Real Life: Sorry Im Just Not A Social Media Kind Of Guy I Wanna Live In The Moment Yknow. Im Like Really

real life: sorry im just not a social media kind of guy… i wanna live in the moment y’know…. im like really private i like having secrets

on tumblr at 11:41 pm : guess whose period just started while watching fraggle rock season 1 episode 17

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100+ picrews. more to come. all organized and categorized with different tags. fully intended to update with more tags and more features

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trailers are nothing to me anymore like ohhh dramatic music big title card whatever. if it's worth watching then the gay people in my phone will tell me

When you're autistic, it's impossible to miss how much society normalizes child abuse.

I could dedicate my entire life to studying how to interact with people and I'd still never master the social skills that young children are expected to have on command.

Say the wrong thing? That's disrespectful and you're punished. And you don't even have to actually say anything wrong. Pretty much anything you say can be considered "giving lip" if your parent wants some excuse to punish you. But if you say nothing, then you get punished for ignoring. You also have to calculate your response to their mind game quickly because taking too long to respond is considered ignoring. Also, if you're being wrongly accused of something, saying nothing is considered a confession. And even if you somehow manage to say exactly what your parent wants in exactly the correct tone, they'll still punish you for "sarcasm" or "not really meaning it".

I fucking hate transitional periods like this!!!! I don't know how to act in a place that I will shortly be moving out of. It feels like I should be decluttering and packing up already and doing all this shit to prepare but the thought of it overwhelms me too much to start??? And I kind of don't really have to start right this second but also I feel like I do??? But also doing basic normal maintenance things - or god forbid starting anything new or planning anything in the future - feels stupid because we're gonna be leaving soon!!!! So what the fuck!!!!!!

when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest