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Going to be on a small hiatus until the last week of June because im on vacation and my energy is really low. Kalims birthday oneshot might be a bit late so please forgive that
UPDATE! SILVER SAID SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND AGREED THANK GOD THERES AT LEAST SOME SENCE!!! BUT ITS STILL PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF
OKAY SMALL RANT (spoilers ahead)
So the Halloween event has been really fun. Right? Until the end! Like Mallues and Lillia both kidnapped and had ghosts possess the students all for the ghosts to have their own Halloween party! Not only that they caused a school crisis and worried both sebek and silver! Like what the fuck?? The ghosts could have asked to stop time for a bit and held a party with everyone's permissions!!
Not only that but there is only reference to Mulan (I loved that they referenced this I truly do) but they didn't reference Nightmare before Christmas! I also want to believe they referenced BRAVE but that's just me.
There was also no concern when Yuu/Mc and grim got kidnapped either! Only like once or twice and that was it! Like geez they care all about the students but no one seemingly cares about them? Sure they were fine but there was 0 panic.
WE WERE ALSO ROBBED OF LEONA SINGING BE PREPARED AND JADE SINGING THAT DODO SONG FROM ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!
I want justice..
Apologies
I know this is something very minor and not something of great importance, but I want to apologies for incorrectly tagging my honkai star rail content as honkai impact. It is all fixed now and I'm sorry if this upset or bothered any of you.
Hi there! I was the one who sent the Stellaron Hunters x blind teen reader request and you did a really great job! I love it!
So tysm for doing my request!
Ofcourse! I'm so glad you like it!! And thank you!!
Hunter angst?? The main idea is basically everyone got a happy ending, except the "right person, wrong time" character. And that character would be y/n?
It's not my time (TOH Hunter x M! Reader)

Apologies if this isn't what you wanted exactly but it was the best I could think of! Also sorry for the cliffhanger.
Characters: Hunter
CW: Angst, Internalized homophobia (from hunter)
Theme: Hunter Angst
Reader: Male reader
A/U: None
Premise: Hunter loves Y/n but he has no room for a relationship, or well he's not ready for one
THIS IS SFW BUT ANGSTY
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It was hard for him to realize why his heart felt the way it did. Why it would pound louder and beat faster than normal, Hunter couldn’t place a word for it. At first he thought he was dying when he saw him. The boy that changed Hunter’s whole world view, it was odd. Hunter soon fell in love with the feeling that he felt when he saw that h/c haired boy walk by his jurisdiction that Hunter was in charge of.
It was hard for Hunter not to watch that boy walk by. But with that love and admiration for this boy, whom Hunter didn’t even know the name of, came sadness. Hunter often rationalized a lot of his thoughts when it came to this boy. Often thinking of the pros and cons of even introducing himself to this mysterious boy that has seemed to capture his heart.
Hunter often spent a lot of sleepless nights over thinking a whole interaction between this boy and how it would go. However, any time Hunter tried to confront this boy either Hunter would become really harsh as if he were talking to someone breaking the law or he would chicken out and just apologize. Hunter did learn of this boy's name though, and it was thanks to Luz.
It was during the first time Hunter met Luz, during the Selkidomus hunt. Y/n did go with Luz during this, and Hunter had taken capture of the boy along with King as a way to get what Belos needed. Y/n didn’t talk much but Hunter did oddly enjoy the boy's company. This was when Hunter’s feelings for Y/n developed. It was weird for him to take such interest in someone that wasn’t Belos and much less a human.
A human that wasn’t from Hunter’s world. That was one of the downfalls of his crush. However Hunter didn't even place it to be a crush at the time. Only ever thinking of the feelings that Y/n caused was admiration or some sort of feeling that was the same. Hunter knew that Y/n wouldn’t stay forever, much less stay in the Boiling Isles with him.
