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YEAH THAT ANON CAN FUCK OFF if ya don’t like someone’s work showing up just block the account 👺👹👿💀 there’s no need to demand it and in such a rude way but anywaysss you doing amazing sweety! I love your writing! The first fic i read from u is mario kart distractions and i really liked it <3 i look forward to your future stories💕
I love your engery omg💀you got a good laugh out of me.
thank you so much for your support! I'm so glad you enjoyed mario kart distractions, I was really worried bc I felt like lacked some details and wrote it weirdly. which I know I did lack some bc its being so long since I wrote more any 3,000 words.
but thank you for your sweet words, I really appreciate them! I can't wait to post more stories.😊
mario kart distractions *preview*
yang jeongin x reader
description: reader shows up at her best friend, lia's, apartment with all her stuff in bags. only to find out she's not there and runs into lia's neighbor(and crush of one year) jeongin, who offers her to spend the night til the morning.
full story: here
preview warnings: just jeongin and the reader playing video games, sexual tension, teasing, slight very smut at the end.
preview wc: 1,384
a/n: if anyone wants to be tag when it gets fully posted, just leave a comment. :))
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"can I borrow your charger? I left mine." I said. he nodded and moved his chair over. "do you just want to charge it in here and we play some games?" jeongin asked, pulling down his headphones to his neck. "do you have mario kart? I haven't played it in forever." I asked as I walked closer to him. "of course I have mario kart!" jeongin said. "okay, okay. where's the charger?" I said with a big smile. jeongin point under the desk, "it should be down there. it's white you should see it." he said, moving himself out of the way. I got onto the floor and searched for the plug. I crawled more under the desk to get a better look. "did you find it?" jeongin asked as he moved closer. I finally got a glimpse of the damn thing, "found it!" I said as I plugged my phone up.
I brought my body out from under the desk and placed my phone on the edge of the surface above me. "okay then, let's play some mario kart!" jeongin said with a smile. I looked up at him from the floor. as our eyes met, I felt the mood shift and quickly too. the way his bright smile changed just by his eyes as they casted down upon me. his eyes held something behind them, like he was holding back something. we felt frozen in place by each other's stare, neither one of us moving. the longer we held eye contact, the more warm the room felt.
my eyes trailed from his, to his nose, lips, his neck, collarbone, to- I shot my eyes back up. his eyes were on my lips for just a second more. "i- let me go grab a hair tie, don't want my hair to get in the way of me winning." I said as I jumped off the floor and quickly went to get a hair tie from the other bedroom.
I tied my hair in a simple style and looked at it in the mirror. I look at myself and asked myself in my head what the fuck just happened? I took a good deep breath and headed back to the game room. jeongin had already put mario kart on and grabbed a second chair and had two controllers laying out. "ready to get your ass best, winner." jeongin taunted as he handed me one of the controllers. "are you?" I sassed back. I sat back next to him and picked out my favorite character. "really? you're gonna lose with that dude." jeongin laughed.
"oh yeah, at least I didn't pick the most basic ass character- mario." I said as I pointed to his side of the screen. "oh you are going so down for calling mario basic ass character." he said back. "but he is, his name is literally in the title!" I tried to explain myself. "no! but guess what." he said. I looked over to him and said what with playful eyes. "I hope you're good at rainbow road because I just chose the course with it in it." he smirked as my jaw dropped.
after 5 rounds of mario kart, it was 3 - 2. jeongin said he was done with the game because he was bored. "what is that I hear? jeongin being a sore loser?" I said. "NO!....but I still can't believe I lost 3 times to you." he said, covering his face with his hands. I giggled and came closer to him as I uncovered his face. our faces inches apart, as I leaned in more and more, his eyes became wide then flicked down to my lips and back up. I stopped and looked at him, taking in his good looks and placed my hand on his cheek. with an evil smile I said, "I believe it." before patting his cheek. jeongin's face dropped and was unpleased. I got up from my seat and reached for my phone, which was now on the ground because of how competitive we both got. I placed my phone back on the desk.
jeongin scooted his chair closer to me as I stood back up. he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his lap. my back against his chest as he rested his head on my shoulder. I felt my heart beating out of my chest. well this is a new experience. i froze in his arms, not knowing what to do. so i just laid my hands on his arms. "you know what? I'm feeling like playing one more round." jeongin quietly said next to my ear. I felt my body react to his words. "really now?" I said, turning my head a bit to see him. he nodded, "but there's a twist." he said before continuing, "one person plays the game as the other one tries to distract them, making them lose." he handed me the controller. "okay, but since it's your idea, you should play first." I said. he raised his eyebrows but agreed.
I smiled and stood up beside him. he picked his character, mario again, and clicked the first course in the top row. "try your best to distract me." jeongin said with a smirk as the countdown began. once the race started, I took my time. there are multiple races in each course anyway, might as well take my time and butter him up slowly.
on the first race, I stared at him- blatantly checking him out, also easing up on him very slowly. he only messed up a few times.
on the second race, i stood right behind him and leaned down where both of our heads were level. I told him when someone was coming up or about to hit him, he lost one of the laps.
on the third race, I did the same thing but added a few touches here and there on his arms. again he lost one lap.
the last race, I stopped everything and placed my hands on his shoulders. bringing them down just a little and right back up. but every time I went down, I went a little further each time. by the end of the last lap- which he lost, my hands went down to his waist. he lost all three laps that race.
