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Get Her Back!
Get Her Back!

Regina George x Reader
Word Count: 2.3k
Trigger Warnings: messy breakups, toxic relationship talks, jealousy, language,
Request:
Hi can you write a fic about fem!reader being Regina's ex? Like they met and started dating during summer. Reader is from another town/state and Regina spent the summer there over some relatives house and they had a nasty break up but then a few months later reader's family moved to her town and she started at Northshore đ she sees Regina acting like a queen b before Regina saw her and she befriends Janis and Ian <3 anyways don't spare us all the drama hehe
Mean Girls requests are open.
(Y/n) sat beside Janis as the crowd parted and four girls made their way through the halls. With raised brows, she looked their way, despite Damian's pleas not to. There was Cady, the girl she had met alongside Janis and Damian in French class, a girl with wavy black hair without a thought behind her eyes, a honey-blonde haired girl who looked around at everyone, and Regina George, her summer fling from Newport, Rhode Island. (Y/n) was surprised to see Regina, and she wasn't expecting her to be so popular. Her icy glare surveyed the room as they landed on (Y/n)'s, widening when they made eye contact. Fortunately, (Y/n) had the sense to sever the contact and sit down.
"What was that?" Damian questioned, looking between her and Regina, who let her eyes latch onto (Y/n) for a few moments longer before she made her way to their usual table. Janis was looking just as expectant at (Y/n), but the girl shrugged innocently. She was new to school, she didn't want to be involved in all of the drama high school had to offer within her first week. "Girl, you better answer. I've never seen the Queen Bee break her icy stare for just anyone."
With a sigh, (Y/n) glanced up at him, then looked to Janis for help. But she was curious to understand their connection, too. "Let's just say that Regina and I met when I was staying at my grandparents and she was staying with her grandparents in Newport, Rhode Island over the summer. She left me at a party I didn't want to attend because a guy flirted with me, then ignored me when I apologized. Even though I was apologizing for something I didn't do. The official breakup was through a text." (Y/n) explained casually as she ate some of her pizza. She ignored the wide stares from Damian and Janis, knowing they had a million questions.
Leaning back, Janis tapped her knuckles dramatically on the table. "Okay, okay, so how did you end up in the same school as her?" She looked like she was going to burst if (Y/n) didn't answer her questions. She was getting so red in the face, that Damian had to remind her to breathe, but his actions were not effective. Janis was just too curious about how their relationship went down.
(Y/n) glanced at her nails before looking over to Janis with risen brows. "Unfortunate circumstances. Our fathers are doing business together." She stated simply. A sigh escaped her lips as she looked at her pizza, losing her appetite. "Regina wasn't all bad. She was just jealous. Like, when I think about her, I'm in between keying her car and making her lunch. Sometimes, I think about her, and I'm still enamored by her, but then I'm like 'No fuck her, she left me at a party for a guy flirting with me.'" (Y/n) hummed as she pushed her tray away slightly.
Now, Janis was going to explode. She already was ruining Regina's life with Cady, but what if she also messed around with her love life a bit, too? After all, that is exactly what Regina did when she had a crush on her in middle school. "It's kind of like⊠You want to make her feel jealous and sad over her loss." She associated as Damian eyed her. He always seemed to know when she was plotting. She made this face where her smile looked a little more sly than usual and her eyes narrowed.
(Y/n) blinked at Janis's statement as she nodded in understanding. A small, bitter laugh escaped her lips. "Yeah, 'cause I miss the way she kissed me and the way she used to make me laugh even though she didn't deserve me." She agreed before standing up to discard her food and trash. She didn't mean to be wasteful. but she wasn't feeling her meal anymore. She was too busy thinking about her ex who gave her a whirlwind of a summer and then provided a whiplash type of breakup. Thinking about Regina brought back the whirlwind feeling and the whiplash after-effect every time. It made her bitter. Janis could relate to that bitter feeling. She never got over what Regina did to her. From the kiss to 'Sissy Liz,' Regina's actions were inexcusable. "All in all⊠I want sweet revenge but I want her again, too." (Y/n) admitted shamelessly.
Janis smirked, leaning forward, and taking (Y/n)'s hands. She knew that Regina tensed at this because she saw it from her periphery. "We can make that happen for you. Do you see those girls beside Regina? The girl with big amber eyes is Gretchen, and the girl with wavy black hair is Karen⊠There's a party next week on Halloween⊠If you flirt with them, that will set Regina off." Janis stated, biting her lip excitedly. "Hopefully, this will set Regina George straight for you," Janis confirmed, winking at (Y/n). (Y/n) considered this for a moment. Finally nodding, Janis almost squealed before the three got up and headed to their next class.
On the night of Halloween, Janis and Damian helped (Y/n) get ready. And Janis had to try not to stare at herself. She understood why Regina was so into (Y/n). She kind of was, too. (Y/n) turned around in her very revealing devil costume, smiling over at Damian and Janis. "So, what do you think?" She questioned, wiggling her eyebrows over at them to get their opinions. Damian smirked over at her as he nodded in approval, but Janis was too stunned to speak. "I'll take your faces as a sign of approval." She said happily as she kissed the little cape over her shoulders. "I'll come right over once the party is over." (Y/n) promised, heading out the door, but not before blowing them kisses.
Regina was blown away when (Y/n) walked into the party, and she was taken aback when she saw Cady's outfit. Everyone screamed when Cady popped out behind the girl in red, but she couldn't say she was phased. She was used to Cady doing things that were out there. Still, she didn't stop herself from texting Gretchen and asking who invited Cady. Regina rolled her eyes when she saw that Gretchen pointed out Cady's crush on Aaron. This was obvious to her, but still, maybe she could kill two birds with one stone. She could make (Y/n) jealous and Cady miserable. Even though a bigger part of her wondered if making (Y/n) jealous was worth it. Until she turned to see a flustered Gretchen and a confident (Y/n).
Regina realized that (Y/n) was flirting with Gretchen. Her plans on getting Aaron back and making Cady miserable were put on hold, her eye twitching as (Y/N) soon moved over to flirt with Karen, too. Was this a game to her? Before she could react, she bumped into Aaron, who almost spilled his drink all over her. That was when she realized that making (Y/n) jealous was more important than making Cady jealous. "I was just looking for you," Regina smirked as she took Aaron to the side, acutely aware of (Y/n) and Cady staring with wide eyes.
(Y/n) felt annoyed as she watched Regina and Aaron flirt, but her heart sank when Regina kissed him. Her eyes landed on Cady, who looked heartbroken in the distance. Making her way over, she led Cady out of the house and towards Janis's. "Okay, that's it." (Y/n) spoke as she barged in. "We need to go farther. She has now officially gone after Cady, too." (Y/n) said, gesturing to the mess that was Cady right beside her, her thick make-up running down her cheeks as tears helped create pathways for them.
Janis cursed as she pulled Cady into her arms. "I completely agree. Let's run this bitch into the ground. She's always been like this. She takes everything too far." Janis gritted her teeth in frustration. She looked very angry, but (Y/n) was beginning to wonder if it was for Cady or because Regina had wronged her, too.
"So, then what did Regina do to you?" Janis looked up, horrified by the question. Damian's neck also snapped up, but his eyes were trained on Janis. Janis tried to get the attention off of her, but (Y/n) raised her brows. "Janis, this is important information. Cady and I have a reason, but what is for you? Why do you care what happens to Regina George?"
Janis flushed a bright red, realizing she wasn't going to drop it. "I guess I don't want to discuss it." She crossed her arms, falling back onto the couch behind her. Not wanting to make eye contact with anyone she slipped her mask over her face. This caused everyone to glance at each other and Damian shook his head at her. Janis knew that she was acting childish, but she didn't want to tell her new friends what Regina did to her. She was embarrassed about it, and she didn't want to lose her illusion as a confident lesbian.
"Janis, it's time," Damian ignored her protesting as he slammed a box down, grabbing a Bratz doll and a Dora doll. He then went on to explain that, once upon a time, Janis and Regina were best friends. He then went on to explain why they had stopped being friends. He explained how Regina had kissed her at a party, even though she knew how Janis felt, and then he explained how Regina outed her to the party-goers and then her class using a TY baby she named 'Sissy-Liz.' (Y/n) looked at the ground with her brows furrowed. "Now you know, Cady and (Y/n), you can never trust Regina George." And thus the revenge party began.
During lunch on Monday morning, (Y/n) ignored the looks that Regina gave her. She was mad at Regina for hurting Cady in an attempt to make her jealous. She was mad it worked, and she was even more upset that she used Gretchen and Karen to try to make Regina jealous. As Janis sat next to her, (Y/n) smiled at the girl before leaning over to wipe off the paint that smeared over Janis's cheek. At the action, she saw Regina storm out. So, in an attempt to finally talk to Regina, she excused herself and followed the blonde out of the cafeteria. "What's your problem, Regina? What the fuck is up with the Sissy-Liz and why did you kiss Aaron?" (Y/n) questioned loudly, stopping the girl down the hall.
Regina looked around at everyone with a glare, pulling (Y/n) into the classroom beside her, thankful it was empty. (Y/n) stared at her for a long moment as Regina glanced her up and down with a glare. In a weak moment, (Y/n) thought about pushing her against the door she just closed and kiss her. "What's my problem? You're the one flirting with everyone at this damn school. And why do you care who I kiss? You're the one who is all over Janis Imi'ike." Regina said Janis's name in disgust as she narrowed her eyes. Then it clicked in (Y/n) that Regina was, in fact, jealous. "Besides, I only kissed Aaron. It's not like we got back together. We talked that night and he likes Cady, for whatever reason." Regina looked away, pretending not to know why Aaron liked Cady. Everyone knew Cady was incredibly sweet and pretty.
Blinking, (Y/n) shook her head in slight frustration. "Wait, you and Aaron only kissed? Also, when are you going to realize that I only like you? I'm pissed that I still love you. You left me at a fucking party, Regina, but I'm still into you. And no matter how much you hurt me, I still want you. Do you know how fucked up that is for me?" (Y/n) sniffed as she tried to hold back her tears. She was not going to cry over this. Again. She refused to.
Regina's mouth was agape as she forced herself to look away from (Y/n). Her jaw clenched, and she felt her own tears welling in her eyes. Only these were real tears, not the fake tears she usually used on people. "I feel bad about leaving you at that party. I should have never done that. Last night, I had a reflection on the treadmill and I realized⊠I've hurt a lot of people. Most of all, I hurt you at that party because I was scared you would leave me for that college guy. I want to make it up to them, starting with you. I want a second chance." Regina confessed, not knowing how (Y/n) was going to react. "I want to apologize, first. So, I'm sorry." Regina swallowed thickly.
(Y/n) stood there in silence for a moment, thinking about how Regina had left her, drunk at the party with no one she knew. It had stung, but here Regina was, pulling out the stinger. Nodding slowly, she took Regina's hand, intertwining their fingers. Neither of them looked at each other, the silence becoming louder than either anticipated. "I forgive you, and I'll give you a second chance. But I can't just bounce back to being your girlfriend. You can, however; ask me on a date⊠I will only accept if you promise to apologize to Cady and Janis though. You don't have to do it this second or even today, but you still need to say sorry." (Y/n) said, her thumb running over Regina's knuckles.
Regina felt a bit odd, feeling soft like this. She knew it was the right thing to do though. She really cared about (Y/n) and hated seeing her and Cady rush to escape the Halloween party because of her actions. So, the expectation of apologizing to the girls was only fair. "Okay, I will. I promise. And thank you." Regina whispered. The two stayed there for long moments before they were finally forced to separate, having skipped their last two periods to stand together in silence. As they left, Regina gave (Y/n)'s hand one final squeeze, ready to try again with her. (Y/n) smiled with a nod, ready to tell Janis, Damian, and Cady all about Regina and her unexpected apology.
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mrs. & mrs. hirai
hirai momo x fem!reader
synopsis: you, an assassin, find out youâve been married to another assassin for the better half of a decade.Â
tags: mr. & mrs. smith inspired ; assassin!au ; momo runs you over with a car ; it got really soft, iâm not sorry ; smut ; angst ; fluff ; violence warning ; mentions of guns ; anything else iâve missed ; not proofread!!



when you go into the office, youâre already in an awful mood. youâre one of the best in your field with over fifty kills under your belt. youâve never had any issues with the target until last week. that assholeâsome assassin from another firm, no doubtâtotally cut off your view and the target escaped. you tried to catch up, but it was too late. now, the target was in high-security lockdown and the chances of killing him are slim to none.
jihyo had told you to take a few days to cool off so the team could investigate what went wrong with your approach. youâd grabbed some coffee for yourself from downstairs, so you got one for jihyo too. she smiles gratefully as she takes a sip of the proffered drink. âyou holding up?â
âyeah, still pissed though. i almost had him.â you complain as you plop down in your seat. âmorning.â
âmorning.â she tosses it back as she goes through her papers. âso, weâll walk through some of the stuff the team found but i have something better. this is your next assignment.â jihyo pushes the folder in front of you. âitâs the bitch that fucked up our last assignment. that firm has been going after too many of our targets so itâs time to take out the competition.â
thank god, something productive to do and somewhere to channel your frustration with the whole mission. you open the folder and stare. and stare. you then look up at your friend and glare at her. âthatâs not funny, jihyo.â
she shoots you a confused glance. âwhatâs not funny?â
you put your finger on the huge printout on the front page. âthatâsâ thatâs my wife!â it could be no other but momo looking up at you, stone-cold serious in all black, looking how youâve never seen her before.
jihyo purses her lip. âcute, y/n.â she rolls her eyes. âthatâs not your wife, thatâs the competition. we need to take her out. sheâs not good for business.â
you stand up in your agitation, pacing the room. âjihyo, this isnât a joke.â
she stares for a few moments until she can tell youâre serious. her eyes widen almost comically. âwait, really? thatâs your wife?â her eyes dart to the picture.
