Gem And The Enderman (session Three Major Spoilers)

Gem and the enderman (session three major spoilers)

Gem had died to an enderman, she never wanted to see another one. But Scott brought it up, mentioned theres an enderman outside and she couldn’t stand even hearing that word. Not so close after her death. She tried to make a joke, laugh it off. But as soon as she was back into her house she broke. She felt the pain particles everywhere, from her arms, to her legs. It all hurt. It was like she was right back in the moment. Right back in that horrible death. She wrapped her arms around herself trying to have some protection. She backed into a corner falling down against the wall. The further away from the door the better. She could barely hear the door open, but she felt the floor move. She knew She wasn’t alone. She wrapped around herself even more, what if one got in? She knew that was crazy, but what if. She moved further back. Maybe they wouldn’t notice her. Thats when she heard Scott talk, it was quiet he didn’t want her scared but he was clear enough that she could hear him. “Gem? Sweetheart you okay?” She didn’t even hesitate before shaking her head aggressively. “Can i hug you?” It didn’t register that he’d even ask that, and gem debated. On one hand she might feel enderman phantom touch, mistake his touch for that of the enderman. On the other she trusted Scott, trusted him with all her hearts. So she nodded. She felt his arms wrap around her, careful not to trigger her and she hesitated before returning the hug. Scott held her like one wrong move and she’d shatter. She felt safe for the fist time since her death. She felt Scott curl into her, whispering, “I’m so so sorry, I wanted to protect you. I didn’t want you to die. It scared me so much. I wondered ‘what if she didn’t come back.’ I knew you would’ve. But it scared me. I’m so sorry Gem. You didn’t deserve to die. Not ever. I’m so sorry i let you die” Gem hugged him even tighter “I don’t blame you in the slightest, its okay” And there they stayed tucked into a hug. Gem felt safe. Scott felt relieved. If all else failed at least they had eachother.

“I love you gem”

“Love you too Scott”

I like to imagine that everyone on secret life (or any life series tbh) has like little jewelry pieces that show both the color of there lives and/or has there secret in it. a scroll is easy to read from a side, a little note tho? not so easy

Gem has a bracelet if she pushes just right the heart like extends sideways, Along a track so she can read her secret.

Scar has a pocket watch that clicks open so he can tell the time, and his secret.

Scott has a locket, it has his secret on one side and a photo of the people who means something to him (gem and impulse this season) on the other

grian has a brooch it doesn't show his secret but it shows his lives, he wears it everywhere.

Bigb has a ring, just like grian no secret shown but just his life

Imagine these things cracking as you loose hearts, breaking after your first death reappearing with a new color. There like your tie a constant reminder of what you need to do.

You can’t get rid of it, can’t even try. It’ll reappear on you no matter what you do. Burn it, drown it. It’ll reappear on you.

A constant reminder of how foolishly mortal everyone is.

We’re not even 5 minutes and it’s gay. I love it already

My heads so infatuated with the idea of loving something inexistent.

Your not real. I’ve known that all along. Since the second my head grasped the slight idea of you. I’ve known you weren’t real.

I didn’t meet you at a theme park, or at my new school. I never met you at all.

Your face is unknown, your words are my own, but oh I wish there was a universe where I know you.

I thought this was one. Your hand in mine us against the world. All these pieces fit together.

I thought our peices fit together.

But my heads a pretty good liar.

So I’ll go back to loving the nonexistent.

Loving someone I’ll never know.

Because what good is reality when your head believes it all.

MOOOOOOOOOOOOM THE GAYS ARE GAYING AGAIN.

So I watched bigbs pov (like 3 hours ago it just only tumblr time rn so some info might be wrong) here are some things I noticed

His task was the exact same as Joel’s, same wording, same everything. Nothing changed about it. Im really cunfuzzled why. There’s absolutely no reason they should’ve been exactly the same. But they were.

His vibe was super different this episode, felt like he was trying to do something. Fit in or whatever. Maybe it was love island it could’ve been that. But it was different from the beginning.

His task was white. Both episodes before it was red. And this one it was white. (Mumbos was also a totem?? But my sister made me watch his 3rd episode before I watched the rest so that might be normal) But its to the normal one.. which it wasn’t in any of the other episodes.

His vibeeeeeeeeeeeee- I know i said it before but it was so so different. And idk its like bothering me. Because it wasnt the same bigb we’ve seen in other episodes. And im not saying its bad. Its just weird. Like when someone says everything is normal and fine, but theres like a murderer, in the group yk- his vibe is different and i know it is.