlist. 

Now though, that I’ve come back to read more of your stories, it feels as all of the air has been sucked out of my body. Stunning me enough to make me not want to move any more because if I were to do so, it would break me out of the trace that you laid on me with this piece.

Your literature, Parallel language and imagery, the way this one part:

It had been a dangerous idea to play with, of course. Extremely dangerous. Get too close and brew on the concept for too long and it could react like poison, entering his bloodstream and getting into his head and killing him off before he realized he had a problem to begin with.

Only it’s a little different this time because he knows that he has a problem, knows perfectly well that he’s in the middle of an absolute shitstorm, yet he finds himself unable to stop. Or unable to feel that desire to stop, anyways—that desire to stop loving you.

Had me clutching my chest because it was so poetic and overwhelmingly brillant.

The way you can capture attention at the snap of your fingers (well, technically with your words but...) Still. You drew me deeper inside of this story until it felt hard to breathe and my chest was just pounding at the effect of your writing. It was intense, both your words and the story, and I don’t know but...it just made me feel like there’s so much more to what’s behind the screen. Behind writing and this story itself. Being able to simply put your thoughts into something that somewhat tangible and create a world where characters have their own personalities and feeling and emotions and behaviors is just...jawdropping. Your mind is so beautifully crafted, it’s amazing. It’s beyond words, and even if I did have the word to tell you just how much I enjoyed reading this, it wouldn’t even suffice to be a fraction of the impact you’ve had on me not just now, but over the course of 2+ years. And to even know that this was written two years ago just astonishes me even more. Wants me to praise you even more because never before have I been so emotional about a piece of writing that maybe I started tearing up while I wrote this review. 

Thank you so much Traci for this. You and this story sincerely brightened my day and I’ll be foreever grateful for you. Thank you again! And I’m sending all of my love to you.💕

maybe (m)

PAIRING: jimin/reader

GENRE: friends with benefits au • fluff/smut

WORD COUNT: 2k 

WARNINGS: based on “things you said with too many miles between us” from my old blog. smut in the form of unprotected sex 

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He turns the phone in his hand once, twice, thrice, before he lets the previous thought pierce through his mind. I miss her.

It had been a dangerous idea to play with, of course. Extremely dangerous. Get too close and brew on the concept for too long and it could react like poison, entering his bloodstream and getting into his head and killing him off before he realized he had a problem to begin with.

Only it’s a little different this time because he knows that he has a problem, knows perfectly well that he’s in the middle of an absolute shitstorm, yet he finds himself unable to stop. Or unable to feel that desire to stop, anyways—that desire to stop loving you.

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[You already know what it is😝]

After careful debate (not really) on whether or not I should save this until Friday (I already had my mind made up by the time I saw the post), I decided to give myself some extra love and read this before the absolute shitshow day of wonder and fufillment that will occur this week (one of my best friends is turning 21 and I’m on ‘sober friend duty’ while we’re in an apartment so…..😗)

OH MY GOOSSSSHHHH!

With all things being considered, this is by far one of my favorite chapters of this series. I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s because now we’re beginning to see this strengthening relationship between Jimin and the main character. Maybe it’s because she’s finally getting the praise she deserves from her instructors. Or maybe it’s just because you’re you Shanna, and I always love everything that you post.

But really, I thoroughly enjoyed this chapter a lot. I loved reading about how Jimin was as cautious as ever over her and her ankle and hearing Mr. Vlad call her a “talented dancer”. Like, when I read that I gasped, and Noelle and I had the same exact reaction to that. I’m just really loving that for her and honestly, she deserves all of the love in the world.

What I’m not loving, however, was reading about how Finn treated her in the club. Honestly, if he would’ve said, “Hey, yeah sure. Do you mind us dancing to one more song first, then we can go?” That would’ve fine, but noooooo. She had every right to be mad at him. He was a complete asshole! And turning off his phone? On his girlfriend?!?! Yeah, um….I would have had to call it quits. And it’s not even like she’s asking for much. They both know each other’s schedules now, and you would think that he would be more forgiving and understanding due to her more rigid one and try to work along with that. As someone said, collaborate, not compromise, and I think there was definitely a better way to handle that.  

