One More Post About My Perfect Match AU Fanfic Ill Try To Update Regularly If There Will Be More Interested

One more post about my “Perfect Match” AU fanfic I’ll try to update regularly if there will be more interested readers. Warning in advance, that I am beginner at writing, but I found it entertaining after I got inspired by other fanfics of wonderful authors as @confessionsofabrokegirl and @alanakusumastan. Here are three parts so far: 

Part 1: Not Today 

Part 2: No Blood

Part 3: Shadows of The Past

Hope you like it!  ❤ ❤ ❤

Damien x MC kiss once again, because why not? ❤❤❤

More like sketch, but I still like it anyway. Mmm I love imagining their kiss

Perfect Match (AU).  Where Is My Mind? (part 4): Damien & MC

A/N: Damien wakes up next day after an accident and strange things keep happening... what‘s the truth behind all this?

Honestly, I want to stop constantly living with thoughts about Damien and Perfect Match story in general. I love this book and I love Damien and miss his loads, but writing this AU story makes me very sad and consumes me emotionally, because all of those versions that plays in my mind are kind of chaotic and sad. I don‘t think I‘ll write more of fanfics with continuation in the future, maybe just one shots. Anyway, before that I will share the idea of a plot that I had for this story. This chapter will be the one before the last one, and in the final one will try to explain all this mess I made in these chapters lol. And thanks in advance for those who gonna read this. Tagging several very supportive and nice ladies who showed interest in the story: @confessionsofabrokegirl , @alanakusumastan , @ahteneah . And thanks in advance for each of you who gonna read this  ❤❤❤

Also, if anyone interested to listen to, this track was one of those to give me the mood for all the idea I had, it has some evil scientific experiments vibe, check it out if you want. :)

Word count: 1790

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Damien stands there for several moments in shock looking at Kayla, who doesn’t move. Then he jumped towards her and kneeled down, grabbing her shoulders and slightly shaking her.

“Kayla! Kayla, please!!” he shouted looking at her closed eyes. He put her head on his lap and took off his phone from the pocket quickly dialing 9-1-1, still looking at her. After several beeping signals, dispatcher answered the phone asking for details of the accident.

After Damien told of what have happened, and the address of the place, woman on phone asked: “What is your name, mister?”

Damien hasitated for a second and then said his name, knowing that police will find him very soon. He hung up phone call, still looking at Kayla’s face. His eyes started getting wet, he still couldn’t believe of what has happened.

Then suddenly an idea came to his mind. He tried to remember how the car who hit Kayla looked like… “Dark grey Toyota, and its numbers… Oh my god… It was my car! If it was used in the robbery before… It must be related to that same guy who looks just like me…”

While he was deeply thinking, trying to remember anything else, he didn’t notice when Kayla opened her eyes. Her silent voice calling his name brought him back. “Oh, Kayla, thank god you are alive!” he gently took one of her hands, looking at her with relieve.

“My head…” she took a deep breath. “I… I have to tell you something.” She suddenly frowned as she was feeling pain, trying to put her free arm in more comfortable position. Damien carefully helped her. “Hayden… There is something off about him…” she inhaled again and suddenly curled up because of  feeling pain.

“Shh shh… calm down, better don’t speak, and try not to move. Ambulance is on the way.” Damien tried to sound calm and comfort her a bit.

“Okay…” she kept looking at him, her eyes full of tears.

“Everything will be okay. It should be. We’ll go through this. I promise.” he wanted to smile at her, but he couldn’t hold his tears, wiping one of his eyes.

“Damien I…” she tried to finish a sentence, but her eyes closed and her hand in Damien’s became weak.

“Kayla, Kayla! Stay with me!”

She fell into unconsciousness and didn’t answer to him anymore. He cradled her and buried his face on her chest, weeping queitly, until he heard sound of sirens getting closer.

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Everything suddenly faded to black and there was nothing around as Damien was floating in total darkness… He tried to shout Kayla’s name, but he couldn’t. He wasn’t sure if he was sleeping or being partially conscious, but he could hear some voices as they were distant, but still audible. It was a dialogue between man and woman, man’s voice was somehow familiar, but Damien couldn’t tell who was it.

“That’s enough for now, we have to get him back.” man’s voice said, it sounded commanding.

Then there was a small pause and woman responded.

“Are we going to tell him the truth?”

“Yes. We’ll make a deal, and I am sure he won’t be able to refuse.”

Then there was silence. Last thing Damien could remember was suddenly sensing a narrow sharp object as needle stuck into his right hand and after that he sank into deep sleep.

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Damien woke up in his room, raised his head and frantically looked around. First thing that popped in his memory was unconscious Kayla in his hands, before the view faded to black… “Oh my god… what happened later yesterday?? How I got back home and I am not dealing with the police right now after I was openly accused in media that I made a crime?”