"you did a pretty okay job at distracting me, I only lost one race and lost a few laps." he huffed. he turned around to face me and handed me the controller. I grabbed it and expected him to stand up so I could sit. "come on, don't be shy." he said, lightly grabbing my hand and placing me on his lap once again. oh sweet baby jesus, help me. we spun back to the screen and I chose my go-to character from earlier and the same course he did. I can do this, I told myself.
the first race, jeongin just held me with a few squeezes and nuzzled his head into my neck. I did good on that race.
the second race, he would pull me into him anytime I would try to lean to focus and breathe into my neck. only messed up a few times.
the third race, he got brave and started leaving light kisses on my neck. it shocked me and made me lose two laps.
the last race, he hands started going down to my thighs and leaving little grips on them. I sighed and leaned into him. "you good?" he asked. I let out a small yes as I finished the first lap. two more to go, come on y/n. he was just rubbing my thighs, but slowly making his way closer to my inner thighs. without realizing, I opened my legs up- enough to fit his hands. I closed my eyes for a second and relished in the feeling. "focus y/n-nie." jeongin said with a small laugh. I opened my eyes and saw I fell back to 4th place. shit I said to myself as I finished the second lap.
as soon as I got back into first place on the last lap, jeongin placed his hand on my cunt. I gasped. "is this okay?" jeongin asked, looking at me. "yeah." I said out of breath.
mario kart distractions
yang jeongin x afab!reader
description: reader shows up at her best friend, lia's, apartment with all her belongings in bags after she stood up to her parents. only to find out she's not there and runs into lia's neighbor(and friend/crush) jeongin, who offers her to spend the night till the morning. the next day, they decide to play mario kart with a twist.
warnings: mentions of fight w/ parents, jeongin being a sweetheart, sexual tension, teasing, somewhat of dirty talk, unprotected sex(wrap it up plz), oral(m. receiving), and slight praise kink is thrown in.
wc: 5,800
a/n: my first time writing more than 2,000 words in a long time, so sorry if it feels blocky or lacks in some areas. but I hope you enjoy it none the less. helpful feedback is greatly appreciated. the next member I'm working on is hyunjin, so be on the look out for that soon!
tag list: @seungminsringfinger @luvliixie

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"come on lia, you're usually up." I said as i knocked on my best friend's apartment door with my bags next to me. I pulled out my phone and saw it was 2:01am. if she was here, she would have answered the door by now. maybe I should have gotten a hotel room for the night. I sighed as I picked up my belongings and began to walk back to the elevator. I pressed the button to go back down. adjusting my bags, I pulled out my phone the best I could.
looking up the closest hotel available...was 20 minutes away. damn, hopefully I have enough money for the drive there and for the hotel. the elevator dinged signaling that it got to the floor I was on. once the doors opened, I came face to face with my friend's neighbor.
"oh hi, y/n." he said with a tired smile and bags of snacks in his hands. oh, this is awkward. your best friend's cute neighbor-who you are somewhat friends with- seeing you with most of your belongings, while wearing double layers of clothes on a hot night. ah, could this night get any worse?
"hi, jeongin. how's it going?" I asked, stepping aside to let him let out. "okay, just grabbing some late night snacks because I couldn't sleep. what about you?" he answered as he stepped out. "it's going. nice small talk but i gotta go." I answered with an embarrassment written all over my cheeks, wanting to get out of the building as fast as i could. I stepped in the elevator and pressed the down button.
"not staying the night with lia?" jeongin asked quickly with his head turned to the side. I just shook my head no as the doors closed. thank god, it's over. don't have to see him for the rest of the night. ever since lia moved into this complex almost a year and half ago, jeongin has been her neighbor. I remember the night I met him, again it was awkward.
it was about a month after lia settled into her new place. she had invited me over for a girls night. "y/n, you're here!" she said, wrapping her arms around me. "hi lia." I said as I embraced her hug. "come in, come in." she said as she pulled my arm. after taking off my shoes by the door, I looked around her apartment. "wow lia, your place already feels like you." I said as I saw all of her photos she had taken over the years, plus all of her plants.
"thank you, it's not completely done. I have to paint some more and order a few more things. but she'll get there soon." she said with the biggest smile ever. lia, my only friend basically, out here doing her own thing. living in the world, doing what she loves. ever since we were little, she always talked about making her own business and one day opening her own store.
so far she has done really well, went to college for business, has her little shop online, and now she is looking for a small building to put her store in. I smiled just hearing her talk about what's been going on and what she plans to do. I felt proud to call her my best friend.
"okay enough about me, what about you? how have you been? what have you been up to?" she asked as we both sat on her couch. I looked at my glass of wine before taking another sip. "rocky, is probably the best word to use. I'm not loving the college, I want to change or just quit. I haven't really decided though. my parents have been pressuring me about my grades, like back in grade school. I know they mean well and want me to succeed in life. I've tried to voice what I've been feeling but that didn't really work. I'm just unhappy...I want to start over, but my parents won't let me do that."
lia sighed as she placed her now empty glass on the coffee table. "when are you going to start living for yourself? and I know I've been saying this for years now but, you can't make everyone in your life happy. the only one that truly matters is yours. you are going to have to make some sacrifices for your own happiness, even if it means hurting your parents." she said. "I don't know lia. I don't even know what I want to do for a living. once I figure that out, maybe I'll start then." I answered as I chugged the rest of my wine.
"okay, how about we start dinner? how does spaghetti sound?" lia asked since I was pretty much over the conversation.
singing along to old radio songs from the early 2000's with random little dances, dinner was a long way from being done. as lia was doing her final spin to the end of usher's song: Yeah, there was a knock on the door. "who could that be? hopefully we weren't too loud." I said, turning down the music as lia walked to the door. "it's only 6pm, I haven't gotten any knocks in the past about my music." I heard her say.
