My Good Mysme Route Includes

my good mysme route includes

so I have FEELINGS and rather than deal with them like an adult, I’m going to write about what my perfect MYSME route looks like. Major spoilers so it’ll all be under the cut. I really just want everyone happy and healthy.

this was really really fun to write and I’d love to hear other peoples thoughts on the perfect MYSME route since it’ll be different for everyone depending on what they want their MC doing. 

my MC is a caretaker/mom friend TM (like me) she likes to work but gets bored if she has to do the same thing everyday plus Jumin is my favorite so i chose to have her marry Jumin and use all the free time she has because she doesn't need to work a job to take care of the RFA. 

1: Jaehee and zen becoming best friends Jaehee helps him take care of himself as well as using her connection at C and he encourages her to chase her dreams.

2: Jumin promoting Jaehee to a delegation position where she hires and trains several assistants to do her job rather than get drowned in busy work

3: Seven and Saeran living happily together with a therapy service dog to help with Saerans medicine, panic attacks, and both the boys self care.

4: seven owns a toy store while saeran tends to a garden and play area in the back for kids who do not wish to go home right away (no matter what the reason is)

5: yoosung seeks grief counseling and begins his journey of moving on after rika

6: rika gets arrested and sent to a mental health rehabilitation center where she receives INTENSIVE therapy for and extended period of time

7: v realizes his codependent nature and also receives at least some therapy before he even considers getting into another serious relationship. his councilor advises him to avoid rika and he listens. meanwhile he reunites with the RFA and begins to rebuild the broken trust there.

the end result is that jumin learns to express himself and empathize with jaehee. he marries the love of his life. yoosung learns to motivate and live independently so he is not so swayed by outside influence or so reliant on others to motivate him. he want to improve himself, for himself. saeyoung gets his brother back as well as very tolerant and gentle pet trained to help calm them both down. he is out of the agency and doing what he actually loves, building and creating things that make people happy. zen becomes good friends with jaehee who reminds him how much his acting affects his fans not simply because of his looks but because of his skill as well. she actively cares about his health and happiness motivating and empowering him to follow his dream. jaehee learns to delegate and manage people to get consistent results without being overworked. she hires multiple assistants for jumin and every one has received glowing reviews thanks to her meticulous training. consequently she has far more free time and is planning to open her own cafe after training her own replacement. because she leaves Jumin amicably C&R readily invests in her Cafe and she does very well. V is learning his own self worth as well as becoming okay with the fact that he cannot control everything, and by extension if he is not in control he is neither to be praised or blamed for some things (such as rika’s actions) he is very slowly rebuilding trust with saeyoung, jumin and yoosung as well as the rest of the RFA though he will not be taking the leadership role back. he gets his eye surgery and opens a painting studio. his paintings and photographs are still regularly auctioned off at RFA parties. he learns to be more open and honest so that secrets are a thing of the past.  Saeran tends to a garden and playground behind saeyoungs toy store where many kids play and enjoy a safe environment. he has a therapy service animal that helps him remember his medicine and can help calm him down in the event of a panic attack. the dog also helps him sleep (waking him up if he has a nightmare) and reminds him to take a daily walk since exercise and sunlight are integral to his recovery.  Rika his arrested but thanks to jumin pulling some strings is given the extremely relaxed sentence of 30 years in a maximum security mental health rehabilitation facility. jumin arranges for her to be sent to the best possible facility in the world which happens to be in england far from V, her family, and the RFA. she gets the treatment she needs while the RFA heal from what she’s done. mc often visits each member to deliver snacks, lunches, dinners, or anything else that she’s made in her free time from hand knitted scarves to pottery she is constantly dabbling in knew crafts personalized for each member. she often brings huge amounts of cookies to sevens shop to hand out to kids and leave any left overs for the twins. she becomes the mom of the RFA checking on every member daily and making sure everyone has everything they need to be happy. once things have settled down and the members don’t need her as much she feels a little lost, until she talks Jumin into fostering kittens. her and jumin will have kids eventually but they aren’t in a hurry.

