This Is What Youve Gotta Do Pt.1

This Is What You’ve Gotta Do pt.1

Megumi x reader

Fluff, wholesome. Megumi has a crush on you and turns to his friend Itadori to figure out how to tell you. Megumi and Itadori are aged up in this fic.

Megumi pov

This is so annoying. I haven’t had a second to think for myself for nearly an hour now. My head hurts from the constant nagging and booming voice in the room. I want to leave, but that’s out of the question. Itadori found out a secret that I honestly thought I would bring to my very grave. It was super late at night when he barged it only to tell me something that shook my very core. He found out about my crush on l/n…

“ Come on man you gotta tell her!!!!!! Its Important that you do Fushiguro!!!!” Itadori exclaimed with stars in his eyes.

“Oh yeah and how so?” I said feeling a slight blush creep on my features.

“Because I think you guys would be so cute!!!!!”

“No” I deadpanned

“Awwww please you gotta tell her!”

“No”

“Please”

“No”

“PRETTY PLEASE!!!!!!!!” Itadori screaming to the point where I know the whole campus heard.

I looked up at my friend who looked like he was going to burst if I said no. God, so annoying. I don’t even know if she likes me at all. I mean she’s sweet and caring. Her eyes light up when she’s passionate about something. And my heart feels all fuzzy when I think about her smile. I’ve never felt this way before and to be honest I have no idea what to do. Or where to start. Maybe my idiot classmate is right?

“Fine, I’ll do it” I said reluctantly

“YESS!” Itadori screamed once again

“Stop yelling.” I deadpanned

“Okay okay okay”

“Look, I have no idea how to even confess to someone or if l/neven likes me at all.” Saying with a sad look upon my face.

“Ya know, the only reason I’m telling you to confess is because I overheard y/n and Nobara taking about their crushes. And guess who’s name she said…”Itadori said in full confidence.

“Who?”

“You” Itadori said with stars in his eyes

She likes me! What! This changes things. Maybe this could work between us. Being Jujutsu Sorcerers will be tricky, but it’s something that’s been done before. So maybe it’ll work for us. I began smiling. A smile that I hope soon I could show her.

“I’ll do it” I said with full confidence.

“YESS” Itadori exclaimed

“Alright Fushiguro. This is what you’ve gotta do…”

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Part 2

Why Do You Care Now?

Erwin Smith x fem!Reader

In which Erwin and reader get into an argument about the status of their relationship…

Angst, Erwin is an ass, fluff eventuality.

Your Pov

He doesn’t care about me. I was simply something that could satisfy his needs while he had spare time. He told me he loved me and that I was the reason he fought so hard for humanity. Now I know he told me sweet lies so I’d be caught in his trap. I was just a toy for Erwin Smith. This revelation makes me feel sick. I feel betrayed and yet I still love him. I truly do and I thought he did too, but it was all a lie. Every sweet word, every touch, every feeling was nothing more than a deception.

A few minutes earlier…

I walk into my lover’s office to deliver him reports. I also wanted to talk to him about our relationship and whether or not it would be okay if other people could know about us. I mean it doesn’t seem like a bad thing to ask about, right?

I knock on his door and hear him telling me to enter. I entered with a smile on my face. Seeing him always makes my heart fill with joy. Because this world is dangerous and death is around every corner, but being with Erwin makes me realize that it’s can also be beautiful. I set the reports on his desk as he send me a small smile.

“Hello Commander” I say

“Hello cadet” Erwin says with a serious expression.

“Here are the recent reports for you sir”

“Thank you cadet, that’ll be all”

“Actually sir, there is something I’d like to talk with you about.” I say nervously

“I have a minute to spare, so please” he says as he gestures to the seat in front of me.

“It’s about us. I was wondering if it would be okay if we could maybe tell people about our relationship? I mean we have been together for a while now, and I just though that it would be time to tell people.” I said with as much confidence as I could muster.

