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First Flight

First Flight

First Flight

Aemond Targaryen x fem!Reader

Fluff. You are sworn to price Aemond and he decides to show you how worthy you are of his affections by giving you the gif you’ve always wanted, flying on a dragon.

First person pov

What a wonderful thing it would be to see a dragon. Especially the largest and most magnificent dragon, Vhagar. She’s the largest in the world currently. Her beautiful green scales seem to shine in the sun and the way she flies is almost graceful, or so I have been told. She’s a dragon of old and has memories of times long past. To be near her would be such a delight. I’m jealous of Prince Aemond Targaryen, who is Vhagar’s sworn rider. To even ride a dragon would be a honor, however I have no blood of old Valyria. I do not posses the blood of a dragon. My house is that of the wood. We provide lumber for the realm as well as game and weapons. My house is know for being strong fighters and skillful blacksmiths. I am proud of my house, yet I desperately wish to fly with the dragons. At least I would be free.

Currently, my father and I are in the capital as honored guests. My father was requested to discuss trade with the high council. They wish for his support in the war that is to come as well as swear himself to the king. I’m return they offered to wed Aemond Targaryen to my fathers oldest daughter. My father accepted gladly, in fact he was very eager about it. The only problem was that I was my fathers oldest child. I had no say in these affairs, but I never do. I wished to marry someone I loved. I suppose something that sweet could never happen now. My only hope was that my soon to be husband would be kind to me. I was given my own quarters in the back of the castle overlooking the beach. I have yet to meet my soon to be husband, but that didn’t bother me in the slightest. I knew this marriage would be political and I knew that it was my duty to serve the realm.

Looking out at the sea from my balcony, I saw how beautifully the colors glistened as the sun began to set. It was a marvelous sight and I was thankful I was witnessing it. However, my sights were interrupted when when I heard a loud roar overhead. Looking up I saw the thing I do longed to see. It was Vhagar flying overhead. She was magnificent and so much larger in person. After a minute she landed on the beach and let out a mighty roar as she did so. Soon my husband to be climbed down from her and began walking towards the gates. I couldn’t help but stare at him as he walked. His long silver hair swayed as he walked. He was a handsome even with his eyepatch. I fact I thought it made him appear more mysterious, almost like his dragon. This man was to be my husband and I just hoped we could get along with one another. And something told me we would.

It was now nighttime and I found myself still looking out from the balcony. The moonlit sky cascaded on the ocean making the scenery beautiful. I wondered if all of my nights spent in the castle would be like this. It gave me comfort knowing that at least my sights would be beautiful. I was so fixated on the sights before the that I did not notice the person standing right next to me. I only noticed the person standing there when I felt a hand brush my cheek. Quickly I turned to face the figure and noticed that it was my soon to be husband Aemond Targaryen. This is the very first time I’ve gotten to see him in person. The first thing I notice about it is the eye patch and the scar on his face. To me, it made him look handsome and alluring. His hair was a brilliant silver and it seemed to shine in the moonlight. He was quite a tall man and his figure loomed over mine. His remaining eye was a icy blue. He was looking at me in a way that I have never been looked at before. It wasn’t a sinful nor lustful look that men normally give. Rather it was one of wonder and fascination. I felt my cheeks heat up and I could not keep my eyes off of him. And for awhile we were in a comfortable silence simply looking at each others features. Soon enough he broke the silence.

“If I had known you were to be this beautiful, I would’ve come to you much sooner” he spoke in a whisper.

“Thank you my prince, you’re too kind”

“We are to be wed soon and I wish to know my bride to be. Unlike my brother I desire to take care of my lady wife. I believe she could be of help to me. And from what your father told me, you are quite an intelligent lady. One whose knowledge of the has helped your house produce more funding than it ever had in recent years. How a woman could be so heard by her house I would not know and yet I find myself intrigued by you.” He spoke.

“My prince you honor me with your words. My father has found my word be useful in recent years. Although I’m afraid it took him a long time to see that my knowledge was useful. I am a woman and if I may speak openly we are not so easily heard.” I responded

“Quite true, and I find your honesty inspiring. Tell me your greatest wishes” He said

“If you so desire, my prince. I have a few but my greatest desires is to be close to a dragon. I believe they are quite beautiful creature and to be near them for me would be such a treasure. Especially your dragon, Vhagar for she is the largest living dragon.” I said honestly.

