A Poem!!

A poem!!

The name of a playlist sounds like a command I don’t know how to obey

‘You study before things get worse’

Okay mother but

On nights like this i feel the urge to 

Exist wastefully

To cry to scream to stare at the ceiling

To watch to wait

Until the fan stops revolving

‘You study before things get worse’

Okay father but

You told me once you couldn’t 

Depend on me

I wondered why

For so long did you know

Sometimes still i

Wonder

‘You study before things get worse’

Okay sister but

Have you considered the transition

Inertia

Lives in my bones and binds them 

Tight to my skin

It’s not that hard until it is

I can’t start until the screaming stops

‘You study before things get worse’

Okay brother but

Can you understand things might already 

be bad

That my worst thoughts might

Crawl across my mind like

Centipedes

Many legged and tiny

And big enough to eat

‘You study before things get worse’

Okay Toxic Drunker but

On nights like this i

Want to call my mother and

Tell her

Like a child

‘Mommy, things are getting bad again’

So tell me

Do you have a playlist

For that

~

the end killed me

isn't the meaning of creation to be shared?

blep :P

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