Rant aside, I can’t believe we’re halfway done with the series now. It’s been really nice to read all the chapters, and I look forward to each and every one of your posts. It’s been truly an honor to read not only this series, but any other piece that you’ve written so thank you Shanna. I’m sending you lots and lots and lots and lots of love.💕

P.S.- I wonder if it was Jimin who she called. He does have a car, right?.....

Raise the Barre (Ch. 6)

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: Jimin / Reader

Rating: 18+ (Eventual Smut)

Genre: Enemies to Lovers / Dance Academy!AU

Warnings: Underage drinking, sexual harassment (not from any of the main characters) 

Word Count: 7,295

Summary: You and Park Jimin have been rivals for as long as you’ve known one another; ever since he tripped you in the front row of your first dance convention. When you graduate from high school and enter Russet Ballet Academy, you tell yourself you’re leaving all past quarrels behind. The main problem with this though, is that your past seems determined not to leave you alone.

Worse still, the obstacles you face while out in the real world might prove more challenging than anything your enemy has to offer.  

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He looks like original sin, a deadly mix of relaxation and that sharp gaze, devouring every single detail of the scene before him. And yet, despite the mask of control, you watch as each beautiful sound out of Jungkook’s mouth shoots straight through him. 

I know that I keep saying this, and you probably already know what I’m going to say, but I’m still going to say it: You and the way you do intros and lead-ins into each and every one of your chapters is phenomenal. It felt like the beginning of a movie was being played out and I could envision everything so vividly. So dowsed in intensity and heated moments. How are you able to make something so erotic and lewd so artistic and poetic. It felt like there were stars beneath my eyelids as I imagined it, everything so dreamy and enticing. But yet, the things that they were saying, the things that they were doing, were so carnal and sensual. 

It was beautiful.

And, this is small but, yay for aftercare and peeing after sex! I don’t know why, but just reading that part made me happy as I was reading it. 

One thing I love within each part so far is that embedded along with the smut are really cute and wholesome moments. That even though characters have begun to establish sexual relationships with each other, there are just scenes where it’s just them being them and expressing the love that they’ve shown pre-cabin escapades. Another things that I’ve noticed along with that is the constrast in relationships between the main character, Jimin and Jungkook, and the one that the main character has formed with Hoseok. It feels deeper when it comes to Hoseok, more “grounding”  and soulful like you said. It makes me wonder if they’ve been harboring feelings for each other for a while…

Anyways, thank you Willow a million, bazillion times. I’m really loving this series so far, and sorry if I’ve been clogging your notifications. I hope that you’ve been well! As always, my heart is yours and I’m sending you my love.💕

SH. | ot7 | chapter three

PAIRING ot7 x reader

RATING Explicit.

GENRE smut. fluff. nonidol au. wildnerness au. roommates au. friends to lovers.

SUMMARY Six months of quarantine have kept you apart. Somehow the distance sparks something new in each of you: questions, unfinished conversations, threads once chased now left cold. So when your roommate invites you to come with him to a mysterious house in the mountains with your friends, how could you even think of saying no?

WC 8.3k

TAGS: group sex. oral sex. Bondage and restraint. edging. orgasm control. praise kink. dom/sub play. voyeurism. exhibitionism. cum play. it’s messy. aftercare. Fingering. dom/sub roles outside the bedroom.

AN A week early! I hope you all enjoy this chapter. It was a real treat to write. Thank you so so so much to the incredible @thatlongspringnight​ and @hesperantha​ who not only beta read for this chapter, but who are my go-tos for planning out this monster of a series. I don’t think I would feel as confident or excited about these characters without them. They are truly angels on earth. Don’t hesitate to show them some love. 

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A finger tips your chin up from the sight you were fixated on.

“Eyes on me.”

Hi Debs!

To be honest, I had to spend a few minutes just mulling over how I wanted to start this, but there is absolutely no perfect way to explain what I’m feeling right now, so I guess I have to settle for this until better words come around.

