My Random Bursts Of Motivation Are Like If My Brain Had A Free Trial

My random bursts of motivation are like if my brain had a free trial

When that trial runs out the motivation cancels the subscription and moves on leaving me with just a crappy W.I.P and extreme disappointment in myself

NOOOOOO I ACTUALLY HAVE TO THINK ABOUT PEOPLE ACTUALLY

SEEING

MY POSTS

If it cant be eaten with rice, does it really taste that good

Guess I lied on the last post

Anyways

Why do I keep making the same mistake, I keep learning the same lesson, why do I always go back, perhaps hoping to see something other then pain, torment, and endless suffering. somehow I always give it another try, and die a little more in the process, I far into this hole will I have to fall until ive learned my lesson. Who knows at this point. Pretty soon Ill be nothing more then a hollow husk rotting away and yet still clinging to life somehow, because I know Ill go back, and once again, itll cause my detriment

tldr:

I went onto twitter

Pokemon Scarlet/Violet but consider:

The defeating of whatever large probably world ending threat ends up going the same way Kirby and the Forgotten Land went

If anyone could, like, hold me at gunpoint to get me to do basic tasks that would be greatly appreciated cause Im starting to think thats the only solution to my procrastination problem.