âyes! thatâs momo!â youâd know her face anywhere. momo isnât an assassinâshe works for some tech company where she does a load of things you barely understand. thereâs no way sheâs hidden this from you.
âno way.â jihyo takes a closer look. âsheâs really hot.â her eyes narrow on you. âare you sure thatâs your wife?â
âyes!â you hiss, your hand coming down to strike the table. âyouâve never seen my wife. why wouldnât she be hot?â you ask, momentarily sidetracked.
âwell, if she was this hot iâd have questions. you know no one is this hot without some skeletons in their closet. which apparently, might also be a hired gun.â jihyo eyes you warily. âbesides, you kind of just complain about her, y/n. i kind of imagined her i donât know... frumpy?â
guilt tugs at your gut. you do love momo, even if things have been difficult for a long time. you married her because you loved momo and she was also great in bed and a good cover. still, seven years of marriage have worn on the two of you, and the spark you both used to have seemed lost. still, that didnât mean she had a whole secret life.
you shake the thoughts out of your head. âwhatever. the point is, what am i supposed to do? iâve been sleeping next to an assassin for the better part of a decade?â
âi mean, isnât she sleeping next to an assassin every night?â
âyeah, but itâs not the sameâ jihyo.â you lower your voice. âi wonât kill her. i canât. sheâs everything to me, even if were in a rut.â momo floated the idea of marriage counseling just last week. it seemed like the two of you might have bigger problems than that now.
âthe hit has been issued though.â jihyo points out the obvious. you have never refused a hitâitâs not something that goes well in this industry.
âjust give me some time? please?â jihyo is your co-worker but sheâs also your closest friend. one doesnât get far in this industry without someone to count on and for you, thatâs jihyo.
jihyo sighs and bites her lip. âjust hang low and letâs see if i can work something up with the team. maybe thereâs an error.â she allows. âyou relax and try to figure out if your babe of a wife kills people for money.â
your eyes narrow. âhey, you might be a hired gun but that doesnât mean you can talk about her like that.â
jihyo gives you a saccharine smile. âoh, that was purely because sheâs hot. see you later y/n!â
you shake your head and roll your eyes. âthanks, jihyo.â you head to your office. it looks like itâs going to be another paperwork day while you stew over this.
when you go home that night you feel like youâre walking on eggshells. you remember to take off your shoes at the door and put on the slippers that momo always lays out for you. you take a deep breath, unsure how youâre going to act normal. when you go into the kitchen, thereâs momo. like always, sheâs cooking, putting the finishing touches on something that smells amazing. you lean against the entryway, staring at her.
sheâs always been beautiful, that was never a question in your mind from the first time you saw her when you were on a mission in bogotĂĄ. today, sheâs wearing a baby blue dress that hugs her figure, and a white apron that is pristinely clean. momoâs clean and loves order, is a tremendous cook, and has a dry, if subdued, sense of humor. you know her pretty well, you think. could she really be hiding something so big from you?
momo finally catches you staring and sends you a soft smile. âhey, you. dinner is almost ready.â she walks up to you and presses a perfunctory kiss to your lips like she does every day that you come home.
âhey. it smells great.â you pull momo close, and she lets out a surprised yelp, not expecting the affection.
you look down into momoâs eyes, both eyes brown. except in the picture you received at work, she was wearing contacts to make both her eyes blue. but itâs the same face. it has to be her. you pull momo in for a hug, feeling her pressed in your arms. momo hesitantly returns it, one hand rubbing up and down your back.
âare you alright, baby?â she sounds genuinely concerned and you wonder if thatâs real or if itâs a lie too. momoâs studying your face a little too intently.
youâve been lying just as long and as well. âiâm fine. just stress at work. you know how it is.â you shrug, one of your hands squeezing momoâs waist.
momo laughs you off. âyeah, i know how that can be. although i think your job is a little more difficult than mine.â if you werenât looking for it, you might miss the sardonic twitch of momoâs lips. she spins around and starts tending to the food again, this time serving plates.
âdo you need help with anything?â you offer.
momo shakes her head, already moving things to the table. âno, iâm good. just sit down so we can eat.â
the table is artfully done, all of the cutlery just so. the handle of the knife is cold to your touch as you pick it up, holding it a little tighter than usual. you cut into your steak like butter. have your knives always been this sharp? youâve never noticed before.
âwe need to replace that curtain.â momo reminds you as she works on her own food, her eyes glancing up at the big bay windows in the living room. sheâs sitting at the far end of the dining table, miles of distance between you both.
you couldnât give three shits about the curtains. âsure.â you agree readily.
momo narrows her eyes, which in your experience, can only mean trouble. âi asked you to look at the options i picked three days ago.â
the only sound is cutlery touching the plates as you study her face. âi looked at them.â you lie. âi liked the second one.â that seems inoffensive enough.
âwhat color was it?â she challenges, eyes bright.
you stop moving your fork in your mashed potatoes. âwhat?â
she leans forward in her chair, propping her elbow on the table. âwhat color was it, y/n?â
you consider her for a moment. momo never really angers with youâbut maybe she does. maybe you know nothing about her after all. âblue.â you toss out.
a look of clear irritation passes her face but then itâs gone, shuttering away. âyou must mean the green. iâll order it tonight.â
youre sawing at your steak now. âsounds lovely.â
momo turns back to her food, and you do the same. it feels like a thick fog of tension has rolled over you bothâevery time your eyes catch, they dart away, minding your food and your wine glasses.
a thought strikes you as you take in the careful way that momo regards you. if momoâs cover is blown, then so is yours probably. but thereâs no way to be sure. at least, itâs not something youâll discover over a dinner conversation.
you walk to the middle of the table, picking up the bottle of wine thatâs there. you quietly pad over to momo. she looks at you, a tightness in her eyes that hadnât really left since the two of you started dinner. just as you reach momo, you stop, pouring her glass full of wine.
you donât bother to look at the glass, instead staring at momo. she gives you an even stare back, leaning back and gripping the arms of her chair.
âthank you.â she murmurs quietly as you finish.
you donât bother responding instead letting go of the bottle suddenly. in a flash, momoâs arm springs forward, catching the bottle before it hits the ground. if you thought things were tense before, it doesnât even begin to compare to now. you can feel the realization sink in your gutâitâs momo. momo, the hired gun that fucked up your last assignment, your next targetâall of it is momo.
âlucky catch,â you say, even though the two of you both know itâs not true.
momo drops the bottle as if it burned her, red wine staining the white rug.
âclumsy me.â she gets out of her seat. âi need something in the kitchen to clean this up.â momo turns quickly, her steps measured but fast as she walks away.
you walk toward your office just as quickly. you can just tell that thereâs no going back and momo is a hostile threat the same way she was on the tarmac last week. you find one of your guns hidden in the drawer, drawing it and holding it out in front of you. youâll be damned if you let momo kill you.
as you creep along the wall slipping out of your office, you think you must be losing your mind. but there was no feigning the knowledge in momoâs eyes, the caught look when she used cat-like reflexes you didnât even know she had.
âhoney?â you call out loudly, hoping to catch momo unaware. you hear the rev of the engine and curse when you see momoâs car pelting out of your driveway.
âfuck!â you run after her, knowing that your only chance is to cut through the backyards and hope you catch up to her. thereâs no way you can start up your car in time. after a split second, youâre running full tilt out of the house, gun in hand. you pray the neighbors donât see.
you cut through one yard and catch sight of momoâs taillights. âmomo!â you bellow out. âwe need to talk about this!â itâs ridiculous to think youâll take the bounty on momoâs headâthe both of you just need to figure this out. you both are married, for as much as its worth now. even if you both lied to each other, youâre not going to murder her.
momoâs car keeps revving forward, and you make the decision to cut through another yard. your lungs burn as the cold air cuts through them. you grunt as you hop up, hitting your gut on the fence as you swing over. youâre actually ahead of momoâs car now which is a relief.
as you pull yourself over the fence, your grip on the gun tightens and you feel the recoil as you accidentally pull the trigger. you look up at momoâs car pulled to a full stop, a hole in the windshield. it takes you a moment to realize your bullet put it there. your heart clenches as you look at momo through the window, checking to see if sheâd been hurt. she isnât, but her eyes are tightened to near slits and her mouth drops open in outrage as she stares at the bullet hole.
your stomach drops. âfuck, fuck, fuck.â this is going to be worse than the time you forgot momoâs momâs birthday.
you make your way in front of the car slowly, hands up in surrender. âbaby, letâs talk about all this.â you give her a tentative smile. momoâs expression doesnât change, and she revs the engine. âmomo,â you say sternly. âyou canât just run meââ
getting hit by a car is worse than you anticipated, especially when momo doesnât stop. you barely get a grip on the roof of the car, holding on as the car careens forward. âmomo.â you spit out but youâre sure it gets lost in the wind. you bang your hand on the windshield, but it does no good either.
you hear the door open, and snaps shut. by the time you turn to look back, momo is rolling on the ground and youâre still hanging off of the roof of her car. âmomo! this isnât how were supposed toââ
you feel your body fly off the roof, and onto the ground with a thud that rattles your bones. you take a deep breath and feel your vision blur. you try to fight it, but you lose consciousness on the hard ground.
you knock quietly on jihyoâs door. thereâs nowhere else thatâs safe for you to go, especially in the middle of the night. you obviously canât go back home.
sheâs bleary-eyed when she answers but the moment jihyo takes you in, her eyes are wide and sheâs on full alert. âwhat happened to you?â
âmy wife.â you walk in, your whole body aching. youâd woken up with what you assume is a concussion and a searing headache. not to mention a ton of twigs in your hair.
âyou look like a car ran you over.â
you let out a harsh laugh. âit did.â
she opens her door wider, gesturing for you to come in. âoh. yeah, sit down iâm going to get the first aid kit.â
you stare into space as you hear jihyo shuffling about. you knew it from the moment you saw the picture, but it still feels impossible. âi canât believe she lied to me.â momo is always going on about honesty, about trying for your relationship. and yet, she was living a whole other life.
jihyo scoffs as she tends to a cut on your cheek. âreally? not like you were the most honest person in that relationship.â
âitâs different!â you insist. âi married her because i loved her.â momo didnât want to talk, and she ran you over with her car. the moment her cover was blown, itâs like she didnât care at all.
you shake your head. your marriage hadnât always been like this. you remember days when the two of you first got together, when the two of you lay naked in bed all day, touching each other with gentleness and passion. sure, the two of you married young and it was convenient for youâyou needed a coverâbut you love momo. or at least, whoever you thought momo to be.
âlook, you should get some rest. youâre clearly upset.â she advises. âand probably a shower before that.â
âupset? my wife wants to kill me, jihyo.â
âyou donât know that.â she grabs a towel out of a utility closet and hands it to you.
you hold the towel lightly between your hands. âshe ran me over with a car. how else do you interpret that?â you shake your head. âbesides, if my firm issued her out as a target to me, i bet you anything her firm did the same.â the two of you are stuck in a loop thatâll probably only end with one of you dead or on the run.
âmaybe sheâs as confused as you are. vulnerable. she probably didnât know about you either.â she reminds you as she shepherds you to the bathroom.
âwell, she didnât seem very vulnerableââ you hiss as your face stings from the ointment jihyo roughly applies. ââwhen she hit me with her car.â
âyou seem really offended by the car thing.â you balk and jihyo holds up a hand. âshower and sleep. iâm not dealing with this nonsense at two in the morning.â
you and jihyo search for momo for two days and the two of you canât find anything. her office has moved, and her car isnât there when youâve driven by the house. jihyo has been coordinating with the team at the firm, pulling on those resources too to try and find her. it takes you that amount of time to gather the courage to go back into your house.Â
you have your gun out and pointed to the ground as you walk in. you feel strangely emotional as you walk in, slowly passing by all the rooms the two of you lived your lives together in. something catches your eyeâthe curtains are different. itâs the green that momo had mentioned.Â
âwhy would she come back and change the curtains?â you mutter under your breath. another thought comes to you. âsheâd already bought the stupid things before asking my opinion.â itâs so like momo to just take over something like that, only asking for approval after the fact. why even ask you what you thought? she practically decorated the house single-handedly anyway. you set aside your annoyance as you get to your bedroom.Â
at first, nothing looks truly out of place. your eye catches something in the corner of the room. you peer inside the trash can and swallow a lump in your throat. with shaky hands you pull out what you find in it, hoping itâs not what you think. your gut drops. itâs the videotape of your honeymoon, tossed away as if it were nothing. momo had definitely been back to the house and with this, sheâs made a statement. you look to momoâs side of the closet and there are clothes missing.
you open one of momoâs drawers, finding a stack of her lingerie. your eyes catch on a black one that you bought her to celebrate your fifth wedding anniversary. you remember the night wellâthe two of you hadnât fought at all, you and momo spent the night together, laughing and kissing. you pull out the soft nightie, something panging in your chest.
