Erm Chat What Is The Appropriate Reaction When You Find Out Everyone You Work With Talked Shit About

lol my depression is swinging around the corner i just want to stop existing like i dont want to care if they like me... but like genuienly idk how i could be a better supervisor than i am already sometimes i feel like im actually going crazy on shift now cause people barely listen to me..... but i alwas give them options i never force them to do stuff i literally always let them visit their fucking boyfriend and go to the bathroom but then they turn around and ignore me make fun of me and like i take it in stride.. but im fucking tired like how the fuck are you guys happy with any shift lead ever? and like the shift they like? addicted to cigs bc his job is impossible. the baristas like him the dm wants him fired he will literally take work out of peoples hands maybe they dont like me cause i want them to actually do their job? but it really hurts to see them call out of my shift or make fun of me to another person directly in front of me like im actually so fucking exhausted from them OMFG i need a therapist RGHHH