I Love James So Much He's One Of My Favorite Creepypasta Ocs Here On Tumblr

I love James so much he's one of my favorite creepypasta ocs here on Tumblr

AWW MAN THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOU!! It makes me really happy to know that people like James, like I'm seriously so fucking happy. Also, I'm so sorry for answering this late, I don't check my inbox often😭

A reminder of where I stand.

All eyes on Rafah and no one is free until everyone is free. I would've added a whole lot of other flags but then the space wouldn't be enough.

Since they dont wanna post the full screenshots or the apology I sent way back in January. I did not call anyone retard, I said it as a general statement as a way to be like "You cant control me", because the MAIN part of ASPD is fearing being controlled. Of course Im gonna act in dysfunctional and harmful ways bro, look into reactive aggression. But I owned up to it, and I have already long apologized to them for how I handled the situation. I owned up to it and anyone who knows me knows that I try my best to combat how my brain wants to react to hostility towards me. I choose to respond with kindness now, and healing isnt linear. I will have moments where I relapse into old habits, but I keep on trying to do better with every new day. They started this by saying threats against me for saying a slur I can RECLAIM, way before I even entered the chat. (These screenshots are all old, from back in January or so.) When I said "we all have our own views", I was saying that we all have our own views on reclaiming slurs. I believe that people can reclaim slurs, while Void clearly doesnt, which is fine, but they could have communicated that to me instead of all of this drama for no reason.

Cuz people love to harass people with mental health issues and treat them like a monster when they get fed up. Fuck you for that. Im not apologizing again. I know who I am now, I know the person I am, I know all of the hard fucking work I have put in to get clean from drugs, get myself off the streets, and recover from debilitating mental health issues. This shit is literally the least of my worries. I have owned up to it, I have apologized, there is no pleasing you guys.

And should I mention how you guys fucking bully and harass and insult people who arent even involved in the situation? How you flood innocent peoples comments, DM them, call them horrible names just for having their own opinions on the situation? I have NEVER stooped that low. I never expect anyone to get involved in my drama. I am literally a grown ass man, I have a life, and friends, and a wonderful girlfriend, and I am trying my best to be happy and kind no matter what. But I cant stand when you guys start bullying people who have NOTHING to do with this situation. Its insane. If you hate me, thats ok, I understand and I dont ever expect anyone to like me, but holy shit dont harass random people cuz of it?

And spreading straight up lies? Cropping the screenshots? Not saying the shit you guys did to me? Pushing me into a corner and lying and then using shit against me when I finally get fed up? Using my bad mental health episodes against me when you know damn well I apologized a LONG time ago?

Heres the apology I sent ages ago and them saying they hope my girlfriend abuses me and calling ME a retard directly 👍 And you were FULLY AWARE I have ASPD bro you literally said it during the argument. Ive always been entirely open about it, and have talked about it in that server. Dont bullshit yourselves when you actively target people with no empathy and morality. Of course I dont care about your issues dude my brain doesn't work that way. I literally cannot empathize with your feelings even if I wanted to, and I do. Thats why this is a DISORDER. Yall say its not about the ASPD then you talk shit about me for my inability to follow social norms and have empathy? At least I apologized and owned up to the wrong I did, while you guys keep playing victims for all the ways you mistreated me

Little something for Tobin's birthday:D

@necroromantics

James' opinions on the other creeps/proxies p.1

"Toby, hm? He's alright. It took some time for him to open up a bit and actually indulge in conversations but I appreciate him nevertheless....However it is quite unfortunate how much of a trained guard dog he is though, for the Slenderman I mean.....Barking and biting at anything, almost as if the entire world were a threat to him......But I've seen more sides of him, he can be very pleasant to be around. Sometimes he just talks about the most random things but I like that, it makes me smile.....I do hope that he'll get better and that he'll start to actually start to live and not just survive. Oh well, he'll eventually figure things out on his own, the only thing I can do is to stay beside him."

"Jack is actually a very sweet and kind soul, it was quite the surprise to be completely honest. We talk a lot about life, art and books, he's like a lost shard of my soul in a way.....I like being around him, he makes me feel comfortable."

"Oh, that girl? Natalie is alright, a bit stubborn and quiet but very nice once you talk more. I like her drawings, they interest me.....She hangs a lot around Nina and Toby, right? Well I guess I like her, she seems nice.....Tough young woman, that's for sure..."

"Nina is like a beaming ball of sunshine from what I know and I appreciate her for that. She often just talks to me about all kinds of things and I actively listen to what she is saying.......Like listening to a podcast......Oh, and her sense of fashion is absolutely gorgeous."

".....Hm....Well, we don't talk a lot, Kate and me I mean. But Nina often rambles on and on about her.....Maybe she's into Kate..?....Well, in any way, she doesn't talk much and neither do I but I never had any bad experiences with her."

"Oh, Sally! Yeah, she's a sweet girl but oh god, she has some really bad temper management issues. It's fascinating how much rage and despise is stored inside such a young soul......Scary in some way.......But we get along great, we also live in the same territory of the woods. She's like a little sister to me."

"Brian and Tim...?......Oh those two proxies...I haven't talked to them all that much but they seem okay. Toby sometimes talks about them, annoyed how they act so 'authoritarian'.......But, isn't the Slenderman more authoritarian than Brian and Tim? So why does Toby do whatever it makes him do yet gets all pissy when his two colleagues need something from him?.....Weird...."

Taking the break back lol (I'm an idiot)

And that my guys is why you shouldn't make impulsive decisions while being emotional.

So uhm, this is a bit awkward

No break? I guess? Idk man, I'm still not reaaalllyyy well but I figured that taking a break off social media won't currently help me so eh, yeah. Cool.

But maybe don't expect a lot of art bc school started for me again and I'll be a bit busy with studying. But otherwise, usual optimism and content, life is beautiful, blah, blah, blah.

If anyone is curious how I'm doing after the whole tiktok-comment-section-drama idk, I'm just as fine as I was before, I just hope that those people will find some peace in their life and not waste their time on harassing strangers online. I'm personally fine with the fact that it happened with me getting kinda involved I guess, I just deactivated the comments to avoid any more unnecessary beef.

And just for all the people that are somehow involved in the drama, I wish that you all find peace, it will get better and uh, love and respect everyone. The world is far too beautiful to bring negativity into it anyway.

I apologize for yapping this much, just wanted to speak out my mind.

(Also don't be ableist. Not funny to harass ppl with mental disorders or physical disabilities, it really ain't.)