âsheâs not really your wife.â you murmur to yourself.
you have to accept the fact that you donât know momo. youâre fighting for your life now and momo is a stranger, not the woman youâd sworn your life to. if this upheaval has taught you something, itâs that you canât trust anything that you thought about your marriage. still, youâre weak and you miss momo. youâve been missing momo for a long time now. you pull the soft fabric to your face, inhaling. it smells just like her. you shove it back in the drawer and close it.
you look at the nightstand on the side of the bed and notice momoâs phone is there. sheâd probably picked up a new one. you pick it up and look through the recent calls, calling the last number. you hold your breath.
âgolden real estate.â says a chipper voice on the line.
âhi, there iâm calling from hysteria industries.â you give the name of momoâs supposed employer.
âoh, of course! how are you liking the new space?â the voice fills with recognition.
you smile. you have a lead. âitâs working out just fine.â you lay back on your bed. âi have some furniture i need to ship, can you help me out with that?â you would find momo one way or another.
it only takes you another day to be ready to confront momo. you feel the elevator in the new golden real estate building stand still suddenly and you know youâve been found by momo. you expected as much when you got in the elevator.
a deep voice comes through the speaker on the elevator. âit seems like your elevator has stopped functioning, maâam. do you want me to send an engineer to see what the problem is?â
the voice isnât just deep, its distorted. you grin. âno, iâm comfortable right here.â you offer flippantly.
thereâs a pause. âis that sarcasm?â
you find the security camera in the corner and stare right at it. âi know itâs you, momo.â
âare you sure youâre comfortable, y/n?â the voice that comes through is husky and teasingâyou could imagine that the two of you are in your room alone, instead of trapped in an elevator at momoâs mercy. youâd give anything to go back to a time like that.
âwhy donât you come out here and face me? preferably without a car windshield between us.â
âno time for jokes, dear.â you lean your hands on the elevator walls, listening to momoâs voice. âthis is your first and last warning, y/n. get out of town.â
you shake your head slowly. âyou know iâm not going anywhere.â
âso, you say. but youâre dangling in a steel box with sixty stories of air beneath you.â
your eyebrows climb up your face. âoh, is this a trap then?â
âyou think iâd be dumb enough to leave my phone for you to find with a sensitive number on it? i thought you were more than just a pretty face, baby.â
âwell, at least you still think itâs pretty.â you quip. as if you didnât suspect this was a trap from the start. âSo what? you have a charge on the counterweight cable and two more on the brakes?â you list off all of the explosives you disabled before you got into the elevator. the silence runs long, and you know momo didnât expect that of you. âwhatever your plain is, it wonât work because you always underestimate me.â
âoh, i do?â momo sounds amused.
âyou have no idea what iâm capable of.â you know thatâs true, even if you donât think you could stomach seriously hurting momo. momo always took over everything because she doesnât think youâre able to do things.
âlikewise, baby. did you check the base of the principal elevator cable?â you freezeâyou hadnât seen that. well, fuck. thereâs a sigh that blows out of the speaker. âfirst and last warning, y/n.â she repeats again, this time more sternly. âpromise to leave town, or iâll blow it.â
you lift your hands up into the air. âalright, i give up. blow up the elevator.â despite all the evidence to the contrary, you refuse to believe momo will actually kill you. maybe youâre a fool but you refuse to believe there isnât some truth to you both being together.
âexcuse me?â momoâs voice is strained.
âdo it. blow it up.â
âfive... four...â her voice trails off. âiâll do it.â itâs that stubborn tone she gets when the two of you are fighting about which china set to put out for a dinner party. you lean your head against the elevator wall for a moment, hiding your face. god, you miss her.
you look back into the camera and shoot it a smile, imagining momo on the other end. you wish you could see her. âcome on now, momo. all talk?â
âany last words?â momoâs voice is smug over the telecom again.
âthe new curtains are hideous.â you canât help but get a dig in.
âgoodbye, y/n.â thereâs an echo of her laugh in the curl of her words. the elevator thatâs riggedâthe elevator that momo thinks youâre inâgoes into a freefall.
you take a deep breath as you hear the thunderous noise of the elevator youâd been pretending to be in crash into the first floor. youâre about to unplug the cable youâd used to confuse the signals of the elevators, a deep disappointment in your bones. momo really doesnât care.
just before the connection dies, you hear momo panicked voice come through the line âwhat the hell was that? i didnâtââ
you pull out the cable and stare at it, almost in wonder. it sounded like real fear, fear for you. maybe not everything is lost after all.
you stay low for a few days but then itâs christmas eve. part of you realizes that momoâs panic could have been for a number of reasonsâit didnât mean she wouldnât have killed you. but the idea of her being alone on the holiday makes your heart clench. besides, youâre not planning on backing down and being on the run your whole life. when you found out momo made reservations at a familiar restaurant for the holiday, you buy a tailored suit and plans to surprise her there.
youâre glad you catch sight of momo before she sees you because it takes a moment for you to collect yourself. sheâs in a dark slinky number with a neckline that shows off the slope of her collarbones. sheâs staring vacantly ahead, a single shimmering tear on her cheek. almost angrily, she brushes it off and tilts back her champagne flute, demolishing the drink in one swig.
momo has her hand on the bottle when you come up right beside her. âyou wouldnât be getting all mushy because you killed me, right?â
for a moment, youâre worried momo is going to bash your head in with the champagne bottle from the way her hand tightens on it. you can see the genuine surprise as her eyes rake over you.
âhow...?â her voice is barely a whisper, more of a sigh as she drinks you in.
you stuff your hands in your suit pockets, shrugging. âare you impressed?â
âamazed.â it doesnât even sound sarcastic, and it makes your traitorous heart beat faster.
âamazed iâm still alive?â you make your way to the chair across from momo, sitting down.
she seems to get over her initial shock, jutting her chin up. âamazed you managed to tie your tie on your own.â
you bite your lip to keep in your smile. it was one of your favorite things when the two of you got married. momo would fuss over your tie, making sure it was perfect before pulling you close and giving you a sweet kiss. you canât remember when she stopped doing that. âthanks, iâm full of surprises.â
momos still eyeing you with something akin to hunger now. âthat suit is certainly one of them.â
âthanks.â you think of saying something about how fantastic momo looks but think better of it.
you shift the gun you brought out of your suit jacket and onto your lap. you can tell from the way momo shifts her weight she has a weapon of choice in her lap as well.
âhands on the table?â momo suggests lightly. you nod, doing as momo asks, watching for her hands to do the same. âhow did you know whereââ
âi proposed here on christmas eve seven years ago. i had a hunch you might be feeling sentimental.â it was less of a hunch than a hope. your heart jumped to your throat when you realized momo made a reservation here, on this night of all nights. you had to come.
momo frowns, eyes guarded. âi came for the clams.â she huffs, looking away.
your eyes trail over her again. she looks so good; it feels impossible for one woman to be this beautiful. âis this a new dress?â
momo rolls her eyes in irritation at the small talk. âwhat do you want, y/n?â she cuts to the chase, one of the hands bunching on the white tablecloth.
you lean forward, careful to keep your hands visible. âwe need to talk.â itâs been all youâve wanted since this whole mess started.
âabout what?â
your eyebrows raise of their own accord. âus.â
she scoffs. âthere is no us.â
you feel anger at the denial. âso, thereâs nothing between us then?â how dare she just give up? if everything is up in smoke now, it only means there used to be a fire. you and momo burned brightly, and you need to know it was real, if only for your sanity.
she stares coldly at you. âonly a table.â
you stand up slowly, pocketing your gun. you walk around the edge of the table and hold your hand out for momo. she stares at it uncomprehendingly until you nod to the dance floor.
âreally?â you nod and pull her onto the dance floor. momo rolls her eyes. âyou donât dance.â she informs you dryly.
you lift your arms into a perfect frame and turn your face away, as the tango demands. you smirk when you hear momoâs sharp intake of breath. âall part of the cover.â you say loftily.
momo doesnât miss a step either, your bodies moving together in a way thatâs different than youâre used to. youâll never get to tell momo now, but you have always wanted to dance with her.
âwere the clothes on the bathroom floor every morning part of the cover too?â she grouses as you turn her. you take a step too far, pressing momo onto the wall, not hard enough to injure her but enough for her to realize youâre not fucking around.
you keep moving, not letting momo catch her breath as you reach one hand under her dress, grabbing the outside of her thigh. you keep reaching up until you find what youâre looking for, ignoring all of the soft skin there in favor of the dagger momo is hiding. you throw it sharply, and it pierces the far wall with a dull thud.
momo reaches behind you, grabbing your ass and then sliding her hands up to your waistband, pulling out the gun there, dropping it, and kicking it out of reach. the two of you donât stop dancing and you ignore the way that momoâs hips move although itâs all you want to think about.
âif i knew you could dance like this, maybe i wouldnât have thought you were so boring.â its sharp and angry, words meant to cut you.
you pull her into a dip, keeping the two of you there for a moment. âwho cares if i was boring? i was just a cover to you.â you accuse openly.
she arches her brow, her foot grazing your calf, almost making you lose your balance. âwho said you were just a cover?â
âwasnt i?â you demand to know. how much of your marriage was even real?
momo falters for a moment before she looks determined, a hired gun once again. âexcuse me.â she says coldly heading up the stairs.
âthere are no exits here.â you point out, although youâre not sure why this would be a perfect opportunity to catch her and end this once and for all.
âiâll make one.â she spits out before she keeps walking, sliding between people until sheâs out of your reach.
you stare after momo, digging your heels in to keep from chasing. sheâs a liar. you just need to wait her out. you watch as a few people run and then thereâs an explosion upstairs. fuck. you watch as streams of people run out of the restaurant, making it possible for momo to hide in plain sight. you use your height to look over most of the heads in the crowd, looking for familiar brown hair. you think you see her and walk quickly, making it out of the restaurant.
youâre looking around when you bump into an old man. âmaâam, youâre ticking.â
you freeze. amongst the commotion, you hadnât heard the ticking coming from your suit jacket. you quickly strip it off, throwing it into a mailbox a few feet away. âget back!â you tell, waving your hand and running away from the bomb. itâs a small explosion but if it had been on your person, it definitely wouldnât have down well. you shake your head. âmomo.â you curse. youâd lost sight of her.
you quickly find her car and press your foot on the gas pedal, getting onto the highway as fast as you can. for the first time since this whole mess started, you call momo.Â
âyou tried to kill me.â you accuse, your hand tight on the steering wheel.
momo laughs. âit was a little bomb, y/n. lighten up.â she sighs. âwhy did you call me?â
âwhy did you answer?â all of the noise on momoâs side of the line makes you think youâre on the highway too. it gives you a direction, although you have no evidence of where momo is actually going. ânever mind that. i want you to tell me something different. tell me, what was the first thing you thought when you met me.â the silence lingers, only the sound of traffic assuring you that momo hasnât hung up. you have a knot in your throat. âbecause i thought... the first time i saw you momo, i thought you were the most beautiful woman id ever seen in the day of my life.â you can almost imagine her, dressed to the nines in that tiny bar. her taunting smirk, first at the bar and then looking up at you from the hotel sheets.
âwhy are you asking me that? why are you telling me this?â
âi guess when you get to the end of something you think of the beginning.â you can see the writing on the wall. this is going to end poorly no matter what and momoâs lost to you. âi just thought you should know the truth.â you want momo to have at least that silver of it. the suggestion that your relationship was real. at least, for you it was. âso. are you going to tell me?â
âi thought you were the most beautiful cover id ever seen.â
your blood freezes in your veins. âso, it was all business from the beginning.â
âmhm. all business. just cold, hard... math.â her voice cracks and all the background noise cuts off but when you look down the call is still going. momo muted herself.
âthatâs what i needed to know.â you hang up. you grab the next exit, and you can see momoâs car ahead of you. you speed up, riding her bumper. you canât believe your wild guess is right and momo went to your house. you smash your car into momoâs as the both of you hit the driveaway.
youâre all instinct as you pull out of the car running as fast as you can and crawling over the hedge. you find your toolshed, where you keep your weapons cache, and open the door. youâre sure momo is looking for wherever she has her stash. you quickly find a silencer, putting it on the gun you had at the restaurant. you stuff your waistband with another two guns and your pockets with ammunition. you also quickly put in ear plugs.Â
you listen and you canât hear a damn thing outside. you quickly but quietly make your way into the house. the front door is wide open, so you use the back. chances are momo is waiting for you to walk in blind and sheâs set up a trap for you there. you walk through the hallway, not finding momo. you stop when you get to the walkway that leads to the open area of the living room.
you know you canât look around that corner without being a wide-open target. you look around and grin when you find something of use. you pick up a framed picture of you and momo to try and see around the corner, using the reflective surface like a mirror. you catch a glimpse of momo, and you pull it back. it looks like momoâs set up on the stairwell with some kind of shotgun.Â
youâre unsure if momo saw the movement of the frame, but you donât have to wonder for long. multiple bullets spray through the wall, confirming what you already knew. you throw yourself on the ground, cupping your ears against the loud sound of the shots.