Hunter spent his days in daydreams of Y/n and what might happen if he even just said hi. All he wanted was to befriend Y/n. So why couldn’t he? What was stopping him? He always wondered and berated himself for becoming so scared about even just interacting with Y/n.
He was the golden guard. He’s fought monsters that were bigger and stronger than him. But his weakness was this h/c h/l boy. It made no sense to Hunter. And he really couldn’t go to anyone for answers, other than Luz. He wasn’t on good terms with the girl however.
So in all Hunter was alone. He was alone and he couldn’t find a way to go about even befriending Y/n. Y/n however, always admired Hunter. That admiration settled when he talked to the blonde a bit during his short time of being captured. Hunter somehow opened up to Y/n, even when he was a stranger to the boy.
It was odd for the two. Y/n learned about Hunter’s dedication to Belos and seemingly managed to understand that Hunter really couldn’t discover himself as a person during his time as the Golden Guard. Y/n learned that Hunter was just a blind follower and made himself to be whatever the others wanted him too.
It hurt Y/n a bit, he could only guess how old Hunter was just by his height alone. Y/n had never initiated any conversation so as not to disturbed the working Hunter. This displeased the blond guard a great deal. What hurt Hunter the most though was seeing Y/n with someone else.
Someone who wasn’t him.
It was a normal sunny day in the Boiling Isles, chaos was everywhere and there were wild witches to catch. Hunter was tasked with this near the town center. Just his luck because this was where he saw Y/n most of the time.
Today was going to be the day he was going to say hi and introduce himself. No more running away. No more being a coward. Here and now Hunter was going to befriend Y/n. His body stiffened when he heard a familiar voice.
“Oh yeah! I love doing that!”
Hunter felt his face heating up. What was this? Hunter felt weird that even hearing the melodic tone of Y/n’s voice had caused such a reaction from him. This wasn’t normal. The very few times Belos told him stories of love it wasn’t like this.
This sort of guilt settled in his heart. Hunter had turned around to find the familiar boy he had been seeing in the area for a long time now, even after the small capture. It was as if fate was giving him something good after years of torment, but with that good feeling settled more guilt. But then he heard an unfamiliar voice that followed Y/n’s.
“It had me rolling over on my side! That’s how funny it was!”
Hunter ignored whoever was speaking to Y/n. They weren’t important in his mind. He was wracking his brain to find an answer for his feelings, for why he was acting like this. This jealousy in him wasn’t uncommon but the reason for it was new.
He didn’t expect to have fallen so hard for a human that wasn’t even from this world. So much so that there was this possessiveness in him for Y/n. He wasn’t even sure why he felt this way.
What made Y/n so likable to Hunter?
That question in his mind was the least of his worries. He was in love with Y/n! It didn’t feel right to him. He was making himself sick. But this sickness didn’t stem from his thoughts on him liking another boy. No. It was from the one who cared for him most of his life.
Belos.
Belos put this self hate in Hunter, even when he tried his hardest Belos seemed to never be pleased. With those thoughts of not being good enough for Belos added to the thoughts of Y/n didn’t work well.
Under his mask Hunter was crying. Tears welled up in his red eyes, his vision blurring in the process. Y/n noticed a familiar figure that he had grown to be able to recognize from anywhere. Hunter froze as he saw Y/n walking up to him.
‘Why now?’
Hunter’s mind was close to exploding. He didn't want to misplace this anger and hate to Y/n. So he did what he said he wasn't going to do. He ran. He ran from the one person who made him feel so many good things.
He blamed Y/n for how he made him fall in love with him. Part of Hunter wanted to hold Y/n's hand but those thoughts were suppressed. He couldn't go to any one, he didn't want to be labeled as something unpleasant.
Y/n was left alone. It would be a lie if he didn't admit that he was a bit hurt. The friend Y/n was walking with had approached him.
"Hey you okay dude?"
Y/n didn't respond. He only stared to where Hunter had ran away.
'What am I doing wrong?'
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