This Was So Sad And Beautiful At The Same Time I Can't-

This was so sad and beautiful at the same time I can't-

survivor

Pidge angst!!

We know that pidge have been through bullying and that her family was the only thing she had… But then, Sam and Matt disapeared…What if she hadn’t been strong enough?

This is an angst fic, the subjects are su**de, depre$$ion and bullying (quick mention of bullying). If one of these subjects trigger you, pass your way!!!!!!!!!!!

’’’’python

def open_file(private):

try:

with open(private_txt, ‘r’) as file:

content=private_txt.read()

print(content)

except FileNotFoundError:

print( ‘‘the file wasn’t found’’)

[...]

I don’t really know how to start… Well, if you read this, it means that im dead.

Sounds cliché and all, but it’s true, and im sorry.

I always give up at some point and I guess that I just reached my breaking point.

Times has been h ard, lately. I mean, It has always been. But since dad and Matt left, nothing makes sense anymore. There death seem so strange and I know you won’t listen to me, but I can tell that there is something that the Garrison doesnt tell us… I did everything I could to find it out but every thing I found were small pieces… The rest is missing and I did everything I could to figure it out.

All that to say, two of the only things that were keeping me alive left, you are now all that I have, mom ( and Bae’).

I tried to be strong but you know how weak I am. I can’t.

You know, im tired.

Im tired to be the weird one,

Im tired that other people take advantage of me all the time, I hate it.

Im tired to feel scared of mans,

Im tired of never standing for myself because im not brave enough.

Im tired of being scared,

Im tired to lose everyone I care about.

Im tired of my name,

Im tired of people calling me.

Im tired of myself,

tired of my body,

Im tired.

Im sick because of all that. It is to me the right reason to stop.

I swear, I tried so hard to change, I tried to be normal. But I came to the conclusion that you can’t change what you are. I will always be all that I hate, all that makes me tired, all that makes me sick.

Im probably not important to that world, less than I thought. You know, I really thought that I would do something amazing. But I guess that dad made me believe this. And he’s not here now.

I want to write every words to maybe live somehow, but meh, too lazy.

THIS is my last good bye to this freaking discusting world (That I hope will change).

I love you mom. You’ve always been there for me. All my tiny life.

Thank you for being a good person in this fucking world. Like, fuck everything and everyone, except you.

I hate it so much.

I HATE goodbyes.

But I guess it is for the best.

Im sorry.

I LOVE YOU,

-Katie

After reading this, Hunk turnes towards Lance and Keith that were behind him, reading that same farewell letter. Initially, Both Hunk and Lance wanted to have a revange on Pidge after she pranked them…

But they simply wanted to find an ambarassing picture of her… Not that horrifying paragraph...

They swore to never tell Pidge about that and gave up on trying to prank her…

sometimes, we don’t know a lot about our friends pasts… And sometimes, it better stay unknown.

A/N: this is my very late halloween fic! When I wrote it, I felt like it was a bit cringe but whatever... I still hope that you "enjoyed" reading it, even tho it is a litteral sui**de note----- Be careful about the ones you love, help people that are living a tough moment and of course, take great care of yourself! Never be scared to ask for help! Sui**de is never the solution and that fic does not encourage it!

KIDGE HEADCANON 27

This one is a bit nsfw! (Comes from one of my fics but I just love it!)

(This is married kidge btw)

Keith and Pidge were having "fun" together in Pidge's appartement... So like, they were kissing in her bed and stuffs were going a bit frisky when suddenly, someone rang at the door...

Pidge wants to go open the door but Keith told her that the person that rang would go away and that they should keep going on what they were doing... After a few seconds, pidge accepted... But it was to their pleasure that the door bell rang again...

Finally, Pidge got up to open the door (ignoring Keith protests...)

It was their friends.... So yeah, no fun now.

Pidge greeted them in with a smile even tho inside, she was feeling needy...

As for Keith?... He gave them a death stare, didn't say hello, growled and went left the room to shower....

Bonus!

When they left, Keith worshipped her like he had never done it before. Guess that waiting drove him crazy.

Just a silly dream...

Saturday I'm seeing the FNAF movie, and scrolling on TikTok I literally saw a LOT of spoilers... (That I won't say here bc... ya know) and I had a crazy dream last night...

I was in the Freddy Fazbear Pizzeria at night, and I dreamed that the missing children were the Voltron characters!

Freddy was Shiro, Foxy was Lance, Bonnie was Hunk and Chica was Romelle! Also Pidge was the puppet and Keith was the Crying child!

But wait, there is more! I dreamed that William Afton was Zarkon and Allura and Lotor were his children! (Also Keith but adopted like CC aha). Lotor was literally Micheal Afton while Allura was a normal girl that helped Lotor killing Keith but then regretted...

And also Sam Holt was Mr. Emily?????

AND I WAS WITH ALLURA IN THIS FUCKING PIZZERIA A LOT OF YEARS LATER BC ZARKON WAS BACK BUT FOXY (LANCE), BONNIE (HUNK), FREDDY (SHIRO) AND CHICA (ROMELLE) WERE EVIL BECAUSE OF HIM AND WE NEEDED TO FIND KEITH AND PIDGE AS GOLDEN FREDDY AND THE PUPPET I CANT'-

Can someone make an AU please...? I'm too Lazy and busy to do one of myself...

Colleen to the paladins: Katie is allergic to a lot of things

Hunk: Wait... Who...Who's Katie?

I love hearing Sam and Colleen calling Pidge Katie because it's a beautiful name but also because in my mind, it's funny.

Because the paladins have been calling her Pidge in years and that I'm pretty sure that none of them knew her actual name except for Shiro ( you can see in the paladin's handbook that Hunk really thought that her name was actually Pidge Gunderson...)

I just love imagining the paladins in Season 7-8 being like

Hunk: huh, are we supposed to call you... Pidge or?...

Pidge: call me whatever you want..

Lance: ok, imma call you Lance junior.

Pidge: .............. Just.... don't call me at all.........

"I don't hate you, but if you were on fire and I had a glass of water, I'll drink it"

-Keith to Lotor