âfuck.â you mutter under your breath, but you can barely hear it over the ringing in your ears, even with the ear protection. you crawl as silently as you can down the hallway.
âare you still alive, baby?â you hear momoâs voice ring out along with the heavy clunk of the magazine.
youâre tempted to respond but then another thought occurs to you. you make a half-choking sound and imitate a dull thump on the ground. your house is filled with silence.
ây/n?â this time sounds more concerned, and you can hear her get closer.
you start shooting immediately through one of the holes made by the shotgun, watching as momo ducks and rolls out of the way running into the living room. you duck yourself as the bullets spray through the wall she is using for cover.
you quickly run out of your first round of bullets, and you hear a curse from the kitchen, and you figure momo did too. you take a chance and run into the kitchen at full tilt, taking momo by surprise as you tackle her. momo decks you across the face and pushes you against the wall, making you grunt in pain. you push back, using your height advantage to get out of the hold momo has you in.Â
momo is faster than you and manages to dart out of the kitchen. you can hear her reloading and you quickly do the same, heart beating loudly in your chest. you hide in the next room over standing stalk still to not give away your position. you slow your breathing, trying to think of where momo might have gone. itâll likely be the bathroom or back out to the living room. the bathroom is too closed off, but the living room is too open. neither is ideal in this situation.Â
you turn and almost knock down a vase. you manage to grab it, biting your lip and hoping that jostling that stupid thing wouldnât cost you your life. you recognize it as one that momo bought at a garage sale a few years back. the bullets start coming from the living room and you have to run again. you trip and end up on your back, which is fine for the moment because momo runs out of bullets again. you get up and think to run past momo in the living room to get back to the other hallway.Â
you only realize your mistake when youâve already entered the living roomâmomo wasnât reloading at all, sheâd just pulled out her handgun. she has it trained on you, taking a step closer until you both are face to face, guns trained on each other.Â
you can see the absolute rage in momoâs eyes as she holds the gun up to your chest and suddenly all the fight gives out in you. when you think of pulling the trigger this close, you feel nauseous. the two of you have been fighting but you know you canât kill momo. youâve always known that.
you lower your gun slowly to momoâs disbelief. âi give up.â you say simply.
momo lets out a snarl, tamping her foot down. âno! pick it back up, y/n.â she demands, her own hands trembling on the gun. âpick it up.â she nudges the barrel of your gun with her own.
you smile sadly at her. you grab the barrel of momoâs gun and press it tightly over your chest. the metal feels cold against you, but it doesnât matter. itâs the closest youâll ever get to a kiss from momo ever again. âyou want it? itâs yours.â your heart has always been momoâs. if she wants to blow through it with a bullet, thatâs her right.
momoâs face crumples, tears shining in her eyes in what can only be an expression of heartbreak. it hurts more than any of the hits sheâs landed since the two of you started fighting. momo tosses her gun, and it clatters on the ground. suddenly, momo is in your arms and youâre on the receiving end of a bruising kiss.
the force of it makes you fall backward but by no means does it mean you both stop. momo kisses you with everything she has, and you canât help but respond, offering yourself up in return. youâre not sure if momo loves you or wants to kill you, but youâd happily take this over what the two of you had been doing.
you let your hands roam momo, pulling her close and listening to the groan she releases, and you manage to get a hand inside her dress. âfuck, momo.â you curse, your lips looking for purchase on her neck.
momo tears through your shirt. youâre sure the buttons make some type of noise as they land around the two of you, but you canât hear past the ringing in your ears. you pull out the earplugs, but it isnât much better. you canât find any part of you that cares. you just want to be with momo. it wonât be the first time you make love to her with partial hearing, and it probably wonât be the last.
you turn so that youâre on top, hiking momoâs thigh and hitching it to your hip. âbaby, please.â youâre sure youâre almost yelling it, but momo probably canât hear well either. youâre not sure what youâre begging for, whether for momo to stop or to keeping. to love you or to just put you out of your misery.
momo reaches out, her hands gentle for once, as she tilts your face. your dark hair curtains both of you, like the two of you are closed off from the world. ây/n, i love you.â you have to read momoâs lips to make sure youâve heard it right but itâs worth everything. âi always have.â
you can feel tears well up in your eyes. âi love you too. more than anything.â you lean down and kiss her again.
you feel momo widen her legs, making room for your hand to creep higher on her thigh. you pull off momoâs dress and when youâre inside of her, when the two of you both groan into each otherâs skin and are overcome with the emotions and physical sensations, itâs like the night the two of you met at the bogotĂĄ all over again.Â
it takes hours for you to sleepily open your eyes after momo runs you ragged. your house is in ruin around you both but with momo lounging on your chest, all you feel is calm. you realize momo is also awake when she turns her head, catching your gaze.
âi love you.â
momoâs eyes soften further, and she leans up, placing a soft kiss on your lips. âme too, baby. i love you so much.â
âtell me something about you. something real.â you ask quietly, your fingertips running up and down momoâs arm.
âi suck at cooking.â she says bluntly.
you canât help but gasp, looking down at momo. âbut all the dinners? you cook fantastic.â ever since the two of you were married, momo was always in charge of your kitchen.
she shakes her head, nuzzling further into your chest. âthe firm has them brought every day. it was part of my cover.â
you look at her wide-eyed. âmy favorite casserole?â you whine in disbelief.
momo laughs, tucking herself even closer to your side, like she can sink into your skin. âoh yeah, baby. thatâs all gone now.â a quiet settles around you both as the two of you think of the implications of that statement. if you both donât kill each other the both of you certainly don't have a way to complete either of your hit contracts. you knew youâd never complete yours, but youâd never thought this far ahead.
âfuck, mo. what are we going to do?â the two of you havenât talked anything out and you have no clue what options you both even have. âwe have to get their traces off of us.â
âwell, how do we do that when they want us both gone if we donât kill each other?â
you place a soft kiss on the top of momoâs head. âiâm not sure, but we can figure it out together.â you can feel momo tensing, worrying about the very real danger the two of you are in. âhey.â you tilt momoâs face to place a gentle kiss on her forehead. âi love you.â you say seriously. youâre never going to stop saying it ever again.
momo kisses you fully, leaning over you. âi love you too. and iâm sorry.â her hand gestures to the house that is falling apart. almost as if on cue, one of the picture frames falls off the wall.
you shake your head. âwe have insurance.â you joke, your arm snaking around momoâs waist.
momo doesnât laugh. âno, y/n. we just tried to kill each other. iâm sorry.â she presses a kiss to your cheek.
âweâve been through worse iâm sure.â you kiss her fully.
she raises an eyebrow. âworse than this?â
âremember that time i forgot our anniversary?â
âoh yeah, that was bad.â she leans forward and places a tender kiss on your cheek. âfuck you, it was the fifth one too.â
âi was concussed! i didnât know what day it was! iâd spent three days in four different time zones too.â momo had let you have it for weeks and you had stayed silent unable to disclose any of the reasons why you forgot.
âno excuse. i still remembered our third anniversary after getting shot in the foot.â
you pull back to see if momo is being serious. âhow did i miss that?â
âit glanced off my boot mostly.â she gives you an impish grin.
you glare. âdrama queen.â the two of you settle back into each otherâs arms. your ass is numb from laying on the living room rug but youâre not going to be the one to suggest you both to move. you probably have rug burn but it feels like a warm moment between you both and you donât want it to end.
âi canât believe you can dance.â momo sighs wistfully.
you feel a pang of regret for all the dances that could have been if the two of you had been honest. âsometimes when iâd see you dancingâ iâd do anything to dance with you.â
âyou can dance with me now.â you soothe, ignoring your predicament entirely.Â
âiâll dance with you whenever you want, baby.â you hum to yourself. âoh! i was married once before.â you add to the pile of things youâd never disclosed before.
âexcuse me?â momo turns and glares at you.
you shrug. âit was a vegas thing, wasnât important.â youâd been young and the two of you had gotten a quick divorceâyou honestly forgot at times you were married to anyone before momo.
âwhatâs her name and social security number?â momo asks, eyes cold and calculating.
you shake your head and laugh. âabsolutely not, you arenât killing her.â
momo buries her head in your shoulder. âi could.â she grumbles.
âyou probably could but that isnât very nice.â you try to keep the laugh out of your voice but itâs hard. the jealousy is silly and unnecessary, but it warms you anyway.
âi donât have parents,â momo reveals.
âwhat? who showed up to our wedding then?â
âpaid actors.â
itâs silly but your mind jumps to something else. âso, i never forgot your momoâs birthday.â you point out.
âit was the principle of the matter, y/n.â momo sounds a little huffy and you run your fingers down her back to soothe her.
âyeah, thatâs true.â you concede. as many lies as there are piled between you both, you know that there were other things wrong with your marriage too. it feels far away now, though. youâve never felt closer to momo. âcan i ask you something?â
âof course, anything.â
âwhy did you throw out the honeymoon video?â itâs barely a whisper because youâre afraid to ask it.
momo winces. âyou noticed that?â you nod, biting your lip to keep yourself from saying more. âi⊠when i realized that youâd had this other life, i felt so betrayed. i didnât think you loved me. i felt used.â momo starts haltingly. âthe girls â nayeon and mina, i work with them â they just started watching it when i came to pick up my stuff. we looked so happy in it. and you looked at me likeââ her voice is filled with tears, ââlike you loved me.â
âi do love you. then and now.â you remind gently, brushing a stray tear off of momoâs cheek.
âit didnât feel that way then. i couldnât bear to see it, so i tossed it. tossed out the lie.â she explains.
you nod. you understand it wellâyouâd had the same doubts and fears that momo did. âknow this. now and forever, itâs you and me, okay? youâre my wife.â you cup her jaw and bring your lips together.
momo sighs when the two of you part. âokay,â she agrees.
you donât want to leave but the two of you are probably in danger of getting shot naked if you both push this any longer. âfrom your firm, is there anyone youâd trust with your life?â
âsana,â momo says without hesitation. âsheâs like a sister to me.â
âokay. you get sana, iâm going to get jihyo â sheâs the person i trust â and we are going to figure out how to get these contracts off our backs.â you sigh. âand then we can kill our enemies and weâre safe, we can go to marriage counseling.â
momo lets out a soft gasp. âyou didnât want to go before.â
âi was being an idiot before.â thereâs nothing worse than losing momo. be it a hitman contract or insidious complacency, youâre not letting anything tear the two of you apart.
âis it bad if i think itâs really sexy when you shoot things?â
you laugh and shake your head. âno, because i think the same.â you place a kiss on momoâs shoulder. âletâs see if we have any clothes without bullet and letâs get our life back.â
momo smiles at you so tenderly, you think you would be okay with dying right then and there.



â đđ-đđđđđđ âââââ VocĂȘs nĂŁo tĂȘm mais nada, entĂŁo isso significa que ele nĂŁo deveria dormir na sua cama essa noite, nĂ©?
(đđđđđ đđ đđđđđđ)áȘ aquele hc me deixou pensativa, nĂŁo resisti, desculpa.
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â TĂĄ bom â vocĂȘ suspira, com a mĂŁo na maçaneta, somente uma gretinha da porta restando, conforme guiou o homem para fora da casa â, boa noite.
Mas antes que conseguisse fechar a porta totalmente, despreocupada se vai ouvir algum cumprimento de volta, Jaehyun gira sobre os calcanhares, para te encarar mais uma vez. Sabe, eu âtava pensando...
â NĂŁo.
â ...sobre a festa de aniversĂĄrio da nossa filha, na semana que vem. â Ele ri, soprando ar, mas nĂŁo deixa de completar o raciocĂnio, mesmo diante da sua resistĂȘncia automĂĄtica. Esconde as mĂŁos nos bolsos. â O que achou que eu fosse dizer?
Os seus olhos correm de um canto pra outro, evitando encarĂĄ-lo enquanto, tambĂ©m, evita uma resposta verbal, senĂŁo uma irritaçãozinha. Ele, claro, porque nĂŁo vale nada, aproveita-se da sua ausĂȘncia de palavras pra responder por ti.
â O quĂȘ? Que eu ia pedir pra ficar? â a voz soa mais baixa, atĂ© mais rouca. O sorriso nĂŁo abandona a face, canalha. â Que eu...
â E sobre o aniversĂĄrio dela? â vocĂȘ corta. â O que âtava dizendo mesmo?
