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WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO ME

He's Gone~

Genre : angst, one sided love , friends , marriage au

Word count: 1.5k

P.S: pictures credit to owners ( got them from Pinterest)

“WHAT” I shouted, because what I heard shook the ground beneath me.

Minho sighed and then repeated, “ Chan is getting married”.

I heard it right the first time too but it felt so unreal. I mean why and how.

“ How did you get to know?”, I asked softly.

“He called me to ask me if i can be his best man”, he replied.

I didn’t realize it, but a single tear fell down my cheek. I said, “ okay, i will talk to you later”. I hung up.

Why is the world so cruel? I never get whatever I want. Is it only me or someone else who is pure bad luck?

He is getting married for real and this isn’t a prank. I could figure out that much from Minho's tone. I should have told him how I feel. Is it too late to confess?

I lay down in my bed and stared at the ceiling when tears started falling down. I remembered the first time I met Chan. he entered the class and sat down beside me and showed me his sweet smile. I guess it was that moment that I fell in love with him. The typical love at first sight.

We talked and became good friends, actually best friends and then we were inseparable. He was the only person I ran to whenever something happened. And he is always there just one call away. How can I not fall for him then? I knew he was just nice and that perfect man who deserves the best girl but it still hurts. No one ever knew about my crush on him except Minho who happens to be smarter than everyone I guess. Anyways the point right now is he is marrying someone else and i still couldn’t be honest with him.

I was amidst a lot of thoughts when my laptop chimed. I looked at it and there it was ‘ MY DOOM’. It was an email from Chan. my tears again started flowing. I wiped them and clicked it.

To: y/[email protected]

From: chris/[email protected]

Sub: I AM MARRYING WHERE ARE YOU ?

Heyyyyy!!!

y/n where the heck are you? I have been searching all over the place. How could you vanish on me and didn’t even contact me like really????? I am glad you gave me your email and I swear if you wouldn’t send me a reply I will send cops to search for you! I am here making a big decision about my life all by myself and you are not here to hype me up. And you know the girl i am marrying i freaking love her so so so much man i could die rn. I know when you will meet her ( i hope you come soon) you will like her too. She is exactly your opposite, you know. She is sweet, soft, gets scared easily, never takes risks and cries so much. I am the luckiest man you know to have her. I am so happy I wish you were here so I can tell you so much more and celebrate with you. Please y/n come back. I really really miss you and I am so scared.

After reading the email I felt like the ground beneath me shifted. He is so much in love with her. No doubt i am happy for him that he is so happy but a part of me right now envies that girl so much. I don’t even know now how to move on. It's been 10 years since I have been in love with him. All my life he is the one I had ever developed any feelings for. I hate myself. Why am I such a coward?

I decided I will go to his wedding , if he needs me I should be there after all that’s what a friend does right?

[ time skip to chan’s wedding venue]

I reached the venue. Minho first asked me to pick me up from the airport but I refused. I don’t want to ruin his day too. I saw the place, it was beautiful and my heart ached. I checked into the hotel and went straight to my room. I flopped down as soon as I entered. I already feel so tired.

I shut my eyes and then after a few moments someone knocked on my door. I got up and opened it and as soon as i opened the door chan legit choked me in his super tight hug. And it took a while to break from that hug.

“ Have you eaten? How was your journey? Did you face any difficulty? Why aren’t you speaking?”, he was bombarded with tons of questions and didn’t even let me speak and then was looking at me worriedly with his two little pretty eyes.

“Chan i am all okay and yeah i ate in the flight and nothing’s wrong with me”, i turned a whole rotation to show him i am all okay from head to toe cause gladly he can’t see my heart.

He smiled and then sat down in my bed. I sat next to him. And then he started talking. I was all mentally prepared for it.

“ You know how nervous I am right now”, he took a pause and then took my hand and placed it in his heart which was thumping crazily just like mine. “ see how crazy it is my heart is going to explode it feels, but i am happy you came and now nothing will go wrong”, he said and then cupped my face.

