Maybe You'd Love Me If I Take Off The Mask,

Maybe you'd love me if i take off the mask,

But that's too much even for you to ask.

I pulled for xiao trying to raise my pity and I won the 50/50

I realized from a very young age the way men view me. The passive comments of “oh she’s gonna be so pretty” or “she’s gonna be a heartbreaker someday” starting at the ripe age of 5 years old. At that time though I had no idea there were any vast differences between boys and girls. I mean sure I knew how to separate them because boys like the color blue and girls like the color pink (sarcasm) but i didn’t know it meant anything. It wasn’t until I was about 7 years old that I realized there was a difference and it wasn’t in my favor. I was in the second grade and I had went over to my neighbors house to hang out with this boy I was friends with. When I had got there his dad starting making comments about me being his girlfriend. I felt grossed out immediately because cooties duh! But I didn’t realize the implications behind those comments or what they really meant. Then when I was about 8 I was playing on the playground and went down one of the firemen’s poles then promptly walked back over to my family only to hear my moms husband say I’m “practicing for when I’m older” huh??? Then when I was about 9 I had to sit in the back of the bus because my seat was taken which is normally where all the boys sat. They started talking about sex and proceeded to show me violent pornography. Then It got worse. Puberty hit and I felt like I was being thrown in a pen of hungry lions. Playground insults very quickly became being called bitch if you “step out of line” or say no or set boundaries or dare to be anything but submissive or subservient. Tag your it became are you nervous? Or Firetrucks don’t stop at red lights. Trading Pokémon cards very quickly developed into trading pictures of girls naked bodies. I was catapulted into the raw reality that men don’t view me as another like human being but as a girl. Thats it. I’m girl. And that somehow makes me different. Because in their heads girls are weak and dumb and whores and bitches and sluts, But there sexy and hot and they can pleasure me so I NEED to have them but I won’t like them and if I don’t like them they can’t like themselves either.

happy PRIDE i’m here i’m queer and i believe the land should be given back to the proper indigenous stewards.

You gyns ever think about how so many men who hate women will straight up admit that their hatred for women originates from some negative experience they had with a girl in like middle school and just lose your mind a bit because you realize that if women generalized how they view/treat men in the same way that men generalize their views/treatment of women there literally wouldn’t be a single woman alive that didn’t posses an intense hatred of men and act accordingly, or is it just me?