“Y/n I think you misunderstand what we are exactly.” Erwin says with a sigh

“Aren’t we together sir?” I question.

“No y/n you are simply someone that I have sexual relations with. You and I are nothing more that casual friends that have sex.” Erwin says while looking at me.

My heart drops at this sudden information and I’m confused on what he means.

“B-but Erwin you told me that you loved me. You do love me don’t you?” I say as tears start to form.

“I do not love you. I have never loved you. I only said that to you to satisfy your needs and to keep you around me. I’m far too busy for love. And even if I wasn’t, you’re not the person that I’d first choose. You’re a clingy annoying brat that is only good for sex. In fact I do not care what happens to you. If you were to die, then I would simply take it like everyone else that dies for this regiment.” He says with no ounce of remorse.

I sit there with tears now flowing out of my eyes. My entire heart feels like it’s been shattered. I can’t breathe. I thought he loved me? I’m nothing to him? He wouldn’t care if I died? This is not the same man I knew yesterday. The man I knew yesterday would have hugged me if I had asked. Or comforted me after a rough expedition. Or kissed me just because. The man I knew yesterday would tell me how important I was to him and how much he loved me. He would’ve told me that he would protect me and that he hoped one day we could live together and get married. That man I knew yesterday is no longer the man I see in front of me. This man is nothing but anger and he’s looking at me like I’m the most disgusting thing in this wretched world.

“Now Cadet if that’s all, you may take your leave” Erwin says coldly

I say nothing as I leave his office. For I cannot even speak. Hell, I can’t even think straight. Everything I had is now gone. He truly doesn’t care for me. My feelings for him don’t matter and neither does my life. Currently it feels as though I’m drowning in sadness unable to see the surface.

One month later during an expedition…

Beyond the walls is beautiful, it truly is. If it weren’t for the threat of titians, humanity would flourish out here. Currently the scouts are on an expedition. Our mission is to gather as much information as we can. This is set to be a several day expedition, but so far our losses exceed what we hoped. Yet the commander pushes us on with our mission.

At this point I don’t care if I live or die. This world is shit and the thing I loved most betrayed me. So now, I don’t believe I have a will to live. Erwin was the only thing I had. My parents were scouts and they both met their demise during an expedition just like this one. Maybe I’ll join them soon? Will anyone account my death if I were to die today? Will anyone care? Will he care?

My thoughts were interrupted my a large hand hovering over me. Before I could react, it grabbed me and began lifting me off my horse. I didn’t scream as it began crushing my bones. I didn’t cry as I saw it’s mouth opening and felt myself being pulled towards it. All I felt was relief. And for the first time in awhile, I feel happy. I’m going to die and that doesn’t scare me.

Suddenly I heard the sound of ODM gear. And the grip on my body loosened and I felt my body begin to fall. The fall was interrupted by someone grabbing me mid air. I felt dizzy and it felt like there was a blanket of blood covering my broken body. My eyes felt heavy and all I wanted to do was close my eyes. I’m so tired and I can’t feel my body. Before I closed my eyes I saw him. Erwin’s face is hovering over mine. Maybe I’m having one last hopeful imagination, but I think I see tears in his eyes. His mouth is moving, but I can’t hear any words coming out of his mouth. After a minute of looking at him I finally close my eyes and everything goes dark.

Erwin Pov

It’s been nearly a week since I saved y/n. She’s going to recover, but her body was bruised severely and several of her bones were broke. It’s a miracle that she was able to survive. The thought of her dying broke something in me. I know what I said to her. And if there were ever anything I were to regret, it would be the poison that I spoke to her on that day. Seeing her about to get eaten made me neglect my very duties as a commander. I broke formation to save her. Every logical thought I had was replaced with my desire to save her. I try being with her as much as I can, however my duties as a commander keep me away from her. I want to be there when she wakes up. I want to tell her that all I said to her on that day was nothing but lies. I want her to forgive me and love me the way that she use to. I want to tell her, hell, I need to tell her that I do indeed love her.

