Heyyyy...

heyyyy...

I'm back after a really REALLY long time.

Anyways I feel like I should explain...

I started writing in my senior year of high school and now I'm a sophomore in college, between that time I was having a really difficult time with school and adjusting because of covid.

I didn't forget about this at all, but I had really bad writer's block and couldn't think of anything to write and I didn't want to just half-ass something because you guys deserved better than that <3

I'm not trying to make excuses at all but I feel that I'm in a really good place now with my mental health and college and now I can focus on this again and writing for you guys!

Anyways, I hope you forgive me for my absence lol <3

- Em

online (pink) - I think I’m definitely more outgoing online and I write so that’s why I chose that (although I haven’t been able to write for a while, I plan to make a comeback 😊)

irl (blue) - I think I’m pretty chill and laidback, but I’m a bit more quiet and go with the flow irl.

Anyways…thanks for the tag! 💞 I tag anyone who wants to be a part of it!

i found such a cute piccrew here and i wanted to bring it to tumblr <3

i made how i act online vs how i act irl!

pink background is online, blue is irl! irl i’m a bit shy and kinda anxious. online i’m approachable and kind!

tags (don’t feel pressured to do it! i just thought it’d be fun <3) - @babymilkawa @bukojuiice @babyshoyo @cherriesradio @did-you-find-my-will-to-live @excitedlysuffering @eztil @frxggie @fandomeclectics @honeykami @healingbaku @kozuelle @katsubuns @missmorosis @meguroshi @megustaitachi @sukifics

OFC YOU DONT HAVE TO DO IT!!!!

you didn’t even answer HALF of my damn questions you stupid extra!

ur supposed to be my girlfriend and i’m supposed to take care of you.. or whatever.

so like..don’t die okay

because if ya do end up dyin’ i’m gonna kill you.

so shut up and go eat something.

- k.b

hehe Hi Katsu <3 

I’m alive I swear! And yes I did eat today...did you? You shut up and go eat something if you haven’t. You get extra feral when you don’t eat 🙃💜 

hey baby , sorry i didn’t respond sooner. shitty hair forgot his entire damn bag in his dorm room and then my stupid phone died and whatever ugh

ya i ate, how was ur day?

- k.b

HI BAKUBAE!

My day was good! I'm packing for vacation and then after that I move back into my college dorm. And yes, I did eat today and drank water <3

Hope you're having a great day Bakugou :)

oi dumbass.

did you eat today?? don’t tell me you didn’t do anything at all , tell me you did ur homework? you better have.

get ur lazy ass out of bed and be productive ur pissing me off!

and no i don’t ‘ care ’ about you , i’m just making sure that you don’t become a lazy asshole!

- k.b

Chill out Katsuki. I’m up, I’m up! and I’m writing too lmaoooo

i love the concept of black readers. i love black ocs in fanfiction. i love that there's just some mini spaces for black fans. too much anti-blackness, white-centering, white favorism and lack of care for black fans in fanfiction and fandoms. there's always so little of xblk!readers or blk ocs but i'm so comforted by the fact that there is some readers, ocs, and people i can relate too.

i love that there's so much more people than i thought that don't just relate to me when it comes to culture, but relates to me when it comes to the awareness of fandom and fanfiction anti-black issues.

which is why its always sad bae hours when you realize there's no xblk!reader fics in your fandom, no fics with any black!ocs in your fandom, no black!reader various-fandom collections with your fandom in it, or even barely any black writers in your fandom.

and even when you're the people doing pumping out content for black readers and/or make safe spaces for black fans, it can get so lonely knowing you're one of the only ones.

if that's what happen to you; i hear you loud and clear hun. currently going through that as well. just know there's other black fans that relate to you. the struggles are real but you'll get through it, maybe, eventually. and even if you don't, its okay.

Shout out to all the black fans with no reader fics you'll relate to.

Shout out to all the black fans that keep pushing through the anti-blackness and lack of care for them in the fandom.

Shout out to all the black fans that write xblackreader fics or black oc fics nobody else in your fandom ever does.

Shout out to all the black fans that have no space for other black fans in their fandom.

Shout out to all the black writers or fans that gave up in looking for content for them to relate to, or gave up in creating black!oc or black!reader fanfiction for the sake of themselves and/or others can relate to; you've done well, you deserve as much credit as black fans that currently contribute to black representation in fandoms. you didn't give up, you were tired. and that's okay.

Shout out to all the black fans that moved to another fandom because of the lack of black spaces, black fans or black writers. It's always so tiring and disappointing knowing your old fandom have none of what your new fandom has; but at least in your new fandom you may feel more appreciated and accepted.

black fans and writers deserve to be respected and appreciated.