With all these confussing questions in his head he quickly jumped off the bed and put on the first shirt and trousers he found on wardrobe and then took the phone from nearby table checking time and date. “Okay… I am not going nuts, it is the next day after these events… or isn’t it?”

Damien realized that lately he had lost a sense of time, he doesn’t remember what day actually was yesterday. During several last months time was flowing somehow… non-linear.

“Calm down, Damien… There always is a logical explanation, no matter how crazy things might seem… I am not crazy.” Then for his surprise he noticed an icon of new message on the phone’s screen. He pressed on a notification to see that it is a new message… from Kayla.

Hey, message me when you are awake. We have to meet later today. I am going to tell you the truth.

What he saw next, give him one more proof, that what is happening right now is really weird. He scrolled through his and Kayla’s chat and he noticed that last messages before this one was sent… half year ago.

“Did I somehow deleted some of messages yesterday? But why would I?” He tried to remember anything what happened previous night after a blackout. There was nothing. Totally nothing.

“I have no messages of yesterday, what other evidences of last night’s events I have? Okay… there was an article about the robbery.” he opened ‘New York Times’ page to check news of current and previous day. He found out that there was no such article… Then he checked other news’ sites. Nothing. Nothing related to bank robbery and nowhere his or Amanda Meyer’s names were mentioned.

“I am sure of what I remember! There must be something to prove it.” He was walking at his room in circles trying to remember anything what would help him to understand this whole mess. Then he looked through the window to the parking lot. Car was in its usual place. “So it all possibly means that nothing like that ever happened... But where is explanation?”

He went outside the apartment to check his car. Actually, he found something. On the driver’s side, the front part of the car was slightly damaged as it hit something or someone before. “Did it hit Kayla, or there was something else?..” he sat down on the ground, resting his back and head on the side of his car. He closed his eyes and remembered an accident which happened around half of year ago. He checked his chat with Kayla again. “Okay, at least something makes sense.”

Those messages was sent at that day when Kayla was visiting her friend who lives not far from NYC in a neighbouring town. It was a winter time and there was a snow storm, as Kayla got stuck in the road going back home and she wrote a message to Damien asking if he could pick her up. He agreed to come to help her, but on his way when he was driving through forest a deer jumped off into the road. He tried to avoid the collision with the wild animal, so he drove off the road and hit the nearest tree. He lost consciousness and then there was an illogical gap of his memory… There were no injuries, no hospital… He just woke up next day as nothing like that actually happened.

At that moment when he was rememberring this event happened half year ago, he noticed several scars on his hands that he didn’t notice before.

“Okay… I have no idea what that ‘truth’ I need to know is, but I have to know it, because all this is such a mess. I don’t understand what has actually happened and what not, and just… why?” Damien thought to himself and wrote a message to Kayla.

Hi, I am ready to meet you anytime today.

After several minutes there was the answer:

We’ll need some privacy. If you don’t mind, I’d be at your place after a half of hour.

Without thinking much he texted back:

Sure. See you soon.

He stood up and went back to his apartment.

Damien had some whiskey left on a shelf in the kitchen. There was a layer of dust on the bottle as it wasn’t touched for a long time. “Seems as every thing around me is trying to give me a hint that I wasn’t here for some time. Something happened after that accident on winter. But then I would have been among missing people.”

With that thought he unlocked his phone again, writing his name in ‘Google’ search. He didn’t find anything unusual, just several links to his social media accounts, also several articles linked to solved cases back then, when he worked for NYPD. He also remembered one more article, which was related to a mission worked for Interpol. He searched for that case writing some key words related to topic. After several minutes he found something he was looking for, that was an article’s headline:

Interpol Forces Recued Nearly 30 Kidnapped People, Who Were Used for Illegal Scientific Experiments

He read that article where some generalized details of rescue operation was mentioned. While reading it, Damien recollected his own role in that mission. He was working undercover, letting himself to be kidnapped with other people, that he could get inside of the main laboratory, which was in an unknown location, while Interpol got some information from where that secret laboratory was getting some people for unsafe experiments. Damien risked his life, but successfully acted according the most part to the plan, and collected some necessary data to reveal laboratory’s illegal activities. Although he wasn’t able to run away by his own, he was caught by scientists and some unknown examinations on him for short period of time was made too. Luckily, what Damien found and sent to Interpol before he was caught was totally enough to spot location of laboratory and to save kidnapped people. Alana was one of main participants in that rescue mission as she was highly concerned of Damien’s destiny in all that situation. Obtained secret data also revealed that the experiments performed in there were related to research of human mind. Most of scientists were caught, but several of them managed to escape. Later updates about that case revealed some details about rescued victims. Most of them fully recovered and were able to come back to normal lives, while several of them got insane or experienced very severe brain damage because of experiments, which caused them to live rest of their lives in a persistent vegetative state.

“What if… all this mess I am experiencing now is somehow related to this case of the past?..”

