Being A Trans Guy Is So Interesting. Because Like, I Want To Be Feminine And I Want To Be Perceived As

Being a trans guy is so interesting. Because like, I want to be feminine and I want to be perceived as a feminine man, but also I don't want to medically transition. I do get dysphoria but only when it comes to other’s perception of me. Like I can look at my chest and be like "damn, I look great today" but when I remember other people will see me and think I'm a girl I'm like "damn I do not look good today at all, actually I want to curl up die"

This also comes with questioning if I'm actually trans, because how can I be a guy if I like to look feminine and I don't kind having tits? And it's weird because I know guys can be feminine and that doesn't make them any less of men, but all of a suddenly, because I'm not biologically a man being feminine *does* make me less of a man. Idk it could be a commentary on how people view trans men and how they perceive them as only being valid when they pass even though they preach that a fem man isnt any less of a man, but I'm too tired for that

Idk I do kinda feel less than sometimes when I think about how I don't want to medically transition. It's not that I'm scared of the procedures or anything, but I'm fine in my own body. All of my friends right now know I prefer he/him and they all see me as a man so right now I'm not that dysphoric at all and if I do stick with this then I don't think I'll ever need to fully transition. Socially transitioning is really all I need and I love being socially a man. But what if it's not enough? What if I'm not actually trans and I just like the aesthetic of it? I'm happy, but what if my happiness is bringing down the community?

Just some thoughts I had to get out

REVERSE TROPE WRITING PROMPTS

Too many beds

Accidentally kidnapping a mafia boss

Really nice guy who hates only you

Academic rivals except it’s two teachers who compete to have the best class

Divorce of convenience

Too much communication

True hate’s kiss (only kissing your enemy can break a curse)

Dating your enemy’s sibling

Lovers to enemies

Hate at first sight

Love triangle where the two love interests get together instead

Fake amnesia

Soulmates who are fated to kill each other

Strangers to enemies

Instead of fake dating, everyone is convinced that you aren’t actually dating

Too hot to cuddle

Love interest CEO is a himbo/bimbo who runs their company into the ground

Nursing home au

Did she plan for there to be more Minecraft Diaries? Like she had the little prequel series and in the very first episode she closed the diary that she wrote the prequel in and started a new one for the MCD we know. If she had finished the MCD we know would she have made another one? Would she have had like a whole multiverse of Minecraft Diaries?

Ik I used up my one question, but if I could ask more than one I'd also ask what that meant for the series in universe. Like was Jess Irene? Was that showing her backstory or her origin and she was going to go on more adventures in more worlds that she created? Like how it's implied Irene created or has heavy influence over the Mystreet universe, would be the same if she ever made another MCD?

alright gang. you're face to face with jessica herself. you get ONE (1) question to ask her about anything you want about minecraft diaries (or mystreet if thats your preference.) no follow up questions, no convoluted questions that can be turned into two questions, etc. you're going to get an answer to this question. what'll it be

Miku May 2024

W - Watermelon Miku

Wait I did say Rylan in my last ask right? My mind is playing tricks on me and now I'm imagining I said the wrong name

Yeah you did, don't worry

made another one