"jeongin, hi. we're we being too loud?" lia said once the door was open. "oh no no, I just- uh...I was going to ask if you had any eggs? my friend is borrowing my car right now, so I can't really go to the store." a male voice said. "yes I do, come in." she said.
the door closed and two pairs a feet made their away into the kitchen. "jeongin, i'd like you to meet my best friend, y/n. y/n, this is jeongin, my next door neighbor. he helped me move in." lia said as she opened the fridge door. "it's nice to meet you." jeongin said with a nice smile. "you too." I said as I stood there, not knowing what to do. "how many?" lia asked, pulling out the egg carton. "umm, like 2 or 3." he answered. lia pulled out 4 eggs, "any extra one just in case." lia said, handing them over to him. "thanks, you're the best. see you later." he said, before walking back to the front door.
"can you go lock the door as he leaves y/n." lia said, as she went to go put away the eggs. "yeah sure." I said, following right behind jeongin. I opened the door for him, "it was nice meeting you, y/n." he said with a small smile. i smiled back awkwardly, "yeah, it was nice to meet you as well." I said back to him. he walked back to his apartment as I closed the door. I turned back around to see lia, standing behind me. "jesus, don't do that again." I said, leaning against the door. "he's cute, right?" lia asked with blushing cheeks. my eyes widened, "oh, you like him don't you?" I asked with a big smile. "no! how about dinner? I think it's close to being ready." she said walking off to the kitchen.
that was the first of the many times I saw jeongin. soon, some of our girls' nights would involve jeongin coming over to watch a movie with us or just to hangout and play games. jeongin and I became friends, but it was still a little awkward if we were left alone for more than 5 minutes. I couldn't lie, the more I got to know jeongin, the more I developed a crush on him. I wouldn't dare voice my feelings about him to lia, knowing she liked him. jeongin and lia on the other hand, were already like best friends. since they are neighbors, that didn't surprise me. they would make a pretty awesome couple if the chance happened. always telling insides jokes to one another. sometimes I felt like I was third-wheeling but, that's what happens when you have a cute neighbor that actually likes to spend time with you.
on a random night, the mood shifted when I returned from the bathroom.
"everything okay?" I asked them. "everything's fine. let's just finish the movie, yeah?" jeongin said as he put his phone away. I sat down next to lia, who resumed the movie. I leaned over, next to her ear, "did something happen?" I tried to ask but got no response. I sighed and looked over to jeongin. he seemed to be lost in thought while staring at the screen. I turned my head back to the TV and decided to ignore it. when the movie was over and jeongin had gone home, I tried to ask lia what happened again.
"I just said something stupid and it made everything awkward after." she answered.
the dinging of the elevator, brought me out of my head. I took a deep breath and began to walk to the front door. once outside, I sat my stuff next to me as I pulled out my phone to get an Uber. just as I opened the app, I heard jeongin call out for me. I looked over my shoulder to see him jog my way. "do you need a place to stay for the night?" he asked. "yeah, but I was just going to stay in a hotel for the night since lia didn't answer." I replied. "just stay at mine, I don't mind. we are friends after all." he said. I looked at him with hopefully eyes. "are you sure you don't mind? it is late and i'd hate to-" I was cut off by him picking up my bags. "I'm sure, now come on." he said, motioning his head to follow him.
the total amount of times I've been in jeongin's apartment was less than 5, but it was the same layout as lia's. he lead me to his room and placed my bags in an empty corner. "you can sleep in here tonight." he said with a blushing smile, "sorry that it's a little messy." he added. "it's fine, but are you sure you don't want to sleep in your own bed?" I asked, he just shook his head. "i probably won't even end up sleeping tonight, so you can have it for tonight." he said. "alright then, i'm gonna change into something more comfy." I said.
"would you like a snack before you sleep?" he asked as he was about to leave the room. "I would love a snack!" I answered. "okay, I'll have some instant ramen ready for you." he said back.
I picked out a light-weighted hoodie and some shorts to sleep in. I threw my layers I had on, back into my already stuff bag and made my way to the kitchen. I saw jeongin stirring a cup of ramen in his hands. he looked at me and handed over the cup. "thank you." I said as I leaned against the counter. it was silent as we both sat there and ate our late night snack. "can I ask why it feels like you had everything you owned in those bags?" he asked as he finished his own cup of ramen. I knew that question was coming sooner or later. "I finally stood up to my parents about what I wanted to do with my life and how I wanted to live it. I told them I changed my major from journalism to teaching. that I'm going to start working at lia's new store that opened up, since she offered me a job there."
"they didn't like what I had done. told me to change it back so I can work for them and make 'better pay'. that making money brings more than happiness could ever do. also that I should stop spending so much time with lia because she's filling up my head with lies. and...yeah, basically I told them no, I'm living how I want. they kicked me out and want nothing to do with me now." I explained. jeongin sat there, processing the words. "that's sucks that they can't understand that it's your life, not theirs. but I'm proud of you for doing it, now you can finally do what you want." jeongin said after awhile. I looked at him with tears in my eyes, "I really needed to hear that, everything that has happened in the past 24 hours have been overwhelming." I said, wiping the dampness away.
jeongin came over and pulled me into a hug, which he rarely ever hugs anybody. "whenever you need to hear it, I'm here and lia is here. or if you need a place to stay, for one night or multiple, you are always welcomed here, alright?" he said, pulling away a little to see my face. I nodded and pressed my head back into his embrace. his heart was racing so fast but it was calming that the same time. we peeled away from each other, "I'm gonna head to bed now." I said after I yawned. "okay, goodnight y/n." he said as I walked back to his bedroom.
entering the bedroom once again, I took a good look around. the walls were painted a light dusty brown color, white curtains, black bed sheets and pillows, picture of loved ones with golden frames, and an empty computer desk with a shelf next to it with a bunch of knick-knacks and video games. I walked over to one of my bags and pulled out my childhood toy. once in my hands, I slipped into bed. the scent of jeongin was strong, but it was comforting. i closed my eyes and thought about my future to come.