This chapter was so filling, so emotional and raw, and dare I say a bit empting too (in a good way) because of the emotions felt at the end? The way you started this part, a continuation of the last chapter and the main character just trying to reflect and manage her emotions, was so satisfying. I mean, you see her trying to act “normal”, but the constant contemplations that are circling throughout her mind are deafening. Enough so to make her write another letter to find some sense of direction. And when you think back to the first letter that she wrote to Namjoon, it felt final and filled with relief because of the thoughts that she wanted to release were on the page, but this time, it felt so turbulent. Like she didn’t know what direction to carry her letter because of her thoughts and lingering feelings toward Namjoon. Maybe it was the denial holding her back from feeling some sort of relief because maybe she does want Namjoon back in her life in the way it was before, but she’s too scared that things are going to mess up again. I just thought that scene was very well done and it makes my stomach fill with butterflies whenever I think about it.

The smut scene and the way you depicted the emotions following it were done so well! You could tell immediately when the reality hit and guilt started to form, and I felt really sad for the main character because I know just how hard she was beating herself up for her actions. 

Thank you so Debs for this part. I always enjoy reading your works. They have made my night so much better, so thank you again! I can’t wait to see what happens next. Sending you lots of love💕💕💕

P.S- I really liked this part and I wanted to add it in before I forget: As it is right now, your thoughts are like nodes floating in a decontextualized void, the web still unformed because you haven’t had the time to grapple with everything yet.

I just forgot to talk about it earlier, but its so poetic and beautiful and I found myself returning to that one sentence even after I was finished reading. I enjoyed that section very much, and thank you again!!

sincerely, but no longer yours | chapter 5

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sincerely, but no longer yours | ex!kim namjoon x reader

genre | angst, smut, exes au

summary | It started as a coping mechanism as getting the words out provided a form of catharsis. But now you can’t stop writing these love letters, even with the knowledge that they’ll never get sent. After all, who writes love letters to their ex?

word count | 5.2k

chapter rating | 18+

warnings | angst, smut (but it’s angsty smut lksjdflk help), nipple play, dry humping, alcohol consumption, someee intense jealousy

a/n | FIRST OF ALL im so sorry this is so incredibly late lskjdflkjs life has been extremely busy for me 😪 but it’s here!!!! thank you to everybuddy who’s been waiting patiently for this 🤧🤧 but i think this is one of the most angsty chapters of the series soooo 🙃

Namjoon’s an expert at avoiding uncomfortable topics, even if they’re massively serious. It’s something you absolutely hated and it was the cause of many arguments in your previous relationship, and perhaps was even the ultimate cause of your breakup.

But right now, you’re really beginning to understand the appeal.

The first time he swung by the museum for lunch after his birthday celebration - a paper bag in hand filled with bagels still warm and toasty from the store on the corner that you adore - you were caught entirely off guard.

Your mind jumps to the unread messages sitting in your texts and you regret ignoring them. Not because the guilt had hit you, but because maybe if you had been contactable, you would have received a heads-up that he was coming by.

Some might call it selfish, but you prefer to call it self-preservation.

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“Maybe when he’s done with you, I can take a turn.”

Ring-a-ding-dong! I’m back because apparently, my patience is wearing thin and the only thing I know is instant gratification.

This was nothing less than amazing, Willow. The smut had my insides stirring and to be honest, I am speechless. It’s amazing how well you were able to flawlessly transition between difference moments and emotions. The way how you took Jimin’s entrance into the main character and Jungkook’s escapades and weaved their wants and desires together into something that felt so filling and intense. It was overwhelming, in the best way of course, how well you are able to make things flow so seamlessly. Even more so when you realize that there’s going to be more of that in the next chapter and those to come. 

I can’t wait to read the next part and see how that turns out. You never fail to amaze me. Thank you so much for sharing this amazing piece of work. ILY!!! Sending you all of my love.💕

SH. | ot7 | chapter two

PAIRING: ot7 x reader

RATING: Explicit.

GENRE: NonIdol!Au. Wilderness!Au. Roommates!au. f2l. Smut. Fluff.

WC: 7.6k

SUMMARY: Six months of quarantine have kept you apart. Somehow the distance sparks something new in each of you: questions, unfinished conversations, threads once chased now left cold. So when your roommate invites you to reunite with your friends in a mysterious house in the mountains, how could you even think of saying no?  

WARNINGS: Unprotected sex. Sexual tension. Voyeurism. Group sex. Slight mxm. Breast play. Power play. Dirty talk. Slight degradation kink. Edging. Orgasm denial. Bondage. Light sub/dom themes. Teasing. Discussion of sex. Discussions of sub/dom roles. Sex dreams. Pining. Praise kink. 

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