Katyhoodlum - Meaner Than My Demons

the purest form of love is necromancy.

I think cultcom should have bpd

It just makes sense

the duality of "please relate to me so i don't feel so broken and alone" and "you can't relate to me i'm the most specialest boy ever and thats MY thing"

there's a hole in your soul (and something's trying to get out)

Millon on ASPD vs:

PPD:

ASPD & PPD share a lot of characteristics

Both can be hypersensitive and might read innocent or well-meaning comments or behaviours as insulting or malevolent. This can lead to preemptive aggression

Both are easily angered

Both are “overly concerned” with protecting their own self-determination

Both sometimes have run-ins with authorities

In ASPD, this often is more due to impulsive actions

They “create their own enemies” through their actions

People with ASPD put up a façade of apathy about possible negative consequences of their illegal actions

People with PPD, on the other hand, are inherently suspicious and hypervigilant. They have trouble relaxing and are always on guard

The actions of people with PPD are rational in their worldview, while the actions of people with ASPD are impulsive and “arational”

BPD & HPD:

People with BPD, HPD & ASPD can be manipulative and impulsive, and can be dramatic, but the reasons are different:

in ASPD, it reflects a need for control, while in BPD it’s a need for support, and in HPD it’s a need for attention

“The histrionic pulls, and the antisocial pushes”

People with HPD aren’t usually hostile, while it’s a characteristic of ASPD

In ASPD, impulsivity reflects a need for immediate gratification

In BPD, it’s a need for short-term gratification, but can be in reaction to anxiety, feeling of emptiness, or dissociation

In HPD, impulsivity is part of a “scattered cognitive style”, related to emotions and distraction

People with ASPD & BPD are more intense than people with HPD

In ASPD, acting out looks like aggression, while in BPD it looks more like suicidal gestures and self-harm

- From Millon et al., Personality Disorders in Modern Life (2004)