When I Was In France, Baghera Taught Me How To Drive Automatic.

“when i was in france, baghera taught me how to drive automatic.”

“i’m not clutched up :(“

on ep 2 of blood in the bayou and my brain is clocking similarities to stranger things but then i saw a tweet about the similarities to the guy who doesn't like musicals and my bRAIN i knew there was a reason i really like bitb

id: a set of 5 photos from alice (twitter handle alicenyannya.)

the first image is a screenshot of alice's tweet. it reads: "These past few years have been difficult but I finally feel safe enough to speak out about my experience with Wilbur."

the second image is a graphic titled "MY EXPERIENCE WITH WILBUR" with two selfies of wilbur and alice together underneath. there are trigger warnings for emotional abuse, domestic abuse, alcohol, self harm and sexual assault.

the next three images are alice's account of the relationship. the first one reads: "Hello, I'm Alice, I dated Wilbur back in 2019 and I want to speak out about my experience.

I felt like I couldn't talk about this sooner because I was scared of his public influence and the potential backlash from fans but now after hearing Shelby's story, seeing the support she's been shown, and admiring her bravery I finally feel safe to break my silence on our relationship.

Back in 2019 at the beginning of the relationship, I was immediately shown a lot of affection very reminiscent of love-bombing. One of his close friends at the time warned me in confidence to "be careful" as if they had seen people get hurt in the past but I believed he was good inside. After a month the honeymoon period was over and it was like I was dating a completely different person. I was told to keep our relationship a secret, but was framed in a way that implied that it was for my safety, as if it was in my best interest to keep this a secret despite my own feelings. I believe that he enjoyed having control in the relationship."

the second image reads: "I would have to hide as he streamed, and sit silently in the corner of his room waiting for him to go offline. He would say condescending things to me about my interests and the type of content I created as if he just didn't take it - or me - seriously and would only be enthusiastic about his future plans with music and desire for fame. I never felt like he was encouraging towards me or any of my goals and in the last few months he made me feel extremely unloveable and unwanted. I had suffered with self harm tendencies in 2019, he ignored the marks on my body and only took interest in retelling his own life struggles. I also experienced the biting habit, which has already been elaborated on by Shelby.

After a while I noticed that it was always me putting the effort into the relationship so I decided one day to not be the one to message first, just to see what would happen and he never spoke to me again so the relationship dissolved."

the final image reads: "Skipping ahead to 2021, we had spoken briefly over an instagram DM about the relationship and meeting up for closure on how things went in 2019, I gave him a second chance and met up hoping to get some answers. We walked through densely populated areas of town where we got stopped multiple times by his fans. In hindsight this felt very intentional, almost as if it was to flaunt his influence and desirability to me. We went to a bar to talk and he then proceeded to get me very drunk. He got us an Uber back to his house, I ended up blacking out in his bed due to the alcohol but the last thing I remember was him nonconsensually removing my clothes. The next morning he proceeded to tell me that I must be a lesbian because I wasn't interested in him.

These past years have been extremely difficult to navigate because of this, I couldn't go online without seeing him everywhere and being adored as this soft boy who heroically respects women and mental health issues. I couldn't even go to conventions and enjoy my own hobbies without seeing people dressed up as him.

Shelby was right, Staying quiet wasn't bringing me any peace, it was only keeping his."

end id

remember when baghera asked her teammates if they'd eat the eggs she laid if she laid eggs, and followed it up asking if they would eat her breast milk cheese, and everybody was so exhausted and middle of the night that they were like "yeah sure the conversation is doing this now I guess" and charlie slimecicle and mumza were here agreeing that yeah, it was just cheese, wasn't it while the rest of the group was like GUYS I think that might be cannibalism actually and Baghera was like not if I gave you the eggs WILLINGLY? the true spirit of the conversations you have at 4am in the kitchen during finals season, live on qsmp.tv

please consider:

since endermen hate water, whenever q!phil acts greedy chayanne noscopes him with a super soaker

visual example:

the most heartbreaking thing to me about caiti's sharing was that at that time, she thought that that was the price she had to pay to be there with big creators. how a person could prey on the naivete of young creators, to foster such an environment where they believed at the time that it had to cost them something like that in order to "make it big" is just beyond me.