Jaehyun umedece os lĂĄbios, calando-se, feito se desse por vencido. âNada demaisâ, conta, âsĂł que eu vou chegar uma meio hora atrasado, mas nĂŁo mais que isso. Por causa do trabalho.â
Hm, vocĂȘ murmura, de nariz em pĂ©. O olhar passa pelo corpo na sua frente. Dos cabelos repartidos ao meio porque foram jogados pra trĂĄs de qualquer forma, o terno acinzentado, atĂ© os sapatos sociais.
Normalmente, a filha de vocĂȘs nĂŁo fica com o pai nos dias de semana, porĂ©m hoje acabou sendo uma exceção quando precisou ligar para ele e pedir que a levasse na escola e buscasse no fim da tarde, pois estaria ocupada. Jaehyun nĂŁo se opĂŽs, estava na hora certinha do lado de fora da sua casa para pegĂĄ-la, e a trouxe de volta assim que vocĂȘ avisou que jĂĄ estava em casa. Mas teve que deixĂĄ-lo subir, no entanto, coisa que vocĂȘ nĂŁo costuma permitir. A pequena nĂŁo queria largar do colo dele e sĂł iria dormir se fosse o pai quem a colocasse na cama.
â Sabe â o tom de voz masculino soa baixo novamente. O Jung dĂĄ mais um passo Ă frente â, quando ela acordar, vai chamar pelo pai dela.
VocĂȘ aperta o olhar.
â AĂ, eu vou dizer pra ela que o pai dela estĂĄ na casa dele â responde, simplista â, e que ela pode ver ele depois.
Jaehyun repuxa o sorriso, ladino.
â Ela vai chorar...
â NĂŁo vai, nĂŁo.
â Vai, ela âtĂĄ chorando o dia inteiro. Ela ralou o joelho na escolinha hoje. â Mais um passo Ă frente, mais pertinho.
â Acontece.
â Qual foi? â Encosta o braço no batente da porta. â NĂŁo seja tĂŁo mĂĄ, vai.
VocĂȘ pende a cabeça, apoiando na porta. âO que vocĂȘ quer que eu faça, entĂŁo?â, retruca, âQue te deixe dormir aqui?â
O sorriso no rosto dele aumenta, crescendo em cĂąmera lenta, pilantra, mas sem mostrar os dentes. Por mais que mantenha a mesma pose, nĂŁo pode negar, porĂ©m, que sente o corpo atĂ© arrepiar ao ser encarada de tal forma. Os olhos do homem brilhando, focando somente em ti. Tem vontade de socar a cara dele, de xingĂĄ-lo dos nomes mais vadios possĂveis, e nem Ă© a primeira vez que uma tensĂŁo assim se estabelece entre vocĂȘs.
Vai fazer quatro anos que estĂŁo separados. VocĂȘ ficou com a casa, com o carro, com toda a parte do acordo que propĂŽs no judicial. O Jung concordou com tudo, uma passividade que fez atĂ© a sua advogada destacar o quĂŁo obviamente ele ainda estĂĄ apaixonado por vocĂȘ. Mas se manteve firme, nĂŁo? NĂŁo pediu os papĂ©is do divĂłrcio por motivos fĂșteis â se a sua sogra nĂŁo fosse tĂŁo filha da puta, talvez vocĂȘs ainda estivessem juntos.
NĂŁo tem muito o que reclamar de Jaehyun como um ex-marido, entretanto. Ele Ă© mais que o pai dos finais de semana, sabe disso. A sua filha nĂŁo sente a ausĂȘncia dele, porque ele nĂŁo se deixa ser ausente. NĂŁo precisa lembrĂĄ-lo de que se separou somente dele, nĂŁo precisa lembrĂĄ-lo de que ainda Ă© pai. E por mais que, Ă s vezes, uma certa tensĂŁo como essa se estabeleça, na maioria das vezes, ele te deixa em paz.
Quer dizer...
â Sabe o que a sua filha falou pra mim ontem? â vocĂȘ cruza os braços.Â
Ele ri, largo, o quĂȘ?
â Ela disse, âmamĂŁe, seu namolado Ă© muito feioâ â imita, com um tom de voz mais fino. â âO papai Ă© mais bonito.â
Jaehyun continua rindo. Uma das mĂŁos escapando dos bolsos da calça social para correr pelo rosto. VocĂȘ, no entanto, nĂŁo esboça nada senĂŁo a cara sĂ©ria.
â Achou engraçado, Ă©? â confronta, irritada. â Olha, Jaehyun, eu nĂŁo quero vocĂȘ fazendo a cabeça da nossa filha.
Ele fica boquiaberto, ainda entre os sorrisos, a mĂŁo articula no ar, mas eu nĂŁo fiz nada, se defendendo.
â NĂŁo Ă© culpa minha se ela pensa assim â reforça. â E ela nĂŁo tĂĄ nem errada, âcĂȘ sabe.
âTsc, seu...â, atĂ© quer xingĂĄ-lo, esticando a mĂŁo para dar um soquinho no peito dele, mas engole o termo chulo, tal qual a mĂŁo Ă© retida pelo homem, ainda no ar, antes de atacĂĄ-lo. A proximidade repentina te traz ainda mais pra perto. Tem que erguer o olhar para encarĂĄ-lo e nĂŁo se deixar abater.
â Esse namoradinho seu... â o termo no diminutivo soa debochado demais â ...ele sabe que isso nĂŁo vai pra frente?
â Quem disse?
â Seus Ășltimos relacionamentos fracassados, tentando me esquecer.
â Igual as putas que vocĂȘ fode, querendo me esquecer tambĂ©m?
â Que putas? â Sorri mais uma vez. A fala mais canalha vindo somente agora. â A Ășltima puta que eu fodi foi vocĂȘ.
O tapa estalado que vocĂȘ desfere na bochecha dele arde a pele alheia, Ă© rĂĄpido, o pega desprevenido. Jaehyun pende a cabeça pro canto de leve, a lĂngua empurra por dentro da boca, sob o local atingido. AtĂ© usa a palma da mĂŁo quente para circular o local. Mas Ă© incrĂvel como nĂŁo perde a postura malandra.
â O quĂȘ? â Acaricia o prĂłprio queixo, antes de esconder a mĂŁo no bolso de novo. â NĂŁo gosta mais de ser fodida como uma puta? Ele nĂŁo te fode assim?
VocĂȘ respira fundo. Poderia fechar a porta na cara dele, porĂ©m nĂŁo faz.
â Ele, pelo menos... â o Jung continua â ...te fode bem?
O seu silĂȘncio Ă© o pior tipo de resposta possĂvel nesse momento.
Jaehyun não segura o sorriso bobo, mordendo o låbio pra disfarçar regozijo. Ah, princesa...
â NĂŁo me chama assim â vocĂȘ, finalmente, se pronuncia.
â Por quĂȘ? â Ele deita a cabeça no batente da porta. â âCĂȘ gostava tanto de ser a minha princesa... NĂŁo Ă©? â Toca o seu queixo, arrastando o polegar de um lado ao outro. Ergue-se para ficar frente a frente contigo mais uma vez. â O que mais âcĂȘ gostava, hm? Muitas coisas, nĂ©? Era a minha princesa, mas uma princesinha tĂŁo suja, porra... Eu fazia o que fazia sĂł pra agradar vocĂȘ, sĂł pra te foder do jeitinho que gostava, lembra? â O toque do polegar sobe mais uns centĂmetros, escorregando, agora, por cima do seu lĂĄbio inferior. â âCĂȘ lembra... Ă difĂcil esquecer, nĂŁo? Ă difĂcil esquecer o papai.
â Jae...
â Shhh â a voz chia, suave. O foco dos olhos brilhantes estĂŁo na sua boca, bem onde o maldito polegar escorrega cada vez mais pra dentro, atĂ© afundar-se na sua saliva. â Comigo âcĂȘ nĂŁo precisava pensar muito, nĂ©? Fazia o que vocĂȘ queria, como queria, na hora que queria. Pra que se importar, se o papai pode cuidar de tudo? Perfeito pra uma putinha boba que nem vocĂȘ, que sĂł queria ser comida atĂ© o cĂ©rebro derreter, igual a porra escorrendo da buceta.
VocĂȘ murmura, manhosa. SĂł nĂŁo verbaliza nenhuma palavra porque estĂĄ focada demais nas lembranças sĂłrdidas que ele revive, e, claro, com os dois dedos que substituem o polegar dentro da sua boca.
E os dedos da outra mão do Jung se afogam entre os seus cabelos, a palma quente escorando contra a sua nuca. A sensação é tão gostosa, firme, que seu corpinho derrete, docinha. As pernas bambas só não te levam ao chão, porque o homem adentra porta a dentro contigo, fecha com os pés e te escora na parede mais próxima.
â TĂŽ mentindo, hm? â prossegue conversando, a voz ecoando um charme caloroso pelos seus ouvidos. VocĂȘ faz que nĂŁo, a lĂngua lambuzando a pele entre a saliva. Jaehyun sorri. â NĂŁo, nĂ©? O papai nĂŁo mente. O papai te conhece muito, muito bem, princesa.
âTanto que eu sei que esse cara com quem vocĂȘ tĂĄ saindo nem deve ter tocado em tiâ, arrisca, certeiro. âAcertei, nĂ©? Ah, eu sei... Eu sei que vocĂȘ nĂŁo daria pra ele. E por quĂȘ? Por que nĂŁo tem vontade de foder com ele, hein? Por que ele nĂŁo sou eu?â, o indicador escapa da sua lĂngua, molhando pelo seu lĂĄbio superior, ao contornĂĄ-lo.
âĂ, Ă© isso. Ă por isso. NĂŁo tem graça foder com outro senĂŁo eu, nĂŁo Ă©? NĂŁo quer contar pra mais ninguĂ©m o quĂŁo piranha vocĂȘ Ă©, o quanto gosta de foder forte, de que te tratem malâ, os dedos encharcados escorrem pelo seu queixo, lambuzam de saliva pescoço abaixo, atĂ© a palma da mĂŁo se fechar na sua garganta. Porra, ele xinga, rouco. Roça o nariz ela sua bochecha, aspira o perfume do seu corpo, reconhecendo a fragrĂąncia importada que te deu de presente de casamento. ââcĂȘ gostava atĂ© quando doĂa, ordinĂĄria. Me pedindo pra meter atĂ© âcĂȘ chorar, atĂ© as perninhas tremerem. NĂŁo importava a posição que eu te botasse, gemendo e pedindo mais, mais, igual uma cadelinha burra por pica.â
Encosta a ponta do nariz na sua, ambos de olhos fechados. O calor que as palavras te geram é tamanho que faz a sala de estar tão ampla e fresca ter a sensação térmica absurda de quente, feito a necessidade entre as suas pernas, interior de coxas se esfregando uma na outra.
E enquanto uma mão permanece adornando o seu pescoço igual um colar caro, a outra acaricia o canto do seu rosto, afetuoso.
â Vou te perguntar uma vez â ele sussurra â, e quero que vocĂȘ fale comigo, okay?
VocĂȘ faz que sim, obediente.
Jaehyun capta o seu labio inferior com os dentes, erĂłtico. Te faz arfar, as prĂłprias mĂŁos suando contra a superfĂcie fria da parede.
â Diz pra mim, diz â ele começa â Quer que eu te foda agora?
VocĂȘ resmunga, indignada. A boa consciĂȘncia diz que nĂŁo, te implora pra nĂŁo se render, mas como se um diabinho murmurrasse no seu ombro, o corpo grita por senti-lo, por ser dele pelo menos por essa noite.
Por isso, a palavra que ecoa da sua boca Ă© um nĂŁo, sĂł que mergulhado num tom tĂŁo docinho que sĂł faz indicar o completo oposto do termo.
â NĂŁo? â Jaehyun imita, sarcĂĄstico.
â NĂŁo posso.
â NĂŁo pode? â e faz de novo. â NĂŁo pode, Ă©? NĂŁo pode, papai... â Sorri, de canto, a covinha afundando no canto da boca. Leva a mĂŁo do seu pescoço para pegar a sua mandĂbula, bruto. â Sobe pro nosso quarto, anda â orienta â, quero te encontrar sentadinha na nossa cama, e sem esse vestido.
Ă sĂł ele te soltar pra vocĂȘ fazer seu caminho pelas escadas na frente dele. Jaehyun nĂŁo tem pressa pra te acompanhar, sabe que serĂĄ atendido, exatamente como pediu. Enquanto sobe os degraus, estĂĄ retirando o blazer, em passos calmos pelo corredor oposto Ă porta do quarto da filha.
A porta da suĂte estĂĄ aberta, um sorrisinho nĂŁo deixa de ressurgir na face masculina quando te vĂȘ nua, sentada sobre as panturrilhas, na cama de casal. Joga o casaco na poltrona mais prĂłxima, trancando a porta em seguida.
Vem devagar, ignorando a ùnsia estampada na sua face. O desejo exorbitante. Afrouxa a gravata, puxa o nó, deixando a peça cair no chão mesmo. Desfaz os botÔes da camisa nos pulsos, subindo um pouco as mangas pelo antebraço.
Quando estå parado na sua frente, na beirada da cama, o olhar vai do seu rostinho mal iluminado por somente parte das luzes acesas até o teto espelhado. Mais uma vez que vai se ver virar uma putinha na minha mão, hm?