“You desire dragons, then I would be happy to oblige that wish for you. It’s only right that I do so as your future husband.” He said whilst looking in my eyes.

“Oh goodness, thank you so much. It’s such a honor.” I said filled with excitement.

“What is another wish you have, my lady?” He questioned while tucking a hair behind my ear.

“To be treated with love. To be able to give my council without needing to go through my father. I’m actually quite surprised my father spoke so highly of me. Considering he takes my council and acts like he was the one to council himself.” I spoke

“Perhaps he’s a foolish man” Aemond spoke harshly

“Perhaps he is, but he is still my father and I’m just glad that at least he can listen to reason. At least one in awhile.” I sad calmly

“Forgive me if I caused insult, my lady.”

“It’s no matter, you spoke the truth.”

“My lady, would you do be the pleasure of meeting me in the early morning on the beach?” He asked

“What for, my prince?”

“I have something I’d like to show you, if you’d let me?” He said while cupping my cheek and rubbing it with his thumb softly.

“Very well then, I shall see you early then my prince.” I said with a smile

“Very well then, and please call me Aemond.” He insisted

“Very well then Aemond.”

“Sleep well, and may your dreams bring you comfort this night, my dear”

He then came closer to me and I felt myself shiver despite the warm night. His hand touched the top of my head and sat there comfortably. I looked up at him and my face felt warm. His nose touched mine and I felt his breath on my lips. I thought he was going to kiss me, but he instead placed a lingering kiss on my forehead. After he parted, he looked at me and smiled. Without thinking, I reached my hand out and touched his scar. I felt him flinch then allow me to touch him. I traced it gently and slowly.

“Does it bother you?” He questioned

“No, not at all. I actually like it. I’m just sorry that you had to go through the pain of losing it”I said

“Thank you. It makes me gals to hear that. Most people are frightened by it. It’s good that my soon to be lady wife is not” he spoke

With that he turned around and walked out of my quarters. I stood there still on the balcony with my mind still fuzzy from the interaction with Aemond. I found my self thinking that I could fall for him. Smiling wildly, I questioned what his surprise might be? Perhaps he will take me to see Vhagar?

Third person pov

What you did not know, was that he had a small smile on his face from the interaction as well. When he first heard that we was going to be wed to some highborn lady, he thought nothing of it. He simply accepted because he knew that it was his duty. Your father talked to him about you and the help that you’ve been with your great house. He was impressed, but he had to speak to you for himself. He was glad that he did. He found himself happy with you and your personality. He began falling for you and how bright and wonderful you are. He knew what he needed to do to truly win you over. Aemond was looking forward to the early morning surprise he has planned for you. And for the future marriage that was arranged. He walked into his own quarters with a smile on his face thinking about you.

First person pov

It was early morning and I was already dressed and on my way to meet Aemond at the beach. The morning was beautiful and warm. The colors in the sky has not yet graced the sky, so I carried a small torch to help guide my way. It took me nearly ten minutes to reach the beach. And just as he said, he was there also holding a torch. As soon as he saw me he smiled , which caused me to smile as well. I had heard that he was a cocky man, yet here he is smiling at me with excitement on his features. He made his way to me and softly grabbed my hands.

“Good morning, my lady” he said

“Good morning, my prince”

“Forgive the early morning, I find that my surprise is best looked at whist the sun is rising for the day” Aemond commented

“Whatever it is, I’m sure I’ll like it”

“Follow me then” he requested

I nodded my head and followed him further down the beach. The sun was just starting to peak through the horizon, so it was slightly easier to see. We walked in a comfortable silence and I wondered just what he was showing me. A few minutes later, I noticed this large mass in the distance. As we got closer, I saw it was the creature I had longed to see. It was Vhagar. I gasped with excitement which got Aemond’s attention.

“Yes, this is what I wish to show you. You mentioned last night that you wanted to see my dragon.” Aemond said confidently with a smirk on his face.

