What Do You Do When You Realize Your A Colossal Jerk?

What do you do when you realize your a colossal jerk?

I'm a jerk, I've just realized this. I lost it on a dear friend and they said it was cool but it dosent feel cool, not to me. Were gonna talk agian tomorrow but I feel like too much of a, well, jerk. Should I just drop the friendship, save them the trouble of me.

Mada and Shi by Star5641 on DeviantArt

I just found this absolute gem on my deviantart.  It’s another old one that’s tied to the fanfic I’ve talked about before and it’s Hanzo’s dragons.  It was one of those things where I gave them a name cause they were never actually given names.  So hope ya like Mada and Shi!

New Logline

So I was texting my friend the progress of our mchanzo fanfic and they made a joke that reins supreme.

Hanzo: Depresso

Jesse: Hold my hot coca

That’s the new logline for the fanfic, permanently. 

I have a whole gallery of art labeled 2018-2020 that just sit in my files.  Then there’s this one which I will admit is pretty good.  I made it after Crankgameplay’s first epicsmp stream and never got rid of it.  That’s all, goodnight.

Woah, it’s a old art thingy I made in middle school.  Gonna admit, it’s really cringy cause my style was not the best at the time but the meaning behind it isn’t.

Rewind back to middle school, seventh grade I think, when I was really starting to feel the dysphoria and all that mess I made this.  It was supposed to be how I felt.  Ya know, how I started to see myself as two entities rather than one.

I’m sure it’s pretty clear but the one on the right was what was physically in the mirror and the left what I saw myself as.  So, basically a bunch of angst.

Anyway - this is another old one that never saw the light of day and while the style is a little less than decent, the emotions I put into it is worth something.  

See ya wonderful peeps tomorrow!    

So long as you apologized for what you did and try to do better, things should work with your friend. People tend to be pretty forgiving about that if you are not actively malicious.

Thank you, that's good advice. I just finished doing that and we made up. Though, this is appreciated.