Segura nos cantos do seu rosto, os lĂĄbios tomam os seus com a mesma necessidade que vocĂȘ transborda ao ser facilmente deitada no colchĂŁo. As suas pernas se fecham ao redor da cintura dele, o quadril move-se loucamente para roçar o sexo jĂĄ ensopadinho de tesĂŁo na braguilha dura da calça social. NĂŁo quer admitir pra si mesma, mas sentiu tanta falta disso â dele.
Jaehyun se aparta com um selinho no queixo, embora os seus resmungos queiram o manter por perto.
â Tenho que tirar isso â ele justifica, começando a puxar os botĂ”es da camisa.
Eu te ajudo, vocĂȘ murmura, os dedinhos correm para desafivelar o cinto, jogĂĄ-lo em um canto qualquer do quarto. Apalpa por cima da ereção, sentindo a umidade do tecido, culpa do seu roçar frenĂ©tico em busca de algum prazer. Desculpa, sussurra, mordendo o lĂĄbio entre o sorriso, ao olhĂĄ-lo.
Jaehyun apenas ri, a cabeça tomba pra trĂĄs, retirando a camisa do corpo. O seu nariz se esfrega prĂłximo Ă s costelas dele, a boca tambĂ©m toca a pele quente, agora desnuda da cintura pra cima, ao passo que se encarrega de despi-lo abaixo. A lĂngua lambe atĂ© quase no peitoral, sensual.
Quando a ereção ganha a atenção dos seus olhos, o Jung não te deixa nem tocå-la, pega na sua nuca, firme ao te domar.
â Quer na sua boquinha, ahm? â pergunta, bem baixinho. VocĂȘ nĂŁo consegue tirar os olhos. A ponta babadinha, um fiozinho fino se esticando atĂ© desaparecer conforme uma gotinha pinga na colcha. Saliva, faminta. â Quer meu pau fodendo a sua boca, Ă©? Ou metendo na sua buceta? Olha pra mim! â Estala um tapa na sua bochecha, finalmente fisga o seu olhar. â TĂŁo boba de tesĂŁo que leva pica em qualquer buraquinho, nĂŁo Ă©, princesa? PĂŽ... â Sorri, delirante. â Quero meter tanto em vocĂȘ, sua cachorra.
Te deita na cama de novo, dessa vez arrastando os joelhos no colchĂŁo ao se colocar por cima. Empurra as suas coxas contra o seu torso, te abrindo inteirinha pra ele, mas logo os joelhos estĂŁo se ancorando nos ombros do Jung, numa posição que vocĂȘ sabe, vai fazĂȘ-lo ir tĂŁo fundo que os olhinhos jĂĄ se reviram de satisfação.
Jaehyun esfrega o falo pesado pra cĂĄ e pra lĂĄ, por cima da buceta molhadinha. A bagunça Ășmida fica ainda maior quando surra com a cabecinha gorda bem no seu pontinho sensĂvel, te fazendo choramingar, agarrada aos lençois da cama.
à sacana quando te olha, assistindo à sua reação de desespero. Morde o seu joelho, apontando lå embaixo finalmente, é tudo seu, meu amor, sussurrando antes de empurrar-se pra dentro.
Escutar o som prazeroso que ecoa da garganta dele te faz piscar, espremendo ainda mais tudo o que te adentra com gosto. Chama o nome dele, Jae, toda manhosinha, os braços esticados para abraçå-lo enquanto Ă© dominada por completo.  Talvez ele estivesse certo mais cedo, vocĂȘ realmente se pergunta se outro cara vai te fazer sentir tĂŁo cheia, tĂŁo sedenta, tĂŁo... Argh, e quando ele começa a meter em vocĂȘ, tĂŁo deliciosamente fundo que se toca na regiĂŁo do ventre, sente doer, mĂșsculos rĂgidos, retesados.
NĂŁo consegue se mover, senĂŁo torcer os dedinhos dos pĂ©s de tanto prazer. Os olhos se fecham, pĂĄlpebras sendo apertadas, deixando-se ser tomada pela queimação extasiante na boca do estĂŽmago. AĂ, a mente viaja de tal forma, louquinha de desejo, que nĂŁo consegue emitir outro som a nĂŁo ser os gemidinhos, ah, ah, ah, que eram pra ser contĂnuos mas sĂŁo quebrados por cada choque das bolas na sua bunda.
Jaehyun ergue minimamente o torso, apenas para tapar a sua boca com a palma da mĂŁo.
â Cala a porra da boca â soa rĂgido, cuspindo as palavras quase num rosnado de frenesi. â Eu sei que a sua função de putinha tonta Ă© ficar gemendo igual uma cadela quando ganha pau na buceta, mas âcĂȘ nĂŁo quer acordar ninguĂ©m, quer?
Os seus olhinhos se arregalam de leve, faz que nĂŁo, acenando.
â Isso, muito bem. â Roça a ponta do nariz pelas suas tĂȘmporas, a voz rouca ainda pertinho pra continuar conversando com vocĂȘ. â NĂŁo quer parar agora, nĂŁo Ă©? Hm? NĂŁo... Quer mais, quer foder mais. Quer meter atĂ© ganhar porra quentinha aĂ, nĂ©? Ah, princesa, dĂĄ Ășltima vez que eu enchi essa buceta de porra, tambĂ©m te dei um bebĂȘ. Quer mais um, ahm? â Joga os quadris com mais velocidade, impiedoso. O rosto coladinho no seu. â Quer, hm? Quer? Quer que eu lote de porra atĂ© essa bucetinha cuspir tudo pra fora, e eu socar de novo? Eu faço pra vocĂȘ, eu faço...
VocĂȘ o deixa fazer, o que nĂŁo Ă© uma surpresa. Nem mesmo se passa pela sua mente algum consequĂȘncia quando sĂł visualiza o sorriso canalha do homem que te faz gozar duas vezes seguidas, sem pausas, sobre a cama em que ele costumava fazer a mesma coisa. Ao fim, vocĂȘ estĂĄ tĂŁo exausta que desmonta, apaga o cĂ©rebro, nua, completamente dolorida e encharcada entre as pernas.
Quando acorda, é no mesmo horårio que seu despertador costuma tocar bem cedinho, para que possa arrumar a filha pra escola. Levanta apressada, não se lembra de ter se coberto com a colcha e nem de deitar a cabeça no travesseiro, mas ignora o vestido jogado no chão e vai para o banheiro se arrumar de uma maneira apresentåvel para aparecer no quarto da filha.
Mas antes mesmo de abrir a porta e dizer bom dia, flor do dia, a pequena jĂĄ estĂĄ desperta, sentadinha na beirada da cama enquanto o pai termina de ajeitar o penteado cheio de elĂĄsticos coloridos e presilhas de cabelo.
â Bom dia, mamĂŁe! â ela cantarola, no mesmo tom que vocĂȘ tem o costume de fazer para ela. â O papai dormiu aqui comigo, o papai tĂĄ aqui em casa. Olha o papai, mĂŁe, olha! Olha!
VocĂȘ nĂŁo sabe o que dizer, atĂŽnita, parada no corredor, com a porta do quartinho todo colorido aberta para aquela cena. Leva o olhar para o Jung, o terno de ontem a noite intacto cobrindo o corpo, faltando apenas dar o nĂł da gravata e vestir o blazer. Os cabelos ainda Ășmidos de um banho no qual ele com certeza usou as suas coisas no banheiro da suĂte.
â E, agora... â ele começa, ao finalizar o cabelo da filha. A pega no colo, de modo que possa ficar deitada por cima dos antebraços, imitando um aviĂŁozinho no ar atĂ© a porta. â ...vamoâ tomar cafĂ©, mocinha! â Arrasta a pronĂșncia da Ășltima palavra, teatral, enquanto os sons alegres da risada infantil preenche a casa. â Depois, o papai vai te levar pra escola, vamoâ.
â Eba! â ela grita, eufĂłrica.
VocĂȘ segura no braço dele, Jae, chamando baixinho antes de deixĂĄ-lo zarpar pelo corredor atĂ© a cozinha.
â Relaxa â Ă© o que te responde, exibindo um sorrisinho de canto. â A gente conversa mais tarde, pode ir dormir. Eu cuido das coisas aqui... Porque o papai tĂĄ em casa! â Volta a brincar com a pequena, balançando-a no ar.
â O papai tĂĄ em casaaa! â a sua filha imita de volta, atĂ© te fazendo esboçar um sorriso tĂmido diante de tanto entusiasmo.
Jealousy a la Bucky

Summary: Heâs not jealous.
Pairing: (Soft)Mobster!Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader
Warnings: jealous Bucky, Bucky is smitten for the reader, Steve being a tease, fluff, flirting

Heâs not jealous. Never. Heâs not even looking your way when you talk to one of his business partners. Nope. Heâs not squaring his jaw or balling his hands into fists. No, of course not.
What he does is sulk at the bar, a pout on his lips, and a grumpy expression on his face. He nips at his drink while following your every move.
âThat her?â Steve finally asks. He watched his friend stare at you from afar for almost half an hour. Now he wants to tease him. âI guess sheâs good at making new friends, huh? A pretty dame like her. All alone. Wearing a dress like that.â
âFirst and final warning,â Bucky points his index finger at his friend and brother-in-crime. âI saved your life more than once. But I will take it if you say one more thing about that woman.â
âAw, it finally happened,â sipping at his drink Steve watches his friend frown deeply. You giggle at something Clint Barton, one of his confidants and notorious weapon dealers, said. âJames Buchanan Barnes is in love.â
âShut up, punk,â Bucky grunts. âIf you say one more word, youâll lose your tongue and more.â He angrily glares at Barton, swearing on his motherâs grave heâll kill the man if he dares to touch you. âIâm not in love.âÂ
Heâs not in love. Not at all. Of course, not. James Buchanan Barnes, a notorious mobster, and stone-cold weapon dealer doesnât fall in love.
Then, why canât he take his eyes off you, his sweet new assistant? The woman taking care of his life. âShe brings me food and makes my appointments. Y/N is only my assistant. Stop acting like I lost my dead heart to that beautiful, caring, and sweet girl.â
âYou are so in love with her,â Steve grins and raises his glass. âTo James Buchanan Barnes, the most wanted bachelor who finally got tamed. I hope you know I want to be your best man at your wedding.â
Bucky glares at Steve. He wants to say something, or (and) punch his friendâs face when someone calls his name. Your sweet voice brings him out of his rage and back to reality.Â
âMr. Barnes, you should eat something,â you clear your throat to get your bossâs attention. âSir, I got you a plate filled with all the things you like.â
âAll the things I like?â He drops his eyes to the plate you hold. âYou mean all the things you like, doll.â
You giggle at the pet name. Bucky Barnes is a dangerous man, and you should be afraid to be even close to him. Oddly, you feel the safest around your boss. Heâs a big teddy bear when it comes to you.
âFine, I got you the same things I like so we can share.â
âYou want to share the food with Bucky?â Steve swallows thickly when his friend snaps his head toward him. âHeâs a food thief. You should keep a close eye on that food.â
âI like sharing,â you softly say. âMr. Barnes often forgets to eat. I made it my mission to take care of him and his well-being.â
Steve chokes on his drink at the look Bucky gives you. Puppy dog eyes. James Buchanan Barnes looks at you like you are a miracle to him.Â
âUh-cool,â the blonde says. âIâll grab some food too. It was a pleasure to meet you, Ms. Y/L/N.â
âSame,â you are busy offering food to your boss and barely look at Steve. âNow, what do you want to taste first?â
âYour lipsâ, Bucky thinks to himself but doesnât say it out loud. âWhat do you recommend?â
âWe could start with the salmon and then, you should try the green asparagus. Itâs delicious and the best I ever ate. OH, and they have the best desserts, Bucky.â You gasp as you just called your boss by his name. âIâm sorry, SirâŠI didnâtâŠIâŠâ
âMy name sounds like a melody on your tongue,â Bucky grabs the salmon to wolf it down. You just stare at him, and let his words sink in.Â
âThat wasâŠâ you snort. âOh my god! So funny. I meanâŠsorryâŠbutâŠthat was the lamest pick-up line ever,â you step closer to whisper in his ear. âYou know, if you like me, you can just ask me out.â
âIt was poetic andââ He tries to argue until he realizes you kinda asked him out. âDo you want to go on a date with me, doll?â
âPhew, finally,â you smirk. âI wouldnât have made it through the night if I talked to Mr. Barton for much longer. He wanted me to have a look at his bow. I still donât know what he meant.â
âHis bow?â Bucky hiccups. âThat bastard wanted to show you his bow?â
âHmmâŠI told him that you already offered to show me your gun.â
âRight now?â He nervously shifts on his feet, and hopefully looks at you.
