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Wheeeeew, That Was OW. If Y'all Are Feeling Like Crying Tonight, This Is Good Company... But If You Want

wheeeeew, that was OW. If y'all are feeling like crying tonight, this is good company... but if you want to absolutely bawl and sob, Nikki has her nba!jk on her page which is even better 😚.

this character is something else, let me tell you. he's annoying, deceitful, and selfish. all around toxic something. but still a really great read. I remember Nikki telling me about her wanting to create this jisung and i about SOBBED LMAO. i love my jisungie, but she really did a great job at making me hate him lol. because I very much do lol (but i love her so it's okay).

p.s. @xpeachesncream I'll send you my therapy bill 😚

if only (han jisung) | one shot.

—summary: even after going above & beyond for your best friend throughout the twists & turns your relationship has brought, you still end up dealing with a terrible case of han jisung welcoming love, but not being able to love in return.

—pairing: han jisung x f. reader

—genre: (18+) college au, best friends w/ benefits | heavy angst, smut

—word count: 18.4k

—warnings: lots of heavy/triggering stuff in this please proceed with caution!! fuckboy!han, heavy angst, cussing, partying, clubbing, alcohol consumption, intoxication, mentions of yacking 😐, toxic relationships (past & current i guess?), lies on top of lies, jisung calls oc ‘babe’ but there isnt anything behind it besides it being a nickname 😅, making out, protected sex, car sex, choking, fingering/clit play, mentions of a hickey or two, manipulation/gaslighting, hurtful arguments, unspoken feelings, lots of overthinking and insecurities, jisung says a lot of things that hold zero weight, minor violence (like punching an object), poor minho?? he’s patient af, minsung are good friends but there’s also this awfully weird shift that happens between them everytime oc is involved (mainly bcos of jisung), jisung is messy, jisung is drama, it’s not always mentioned in detail but the infidelity exists, also not always mentioned but all events occur over a span of time, if this whole thing feels messy it’s absolutely intended, just 18k of a downward spiral and toxic cycles 😔 no happy ending!!

—a/n: a birthday gift from me to you <33

playlist: less of you (cover) - fern // snooze - sza // oceans - flores// leave before you love me - jonas brothers & marshmello // catch my breath - william singe // lie 2 me - fern

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2 years ago

Baby Kicks Pt. 2

pairing: husband!jungkook x pregnant wife!reader

genre: expecting parents au, fluff, 18+

summary: Jungkook busies himself with laundry.

wc: 817

warnings: mentions of pregnancy, apprehensiveness/anxiety about being a first-time parent

date: April 15, 2023

Jungkook keeps his music low, humming along as he fixes the mood lamp on the coffee table. All day he’s busied himself with laundry, washing your clothing, his, and everything for his son.

Piles and piles of folded clothing sit all around him. Multiple trips to his son’s bedroom to put everything away by size and color have occupied most of his night. He’d taken extra care with the denim jacket he’d bought recently, one that matched his own. You’d giggled when he’d shown you a black leather jacket similar to his, informing him that Mini-Me would outgrow it faster than he thought. Jungkook simply smiled, pulling out six more identical jackets in various sizes.

You had gone to bed hours ago, but Jungkook could hear you rolling from side to side, grunting as you tried to get comfortable. Blackjack had peeped his head over his bed, looking toward the bedroom before staring at Jungkook with those dark, brooding eyes. Jungkook swears Blackjack still has it out for him after the couch incident.

Jungkook had helped you pack your hospital bag earlier, deciding to wash everything in your home just in case your baby arrived sooner than expected. You were so close to your due date, more than ready to meet your son and hopefully be able to lie down comfortably as well.

At the moment, Jungkook had a pile of his Calvin Klein boxers in his laundry basket. All brand new, but all washed before he wore them. You never know what clothing has been through before wearing it right off the rack or right out of a package. Besides, he liked his clothing smelling good, and he enjoyed doing laundry, so it wasn’t a big deal for him. In fact, the reason he was washing his new underwear was that his had mysteriously disappeared or had popped back up with tiny holes that matched Blackjack’s little teeth. You say it’s all circumstantial evidence, but Blackjack seems to yap every time Jungkook takes his underwear out of the laundry basket. Suspicious.

After folding his underwear and socks, he places everything back into the basket to carry to your bedroom. He’s quiet as he puts it away, the room illuminated by the glow of the lamp on the nightstand. He does his best to hurry, but as he shuts the last drawer, you’re calling his name.

“Yeah, baby?” he asks as he sets the basket aside and jogs to your side, his eyes immediately scoping out any signs of distress.

“I can’t sleep,” you groan as you sit up, pillows supporting your back. “He won’t stop moving.”

Jungkook smiles softly. His hand rests on your rounded belly as he coos. “Go to sleep, Mini-Me.”

You laugh when there’s a kick in response. Probably wasn’t the best idea to call Jungkook over, but you’re tired and hopeful he’ll be able to settle your son. Jungkook is not one to give up easily. He climbs into bed beside you, scooting close to your stomach as he talks to your child. His hand rubs gentle circles into your skin, singing softly when he notes your eyes close and your breathing evens out.

“I can’t wait to meet you, little one. You’re going to be so cute,” Jungkook whispers, his hair falling over his eyes as he kisses your stomach. Smiling, Jungkook carefully settles into his side of the bed. He’s been apprehensive about his son’s arrival. He’s never held a baby before. He worries he’ll drop his son or perhaps his son won’t like him, and he’ll cry any time he holds him.

Jungkook read several books, took notes, and even practiced installing the car seat and taking it out just to do it again. He wants to be the perfect dad and wants Mini-Me to be so loved and never want for anything.

Some nights, his thoughts keep him awake until the birds are chirping and the sun is rising, streaming through the cracks in the curtains. You always assure him, kiss him until his worries turn minuscule, and as the days fly by and the due date hangs over his head, the nervousness grows. He knows you’ll be amazing. How could you not be?

“Jungkook,” your soft voice startles him as your hand reaches for his.

“Yes?” he asks in response, his tongue feeling like lead.

“Are you okay?” you ask gently, knowing that his thoughts are probably running rampant with worry.

“I will be,” Jungkook answers honestly as he scoots closer to you.

“He’ll love you, Koo. There’s no way he won’t,” you grin. “He kicks every time he hears your voice. More so when you sing to him.”

Jungkook feels reassured, nodding as he blinks the tears from his eyes.

“Come on,” you encourage Jungkook. “Let’s get some sleep before Mini-Me gets here. We’ll need it.”

“Goodnight, baby,” Jungkook kisses your cheek. “Goodnight, Mini-Me. Sleep tight.”