I woke up to a familiar ringtone blasting my ears. I groaned and answered the call without opening my eyes. "yes lia?" I yawned out. "y/n, where are you? are you okay? I'm so sorry I wasn't at home or didn't answer my phone, I stayed up late at the store. I was finishing up some things." lia explained in a quick voice. "lia- honey, calm down. I'm okay, I ran into jeongin as I was about to leave. he offered to let me stay at his place for the night." I said as I slowly opened my eyes.
why does he have to own those damn white curtains- too much light. "oh thank god! well, I'm home now and you can come over at anytime." she said. I responded okay and told her I was going to end the call.
I sat up and stretched my arms above my head. I sighed as I dragged my hands down my face. I looked at the time on my clock, it said 10:22am, with a closer look at my phone and saw that I forgot to place it on the charger. "damn, did i even grab it?" I asked myself. I pushed myself out of bed with my phone in hand and stumbled to my bags. if I didn't grab my charger, imma be so pissed.
after a thorough search in all 4 bags, I did not have it. "well fucking hell." I said in defeat. standing up once more, I headed out of the bedroom to find jeongin. surely he will let me borrow his charger.
no sign of him in the kitchen nor living/dining room. I cocked my head a little wondering where he could be. I turned back to the bedroom and saw a second door further down the hall. of course he has a guest room. I mentally hit my head and headed over to the door. I leaned my ear to the door and tried to listen for anything. I knocked on the door after a few seconds and heard a muffled come in. I opened the door to see jeongin sat in a computer chair.
it looks like he turned his guest room into a gaming room. walls a light grey color, blinds pulled up, lights above turned off, 2 LED lamps on with a pale blue color. in the corner there was a shelf of videos games, books, and figurines. my eyes landed on jeongin figure. white headphones over his messy black hair with glasses framing his face. that's when I noticed he was shirtless with grey sweats. blush crept to my cheeks and brought my hand to my hair.
"can I borrow your charger? I left mine." I said. he nodded and moved his chair over. "do you just want to charge it in here and we play some games?" jeongin asked, pulling down his headphones to his neck. "do you have mario kart? I haven't played it in forever." I asked as I walked closer to him. "of course I have mario kart!" jeongin said in disbelief, like he couldn't believe I asked such a question. "okay, okay. where's the charger?" I said with a big smile. jeongin point under the desk, "it should be down there. it's white, you should see it." he said, moving himself out of the way. I got onto the floor and searched for the plug. I crawled more under the desk to get a better look. "did you find it?" jeongin asked as he moved closer. I finally got a glimpse of the damn thing, "found it!" I said as I plugged my phone up.
I brought my body out from under the desk and placed my phone on the edge of the surface above me. "okay then, let's play some mario kart!" jeongin said with a smile. I looked up at him from the floor. as our eyes met, I felt the mood shift and quickly too. the way his bright smile changed just by his eyes as they casted down upon me. his eyes held something behind them, like he was holding back something. we felt frozen in place by each other's stare, neither one of us moving. the longer we held eye contact, the more warm the room felt.
my eyes trailed from his, to his nose, lips, his neck, collarbone, to- I shot my eyes back up. his eyes were on my lips for just a second more. "i- let me go grab a hair tie, don't want my hair to get in the way of me winning." I said as I jumped off the floor and quickly went to get a hair tie from the other bedroom.
I tied my hair in a simple style and looked at it in the mirror. I look at myself and asked myself in my head what the fuck just happened? I took a good deep breath and headed back to the game room. jeongin had already put mario kart on and grabbed a second chair and had two controllers laying out. "ready to get your ass best, winner." jeongin taunted as he handed me one of the controllers. "are you?" I sassed back. I sat back next to him and picked out my favorite character. "really? you're gonna lose with that dude." jeongin laughed.
"oh yeah, at least I didn't pick the most basic ass character- mario." I said as I pointed to his side of the screen. "oh you are going so down for calling mario basic ass character." he said back. "but he is, his name is literally in the title!" I tried to explain myself. "no! but guess what." he said. I looked over to him and said what with playful eyes. "I hope you're good at rainbow road because I just chose the course with it in it." he smirked as my jaw dropped.
after 5 rounds of mario kart, it was 3 - 2. jeongin said he was done with the game because he was bored. "what is that I hear? jeongin being a sore loser?" I said. "NO!....but I still can't believe I lost 3 times to you." he said, covering his face with his hands. I giggled and came closer to him as I uncovered his face. our faces inches apart, as I leaned in more and more, his eyes became wide then flicked down to my lips and back up. I stopped and looked at him, taking in his good looks and placed my hand on his cheek. with an evil smile I said, "I believe it." before patting his cheek. jeongin's face dropped and was unpleased.
I got up from my seat and reached for my phone, which was now on the ground because of how competitive we both got. I placed my phone back on the desk.
jeongin scooted his chair closer to me as I stood back up. he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his lap. my back against his chest as he rested his head on my shoulder. I felt my heart beating out of my chest. well this is a new experience. i froze in his arms, not knowing what to do. so i just laid my hands on his arms. "you know what? I'm feeling like playing one more round." jeongin quietly said next to my ear. I felt my body react to his words. "really now?" I said, turning my head a bit to see him. he nodded, "but there's a twist." he said before continuing, "one person plays the game as the other one tries to distract them, making them lose." he handed me the controller. "okay, but since it's your idea, you should play first." I said. he raised his eyebrows but agreed.
I smiled and stood up beside him. he picked his character, mario again, and clicked the first course in the top row. "try your best to distract me." jeongin said with a smirk as the countdown began. once the race started, I took my time. there are multiple races in each course anyway, might as well take my time and butter him up slowly.
on the first race, I stared at him- blatantly checking him out, also easing up on him very slowly. he only messed up a few times.
on the second race, i stood right behind him and leaned down where both of our heads were level. I told him when someone was coming up or about to hit him, he lost one of the laps. one the third race, I did the same thing but added a few touches here and there on his arms. again he lost one lap.
the last race, I stopped everything and placed my hands on his shoulders. bringing them down just a little and right back up. but every time I went down, I went a little further each time. by the end of the last lap- which he lost, my hands went down to his waist. he lost all three laps that race.
