Me When I Don't Have Attention

Me when I don't have attention

(please give me attention)

born to be vague and mysterious for attention, cursed to overshare and have zero boundaries. also for attention

my abuser had brown hair im a victim of brunette abuse :(

Don't worry, no one in our family is [REDACTED]

(This is a vent, tw self harm probably) NPD Culture is hating the way you think, you know it's bad but you can't stop thinking about this hierarchy or system built in your head. It's not good to be so self-centred but you can't stop it no matter how hard you try. At this point it's best to hope you'd get beaten up so that you'll be humbled that way

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hi gang

call me lithium/lithis/whatever other variation

pronouns are he/they

triple a batteries (aro+ace+aussie) (also lithium)

im npd/hpd (with other pd traits but i literally cannot give a shit about them rn) and mostly post about being narcissistic/histrionic

i also do art sometimes

i dont tag reblogs unless im adding onto them. you can probably go to my posts/proper additions if you just search to #npd or #hpd.

vent/ishs are tagged #lithium throws tables into the void

for lore purposes because i might vague post about them:

i have some form of religious trauma (my parents are mormon) that wasnt directly bad or shitty but really fucked up my moral compass and how i view myself forever

i was with my ex for about 1.5 years and they really fucked me up while i was trying to work on self improvement and gave me new fun things to be fucked up about

my parents kind of really suck so like yk

i was groomed so like. theres that.

theres this one guy who is like stalking me ish idk its weird i hate him

i have a really cool brother who i only started really talking to this year (2024) and hes like 7 1/2 years older than me