Kaariigai - Kaariigai

When you trust someone else more than yourself,maybe you do deserve the hypocrisy. For the crime of being a fool and finding solace in someone's lies. Just maybe. But then I do hope someone doesn't get tired of me, because sometimes I do.

She hands her heart to people carelessly.And yet leaves the world outside her heart.

It's not her thick hide,

It's how thin it is, that makes her indestructible. 

How can someone give everything 

And not get anything back.

Maybe that's the 'happily ever after' there is. 

“Reblog if you utterly and without hesitation support gay rights.”

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Want to learn something new in 2022??

Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)

40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)

Excellent basic crochet video series

Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)

Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)

How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)

Another drawing character faces video

Literally my favorite art pose hack

Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??

Introduction to flying small aircrafts

French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding

Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)

Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)

Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)

Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:

Calculus 1 (full semester class)

Learn basic statistics (free textbook)

Introduction to college physics (free textbook)

Introduction to accounting (free textbook)

Learn a language:

Ancient Greek

Latin

Spanish

German

Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)

French

Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)

You Can Open Yr Eyes, Now

I’ve had so many people—  so many places, things, loves murdered by an affection that wasn’t really there.  We always seem to eventually destroy ourselves. & i’ve wished so many times i could take it all back.  Reiterate every stutter from the insides of my cheeks if i could just see you again,  how furious i would become. Because this world isn’t as damned as you  desperately know it is. You’ve wished so badly to be beautiful— do you know how many boring beautiful people i’ve known? Because the world isn’t as sad  as the thoughts shared by all its inhabitants. You’ve wished so badly to be somebody else—  when you don’t even know who you actually are. Because the world isn’t as fucked  as the traces of blood around yr arms. You’ve wished so badly for someone to fall in love with you. Yet you think the world can only be in love with thigh gaps and blonde flawlessness and yesterdays filled with things you’ll never hold yrself.  —I’ve never fallen in love with a face.