"you did a pretty okay job at distracting me, I only lost one race and lost a few laps." he huffed. he turned around to face me and handed me the controller. I grabbed it and expected him to stand up so I could sit. "come on, don't be shy." he said, lightly grabbing my hand and placing me on his lap once again. oh sweet baby jesus, help me. we spun back to the screen and I chose my go-to character from earlier and the same course he did. I can do this, I told myself.
the first race, jeongin just held me with a few squeezes and nuzzled his head into my neck. I did good on that race. the second race, he would pull me into him anytime I would try to lean to focus and breathe into my neck. only messed up a few times. the third race, he got brave and started leaving light kisses on my neck. it shocked me and made me lose two laps.
the last race, he hands started going down to my thighs and leaving little grips on them. I sighed and leaned into him. "you good?" he asked. I let out a small yes as I finished the first lap. two more to go, come on y/n. he was just rubbing my thighs, but slowly making his way closer to my inner thighs. without realizing, I opened my legs up- enough to fit his hands. I closed my eyes for a second and relished in the feeling. "focus y/n-nie." jeongin said with a small laugh. I opened my eyes and saw I fell back to 4th place. shit I said to myself as I finished the second lap.
as soon as I got back into first place on the last lap, jeongin placed his hand on my cunt. I gasped. "is this okay?" jeongin asked, looking at me. "yeah." I said out of breath. I continued playing the best I could. I had made it halfway around the track, when jeongin moved his hand into my shorts and past my underwear. he found my clit and started making small circles. my head fell back onto his shoulder as I moaned out. I stopped playing and just focused on him.
"jeongin." I moaned. "what is it?" he asked with his eyebrows raised. "more, I need more." I said as I rolled my hips into his fingers. "finish the game and I'll give it to you." he said as he teased two fingers at my entrance. I had a hard grip on the controller and did my best to finish the game. not really caring what place I came in.
right as I crossed the finish line, jeongin pushed two fingers into me. I let out a whine as the pace slowly picked up. "you're so wet, y/n. do you like it when I play with you like this?" he asked as he nipped at my neck. "yes." I said as I brought hand to the back of his neck. he slowly pulled out his fingers and made circles on my clit again. "how far do you want to go?" he asked. "I want all of you." I said, putting more pressure on his dick below me. "shit, okay." he said.
he pulled his hand out of my shorts and pulled at my hoodie. I lifted my arms above my head and felt him take it off. he ran his arms up and down my skin before placing his hands on my boobs. he rolled both nipples between his fingers. I felt butterflies and warmth all through my body. "stand up." he said, pushing on my hips. once up, he turned me around to face him. his hands went from my waist to my shorts. he made eye contact with me as he pulled down my shorts and underwear. he left kisses down my navel as he helped me step out of them.
he lift his hips and took off his sweats. he was already half hard. I got on my knees and pressed my hands on his thighs. dragging them up and grabbed his dick with one hand. he hissed at the contact with his head going back. I let some spit out of my mouth and onto him. I dragged my hand up and down, watching his facial expression to see what he likes. he was suppressing his moans, that's when I decided to put my mouth on him. I kissed his tip, down to the base before licking the underside back up to the tip and wrapped my lips around his head.
jeongin lifted his head with a bliss look and jaw slacked. "you look so pretty with my cock in your mouth." he said as his hand grabbed a hold of my hair tie. he dragged the tie down, my hair fell into my face as I bobbed my head. I felt myself clenched around nothing. jeongin put his hand on top my head guiding me more. "you're doing so good, baby." he said. I moaned as I heard the praise. "ah shit, you like to be praised, don't you?" he asked, I nodded my head the best I could.
"okay, baby." jeongin said as he pulled me off. he grabbed my hand and helped me back up. "you ready?" he asked as he placed his another hand on my hip. "yes." I said as I climbed back onto his lap, but facing him this time. "I like how you feel on my lap." he said as he brought me closer to him. I grinded into him, "I need you in me, please." I said. "yeah." he said as he grabbed a hold of cock and teased me. "yeah." I repeated back. he kept going past my hole to my clit, edging me even further.
"jeongin, please stop teasing." I pleaded. he looked at me with a playful glint. while keeping eye contact, he placed his cock at my entrance and slowly pushed in. I closed my eyes at the feeling of him feeling me up. we both moaned loudly as I bottomed out. his hands held my waist tightly as I rocked back and forward slowly to get used to his size. I slid my hands up his chest onto his shoulders, using them as leverage to lift myself up and back down.
"oh fuck." he said as he laid his head on the back of the chair. I kept my slow pace, moaning every time my clit came in contact with his pelvis. "do you feel good, baby?" jeongin asked with already fucked out eyes. I nodded, trying to focus on the pleasure that was building inside. jeongin's hips started to meet halfway as I came down. I whined at the action, stopping so he could set the pace and also give my burning legs a break. he let out a groan as he set a totally different pace.
hard and fast is the easiest way to put it. sweat building up on his forehead, loud sighs and groans, my frame curling into his body as his arms wrapped around me tightly, the sound slapping of skin. all of it was too much, I tightened around him as he hit that spot that made me feel numb. "ah, right there." I moaned out as I pushed myself up enough to reach my hand down to my clit. "you close?" he grunts. "so close." I answered back, circling my clit to give me even more stimulation. "shit, cum all of my cock. be a good girl and cum all over me." jeongin said out of breath.
those words set everything off, I came around him like he said. I heard him say good girl in a pleased voice. I pushed myself down on his cock, my thighs shaking from the feeling. I felt like jelly in his arms, I placed my forehead to his. the tightness and breathy moans from my climax made him super close. he rocked his hips into mine, just enough to send him into his release. as he was cumming, he lifted me up and pulled his cock out. cumming all over his chest and my thighs. "fuck." he said, pumping himself a few more times before letting go due to overstiming.