At first she was someone that I used to satisfy my needs. She was simply a means to an end. There was a time where the threat of her life would not have bothered me. But she slowly crept into my heart. She made me feel more passion that I thought was capable in this life. That scared me. I was scared of how she made me feel. In fear of losing her. But she’s alive and would have died if I didn’t save her.

Two Days Later…

I managed to get some spare time to see her today. Hange says that y/n should wake up soon. I’m hoping she does. I miss her and I’m desperate to tell her how I feel. She needs to hear what I have to say. I’m confident that she will forgive me if I just tell her. Right?

My thoughts are interrupted when I heard rustling next to me. I immediately went close to her just waiting for her to open her eyes. After a few more seconds, her eyes flutter open and my eyes meet with hers and I began to smile.

“Y/n, I’m so glad you’re awake. How are you feeling?” I asked her

“Erwin?” She whispered

“Don’t talk just yet let me get you some water. ” I say as I grab the glass of water by her bedside.

“Thanks” she say as she grabs the water from my hand and takes a small sip from it. After she’s done I take it from her and place it back on her bedside.

“Erwin, why are you here?” She questions

“Y/n, I’m here because I was worried about you. You nearly died, but I managed to save you from a titan. You’ve been asleep for little over a week now, but Hange says that you’ll make a full recovery.” I tell her

“Thank you for saving me Erwin, I truly appreciate that, but you didn’t answer my question”

“I’m here because I need to tell you that everything I said to you that say was a lie. I said those hurtful things to you because I was scared of telling anyone because I was scared. And y/n I am so sorry for what I said to you. And I hope that you can forgive me for what I’ve done to you. Y/n I love you and I want us to be together again. And this time I want us to be public with it. I’ll give you some time to think, but just know that I truly do want this with you.” I said to her sincerely hoping she would understand.

“Erwin, thank you for being honest with me. However I do not want to be with you.” She said

“Y/n you’re confused and you just woke up. Maybe give it a few days?” I said nervously

“Erwin I’m sorry but I cannot be with someone that said they wouldn’t care if I was dead. You lied to me and used me. Hell, I don’t even know if you’re telling me the truth. And why do you even care now?” Y/n said raising her voice.

“Y/n I am telling you the truth. So please give me this chance I will do better I promise”

“Please leave and don’t come and visit me again. I do not want to be with you. I will not allow myself to love you the way I use to. So please leave. You and I are nothing more than commander and cadet.” She says coldly.

“Y/n please.” I beg her

“Just go!”

I do as she says and I leave the room. I’ve lost her. If I had only showed her that I cared for her then, none of this would’ve happened. But at the same time I felt that my apology was good. She’s just not thinking rationally, so perhaps she’ll come back to me soon. That’s my hope anyway.

One Year Later

Your pov

My body took months to heal and because of how badly I was injured, I permanently have a slight limp in my leg. It stops me from being as efficient as I use to be, but I manage. I am no longer bothered by Erwin Smith. He was persistent about us being together again for months after I woke up. But now he’s ceased his actions and our relationship is strictly professional. He did promise me that I would be the only woman he’d ever love. And how he regrets his actions. I feel bad for him, but I’ve moved on and I’m much happier with my life.

I also found new love in someone that I trust. He’s a very strong soldier with a passion to help humanity. I admire and love him. He’s loyal and with him I never question whether or not he loves me or not. I’m so happy that we fell for each other. And we’re even public with our relationship. When I asked him he didn’t hesitate to say yes to the idea. His name is Mike Zacharias. He helped me get promoted to squad leader and I have yet to lose anyone. I feel accomplished with what I have done and who I have become. This world is dangerous, but now I have the passion to fight for my future.

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Be Okay pt.1

Satoru Gojo x Reader

Angst, mentions of cheating. You find your lover with another woman and decide it’s time to move on.

