Drunk Toby For His Birthday!

Drunk Toby for his birthday!

(don't drink too much alc guys)

I love my mutuals bro, they are so cool n sweet I appreciate them so much man. I get so happy whenever I see them in my notifications, I audibly go like "HAAAII:3"

Also, if you're a mutual of mine it is very likely that my entire IRL circle needs to endure me yapping about you...sooo....yippee

Some James facts

-can't stand unnecessary labels for things

-extremely nerdy when it comes to poetry and philosophy, very optimistic to the point that it sometimes gets annoying 

-quiet most of the time but once he speaks he's the king of yapping. A god of yapping, if I may.

-25 years old, doesn't age anymore due to him being undead

-grew up in a rich household, not billionaire rich but they definitely could afford way nicer stuff than others

-not an ounce of pettiness inside him, he would never hold grudges

-unlabelled sexuality (wow how unpredictable)

-trans man, already had his surgeries and his parents are supportive

-catholic but he has a complex relationship with the church

-actually needs glasses but he obviously doesn't have them anymore since he lost them when he died, so he can't see shit that's far away (unbelievable I know, I know)

-law student

-idk how to describe it but he speaks really gentle??? I don't mean his way of talking or speaking habits but his voice, he has that kind of voice that instantly makes you feel comfortable 

-despite his calm and gentle voice, he knows what he's talking about. He knows damn well that he could easily win any argument, he's a strategic genius in a way. He knows how to make people trust him, he knows how to get exactly the information that he needs, he knows how to unconsciously make people do things. He's smart, really smart to the point that it could get dangerous. Even if he'd never admit it.

-wise af, sometimes it feels like he's some 59 year old guy who traveled the world and knows everything

-goth, doesn't dress goth tho

-his family had a cat and a dog

-genuinely enjoys hearing different people's opinions on matters and loves hearing people talk, he's an active listener 

-he really, really admires EJ, sees him as a brother

-bro is the type of guy to randomly give people compliments. He makes comparing compliments (Example:,,I really like your nose, it reminds me of ancient greek statues.")

-lowkey a sweetheart, people easily get comfy around him

I am a sucker for relationships of the 'Judas+Jesus' type. One that loves the other regardless of how much they hate them and the other that just doesn't understand how they are loveable. One that betrays the other and is still forgiven. I am so gonna write a fic about that.

Taking the break back lol (I'm an idiot)

And that my guys is why you shouldn't make impulsive decisions while being emotional.

So uhm, this is a bit awkward

No break? I guess? Idk man, I'm still not reaaalllyyy well but I figured that taking a break off social media won't currently help me so eh, yeah. Cool.

But maybe don't expect a lot of art bc school started for me again and I'll be a bit busy with studying. But otherwise, usual optimism and content, life is beautiful, blah, blah, blah.

If anyone is curious how I'm doing after the whole tiktok-comment-section-drama idk, I'm just as fine as I was before, I just hope that those people will find some peace in their life and not waste their time on harassing strangers online. I'm personally fine with the fact that it happened with me getting kinda involved I guess, I just deactivated the comments to avoid any more unnecessary beef.

And just for all the people that are somehow involved in the drama, I wish that you all find peace, it will get better and uh, love and respect everyone. The world is far too beautiful to bring negativity into it anyway.

I apologize for yapping this much, just wanted to speak out my mind.

(Also don't be ableist. Not funny to harass ppl with mental disorders or physical disabilities, it really ain't.)