EVERYONE is getting better

listen i can’t stop think about this scene with one change

aang just f*cking lights shiz up and lobotomizes the fire lord

earth/ metal bending to get into the skull

firebebding to cauterize the wound

water bending to heal what he can

this thought haunts me

My RFA + Saeran NSFW head cannons

this is probably the only NSFW stuff I’ll write. its difficult since I’m not really into actual NSFW. ya know. mostly i just want my baby boys happy healthy and loved. I’m more about chaste kisses and platonic cuddles than anything else. still every once in a blue moon I have my moments so here’s my thoughts on the RFA + saeran 

oh also master list 

and I’m putting it under the cut for obvious reasons

Jumin

-        Light BDSM no intentional pain

-        Mostly bondage and calling you his favorite pet

-        Treats you like his most prized possession

-        He is all about giving you everything you want

-        Is quiet and methodical at first but slowly loses himself

-        Absolutely gets off on your noise

-        Probably enjoys watching you just as much as he enjoys participating

-        Doesn’t intentionally mark you but the occasional love bite happens if he’s not careful

-        Takes his time, you get there several times before he even starts his part of the journey

-        He’s committing you to memory every single time

Yoosung

-        Loves when you ride him

-        Will absolutely mark every part of you that you let him

-        quick recovery, and multiple rounds

-        literally incapable of coherent speech

-        loves your dirty talk though

-        bites his lip a lot sometimes you worry he’ll bite too hard

-        he has a praise kink 100% all day everyday

-        shy about saying it but thinks the idea of getting caught is exciting

-        really wants to do what you tell him ;)

-        so much cuddling afterwards also more praise so much praise

Saeyoung

-        he does not take off his cross necklace

-        likes when you sound frustrated

-        tends to stop right before you get their just to tease you

-        plays dumb until you say EXACTLY what you want him to do

-        probably still doesn’t do it right away because you didn’t ask nicely enough

-        it’s all a big game and he enjoys having the upper hand

-        wants you to say his real name. a lot.

-        He really likes when you bite his shoulder (it means he’s doing a very good job)

-        Probably wears the bite mark as a badge of honor (much to your horror)

-        after care is a huge deal for both of you expect lots of gentle reassuring kisses

Zen

-        stamina for days

-        he is into body worship you cannot stop him when he gets into it

-        zero regard for time and place, expect closets bathrooms dressing rooms all of it

-        he’s not into marking (his looks are part of his job he can’t risk that no matter how much he really wants to wear your love bites)

-        probably lifts you up against walls a lot

-        likes to hear your breathy voice whispering in his ear

-        is really proud of how disheveled you look afterward

-        kisses literally everywhere

-        he knows all your weak spots and will exploit that knowledge to tease you in public

Jeahee

-        follows your lead at first since it takes her a while to open up

-        bites her lip and tries to keep quiet if you top

-        hushes you and giggles at your sounds if she’s top

-        wants to give as good as she gets

-        likes when you kiss her neck

-        is VERY private, mention bedroom stuff in front of anyone and you’re in the dog house

-        likes when you go down on her best (probably holds your head in just the right place)

-        she does actually enjoy taking the lead once she’s warmed up

-        low sex drive if not encouraged (like maybe once a week if you don’t initiate it but don’t worry once you initiate she is down to clown)

-        bedroom only (except once in the office but she couldn’t relax enough to get there so yeah bedroom only)

Saeran

-        he is dominate. Always. (submission is NOT fun for him)

-        Makes you promise he’s the only one you’ll ever be with

-        Bruises from his fingers on your thighs and bite marks on your shoulder

-        A Safe word is a MUST so is a safe signal for both of you in case you need a break or he needs to calm himself down

-        Light choking (nothing extreme and you talked about it before hand hence the safe signal)

-        AFTER CARE AFTER CARE AFTER CARE

-        He knows he’s rough and you have to pull him out of guilt tripping himself afterwards

-        “I would have used the safe word if I didn’t like it”

-        Lots of reassurance and cuddling as both of you come back to yourselves

-        Even after recovery you can see a bit of shift between “unknown saeran” and “ray saeran” in this area

