Ive Been Sitting On These Thoughts For A While:

Ive been sitting on these thoughts for a while:

I do not care "how hard" it might be, you need to research actual psychology AS WELL AS CDDs to be able to actually understand your own disorder

You need to understand the words you use, research the terms don't just parrot them from system spaces on tumblr- spaces filled with misinfo and echo chambers

You need to be able to challenge your preconceptions about what you THINK you're experiencing and understand each possibility and probability

I'm being so genuine, I know many people here, some personally, who cannot and do not research their own disorders and I'm watching FIRST HAND how often terms are misinterpreted and misused

You need to be actually open to learning shit to be in these spaces. ESPECIALLY systempunk- a space built for learning and connecting with systems. Because spreading misinformation isn't punk. And these spaces are rampant with it

hiii uhh

you seem cool in general but our gatekeepers aren't letting us say this off anonymous because they're very paranoid about interacting w people online

but still, you seem cool :3:3:3

-🃏🎮

Hello to you too

I get what being scared and paranoid is as we are very paranoid and scared of interaction ourselves so I get the feeling TT

And thank you! I appreciate that :D

Idk if someone who follows syspport and non alter CDD follows the main blog here, but to be sure I'm gonna reblog it in both blogs so hi, this is the main of the person behind those two blogs!

I'm gonna take a break from both blogs for a while, the two blogs were made by alters who haven't been fronting anymore because of personal life problems, and though I can handle the blogs as I'm qualified and I know information, I don't have enough energy and motivation to keep them active, I'm tired, I been running both blogs for like a week and I don't have more energy TT

So take it as a semi-hiatus, why semi and not full hiatus? Because maybe I'll do some posts in both blogs, that doesn't mean I'm gonna be active but I like the blogs and sometimes I have fun doing content in them or at least I find it entertaining because of the topics the blogs are around

I'm gonna answer the asks that were send before I make this post, but any other ask or submission done after this post is gonna be there for a long time, I won't be closing asks, you can send more submissions in both blogs if you want, just keep in mind that is going to take longer for me to answer it, that's the more hiatus part... When I com back full with both blogs I'm (or tf who's in front) gonna answer ALL THE ASKS, so your ask isn't going to be ignored or deleted, just delayed if I know how to word correctly-

Not 100% sure how long this hiatus is gonna take, maybe the whole month? Maybe not?... I don't know how much is gonna take for me to pass through this hard period of time that's making me put in hiatus this two blogs, if you're interested in this blog I'm gonna reblog this post to update when the hiatus is over!

You can still go and talk in my other sideblogs or in this sideblog, I'm not going to be super active but I'm gonna be more active in this other blogs rather than this ones (Maybe some blogs will get a hiatus like treatment, but come on they're already in a more long hiatus)

That's all I can say for this post cause Idk what more to add... Thanks for reading and I hope this semi-hiatus doesn't take too long to be able to return back to work and answering asks/submissions!!

I have been told MULTIPLE times "Go touch grass" not only here but in many internet places and it's so funny to me

Bro, I live in front of a little park, I hug trees and have a familiar spaces in the middle of a mountain where we go at least 2 times in the moth... I touch grass A LOT OF TIME and go outside away from internet almost daily, your "go outside/go touch grass" doesn't apply to me lol

System things is

Alters wanted they own sideblog so I helped them to make it and say "I could do anything I know it's possible here to make the blog comfortable for you guys"

... I regret my choices

I had to learn how to do some more HTML shit just to have this

This take me like 30 minutes guys

In the good part, I know how to do gradient now, in the bad part

HOLY SHIT MY TIME ANS SANITY-

Does anybody knows a vent blog for CDDs but that doesn't center and focus on all the syscourse things?

Yeah we don't like endos interacting and we have our opinions and syscourse and all of that but, damn, all the ven blogs for pwCDD I know surround about syscourse and because of a bad experience we had with one I don't trust to vent on those anymore

So anybody knows a venting blog for pwCDD that aren't syscourse centered? I thank you in advance