At the moment he thought about it, he heard the door lock phone ringing. He jumped from surprise and then went towards it to answer.

Oh, that’s interesting game! Thanks for a tag and very nice story, @confessionsofabrokegirl! 

I guess it is my own fault that I don’t know what I want and tend to be depressive, but I haven’t found my “the only” I’d want to spend the rest of my life, while I am in my mid twenties. Anyway, I can tell you my story, which happened more than a year ago, but I still can’t fully forget it, even if it was very short. 

Once, one of last days in 2016 I randomly posted one kind of dark drum and bass track on facebook, because I felt down and it reflected my mood then. One of guys I had on my FB friends list shot me a text after I posted it telling something like “oh, nice choice!”. Last time before he sent me that random message I saw him more than 5 years ago.Actually, he was my crush back at school, but we never talked much, I just admired him from distance when we went to school’s choir rehearsals. So yeah, after he wrote me that message we started chatting everyday. Although we couldn’t meet, because after school he left Lithuania (where we both are from) to study abroad, so at that point he was living in UK for his master’s studies. We chatted and exchanged music everyday, started video calls too. Then he came back to Lithuania to visit his family, it was about 1,5 months since we started chatting. He was staying for a week and I met him for real after more than 5 years… my school crush I didn’t talk to for so long. Life can be really funny sometimes. We had just a week and it was a choice to be on a “quick mode” and figure things out during that week or “slow mode” and leave it to next meetings… I never was a spontaneous one, but that guy, I literally lost my head for him. So through that week we not only met our families, but also passed through physical barriers, I think you get what I mean.. when I think about it now, dammit.. I was so silly to rush things up that much.

 Anyway, after that week he left, everything was awesome, I already was in love with him. He was more careful about emotional part as he had unpleasant past, but in general everything was great, we kept chatting and talking and then another spontaneous decision happened. Less than two weeks passed and there was a chance to see him in UK as landlords who rented a room for him left for vacation and they didn’t mind if he had a guest. So there was kind of plan to visit him on that week his landlords was away, which meant to buy plane ticket to fly to UK in several days. Funny thing was, that I never flew by plane before, and I bought a ticket for a next day - we talked in the evening and i bought ticket at 10 PM, to leave at 6 AM coming morning. I never thought i would do such thing! I was stressed that I will be lost in airport, but same time so excited. He told me everything what I should keep in mind, that there is nothing too confusing. Parents were also totally okay with it as “you are an adult, do what you want to do”. Mom helped me to get to airport that morning. So I flew to see him… on Valentine’s day lol. It was a very fast made plan that I’ll always remember. I guess it always gonna be the most spontaneous thing I ever did. Anyway, that week with him was awesome, well I was a bit awkward at times, because I got to meet landlords family in last several days too. They were very nice, but I didn’t get used to talk in English a lot, so I probably seemed as a weirdo, but in general kind of nothing very embarrassing happened. After that trip we chatted and talked for less than month and he started to get distant, because I started pushing him too much, demanding too much of attention while he was busy with studies and also realizing things to himself what I meant to him. Well, I started feeling heartbroken when I realized a bit later that he really started avoiding me. Whole summer of 2017 was such an emotional mess. We stopped talking at fall and I erased him from FB that I could forget him easier. Almost a year passed since we wrote last messages, but I still can’t forget him completely and I feel so silly that I’ve let my heart to break that easily… 

Sorry for long post heh. Well, till now I am disappointed about myself and about love in general, I can’t think about falling in love for someone by now. Falling for fictional characters  as in “Choices” stories are kind of enough for now. 

Tagging: @alanakusumastan @clarissafics :)

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This is adorable Nonny!!

Sorry for the late response on this!

My fiance and I met through a mutual friend in Atlantic City (AC) lol  She went to college with him and was one of my really close friends in NYC.  One year, she decided to have a birthday weekend in AC and invited him along.  She was matchmaking from the beginning claiming that her phone was dying, so I should have his phone number to keep in contact just in case.  So we had been texting even before we met.  Then, we met and we hit it off right away.  We spent the entire first night partying together and talking and flirting, and we kissed that night. And as they say, the rest is history.  We’ve been together almost 4 years now and plan on getting married by next year.

I’m going to cheat and tag way more people because I’d love to hear these stories!

Tagging: @tmarie82 @lizeboredom @walkerismychoice @confessionsofabrokegirl @alicars @imafictosexual @boneandfur @drakewalkerwhipped

Not in a good mood today, but still wanted to draw something kinda happy. Anyway, as I am from those PM fans, who think that Damien was switched with identically looking robot, here I pictured MC and Damien after real Damien rescue and his reunion with MC.

Thank you @endless-vall !! You are awesome yourself and thanks for supporting my art! ❤❤❤ 

Tagging @confessionsofabrokegirl @alanakusumastan @clarissafics @mlmichaelharrison @ahteneah @faded-hero 

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