Jumin and tickles? Is he ticklish? How beautiful is laugh is? 😤

Jumin is absolutely ticklish the problem is people don’t tickle him. he seems so serious to most people that they could never even consider tickling him. so it has to be someone who can see his lighter side. someone who can see through his stiff and professional exterior. someone like MC. also listen his laugh is BEAUTIFUL. there is NOTHING more precious than watching the strong and ever-composed man that is Jumin Han crumble into a fit of laughter, I just want this man happy so gosh darn much. his laugh changes depending how hard he’s laughing, it starts of smooth and controlled, quiet and short, but slowly it gets louder, rougher, and more carefree. from low chuckles to rough barks.

anyway i couldn’t quite decide what i wanted to do with this so i hope your okay with half and half.

half scene half head cannons.

scene

Jumin had just finished feeding Elizabeth the 3rd when you snuck up behind him. You ran your fingers down his sides lightly tickling at his waist. You heard a low rumble of laughter and felt a smirk spill across your face as you rededicated your efforts to tickle him more.  His laugh was rich baritone deep in his chest and breathy in surprise; His shoulders are shaking with each low bark of laughter you manage to pull from him. It only takes a moment more before he turns on his heels to face you capturing your wrists gently in his hands to stop your roaming fingers.

“what do you think you’re doing my love?” he asks a light confusion in his eyes.

“nothing darling, not a single thing.” You chirp mischief clear in your playful smile. It takes only minimal effort to pull your wrists from his hands and resume your tickling much to his obvious shock. In only a moment you have him bent forward in uneven and boisterous laughter, you have never seen Jumin so carefree and animated its heart warming. You pull away to give him time to breathe and let yourself enjoy the slightly disheveled and brightly smiling man stood before you. Then his hands are on your waist skimming there the same way yours had, you giggle at his attempt and wrap your arms around his neck before giving his cheek a quick peck and whispering in his ear. “nice try honey but I’m not ticklish there”. It’s easy to see the playful curiosity in his eyes as his hands still at your side, the same curiosity that lights up his face when Elizabeth displays a new skill. You pull him to the couch and take his hands to guide them to your stomach, where he tries again and you can’t stop the peal of laughter that escapes your lips at his admittedly stiff movements. You wondered if he had ever tickled anyone before, with him it was a definite possibility that he hadn’t but he was a fast learner and it only took him a few moments to have you begging to catch your breath only for you to surge forward in another assault on his sides. The rest of the evening is spent in this gentle push and pull of tickle fights intermitted only by gentle kisses and cuddling.

Head cannon’s

-        Jumin has not been tickled in a very long time not since his birth mother when he was in early elementary school. His father was too focused on work and women while his father’s girlfriends always treated him formally as they tried to get on his good side.

-        Jumin is touch starved. So once you two are married (and he’s more accustomed to your touch) he welcomes ALL physical contact from you. Tickling included.

-        Honestly he see’s tickling as very intimate something to be shared with family only. It makes it hard to control yourself and you are so vulnerable it takes a degree of trust that he simply doesn’t share with many people.

-        It’s also a way to show affection. Not only is it physical contact but it’s also all about making the other person smile and laugh which he enjoys a lot. All he wants his to make the people he loves happy, be it by gifts or tickling.

-        On hard days when Jumin is stressed you run your fingers teasingly up his sides as you give him his welcome home kiss and revel in is hearty chuckle

-        NO ONE believes you when you tell them he enjoys tickling you and this fact makes him smirk devilishly behind their backs. When you point this out they turn only to find him straight-faced with one arched eyebrow. “whatever are you talking about my love?”

-        You will never tell anyone HE is ticklish. You swear you’ll take the secret to your grave because you like the idea that you hold this piece of information about Jumin that no one else knows. The childlike playfulness and teasing freedom of him when he lets himself laugh at your fingers dancing across his skin, is yours and only yours.

RFA + Saeran helping MC get to sleep

I do not often have trouble sleeping. in fact more often than not my depression is such that I experience hyper-somnia (sleeping TOO much) but every now and then (usually when getting back on my medicine and before stabilizing) sleeplessness will hit me like a train and I’ll spend 34 hours straight awake simply because sleep eludes me. so here are the RFA boys helping MC to sleep when she’s having trouble finding dreamland

also master list 

Jumin

-        when he notices you having trouble sleeping he sits up and simply holds you against his chest in the dim light of his bedroom aquarium

-        after a moment he asks if reading to you would help and you shrug because it’s worth a shot after all