I placed my head in the crook of his neck and with one hand in his hair and the other on his chest. his hands stroked my back in a caring way. "let's go take a shower, hum?" he asked quietly. I nodded my head and carefully stood up. we made our way back to his bedroom. I grabbed some new clothes to wear, while he grabbed something from his closet.
we both entered the bathroom and sat everything down. he walked over to the tub and turned on the water.
"where are the towels?" I asked. "under the sink." he answered. it's a weird place to keep them but works I thought. I grabbed two towels from under the sink and placed them on the rack as jeongin turned the shower part. he stepped in and held out his hand for me to grab.
once in the shower, we clean ourselves of the sex smell. as I was washing my body off, jeongin- who was behind me, wrapped his arm around me. "I like you." he stated. well that's pretty obvious, considering we just had sex. "really now?" I huffed. "yep, I have since I met you, almost 2 years ago now." he said as he kissed my neck. my eyes widened as I remembered something, "oh shit, lia is going to kill me." I said. he leaned back a little, "why would lia kill you?" he asked. "lia has a big crush on you." I said in a somewhat freaked out tone.
"aaa, no she won't." he said, like he understood more than me. "what do you mean? yes she will." I said right before explaining the whole thing to him once again. but he stopped me when i stated the crush part again. "had. she had a crush on me." he said. "how do you know she still doesn't have a crush on you?" I asked, not understanding. "that one movie night, we were watching your favorite movie, you had gone to the bathroom, she said she liked me and I told her I only liked her as a friend. she said 'oh okay' then proceeded to ask if I had a crush on you and I said yeah." he explained. I knew exactly what day he was talking about. I felt a rush of relief and embarrassment go through me. "that makes a lot more sense." I said with burning cheeks. "does it now?" he teased to which I nodded to. "now, finish up so we can go bother lia about food." he chuckled as he left me go and stepped out of the shower.
I knocked on lia's door with jeongin and my bags right beside me. I looked over to jeongin with a smile, which he gave right back. he leaned in and kissed my lips, shocked I pulled away sooner than I'd liked and looked at the ground. well, that was our first kiss and it made my head feel fuzzy. jeongin just laughed at my reaction as lia opened the door.
"you two finally together?" she said more in a statement rather than a question. I blushed as jeongin answered, "yeah, how'd you know?" lia pointed down at our hands, which were laced together, "that, and because i heard you two fucking. you know you guys are really-"
"I'm hungry, got any food ready to eat lia?" I asked, trying to avoid the rest of the sentence. lia laughed and opened the door more to let us in.
"yes I do, lovebirds."
what? best friends can fuck too!
seo changbin x slightchubby!afab!reader(it's not really mentioned) best friends au!
warnings: its pure smut, unprotected sex, dirty talk, reader being a slight brat, restrained with a belt, a bit of spanking, just two best friends fucking bro.
wc: 2,475
*not proofread*

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the only problem with being best friends with the opposite sex is everyone thinks your dating.
dating? no.
having amazing sex? damn right.
I was the one to bring up the idea one night when changbin had come to my house, late at night, stressing over the flow of a rap he was working on. he had to get it perfect before the next rap competition.
"binnie, you could just continue working on it in the morning." I said, already dressed for bed. tank top and underwear, something i've woren around him before. he turned around in his seat to face me, eyebrows scrunched and tired eyes. "but it needs to be prefect, y/n. I almost lost last time." he stated before turning back around, humming the words again.
I sighed and got up from my bed. I approached him from behind and wrapped my hands on his shoulders, massaging them. "I know it's important and that you love this. but you're stressed and tired, you barely can function like that. if you can't wait till morning, how about a 30 minute nap. just to help you reset a little?" I said, trying to convince him. he groaned into my touch with his head down. "it's sounds nice, but knowing me, I would sleep past the alarm and knowing you, you wouldn't wake me." changbin said, turning his head to me with a side smile.
he turned back to the piece of paper and began working again. while still massaging him, I got the idea. if he doesn't want to nap, maybe something else will help him decompress. something I know changbin loves to do and doesn't have to wait for to respond back.
"okay, no napping or sleeping...how about something else instead?" I asked, moving closer to his ear. changbin stopped what he was doing and gulped. "what do you have in mind?" he asked. my hands traveled down his chest slowly, my head closer to his neck. "what if I help you relax a little?" I say as my hands stop right at his belt buckle and tugged at it. he jumped at the feeling but kept his composure. "by doing what?" he asked as we made eye contact. the tone in his voice changed and his eyes darkened up, he knew exactly what I was proposing with.
"by letting you fuck me, binnie." I said in an innocent voice. he seethed between his teeth and grabbed my hands, but did not remove them. "however you want to." I said, nipping at his ear.
"on the bed then." he said in a dark voice. excitement filled me from the inside, out. I already knew how changbin has sex from gossip and him just being genuinely loud in bed. I walked back to the bed and sat on the edge. he got up from the chair and came right in front of me. I looked up at him with big eyes, just waiting to tell me what to do. "such a pretty and good girl, willing to let her best friend fuck her however he wants." changbin says as he pets my hair, playing with it as his fingers go down the length. once he made it to the bottom, he gripped my throat.