Your pov

I wish things were different. My lover, Satoru, has been acting different lately. He’s not so cheerful anymore and neither am I. I just didn’t realize how much pain I would be in. I can’t stay with him anymore. He no longer treats me the way he use to. I’ve tried to talk to him about my feelings, but he acts like nothing is wrong. I don’t smile as much I use to. My heart aches with my realization. That our love has failed. That all of those sweet words were temporary and that we were doomed from the start. That soon enough I will be losing my “perfect romance.

Today I found out he was seeing another woman. I don’t know her name, but I do know that she is very pretty. I found them at a coffee shop four blocks from our shared apartment. I never heard what they said. I just saw how Satoru smiled when he looked at her. It wasn’t a half assed smile either. This was the same way he looked at me throughout our four year relationship. He looked like he was enjoying himself with her. She was just as enthusiastic about being with him as well.

At first I tried to deny the truth from myself. That maybe she was just a friend that he hadn’t seen in a long time and they were catching up. That he maybe was just putting on a happy act with a friend. But my theories were shot down quickly when I saw something that crushed my very soul. He kissed her. And not just a small peck. But a genuine kiss filled with passion and even perhaps, love.

After I saw them share a kiss, I decided to go home. My heart was aching so bad that it felt as though the very air in my lungs were bricks. With tear stained eyes, I pushed my way into the apartment. I didn’t even make it to the couch as my legs felt so weak. I just had to stop and and cry. I had never cried so hard In my life.

My tears fell and my face grew numb from my cries. The emotions going through me were a mix of sadness, pain, anger, and confusion. It’s felt as though they were all mixed up in a sort of emotional wave. It could control my cries nor did I want to. So I let myself feel for as long as I needed to.

About an hour later, I started to calm down. I still felt horrible, but now I needed to take care of myself. I’m not going to wallow in my pain right now. Satoru could be home soon and I just don’t want to face him. Why should I? Why should I face him, when he wasn’t ready to face me? Why couldn’t he just say he didn’t love me anymore? I would’ve preferred that over finding him with that beautiful woman. 

I decided I needed to leave. There was nothing holding me to this apartment anymore. Satoru paid for it. Lord knows he can afford it. So got up and went into our shared bedroom to pack my things. Good thing I’ve never been one too hold on to a lot of stuff. Just some clothes, toiletries, and a few souvenirs I had from my childhood. And I packed them all in about two suitcases and a small bag.

I called f/n and told them everything going on and they didn’t hesitate to let me stay with them until I could find my own place to stay. It feels so nice to have someone like them. Hell, I don’t know how well I’ll manage without their support. They told me they’d be over in 15 minutes and right now I’m just hoping Satoru won’t be come home. I don’t wish to see the man that broke my trust.

While waiting, I wrote him a letter. Explaining my feelings without actually talking to him because I know that I would not be able to contain my emotions. In the letter, I told him what I saw. And how there is no way that he wasn’t with her after what I had seen. How he had broken my trust and threw our love away like it was nothing. Like how I was nothing. I thanked him for loving me though all these years and hoped that at least some of it was real. Finally I told him that I hope he’s happy with her and that I will be moving on with my life. That I do not wish for him to contact me. That I am going to be okay.

I left the note on the kitchen counter along with the necklace he gave me on our first anniversary. I didn’t even look back at the apartment and I’m so glad that he didn’t come home while I was waiting for f/n. I feel like I somehow waisted years of my life on someone who could never truly love me. And that hurt my heart even more. I just hope one day that I can be okay. I’m just sad that he won’t be in my life anymore. But it’s going to be okay.

Thank you so much for reading❤️ I will be making a PART 2 for this. It will have Satoru’s pov and what happens to next. I might make this in to a series, but we’ll see. Thanks.

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This Is What You’ve Gotta Do pt.2

Megumi x fem!Reader

Fluff, wholesome. Megumi I confesses to you. Megumi and Itadori are aged up.