“Yes, I just did not expect you to show me her this soon.” I said a lot quicker than I would’ve hoped.

Aemond chucked and said “I wish to please you and this was a perfect way to do so. I wish for us to get a long, so I figured now is better than later, my Lady.”

As we approached Vhagar, Aemond walked slightly faster as to show he was there. He greeted his dragon and began petting her. Saying words in a language that I did not understand. Seeing her this closely brought tears to my eyes. She was truly the queen of the skies and I felt blessed to be in her presence. I was so lost in looking at her. Who wouldn’t be? My thoughts however were interrupted when I felt a hand slip in mine. Aemond said nothing and brought my hand up to touch Vhagar. When my hand touched her, I felt no fear. I she was beautiful. Vhagar shifted slightly at my touch, but stopped.

“She likes you” Aemond reassured.

“Are you sure?”

“Of course, if she didn’t she would have eaten you” he joked

“Thank you for letting me be this close to her. And thank you Vhagar for allowing me to touch you, it’s an honor.” I said to the both of them.

“Ride with me” he demanded

“Are you sure, my prince” I questioned

“Of course, it’s what you want isn’t it” he whispered

Aemond then helped me onto Vhagar. It’s took a little while because of how large the dragon was. Despite the advantage of having a large dragon, it sure is hard climbing up to mount it. After a small while I was standing on Vhagar with Aemond seated on his saddle. He turned to me with his hand stretched out.

“Come and sit behind me, my lady. And when you do be sure to hold onto me tight. Wouldn’t want my lady wife to be falling off” Aemond said

I did as he said and sat behind him on the saddle. It a slightly tight fit, but I managed. Than slowly I wrapped my arms around his torso. Despite him wearing leather, I felt his warmth. I held onto him tightly slightly nervous that I could fall. I heard him say a word to Vhagar in a unknown language and suddenly I felt myself being lifted off of the ground. I held onto him even tighter with my eyes shut. This was a foreign feeling for me.

“Relax, look out and see the skies, my lady. I promise you will not regret what you see.”Aemond yelled

Reluctantly I opened my eyes still holding tight to him and looked out at the sights before me. It was simply breathtaking. The colors have broken through the horizon making the skies glow. We were flying over the sea at speeds that I had never felt. I felt almost free on dragonback. The wind kissed my face and blew my hair back. I breathed in deeply and felt myself drown in pure bliss. I just hopped this wonderful feeling would be one that I could feel often.

“How are you feeling?” Aemond yelled

“Wonderful, simply wonderful. I was scared at first, though.” I answered honestly

“I’m sure you were. We will be landing soon but rest assured after we are married I promise to take you flying again and as much afterwards” he spoke

“Thank you my prince, this was a most generous gift.” I said while putting my head in his shoulder. I then proceeded to place a kiss on his cheek. I felt him smile as I did so.

After some time Vhagar landed back on the beach. The landing was tough but I felt in time I would get use to the feeling. My desire to see a dragon came true. Yet I never actually pictured myself riding one. After we climbed down Aemond and I began walking back to the red keep. Before we left, I thanked Vhagar for allowing me to ride her. We talked about the flight among other things. He was quite nice to talk to and I found myself getting excited to marry him. After some time, we were at the red keep. I felt saddened by this but part of me knew that today would happen again. I turned to speak to Aemond.

“Thank you for the kindness you have shown me this morning. I do hope that we can do this again.” I expressed graciously

“Anything for my lady” he spoke

I smiled at him and began walking up the steps until I felt him grab my arm softly and spin me around. I came face to face with him. A blush fell on my features as he put his hand on my cheek. His thumb went across my lip and my breathing got heavier. He then said something that sent shivers down my spine.

“My lady, would you allow me to kiss you?” He questioned

I nodded and slowly he put his lips on mine. His hand still holding my face. It was soft and so warm. His kiss made me feel fuzzy and craving more. He then pulled away and looked straight into my eyes with a look of desire. Without a moment further, he kissed me again this time deepening the kiss. I felt his tongue intertwine with mine. The kiss wasn’t rough it was filled with passion and I truly felt myself falling for him. Aemond broke the kiss and then spoke with his hand still resting on my cheek.