âNo,â you pat his chest and smile. âI donât look at a manâs gun before the second dateâŠor the third.â
âI bet youâll make an exception for me,â he takes the plate out of your hands and throws it over his shoulder. âDonât worry, doll. Iâll order room service for us.â
âIâm keeping you up on that promise, SirâŠâ
You will have room service, in Paris only a few hours laterâŠ

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make you mine
â alpha! bucky barnes x omega! reader (soulmate au)
summary || Bucky keeps his distance from you thinking you can do better than him. but he loses all his restraints when he sees you with another alpha.
warnings || SMUT. unprotected sex. alpha! bucky. alpha/omega dynamics. knotting. dirtiest dirty talk. breeding kink. heavy degradation. lactation kink. spanking. multiple orgasms. filthy bucky. jealous! bucky. possessive! bucky. PWP â MINORS DNI đ if any of this makes you uncomfortable then please do not read!
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It had been a month.
A month since you had met your soulmate, and yet you were still not bonded. A month of actually living in close quarters with him, but it was no use. A whole month of pinning after an alpha who thought you were not good enough for him.
You had met Bucky while shopping for groceries. In an aisle full of swarming people, your eyes had connected with the steel blues of the super soldier and a warmth had spread throughout your body. The way the soldier flinched a little, you were sure he felt that too.
Being an omega, you were always told youâd meet your soulmate one day. And you had patiently waited for one from that day since. You had dreamt of having an alpha to take care of you and love you. And all those dreams had come true in that grocery store aisle.
Only for them to be shattered minutes later when your alpha turned away without even talking to you. You had chased him then, you had finally found him, you werenât just going to let him go. Maybe he hadnât realised yet that you were soulmates, you told yourself.
Only when you ran across the store and reached your mate, did you see the other blond man standing besides him. The other man was Captain America. When you looked closer at your mate, you recognised the blue eyes and the strong set jaw. Your mate was the winter soldier.
When you had asked Bucky if he felt the same way, he had agreed but the his very next sentence had been that he wasnât interested in pursuing you. The fact that he acknowledged you as his soulmate but still rejected you hurt the most.
It was as if he didnât even give you a chance to show⊠how good you could be. You nearly wanted to cry from instinct but had stopped when Steve advised the two of you to talk about this in private.
You had opened gawked when youâd walked into the avengers tower. Knowing that your mate was an avenger had made your chest swell with pride. But all that had been a month ago, and since then youâd been living with the avengers.
The laws around soulmates werenât as strict as they once were. It wasnât a compulsion to be with each other anymore as it was years before. But then the law stated to at least live with each other for a month before deciding to override your biology.
The avengers were all kind to you and most importantly they didnât pity you. Over time you had made a few friends, even a few alphas included. Steve had turned out to be a great friend and you didnât feel unsafe around the alpha.
Though you did have a guess that Bucky didnât like you hanging around Steve. You could smell the change in Buckyâs scent and the suppressed growls he gave when you saw you with any other alpha, but especially Steve. And that fueled you to be with Steve even more.
You tried talking to Bucky nearly everyday, but he had made it a point to completely avoid you at all costs. A few days back though, you had finally found him in his room, watching some match on TV.
âWhy are you avoiding me? Am I not⊠am I not good enough for you?â Hurt was clearly lacing your voice as you spoke. âNo no. Itâs not you.â He replied and you scoffed. âBe honest with me Bucky. Do you have someone else in your life?â
âNo. Thereâs no one else. And Iâm being honest with you! Iâm the shell of a man I once was. You deserve someone better than me!â He took a deep breath to calm himself before continuing, âThe laws are much lenient now. You can have a happy life with⊠someone else.â
You could clearly see that it hurt him to say that. But you couldnât understand why he would say that. He was the prime example of an alpha and you were sure any omega would be happy to have him, especially you. But before you could say so, he walked out of his own room.
Now, only two days were left for your legal stay over here to end. After that, youâd be back to your house but you werenât sure if you could live your life like before anymore. The fact that you were rejected by your mate would always be playing in your mind.
Also, at this point, youâd come to crave Buckyâs scent. He smelled of dark spices and something that was distinctly him. His alpha scent was unlike any other you had scented. So you knew your inner omega was going to get disappointed when you couldnât smell your alpha anymore.
You couldnât keep thinking these thoughts though, as they would only hurt you. You needed to feel a little numb for some time; needed to go to a place where it would only be you and not even your thoughts would disturb you. You wanted to breathe.
The indoor swimming pool in the tower was huge and no one ever visited it. It was dark outside now and you were sure everyone had something important to do than swim. Ever since youâd seen the pool, you had wanted to take a dip but you were too shy to do it before.
But now knowing that only a few days were left of staying here you went for it. As predicted, the pool was empty and the faint sloshing of water was the only thing audible. This place was perfect for you to connect yourself. You couldnât wait anymore, and jumped in like a kid at a summer camp, excited and unskilled.
You were still wearing a loose shirt and sweatpants but you didnât care as you immersed yourself in the warm water. You didnât necessarily swim, but rather you just peacefully floated. It was a calm, serene moment that no one could snatch away from you.
âHello!â You opened your eyes when you heard the familiar voice. âHi Steve!â You greeted the alpha. The pool was huge and you were in the shallower parts so it wasnât a difficulty to stand on your toes. âYou donât mind me being here right?â Steve asked.
âOf course not!â You smiled as Steve pulled up the legs of pants and dipped his feet in the water as he sat at the corner of the pool. Seeing him enjoying the moment like this made you realise that you werenât seeing captain America, but rather you were looking at Steve Rogers.
You didnât talk further as you both relaxed and found peace in the moment. Some more time passed before Steve spoke up, âBuckyâs not a bad guy. He likes you too, a lot. Heâs justâŠâ you stopped him before he said anything ahead. âDonât! Steve, I came here to not think about him. Please donât ruin the moment.â Steve nodded in agreement.
âIâm sorry. Just donât stop visiting here after this is done. Weâll all miss you.â You hummed along with him. âYeah. Iâll miss you guys too.â The silence between you and Steve was comfortable and not intimidating. But a mischievous smile spread across your lips when you came up with a fun idea.
You collected some water in your hand before throwing it in Steveâs direction. âHey!â Steve complained when the droplets landed on his face. He giggled before splashing some water back at you. And that was all it took for the to and fro to begin. Steve was drenched too as you both kept on playing.
But then you both froze when you heard the loud growl.
Bucky was just passing through the halls when he scented you. You didnât know this, but Bucky always kept an eye over you. He found it impossible to keep you away from his eyesight and your scent, oh god, your scent always pulled him in like a flame to a moth.
Only he knew how much willpower it took to stay away from you and not bite your neck everytime he saw you. He knew you were his destined mate right when he had scented you at the grocery store, but he knew better than to carry on with his inner urges.
But that was until he saw you with Steve. wet and laughing. Your shirt was sticking to your chest and your nipples were clearly visible through it, but not only he could see it, but also Steve, another alpha. Seeing you mingle with Steve made all his alpha instincts flare up and he couldnât stop the growl that ripped from his throat.
You were his mate, how dare the other alpha even think he could see you like this, much less play with you?
The possessive alpha in him came out like a roaring beast, breaking free of the lies heâd fed himself about how he felt about you. All he knew at the moment was that his omega was nearly naked in front of some other unbonded alpha.
âOmega!â You shivered when you heard Bucky use his alpha voice. You were dying for him to get possessive over you and if you knew that all it took was a little jealousy, you wouldâve done this a long time back.
âCome with me.â But you still didnât move from your spot. âNow!â He commanded. You slowly got up from the pool as water slid down your body and looking at the sight, Buckyâs hard length pressed painfully against the inside of his pants.
âWhat if I donât?â You replied as you started drying yourself with a towel. You wanted him just as bad as he wanted you, but you wanted to make him work for it. You could see him fuming at your reply and you smiled to yourself.
âOmega! You better come with you or Iâll put you on my shoulder and take you.â Bucky growled out. Steve didnât stop him as he knew alphas were mortally dangerous to everyone but their mates. If he did interfere, it would be interpreted as if he was challenging Bucky.
Bucky was out of control, yes, but you held his key.
You started walking out as if Bucky wasnât even there and he followed you like a dog running behind a bone. You could feel his breaths on your neck and you could clearly smell his arousal and you were sure he could scent you too.
When you entered your room, Bucky followed you closely and he locked the door shut. He called you by your name but you didnât respond and so he held your hand and spun you around, âOmega, look at me.â
You blinked your eyes stupidly as you looked up at him. His blue eyes were burning with lust and the air between you was thick with tension. âTell me you want me or Iâll go away right now. Because I canât control myself anymore.â His voice was raspy with need.
You were making him lose control, and nothing was hotter than that. You placed your hand on his heated cheek and held him gently for a moment. He nuzzled into your hand and purred at the gesture. âYes Bucky, I want you.â
That was all the green signal he needed to smash his lips with yours. His kiss was ravishing and passionate yet wet and needy. His hands groped your body as he snaked his hands below to knead your ass through the wet clothes.
âYouâre mine omega, only mine.â He growled against your lips before kissing you hard again. He held the collar of your dress before tearing it right through the middle. You gasped as the wet cloth fell down on the floor with a loud thunk. You shivered as your wet skin was now exposed to the cold air.
His metal hand was cold unlike his flesh hand which was leaving behind a burning hot trail on your skin as he ran his hand over your naked body. He discarded your pants in a quick movement and all you could do was suck in a breath.
âBucky!â your voice was nearly a squeal as he picked you up and placed you on the bed. You gawked at him as he removed his clothes, layer by layer. His body was made up of hard planes and corded muscles.
He hesitated for a moment and you could smell the change in his scent. His fingers traced the scars littering his shoulder and you realised the cause of his distress. âThe scars are just a proof of how brave my alpha is.â
Bucky smiled down at you before covering your body with his. His hands kneaded your tits before rolling your nipples in between his fingers. You moaned out when Bucky pinched your nipples harshly, âYouâre so sweet omega mine, but then why do you behave like a whore?â
Your eyes flew wide at his words but at the same time, you grew wetter at your core. Buckyâs metal arm kept flicking your nipples while his flesh arm dipped in your cunt and felt the wetness there. âYou like this donât you? You like it rough and hard.â
Buckyâs filthy words were making you even more aroused. You squirmed as you silently begged for more but Bucky was a step ahead of you as he flipped you over on your stomach and held you down.
âIâm gonna give it to you just like you want it.â You could feel his hard length pressing against your ass and you wiggled. Bucky gave a short mocking laugh before slapping your ass, hard. âAhh!â You nearly screamed as the spank took you by surprise.
At this point Bucky would do literally anything and you would like it. âLook at you, filthy whore. Do you want me to spank you? Do you want your alpha to punish you till you learn your lesson?â
âOh my god Bucky!â You whimpered at the thought of Bucky disciplining you. âYou know better than to call me just Bucky. See, now youâve earned yourself another spank.â He mocked before laying a slap on your other ass cheek. The pain stung for a moment before melting into pleasure.
âAlpha.. please fuck me!â Your face was pressed against the pillows but Buckyâs super hearing picked out your words. You felt him rub his thick cock over your pussy, getting it wet with your slick, before positioning it at your entrance. âAs you wish.â
Your eyes rolled back into your head as Buckyâs thick, veiny length entered your clenching hole. Bucky was big, bigger than even most alphas. And the fact that such a magnificent alpha was all yours made you preen.
He gave you some time to settle before beginning to thrust into you. His cock rubbed all your spots deliciously and every single moment was heightened with Buckyâs scent seeping into all your senses. You were covered with Buckyâs essence inside out, and you hadnât ever felt more satisfied.
You tried pushing back onto Buckyâs cock as he was going slow at first to let you adjust. But when he noticed that, he held your hips still and began increasing his speed. The change in the rhythm made stars burst behind your eyelid.
He was holding you tight enough such that you couldnât move and the animalistic and possessive nature of the whole act was making your omega sing with pleasure. âCan he fuck you like this?â Bucky was seething as he asked you.
âNo. No alpha⊠only you!â He was ramming into you like a man possessed and all you could do, was take it. âGood girl.â Listening to Bucky call you good girl was all you needed to clench down on him. You writhed on the bed as you came and Bucky kept fucking you through your orgasm.
âFuck.. youâre so tight omega. See, you can be good, you can be so good for me and yet you chose to be a whore and show yourself to that alpha. Didnât think Iâd notice huh? Donât worry, Iâm gonna fuck you till you get disciplined into a good omega⊠do you know how a good omega behaves?â
You could clearly hear Buckyâs words as you trembled with aftershocks. You were too sensitive and yet Buckyâs pace was unrelenting. And on top of that, you feared Buckyâs words would make you cum again. Just imagining the scenarios Bucky was saying was putting your brain into a overdrive.
âI asked you something omega.â You came back to the land of living when you felt him spank your ass in quick succession. âAahh! Bucky!.. Alpha!.. No I..â your words were lost when Bucky nailed your spot over and over again.
âYouâre so cockdrunk, you canât even speak. But Iâll tell you. A good omega waits for her alpha to come home and keeps his cock warm. Youâll do that for me? Youâll keep me nice and warm when I come home?â
You had lost all coherent thoughts and all that now mattered was your alpha. âYes! Yes alpha!â You chanted uncaring of what he was even saying. You could feel yourself get close again and you clutched the sheets. âI can feel you clenching around me. Go ahead, cum for me omega.â
You tumbled head first into the orgasm and your body shook with the overwhelming intensity. Your grip over the covers went slack as your entire body nearly melted into the bed. Bucky could feel you go completely pliant under him.