Megumi pov

After talking with Itadori I made my way back to my room. And With my new found confidence thanks to him, I can tell her how I feel. Ever since she joined us and shows her strength I’ve wanted to know her, really know her. Her abilities rival mine and I can’t help myself but want to know more. Her quick thinking and snarky remarks draw me to her. She’s always been kind to me, even when I was unsavory to her. I can’t help but feel bad for the way I treated her when I first met her. I thought she was just another Jujutsu Sorcerer bound to die in this shit world fighting a cursed spirit that she couldn’t handle. God how wrong I was. She’s been able to fight off cursed spirits that would be hard for a second grade to handle. Hell, I think she should be a first grade or higher.

I needed to figure out a way to tell her that wouldn’t be too awkward. I thought about just asking her out for the day, but I’ve never done that before so it might be weird for her. I now know that she feels the same so maybe I should just rip the damn bandaid off? I groaned with annoyance at this. I just want to finally tell her, but I’m overthinking it too much. She feels the same way that I do, but why can’t I come up with a way to tell her? My rapid fire thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. I was confused by this considering how late it was and how Itadori told me that he was going to sleep. Groaning slightly, I got out of my bed and opened the door. And to my surprise, it was her. She was here at this ungodly hour. It would take a fool to not know what she was here for. I knew I needed to tell her first. Then she began speaking.

“Fushiguro I’m sorry for coming so late, but there is something I need to tell you. I need to tell you-“

“L/n I like you.” I interrupted boldly

A massive blush erupted my face. She stood there with a smile on her face and I could tell that she was blushing too. She took one of her fingers and poked my cheek and laughed a little. Her cheeks pulled up into a full blown smile which made my entire body erupt with heat.

“Megumi, you’re blushing” she cooed

“Shut up” I responded looking at the ground.

L/n then took that finger and placed it under my chin pushing it upright. Her eyes sparkled and I swear she was the most beautiful person I ever saw.

“Gumi, I like you too. I have for awhile. I just wanted to tell ya soon. Not telling ya was causing me unnecessary anxiety. I only got the confidence to tell you like a few minutes ago. Itadori came to my room and practically yelled that you liked me and told me to tell you” she spoke

“Are you serious?” I deadpanned

“Yep” she said

“Funny, he came to me too tonight and told me that you liked me and said I need to tell you how I feel too.” I told her

“Guess we have some thanking to go to him.” She spoke

“Yeah, I guess we do” I said while smiling.

“So do you wanna go out tomorrow, we have a day off?” She asked

“Yeah, that sounds really nice L/n. And please, Call me Megumi.” I said

“Alright Megumi, call me y/n then.” She said giving me a closed eye smile.

“Goodnight y/n”

“Goodnight Megumi”

Just as I was about to close the door, she pulled my shoulder and kissed me on my cheek. I froze for a second and as I was about to speak to her she ran off. I smiled and touched the spot on my cheek. I was excited for tomorrow and to try and show her the side of me that I hope only she gets to see. I closed my door and knew I also had to give Itadori a formal thank you for helping me get the confidence to tell y/n I like her. I won’t tell her this yet, hell not for a while, but I’m excited for when I can say I love you.

Here’s part 2. I didn’t think I would make this but here ya go. Been a little busy lately with life. Hope everyone had fun during the holidays and if you didn’t, I hope you have good days soon. Thank you for reading❤️

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Part 1

Knowing Him

Toji Fushiguro x fem!Reader

Angst, Fluff. You reflect on your feelings for Toji. Art not mine.

Your pov

Its been nearly a month now since I’ve seen him. He comes and goes as he pleases, never staying more than a week at a time. He says he’s working and that his job is extremely demanding, but pays really well. I always think that if it pays well, then why does he never have any money?