I moaned at the feeling with eyes closed. "eyes on me." he demanded, tightening his grip. I forced my eyes to lock with his. "what to do with you first?" he said as his other hand pushed my tank top down to see my boobs, playing with them a little before stopping. "lay down." he said as he let go of my throat. I laid back as changbin climbed on the bed to me. he grabbed my thick thighs and pushed them open so he could place himself. leaning over me, with both arms next to my head. he pushed his way onto my neck, leaving wet kisses and licking my neck. kissing down to my collarbone, to each breast. his hands feeling and touching every part of my skin, he wanted to feel.
he sat up and played with my boobs, "I always loved these girls, now I get to use them." he said as he started playing with my nipples. I arched my back and pushed my hips to feel him more. he slapped my thigh, before tightly grabbing it. I moaned at the burning feeling, "don't do it unless I say to, alright baby?" he said, rubbing my thigh. I shivered at the nickname and nodded, trying my best not to move. "need words, y/n-nie." he said. "yes, fuck, I understand. just use me please." I said, wanting to feel more than just his hands.
changbin chuckled and brought his hands to my underwear. he quickly removed them and pushed my legs up. "hold 'em." he said, waiting for me. I grabbed a hold of the back of my legs and pulled them as far as they could go. which wasn't far considering I had a tummy. changbin laid down so he would be face to face with my cunt. "already so wet and I haven't even done anything or are you just this wet all the time?." he said before licking up my juices. my head fell back as I moaned.
changbin licked, kissed, nipped and everything in between, trying to figure out what I liked- just with his tongue. he noticed that I started arching and he stopped. "binnie." I whine out. "ah, you'll get cum soon. I promise." he said, rubbing the back of my thighs. he sat back up with his hands still on my thighs.
"you wanna feel my fingers in you?" he asked as one of his hands made their way back to my cunt. "yes." I said, looking him right in the eyes. "of course you do. I wanna feel how tight you get before you cum. see if you really can handle my cock in you." he said as his thumb started circling on my cilt at a good speed. I cried out as my hips jolted at the feeling. "I can handle your cock, binnie." I said out of breath.
"oh yeah? well let's see about that then." changbin said as he used his second hand to push two fingers inside me. my head fell back, I couldn't think of anything but changbin and how well his fingers felt. "fuck, you feel so nice around my fingers." he said, getting a decent pace that matched the circling of his other hand. curling his fingers every now and then to see how I would react. he was clearly searching for that one specific spot and he was going to keep going till he found it- which didn't take him much longer.
"oh fuck, right there." I moaned as I let go of my legs to mess with my nipples. changbin didn't do anything, just watched the scene unfold in front of him. changbin teased a third finger before slowly adding it to the mix, making me whine even more. "I know, baby. but I gotta make sure you can fit me in this tight little cunt of yours." changbin said, picking up the pace again.
I felt the knot in my stomach becoming tighter and tighter. I was about to ask him if I could cum, but he knew too well at this point. he took his hand off my clit and slowly removed his hand from inside of me.
"no, binnie. please, please, I want to cum so bad." I whined, bringing my own hand down to my clit to finish the job.
changbin quickly grabbed my hand and placed it above my head. "you're getting too needy, baby. didn't you say I can use you however I want?" he said, cocking his head to the side. he grabbed my other arm and placed it above my head as well. "keep them there." he said as he sat up. he unbuckled his belt and slid it out of the loops of his pants. he leaned back over and wrapped the belt around my arms. it couldn't be tighten that much, but the idea was there.
"is that okay?" he asked, as he placed his hands on my stomach. "yeah." I said, testing the belt. I could easily slip out if I wanted too, but I wasn't gonna do that. "good." he said before flipping me over. I let out a small gasp as I steaded myself. changbin got up off the bed and took off his pants. "condom or no condom?" he asked. I looked behind me, the sight of changbin in nothing but a shirt was to die for. "no condom, unless you can't handle how tight I am." I teased, shaking my hips side to side so my ass would jiggle.
changbin stared at me with a mean glint in his eyes. without a word he climbed back onto the bed and positioned himself at my entrance. "you know, I'm not gonna take it easy on you now that you said that." he said. "just fuck me already, changbin." I said, pushing my hips back. he eased his tip in, hissing at the feeling. once he bottomed out, he gripped my hips and started slamming his cock in me. "aah." I cried out, leaning my front half down more.
"such an inpatient brat." he said with every thrust in. I could only moan at how big his cock felt inside me. he has a decent size and girth, just enough to make me feel full. "what? can't speak or remember words now that you're taking my cock, huh princess?" he said, spanking my left ass cheek. I tried to say something, but it was all nonsense. he arms snaked around my front and grabbed ahold of my shoulders, pulling me up, my back against his chest. "oh fuck changbin." I moaned as he hit the right spot. one hand on my boob and the other finding its way to my neck.
"that's right, moan my name baby." changbin said so he somehow continued his hard thrusts upwards. "so tight and perfect just for me, right baby?" he asked in a breathy voice, right in my ear. I clenched around his cock even more and nodded. "you like the way I fuck and use you?" he whispered as his thrust came more short. "yes." I said, barely enough to where he could hear it. he moved his hands down and messed with my skin, leaving marks with his nails. "tell me how much you like my cock." he demanded as he grabbed my hips, forcing me up and down to meet his thrusts better.
"I love it so much. I love the way your cock feels inside me, makes me feel so full and even more needy. I love how you fuck me binnie." I cried out as I felt the knot inside become tighter. "I'm so close, binnie. please let me cum." I continued. "just a little bit longer, baby. I'm almost there." changbin breathed out, as his head met my neck with kisses. I was so close, but I wanted to see him cum as well. "binnie, change the position." I whined. he slowed down his fast thrusts, "is this one uncomfortable?" he asked. I shook my head, "no, I just wanna see you. I wanna watch you cum, binnie." I said, turning my head.
