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hello lovely stays! i am very happy to inform you guys that i have joined the palestine stayblr fundraiser made by @astraystayyh!

for those of you who do not know what this means, it just means that while i am still going to accept everyone's requests, those who donate to the fundraiser linked in this post will be made a priority! i currently have sixteen requests that i am yet to complete, so if you've made a request and would like for me to get a move on with it, just send me proof of donation and i'll get started on it right away! whatever requests made from now until i say otherwise will automatically become a priority (if you have donated) and should be posted sooner than the rest, regardless of when the others had been requested.

you don't have to break the bank! if you donate $1, $5, $10 - whatever you can, it will be enough and qualify for the extra privilege! thank you everyone who helps!

here are the guidelines for requesting, here's my main masterlist as well as my taglist to stay updated on my works, and here is my kofi if you're feeling extra generous!

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1 year ago

โจณ โ›๐“๐ˆ๐‹๐‹ ๐…๐Ž๐‘๐„๐•๐„๐‘ ๐…๐€๐‹๐‹๐’ ๐€๐๐€๐‘๐“

โ› In which two disabled idols find comfort in each otherโ€™s arms.

๐ก๐š๐ง ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ง๐  + female reader เณฏ ( ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ) ~7.2k

๊’ฐ ๐Ÿ’Œ ๊’ฑ ใƒŸ Thereโ€™s no schedule for my updates, but I mostly write when my fibromyalgia is kicking my ass. I hope you guys enjoy, Reblogs and feedback are much appreciated! โ”€โ”€ ( ๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ )

๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: Han deals with a lot of anxiety and depression, reader has fibromyalgia, constant mentions of being in pain, love-making, cussing, lots of angst, MDNI.

( ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ ) ( ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ & ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ) ( ๐ข๐ง ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ) ( ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ )

๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฌ: on going

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1 year ago

omg deadly craving sounds AMAZING but i understand that it may be hard to write !!

also, im not doing okay, i think this is finally the moment where i should accept the fact that it has gotten bad again ?? i dont know i just really tried to push that idea out of my mind, since it really isnt that bad yet, is it? but it is in fact that bad lmao anyway, im just trying to motivate myself since my first ever exam session is in less than a month and i need to study, so thats what takes up most of my mind rn

im so sorry for venting im not gonna do it again im sorry

how about you love?๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ

โ€”๐Ÿ‘’

Maybe Iโ€™ll be able to figure out how to put it into words, until then, thereโ€™s that snippet of one of my most beloved WIPs.

Oh love, I totally understand what you mean by that. Itโ€™s hard to accept that youโ€™re not doing as well as youโ€™d thought sometimes, itโ€™s frustrating too. Try to be a little kind with yourself about it though, because itโ€™s nobodyโ€™s fault. As human beings, weโ€™re sentenced to having our highs and lows and we just have to roll with it sometimes (easier said than done, I know). If you feel that things are going badly, try to keep in mind that itโ€™s your brain trying to communicate with you so try and listen and be patient while you do.

What kind of exam sessions do you have, if you donโ€™t mind me asking? Either way, Iโ€™m wishing you all the luck, Iโ€™m sure youโ€™ll do great <3

And finally, donโ€™t apologize! My inbox will always be open if you need someone to talk to, ask for advise or just vent! I really do mean it when I tell you to dump your problems on me if you need to, Iโ€™m here to listen.

To answer your question, Iโ€™m doing okay-ish. Iโ€™m flying out to visit my girlfriend on the 5th of this month so thatโ€™s what keeps me going. Then after that we both go back to college, which is something Iโ€™m really not looking forward to because school and me havenโ€™t along well in a while. Donโ€™t mind me being a burnt out former gifted child.

1 year ago

how about these two for the game๐Ÿ‘€

๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿ‘ป

also im sorry i havent been here for a while, life's been hectic lately๐Ÿ˜ญ

โ€”๐Ÿ‘’

๐Ÿ‘’!! HELLO!! Trust me when I say that I understand so you donโ€™t have to apologize. How are you doing though, hun?

( ๐Ÿคฌ ) Is there a WIP that you hate?

Oh, I have about a hundred that I physically wince whenever I think of them. There is one in particular that I have a special kind of dislike for, though maybe itโ€™s because itโ€™s the most recent cringe-worthy fic.

Itโ€™s untitled, and it felt very 2014 Wattpad (in the worst way possible, in my opinion). Anyway, so it was meant to be a Changbin x female Reader. Basically, the reader was supposed to be some kind of illegal racer and meet Changbin at this hotel bar and they kind of have a one-night stand and then reader takes him to one of her races and love blooms from there. They continue on dating, for a while and Changbin keeps getting in the car with her but then they crash and one of them gets amnesia andโ€” honestly it was just a lot of chaos after that. The plot didnโ€™t really make sense, and it was justโ€ฆwell it was just shit.

( ๐Ÿ‘ป ) Is there a scene that you find intimidating that you have yet to write?

Deadly Craving was supposed to be posted a few days before my 21st birthday but I never did because the core of the one-shot was something Iโ€™d never tried to describe in writing before and it turned out that I didnโ€™t know how to.

Have you ever had sex while tripping on shrooms? And I donโ€™t mean casual sex, but sex with someone you really connected with it only for a night. Have you done it with someone of your same sex, in a bedroom full of pride flags and queer music blasting? I have, and it was an experience that transcends all and any kind of vocabulary I might use to describe it. Sex while sober is beautiful especially when with the one you love and I know how to describe that. But even though I am fluent in three languages, I have no idea what to say when it comes to describing sex while on shrooms.

Anyway, Deadly Craving is a fic with a female reader and a member from (G)-Idle, Soyeon.

Wanna join? Hereโ€™s the WIP Game!

1 year ago

ahh my green, i miss you so much, there's not a day where i dont think abt youโ˜น๏ธ i hope youre doing okay though!!!! not sure if you'll see it but im sending you the biggest hug and plenty of kisses, i love youuu<333

โ€” ๐Ÿ‘’

hello my wonderful ๐Ÿ‘’!

i do apologize yet again for disappearing, this semester turned out to beโ€ฆwell, a lot. but youโ€™re the absolute cutest and coming back here to see your sweet, sweet message ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฉท iโ€™m so happy to be back here, i mean it when i say i missed it a lot. iโ€™m sending you the biggest hug and a million kisses back!

so, how have you been? howโ€™s life? do you know if iโ€™ve missed anything with any of the boys? i also hadnโ€™t been able to keep up with anything that wasnโ€™t school or life :/


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1 year ago

reblogging for my own use and for everyone else to use if needed! i started it and i genuinely felt so understood and comforted so i will definitely be back here โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

damโ€ฆโ€ฆ.. that website โ€œyou feel like shitโ€ (itโ€™s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really worksโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ.. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better


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