I met him years ago and was completely shocked by how handsome he was. He’s tall and extremely muscular. He’s got this scar on his lip and his eyes are a beautiful forest green. He’s a very cocky man with a strong sense of confidence that I’ve never seen in a man. It’s almost like he’s convinced that he’s strong and so nothing can touch him. It took him a while to open up to me. First it was just sex between us, but he slowly started staying and telling me about his fears and his past. I felt grateful that he did so, but now I’m not so sure.

I miss him dearly and to be honest I’m not sure if he’s dead or alive. I’m scared for him. I know he’s strong, but he’s not invincible. I know that by the number of times I’ve had to patch him up after he would stumble into my house covered in blood. I just wonder if he got so hurt that he couldn’t manage to find the strength to come here so I could help him. Or maybe he got tired of me and found somewhere else to stay? I just hope that he’s alive.

1 Month Later…

Toji’s Pov

This job has taken me a lot longer than expected. The fucker has been tough to find. Took me nearly two months just to find this asshole and put a bullet in his head. I’m tired and all I can think about right now is her. I’ve known her for a while now. I guess she’s about the only person I consider someone I care about. She’s always been so gentle and caring to me. I don’t deserve her kindness though. I know I don’t. Hell, the best way I can say thank you is fucking her brains out after she helps me. Pretty shitty, but at least it’s really good sex.

I want to go see her I want to be in her arms tonight. But at the same time I don’t want her to be nagging about if I’m okay. Of course I’m not, but I can’t tell her that. I can’t tell her that I’ve missed her. If she knew, I don’t think she’d respond well to my softness. I haven’t had these thoughts or feelings for another woman since my late wife. She was everything to me and the only person I vowed to love. Or so I thought.

Guess my feelings got in the way of my thinking because I find myself standing at her front door. It’s sunset now, I’ve been standing here for about five minutes just thinking about what I’m going to say to her or how I’m even going to say it. After composing myself, I began knowing on the door. Part of me hopes she doesn’t open up and that she’s fast asleep. But soon enough I hear the door unlock and here her sweet voice.

“Toji?” She says in shock. “Where have you been and why haven’t you contacted me?”

“Sorry sweetheart I’ve been really busy with work lately. But I can promise ya that I won’t be workin for a little while.” I say

“You didn’t answer my question, but I guess I’m just glad that you’re okay.” She answers

“Sorry, but I can’t say. I just need to tell you something that I’ve been holding on to for a little while now.” I answer honesty

“Well, what is it?” I she questions

“Y/n I have no idea how to tell you this. And I don’t even know how you feel about this.” I mumbled. “Fuck it, y/n I think I love ya sweetheart.” I practically yelled

She stands there shocked. Now I feel like shit. Guess she doesn’t feel the way that I do. I knew It was a bad idea. Guess I was right not to give up my heart again to someone. I began to leave until I hear her call out to me. When I turned around, her lips were on mine.

Your pov

I’m kissing him. I’ve done it many times before this. But now it feel different. It’s full of passion and dare I say, love. It’s warm, and my hear beating faster than it ever has. We broke our kiss and I look up into his eyes.

“Toji, I love you too” I say with a smile.

“You had me worried there for a second, but I’m glad sweetheart, I’m really glad.”

This moment and any moment with Toji, my lover, makes me realize how glad it is that I know him. And now I’m excited for what’s to come.

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Riding Horses

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Erwin x fem!Reader

Fluff. You and Erwin enjoy peace as you ride on your horses.

Imagine Erwin and you horseback riding together. You’re inside the walls, so it’s safe. It’s just the two of you riding past houses and lush fields of wildflowers. The wind is blowing through your hair and the smell of grass fills your nose. It’s a perfect day to go riding and it’s even more perfect because you get to spend time with Erwin. You two are usually very busy being scouts, so it’s quite nice getting time to yourselves. You’re both so happy to be together without having your duties to worry about today. Erwin told you that he was taking you somewhere special, so you’re quite excited. The day is perfect and so is the love that you two share.

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