"What Am I Supposed To Say?What Am I Supposed To Do?Normally I'd Just Ask You, ButWe Haven't Spoken,

"What am I supposed to say? What am I supposed to do? Normally I'd just ask you, but We haven't spoken, we haven't spoken (...) Would you say what you always say? "It's better if we tell the truth" But look at what the truth has done Your heart is broken, your heart is broken" ["i didn't mean to" by Rebecca Sugar] ============== For a long time I never understood artists who created emotionally infused, ventful pieces of art that have no specific meaning or purpose to it. Like it just came out of boredom. It always bodered me; Why couldn't they explain it? How could there be no purpose? When I heard this song, at first I wasn't so fond of it. But with time, it grew on me and suddenly a feeling hit me. Listening to it felt so.. touching, personal. It started to have some meaning to me which is a usual thing when it comes to some song as music is a big part of my life, it helpes me feel, understand and process my feelings as I have a hard time expressing how I feel. I wanted to capture this feeling, give it a shape. While listening to this song on loop, I drew out the sketch of this drawing. I liked it but... well. The thing that bothered me is that it didn't feel like it represented what this song means to me. I want to share my vent art online but because people I know follow me on some of the media, the anxiety of being judged by them keeps me on edge. And so I don't post them that often. It's complicated. For now, tumblr seems to be the safest to share that. Now, this piece kind of grew on me. Even though it doesn't have the meaning I wanted it to have, I like it. i'm proud. And who knows, maybe it will have one for someone else who stumbles upon my art.

Crow my beloved <33

it’s for you!

"And the universe said 'I love You" because You are love."

========

Thought about this quote while editing it; props to those who recogize it :]]

Just wanted to paint something before the end of the day

I was nervous to use the black pen for the outlines but it turned out quite nice

It's sad that the quality is ruined

Okay, that's all

Goodnight <3

Nett(persona) belongs to me

Moment before a disaster... Okay so I wanted to practice drawing Damon so I thought I'll try drawing his younger version So here's the sweet, shy boi! Although.. his backstory isn't so sweet Damon belongs to @inkly-heart

Okay another doodle for you folks I just felt some inspiration rush in as I waited for my internet to fix itself So I thought I'll draw the silly smiley guy :] I think it turned out okay (The quality kinda sucks bc of ig so I apologise for that) Delivery Guy belongs to @inkly-heart

EPIC THE MUSICAL: SONG RANKING :]

I saw some people and my favourite artists ranking songs from EPIC the musical and, as I am a huge fan of this musical myself, I thought I could share my own personal favorites :] Here are top 10 EPIC songs for me (the numbers aren't representing hierarchy, all of them tickle my brain in different ways): 1. Wouldn't you like 2. Dangerous (can you tell Hermes is my favourite? XD) 3. Open Arms 4. Just a Man 5. Ruthlessness 6. Get in the Water (ik it's not released yet, I just love it sm) 7. Luck Runs Out 8. Monster 9. Different Beast 10. Thunder Bringer/Scylla (I cannot choose haha)

Personally, I think all of the songs included in the musical and also the scrapped ones are a work of a genius/geniuses for both the lyrics and the sound compositions and I appreciate all the work that both Jay and all of his people put in into this masterpiece of a musical <3 These are just the ones that I think about/listen to more frequently ^^