“Please join me today I would like to spend more time with you.” He whispered

“Thank you for the offer, and I accept.” I whispered back with a smile on my face.

“Good, now my lady why don’t we go library?”he questioned

“I’d love to, my prince.” I responded

“Please, you are to be my wife. I would prefer if you called me Aemond. And soon enough I wish for you to call me husband.” He spoke with a smile gracing his features as well.

“Of course, Aemond” I spoke.

We shared one last quick kiss and he then extended his arm for me to take. To which I gladly accepted. As we walked to the castle, I thought about how happy this moment made me. My desire to see and ride a dragon came true because of Aemond. And for that, I shall always be grateful to him and to Vhagar. I was glad that he was to be my husband.

First Flight

Thank you so much for reading. Sorry if Aemond is a little out of character. I wanted to branch out from anime and do some live action. đź’ś

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“Y/n” Hisoka said breaking the silence

“Hisoka” I said in almost a whisper.

Hisoka turned to me and my breath fought in my throat because I saw something that I never knew I would ever see. Hisoka was crying. His eyes were puffy and he had some dried tears on his face.

“Y/n, I am so sorry for the pain I have caused you. I don’t know the extent of it, but I know you were hurt because of my actions. I know I’m not the best man in the world, but I made you a promise and I broke that promise. I’m not trying to condone my actions, but I was threatened. The threat is gone now and honestly they were easier to dispose of than I thought.” Hisoka said laced with pain and sorrow.

“Hisoka why didn’t you tell me any of this? Why, why weren’t you honest with me?” I said eagerly.

“ Because I couldn’t lose you!” Hisoka exclaimed.

“My flower you are the most important thing I have ever had and I truly love you.” Hisoka said as he moved closer to me with tears in both our eyes.

“I said those awful things to try and protect you. I thought that if I had hurt you, that you would forget about me. You would realize how bad I was and find someone you could love. Someone that you would never have to feel unsafe with. I just wanted to protect you and I thought that by me leaving, you would be safe”

“You’re such an idiot Hiso! I love you. I always have. I’ve spent the last year trying to forget about you. I’ve worked on my mental health and did things more for myself. I did do some healing in the process, but you were still on my mind. I couldn’t get you out no matter what I tried.” I said as I reached out and held his face lovingly. 

Hisoka had a shocked expression on his face that was also filled with love.

“Please will you give me another chance to fix the wrongs I have made. I promise that I will never hurt you as I have again. My heart tore knowing what I did to you. And I have always regretted losing you my flower. You don’t have to say anything now, but please consider it.” Hisoka pleated.

“You hurt me so much Hisoka I need some time to think things over.”

“I understand flower I will give you as much time as you need.” Hisoka said lovingly.

One week later…

Maybe I’m stupid or maybe I’ve just made the best decision of my life. But I can’t help the way I feel for him. Knowing what he did out of love for me makes me rethink this past year. I will insist on taking things slow, but I simply cannot stop loving him.

Reaching for my phone, I texted him and asked him to meet at the park like we did a week ago. He responded within a minute and agreed. I was nervous about this. Overthinking about how bad all of this could go again. But I just can’t help my feelings. After a ten minute walk I finally made it to the park where I saw Hisoka standing in the same spot we were in a week ago.

“Hisoka”

Hisoka turned to me and looked at me with an expression full of love. One that I haven’t seen in a long time.

“Flower” he said

“I’ve made my decision.” I said with full confidence.

“I will give you a second chance because I simply cannot help my feelings for you. This might be the dumbest thing I could do, but I’m willing to take that chance. With that said I wanna take things a little slow with you. And build up our relationship again.”

“Thank you, thank you for giving me this chance, flower” Hisoka beamed.

Suddenly he came up to me and embraced me. God, it felt like I was home again. I always did feel so safe in his arms. Breathing him in. Feeling his warmth. I felt so happy in that moment. And honestly I didn’t want to let go. I knew that Hisoka didn’t want to either based on how tight he was hugging me. Everything felt good again. Everything felt truly peaceful. And now I feel as thought I won’t need to ever ask…

Why?

Why? Pt. 2

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