I swear right now I am this close to a breakdown but I can't cry right now. I need to be strong just for a day. I broke down my long chain of thoughts and focused on what he was saying.

“ I love Emma so much I can't even explain. I saw her and that was the moment when I fell in love with her. Do you even believe that it’s so crazy how someone can fall for someone the moment they see them?”, he laughed.

I wanted to tell him how real it is cause I too fell for someone the first time I saw him.

He continued, “ i was so scared that i might get rejected and i even texted you but you didn’t reply me”, he sulked for a moment, “ anyways i told her and guess what she said yes, we dated , we fought and had an amazing time and then one day i felt like i want to stay with her forever and asked her out and trust me y/n that was like the best day of my life”, he had tears in his eyes. I pulled him in a hug. It was better to know he was happy.

He then pulled back and said, “ and today I am marrying and I am nervous tell me what to do.”

I smiled and replied, “ it seems like Emma is such a great girl and i am so happy for you but don’t get nervous it’s going to be all okay”.

“ Yes, I trust you and thank God you came. I can't even explain how happy I am right now”, he said and then got up.

He continued, “ I should leave and get ready and you too get ready and come and stand beside me. I want your strength”, and then he left.

I never realized a heartbreak hurts this much. As soon as he left all my hope left too. I sat down on the floor and my tears started flowing. I tried to stop them but to no avail.

[ During Wedding]

I showed some courage and went to the wedding. I was sitting beside Minho, looking towards the front trying to hold back my tears. Minho was patting my back from time to time to calm me down. And then Chan entered. He was looking so gorgeous I kept staring at me. He was blushing so badly and that was so cute. When he passed us and went to the podium my eyes were fixed at him. How can someone be perfect ? I was completely lost in my thoughts when my eyes met his. His eyes were sparkling and he flashed a million dollar smile that I can die for.

After a few moments Emma entered. To be honest i felt that pang of jealousy i didn’t want to look up but eventually i did. And Chan was correct, she was awestruckingly beautiful. And she seemed nice. She straight away looked at Chan and he cried. I realized this is it. He is gone. He is happy. I can’t ever get him. The one person I fell madly in love with is right in front of me but is gone now forever. I tried not to cry but it hurt so bad that I started crying. Minho hugged me thankfully. I am at least glad to have him. But there is nothing left for me here. I fell for my best friend who never loved me back.

A/N : hello I guess I am back with this. I will try to post as regularly as possible. And thank you for reading my fics. Lots of love <3

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Pairing: Kim Mingyu x female reader

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: no warning, as far as I know, if I missed something let me know~

Word count: 2.9 K

A/N: Happy birthday @aestheticfangirl​ hope you will like this fluff, I just hope, this will make you smile, thankyou for being born and being such an amazing friend and sister to me. I love you for who you are, sending heart eyes to you ❤️

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characters: zhongli, kaeya, xiao x gn!reader

genre & style: mostly fluff + a bit of an angst

word count: 2.5k

notes: it’s one of my older works that i’ve never posted because i’ve been feeling it’s not good enough. yet, i still love this kaeya and i’m really proud of the way i portrayed his personality here, so here ya go

warnings: a bit angsty in kaeya’s part, mention of food

Zhongli; archon marks

It was a really long and tiring day for you. Not particularly because of the amount of work you had to do – loads of papers waiting for you to fulfill them were only the annoying, usual part of it. But the real issue lied in the fact that for the whole day you had to overcome the curiosity that was spitefully eating you up from the inside.

Waiting for your boyfriend to leave the bathroom, you were thinking how you should start the topic. Just by simply asking him without any explanation, you could shock him, but at the same time explaining everything in detail would be too much hassle. You played with the hem of your shirt, laying on your shared bed.

“Do you want something to drink?” You were so lost in the thoughts that you didn’t notice that Zhongli had already come out of the bathroom. His hair was all wet and the towel was grasped by his hand.

“No, actually… Babe, I have a question,” you sat up quickly and turned your body towards the man.

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