"oh yeah?" he said, meeting my eyes. I nodded and eased myself off him. I flipped myself on my back and spread my legs wide enough for changbin. he aligned his cock and eased in back in. "oh shit." he whined as he brought back his fast thrusts. this time more sloppy and hard. with the loose belt still on, I brought my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. he leaned down onto his forearms, caging me in his frame. "so pretty, looking all fucked out because of me." he said, watching my facial expressions. scrunched up eyebrows, eyes opened the best they could, jaw slacked open, and shallow breaths.
"fuck baby, I'm about to cum." changbin said, with his head low. I threaded my fingers through his hair and brought his head down to kiss him. it was a messy, full of tongue type of kiss. his lips were super soft on mine. I could taste the coke he had earlier, along with the taste of myself. he pulled back, bringing his hand down and rubbing my clit. "shit, cum for me baby." he said, with his eyes closed. I came on command with no hesitation.
head thrown back, eyes fully closed, mind feeling fuzzy and completely out of breath. I opened my eyes in time to watch changbin pull out of me and jack himself off. he let out a loud low moan as the spurts of cum came out and landed on my stomach. he slowly stopped and looked at me. the silence that filled the room made us burst into laughter.
"let me go get something to wipe that off of you." he said with flushed cheeks. as he got off the bed to go to the bathroom, I slid the belt off and fixed my tank top. I reached for the bottle of water I always have by my bed and after taking a long sip, changbin entered the room again. he sat on the bed and wiped his cum off me. "thanks for that, y/n." changbin said, rubbing my thigh before getting up to find the bottom half of his clothes. "you're welcome. now either continue to work on your rap or come cuddle me like you always do." I said, putting a single bed sheet over me.
changbin put his underwear back on and ran to turn off the lights. "you know what?" he said casually. "what?" I answered back, as I found a comfortable position. "I think you were right. I think I should sleep and wait to finish the rap in the morning." he said, climbing right in the bed and wrapping his arms around me. "oh really now?" I laughed out, to which he only nodded. he pressed his head into my back as we relaxed and started to fall asleep.
"hey y/n-nie." changbin said. I hummed, feeling too tired to used my voice. "can we always sex?" he asked. I bursted out into laughter once again, "really!" I said, not being able to hold my composure. "what? best friend's can fuck too!" he stated. "sure binnie." I answered. he lifted his head up and asked, "sure to the fucking or sure to my statement?" I shook my head and went to sleep.
reassurement
felix x chubby/bigger gn!reader
warnings: lil bit of angst with fluff. mentions of weight and a panic attack, lots of loving words at the end.
wc: 816

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"you know what, I can't do this today, lix." I said, grabbing my bag and heading towards the front door. we were getting ready for a movie night, just the two of us. I tried to ignore the buzzing in my pocket but the more it happened, the more i felt pressure in my head. why I didn't just turn off my phone? I don't know. I heard felix call out to me as I closed the door. I hate being like this, crying in front of him.
being the significant other of an idol with your relationship known to the public, most of the time is okay. then at the randomness of times, a hate train will happen. this time being about my weight. usually, I would just look past it, but almost every post was about how felix should have a significant other smaller than him. that I wasn't good enough.
"Y/N, wait please!" felix said, running and grabbing my arm as I opened my car door. I looked at him with tears in my eyes. his eyes softened like he could read me just by my eyes. which he most likely could because we have been dating for so long.
"leave me alone lix." I said, trying to get my arm out of his grip. "no, I won't let you go. you are on the edge of a panic attack, I'm not going to let you drive like that." felix said, pulling me to him and grabbing me by my waist. we sat there for a second, him rocking us side to side.
"you're okay, just breathe with me, alright?" felix said, I only nodded. I placed my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat and breathing. he held my head and massaged it to help calm me down.
"if you still wanna go for a drive, let me come with you so I know nothing will happen to you. I don't want to lose you. you're my soulmate and my best friend. I love you so much." felix said, kissing the top of my head. "I love you too and I would still like to go for a drive." I said, handing him the keys.
"okay baby." he said with a small smile. felix walked me around to the passenger seat and made sure I was good before going back to the driver seat. once the car was started, felix drove around the neighborhood with soft music playing.
I just watched the clouds out the window, trying not to think of those comments. felix reached over and placed his hand on my thigh. seeing how much bigger my thigh looked compared to his hand, I bursted into tears.
felix pulled to the side and parked the car. "hey. hey, what's going on?" he said, trying to get a better look at me, "look at me, baby." he continued, as he put one of his hands under my chin. I looked at him with tears in my eyes. I felt like it didn't know where to begin so I just word vomited everything but caring if it made any sense. about the hate, my weight to his, how it made me feel, how I'm not good enough to be with him.
"Y/N, stop! don't you ever believe what they say. I love you no matter what you look like, how much you weigh, if you decide to outside out around town or if you decide to stay home and just sit around. I fell in love with who you are as a person. you're my baby. I love you just the way you are...no pun intended." he said with a little smile, trying to lighten the mood. I huffed out a small laugh before sniffling.
"to be honest, I love how you look right now and if you decide to lose some or even gain some weight- I'm all for it. I love you. i love to make you feel loved and beautiful. I love to grip and leave kisses on the place where you don't feel the most beautiful, because those are my favorite areas on you. did you know that?" he said, "Y/N, you don't have to change for anyone. not the haters, not the fans, not strangers, not friends or family, not even for me. if you feel like change will make you happy then do it. I'm here to love and support you as your boyfriend. if this happens again, try your best to talk to me or shoot me a text. I'll be there whenever you need me, alright?"
I nodded and wiped away some of the stray tears left on my face. felix leaned over and held my face in his hands. he took a long look at me, which me made blush, before attacking with loving kisses all over my face and saying I love you after each kiss.