By now Buckyâs knot had started swelling a little and you were loving the little pull it gave your walls as it dragged against them. âGod!.. youâre milking me so well. Fuck. Gonna cum in you omega, gonna fill you up with my cum and mark your neck. You want that?â
You were openly drooling on the pillows and you nodded blankly. Your eyes were half droopy and his alpha scent was calming you. âIâve fucked you dumb, havenât I?â He groaned when your walls kept on pulsating around his hot length.
âIâm gonna knot you so well, youâd be swollen and full of my pups in no time. Gonna breed you on our first night itself.â Bucky smirked as he felt you visibly shiver with excitement. âYouâd look so beautiful, bred full of my pups and carrying my mark. Bet the other alphas wouldnât doubt who you belonged to.â
âAlpha.. breed me!â You said weakly. Your mind was filled with the thoughts of being a good omega and carrying your alphas pups. Buckyâs flesh hand travelled to your tits while his metal one still held you down.
âThese would be all swollen and leaking.â He said as he kneaded your breasts. âYouâd let me taste your nectar wouldnât you?â His fingers tweaked your nipples and you moaned out like a whore. âGod, I canât wait to see your tits leak.â
Bucky pushed as deep inside you as he could and you felt his knot swell inside you. âGoing to make you mine.â You felt Buckyâs hot seed spurt inside you and the feeling made you cum again. Buckyâs hot tongue licked your mating gland before he sank his teeth deep into the skin.
You felt the bond lock into place as he claimed you. You felt as if you shattered into a thousand pieces and Buckyâs bond built you back again as his. The world around you turned into soft clouds and you floated upon them like a dream. You were sated and full, just like you always wanted.
When you came back, you were still lying on your side on the bed with Bucky behind you, mumbling praises into your ear as he ran his fingertips over your skin. His knot was still locking you in place and you squirmed a little.
âIâm so proud of you my sweet omega. Youâre the bestâŠâ he stopped his whispers when he noticed you were back. He kissed your ear and cheek and you turned your face around to weakly kiss him on his lips.
âAre you good?â His eyes were clearly worried and you gave him a dopey smile. âYeah. Are you?â You knew he was good, but you still wanted to ask. âYeah. Did I⊠did I hurt you?â You shook your head and Bucky sighed with relief.
âDid you like it? Iâm sorry if you didnât.. I just went a little overboard I guess.â He sounded dejected and you quickly tried to move around but then you both groaned as you were still tied together. âSlow down.â Bucky rubbed your arms reassuringly.
âBucky, Iâve been pestering your ass for the past whole month to make me yours and I came three times or probably more. Of course I liked it!â Bucky chuckled at your explanation. âYeah. Yeah, good.â
âYou know, Steve and I were just..â you stopped when you heard him growl at the other alphas name. âOkay okay. Weâll talk about that later. God, youâre so possessive. I like it though.â
âHmm⊠youâre so sweet omega, I canât help being all possessive.â He tightened his arms around you. âYouâre all mine now. Though I suppose I gotta make you cum more so that you forget every other alpha in existence.â You playfully slapped his bulging arm as you laughed.
Yeah, this big stupid possessive alpha was all yours, only yours.
Rest and Relaxation

"who's that?"
"that is the queen bee regina george. do not look her in the eye. she can smell fear."
cady rolled her eyes at damian giggling. in the small amount of time that she had known him, he had been very dramatic. janis also rolled her eyes. "she can't smell fear. but he is right, don't look her in the eyes." cady watched as the blonde girl walked up to her table holding cheese fries, sitting next to the girl that damian said "has hair full of secrets".
there was a thud as the trio turned spotting a girl struggling to carry her backpack, books, and lunch. the girl looked over at the trio, noticing janis and damian and shyly waved. they all waved back and watched as she stumbled past them.
"who's that?" damian shook his head. "that's y/n, regina's girlfriend." cady looked at the two shocked. she didn't think regina was gay. "really? she's so...shy." janis nodded as they watched y/n finally make it to the plastics table. regina's face lit up at the sight of her girlfriend. y/n smiled back and sat next to the blonde, unloading everything on the table. regina pulled y/n into a kiss, making the girl blush.
"hi baby. how is your day going?" y/n blushed deeper at the petname. "its going fine gina. i just have a lot of work to do." y/n was a nerd in the best sense. she had the highest gpa of the whole school, she was a mathlete, and she was in all advanced classes. she also had a really bad habit of overworking herself. regina hated watching her girlfriend burn out so she did her best to step in before it got bad.
"how about you come to my house with us after school? we can do a spa day for you. get you to relax a little. i know how stressed you've been." y/n's heart melted at her girlfriend's worry. as much as she wanted to do that, she had a mathletes meeting after school followed by sat prep until late at night.
y/n shook her head. "i wish i could gina, but i have mathletes until 4 and then sat prep until 8 and then i still have to finish my essay." regina sighed, scooting closer and scratching y/n's back to get her to relax a little. their moment was ruined when y/n's brother shane walked up to them. "ladies, nice to see you guys today. y/n, chris was wondering if you could possibly look over his history paper and see if its good enough for at least a b minus."
regina was about to speak up when y/n beat her to it. "yeah, just give it to me before i go to mathletes and tell him i'll have it back to him by tomorrow morning." shane smiled and ruffled his sister's hair, placing a brief kiss on her head. "thanks sis. i'll let him know." y/n smiled as her brother walked away. regina looked at her girlfriend worriedly. y/n shook her head. "it's fine gina. i'll be okay."
the bell rang, dismissing lunch as y/n stuffed all of her things in her backpack, kissing regina and heading off to her next class. gretchen watched regina deflate as y/n walked away. she put a hand on her shoulder and smiled at her. "she'll be fine regina." the blonde sighed. "i hope you're right."
y/n sighed as she opened her locker the next morning. she didn't get home until late last night and woke up earlier than usual to go with shane to football practice to give chris his essay and finish up any homework she missed the night before. she was exhausted and just wanted to go home. unfortunately for her, the world doesn't work like that and it was only going to get much worse.
for backstory, regina and y/n had been friends since 4th grade. regina had been very protective over the girl since they first met all those years ago. they met when regina stepped in and stopped a few boys from shoving y/n around. and since then, nothing had changed. regina was just as if not more protective over the girl. they had come out at the end of 8th grade which just boosted the protectiveness. ever since they came out as a couple, less people picked on y/n, though there were some who just didn't get the message.
enter ian. who had harbored a major crush on regina even after she came out. he was the stereotypical high school male. he was the captain of the basketball team, he was ripped, he was hot and every girl in north shore (except the plastics and y/n) wanted him. he felt like he was a better match for regina than y/n was and never failed to make his opinion shown every once in a while.
regina and the plastics hadn't made it to school yet and shane was in the locker room so this was his perfect opportunity. he and a couple of his friends walked up to y/n, who was reading over her ap chem homework and not paying attention. "hey there nerd. i see your guard dog isn't here." y/n rolled her eyes. "no ian, regina isn't here yet. can i help you with something?"
that was apparently the wrong thing to say as ian slapped the papers out of her hand and shoved her against a the locker next to her. at this point, people had started recording on their phones. y/n winced at the impact as the group of boys started laughing. "you don't get to have an attitude with me nerd. i think you forget where you fall on this food chain. allow me to remind you."
he brought his fist back to swing at y/n but the punch never came. the only thing y/n saw of her savior was pink nails before she was let go and ian was flying the other way. y/n looked up to see an angry regina flanked by an equally angry karen and gretchen. the two obviously weren't as close to y/n as regina was but they also had a protectiveness over her.
ian looked up scared as his friends fled the scene. karen and gretchen helped y/n pick her stuff up and dusted her off. ian shrunk in fear as regina towered over him. "i don't think you understand where you fall on this food chain, but allow me to remind YOU. you do not compare to y/n. she is so far above you that you don't even exist in her world. that being said, if i ever see you mess with her again, you will be finished."
he nodded and scrambled away. regina looked at the crowd that had formed. "anyone else have a problem with my girlfriend?" the crowd scattered as everyone went back to what they were doing. regina smirked victoriously before pulling y/n into an empty classroom, karen and gretchen standing guard outside.
regina looked over y/n for any injuries before y/n's grabbed her shaky hands and kissed both of them softly. "i'm okay, gina. just a little shaken up." regina let out a breath she didn't even know she was holding before pulling y/n into her arms. "i'm so sorry i wasn't there. i couldn't find my keys before we left so it put us behind-" y/n pressed her lips to regina's. the blonde instantly calmed as the two kissed, y/n being the first to pull away. "breathe babe. i'm okay. he's not going to mess with me again."
regina nodded and pulled y/n into another kiss, this one quicker than the last. "will you please come over after school today? i wanna take care of you. it's the weekend so you can stay the whole weekend while i help you relax. please." y/n nodded. "if it will make you feel better, yes." regina smiled and pecked y/n's lips. "good. i wasn't taking no for an answer. now, let me walk you to class?" y/n nodded and the two made their way out of the room.
regina stood against her jeep, waiting for y/n. karen and gretchen had hitched rides from shane so that way regina could take her girl straight home.the front doors to the school opened to reveal an exhausted looking y/n. regina's heart broke at the sight of the girl, she looked more exhausted than she did when the blonde saw her at lunch.
y/n shuffled to the jeep, regina grabbing her backpacks and throwing them in the backseat (carefully of course) before helping y/n into the passenger seat. regina walked around and got in, holding y/n's hand and kissing it. the girl sent her a sleepy smile and leaned her head against the window.
regina made it to her house in record time. she left the girl's bags in her car, making a mental note to ask her dad to grab them later. she helped y/n in the house and to her room, gently laying her on her huge bed. "stay right here baby. i'm gonna go run us a bath." y/n sleepily nodded, nuzzling into regina's pillow.
five minutes later, regina came out in a fluffy, pink robe, gently shaking y/n awake. "come on baby. let's get you in the bath." y/n stirred and nodded. the blonde helped her to her feet, gently pulling her into the bathroom. from there, she slowly took y/n's clothes off, head to toe. regina then got into the tub and guided y/n in, holding her to her chest.
the couple stayed in the bath for about half an hour before regina decided to get them out. luckily, y/n had been over to the blonde's house enough that she had her own little section in regina's massive closet. regina grabbed a hoodie and a pink pair of boxers for y/n and a hoodie for herself before getting them both dressed and into the bed.
y/n sunk into the soft mattress as regina gently maneuvered her to lay her head on her chest. y/n kissed regina's jaw and nuzzled into her neck. regina began scratching her nails down y/n's back. "take a nap and then when you wake up, i'll make you some dinner, and then maybe followed by dessert and a massage?"
y/n nodded before fully drifting off.
a few hours later, y/n woke up to the smell of her favorite pasta. she rubbed the sleep out of her eyes and stretched, getting out of bed and heading downstairs. she found regina cooking dinner with her "y/nâ€ïž" playlist playing softly from her speaker. y/n smiled at how soft the queen bee looked before walking up and wrapping her arms around the blonde's waist.
regina smiled at the feel of her girlfriend snuggling into her back, turning the burner off and turning around. "hi baby. sleep good?" y/n nodded, pressing her lips to regina's. "what's for dinner?" regina smiled and pecked y/n's lips before explaining. "i made your favorite, cacio e pepe, some salad and garlic bread, and for dessert i made a lemon tiramisu. and after we are done eating, i am giving you a massage to get the stress of the week and especially today out of that sexy body of yours and we are going to cuddle up on my bed and watch some love is blind and you are going to sleep for more than five hours."
y/n smiled at her girlfriend, already feeling the stress of the week melt away. regina always took care of her when she needed it and she couldn't be more grateful to have her as her girlfriend. "god, i love you." regina blushed and kissed y/n's cheek. "i love you too. now, let's eat."
after they ate dinner and dessert, regina ordered y/n to take off her shirt and lay face down on the bed while she slipped in the bathroom. y/n did as told and winced a little before tossing the shirt off to the side and laying down. regina came out and lit a few candles before dropping the oil and bruise cream on the bed. she straddled y/n's lower back and gently ran her hands down the girl's back.
she leaned down and kissed y/n's shoulder gently. y/n sighed at the feel of the blonde's lips and whispered, "i love you gina." regina smiled, grabbing the bruise cream and started applying it to the newly forming bruises on y/n's back. "i love you too baby."
after a very, very, relaxing massage, y/n laid in between regina's legs as they watched "love is blind". regina had her fingers running through y/n's hair, scratching her scalp with her acrylics. y/n was drawing shapes on regina's stomach, the blonde girl shivering every once in a while. after a few episodes, regina asked y/n if she wanted anything to drink before realizing y/n was asleep. smiling, she carefully reached over to the nightstand to grab her phone, taking a picture of y/n.
she took to instagram to post the picture, smiling at the amount of cute comments their friends were leaving. she put her phone back and gently guided her and y/n into a more comfortable position. once comfy, she placed a gentle kiss on y/n's forehead, slowly drifting off.