"oh But Feminism's Changed Now"

"oh but feminism's changed now"

...yeah...?

....isn't that supposed to happen???

yes I'm acespec and yes I get so damn happy when a guy asks for my number/says I'm cute bc it means I'm not the ugliest piece of shit this world has ever housed <3

I don't want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend.

I want a boyfriend who will hug me every time we see each other, but it's those hugs that last for like 5 seconds. A boyfriend to sit on the couch with and read a book together, and I always have to flip back a page bc I read too fast and he reads too slow. A boyfriend who is willing to learn my native language, but specifically the cuss words. A boyfriend who holds my hand with intertwined fingers but his hand is kinda like in front of mine and he doesn't care my hands are always so fucking sweaty. A boyfriend who keeps his eyes only on my eyes despite me not looking into his bc I hate eye contact, but he doesn't mind that. A boyfriend who will help me diffuse the back of my hair, and he'll make sure the diffuser isn't too hot on my nape. A boyfriend who likes me for me and not for sex or kisses and he couldn't give two shits about me being ace and not wanting anything sexual because he loves me for me. A boyfriend who loves me completely and doesn't need me to be sexual because he doesn't see me this way and never will.

So yeah, I want a boyfriend and not a boyfriend. I want someone who will love me like I will love him. Not sexually, not completely romantically, but just two connected souls that feel too deeply for each other.

Is it too much to ask?

the only romance i like is necromancy

If he wanted to, he would.

It is so true. To make whatever tf this is more credible, I'll use my own life experiences as an example.

I met my bestest friend in the world on the first day of 8th grade last year. And within one year, she became my best friend ever and I became hers. We hung out every day, and in a few weeks, we managed to take the most complicated paths around school to see each other in between the classes that we didn't have together. All that mattered was that we saw each other. And during classes, we'd email each other the whole class.

We both got in trouble multiple times whenever we used cuss words in our emails, since we used our school-issued laptops to talk to each other and the school could see what we wrote.

Now, we're in different schools. When I tell you I cried my eyes out bc I go to school and I don't see her every day, I mean it. We still email each other every day, but here's when the whole "If he wanted to, he would" thing comes up.

I've written her enough letters to build a whole ass notebook, and she confessed she does too. We basically write stuff we'd say to each other in these letters, and we agreed to give these letters to each other next time we meet.

In the past year, I expanded my music taste for her. I got into Mitski, Demi Lovato, Ayesha Erotica, Hannah Montana, and many other artists for her because every day in p.e. she'd sneak her laptop and would listen to these artists, singing along to the songs, and I wanted to sing along with her. Now, I know the lyrics to every single song she loves, and I sing along with her every time.

She also listened to what I like. She listened to a few Blackpink songs, one BTS song, FANCY by twice. She hates kpop, but she listened to these songs for me.

After school, she WALKS to the nearest library just to use the computer and enter on her Instagram account so we can talk.

During Thanksgiving break, she sneaked her grandma's phone so she could text me.

Whenever I see anything Stitch related, I buy it and I save it for when we meet so I can gift them to her.

I listen to her rants and I suffer her anger with her.

She listens to my dramatic complains and cusses people out with me.

And we're just best friends.

I found in her what I thought I would've found in a man, because the world makes us think our soulmate is a romantic partner.

But not necessarily.

What I want to say with all this is:

If he wanted to, he would.

If he LOVED you, he would've.

Don't settle for anything less than what you deserve, because when someone loves you, you'll know it.

No matter who they are, they'll show you their love.

When you love someone, you'll go to Saturn and around the moon and right into the sun for them without an astronaut suit. And they'll do it for you as well.

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 last updated: 12/06/23

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PROMPT LISTS

kiss prompts

first kiss prompts

cute and shy crush scenarios 

silly arguments for your otp to get into 

touch starved scenarios

sickfic scenarios

fluffy actions and scenarios that make my heart melt

enemies to lovers (roommate edition) 

enemies to friends to lovers

secret relationship prompts

friends to lovers (celebrity edition) 

friends to lovers (roommate edition) 

friends to lovers (but they’re stuck in the friendzone) 

friends to enemies

awkward post argument scenarios

pre-argument scenarios

best friends pining for eachother

awkward prompts for your otp just starting their relationship

romantic late-night prompts 

domestic fluff prompts 

sleepy scenarios 

cuddling in bed prompts

situationship prompts

DIALOGUE PROMPTS

responses to “i’m sorry”

responses to “what are we?” 

responses to pet names 

dialogue for defending a lover

words of praise and admiration

exes to lovers dialogue 

late-night dialogue

teasing dialogue over a crush

roommates to lovers (but they’re scared to confess) 

confession dialogue prompts 

sleepy dialogue

words of anger and resentment 

worried and relieved starters

words of love (fluffy dialogue) 

delightful domestic dialogue 

denial about feelings dialogue

OTHER

ways to say “i love you” 

ways of subtlety showing love

words and actions that scream “you’re mine”

sweet romantic gestures

excuses for characters to hold hands

HERO X VILLAIN SNIPPETS

(not prompts!!) 

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