-        so he reads to you quietly and while you would normally fall asleep easily to the lulling of his deep voice tonight you found it impossible

-        he notices you still having trouble so the next day he researches something he had read about briefly in one of his new age books

-        “hypnotic bedtime stories”

-        He read that a monotonous tone and slow speed was best so he bought a book hypnotic sleep bed time stories and resolved to try tonight

-        He made you warm lavender milk (a recipe he learned from a maid/nanny when he was young) and drew you a bath to help you relax

-        After he read you the sleep meditation stories

-        It worked like a charm and before he knew it you were asleep in his lap hand wound tightly in his night shirt

Yoosung

-        Poor baby can’t even help himself sleep what do you want from him

-        Usually he just plays LOLOL till he practically passes out

-        Still he wants to help so he’s trying

-        He can’t decide if chamomile tea or warm milk is better for sleep

-        Mix em. milk and tea is good right? (thank God he got that one right)

-        He rubs you back gently and wraps you in the softest comfiest blanket he has

-        He tries to sing a lullaby his mom used to sing to him but he can’t remember all the words and ends up humming most of it

-        He gets a little flustered when you forgo the pillows on his bed in favor of laying your head directly in his lap

-        He runs his fingers through your hair gently trying to calm himself as much as you

-        if none of that works he does actually have Tylenol PM he can offer you

-        But he really hates for you to take it since it probably isn’t good for you

Saeyoung

-        He doesn’t have trouble falling asleep. His trouble lies in staying asleep

-        So at first he doesn’t know how to help and has to look into it

-        Then he tries a couple of things of course putting his own unique spin on them

-        He starts with binaural beats

-        And a star projection on the ceiling for you two to watch together

-        When you mention difficulty getting comfortable with headphones on he tries isochronic tones since they don’t require headphones

-        And he switches to a northern lights projection loosely synched to the tones and music

-        Even if this doesn’t help you sleep you really enjoy simply relaxing and cuddling with him while you watch whatever projection he’s designed for you that night

-        Slowly you learn counting helps to keep your mind off the more complex thought keeping you awake and he designs one final projection

-        HBC bags and cans of dr. pepper floating down a river as though you’re watching from below the water

-        You giggle but he’s randomized the HBC bags and soda cans so you can’t memorize the pattern and it actually helps a lot

Zen

-        His solution to sleep trouble has always been to exhaust his body until he physically can’t avoid sleep

-        So of course his first idea is to tire you out (wink wink)

-        But when this doesn’t help he’s a firm believer in diet and health so he looks up foods and drinks that can help

-        He finds several salads that contain many of the recommendations and he makes you chamomile passionflower tea with a splash of warm milk

-        He sings you every lullaby he knows and after nights of sleeplessness despite both of your best efforts

-        He begrudgingly picks up some sleep vitamin supplements only a little hurt that he could not fix the problem

-        You can see the tinge of shame in his voice when he tells you he’s sorry he couldn’t help

-        You hug him tight and tell him he’s helped by bringing you the sleep aids and that even with the world’s strongest medicine you’d never get to sleep if he wasn’t beside you

-        He feels better and with the vitamins and his gentle singing you get some of the best sleep you’ve ever had

-        And as you sleep soundly he holds you close and breathes a sigh of relief

Jaehee

-        Ever the pragmatist she assures you that routine is the easiest solution

-        She cites several studies that explain that the body thrives on routine as a means to signal when to sleep and when to wake

-        She helps you keep a strict unwavering dedication to your bedtime routine for a week

-        Before she concedes more drastic measures may be called for

-        So she begins to create what she hopes will be the perfect bedtime tea for you.

-        She tries different amounts and strengths creating a new tea every night until she finds it

-        The blend of chamomile lavender passionflower and valerian root

-        She sweetens it with raw honey and warm milk to create the perfect bedtime drink

-        She’s not a huge tea fan but even she enjoys a sip of this before bed

-        Later she adds it as a take home and self-brew option for customers who may like a bit of bedtime help

-        And as much as you hate to admit that the routine helped your sleep a lot you do because between the tea and the routine you’re out like a light in minutes

Saeran

-        This boy knows the struggle of no sleep.

-        In fact, he doesn’t really sleep at night (as opposed to daytime naps with you on the couch) until he’s decently into his recovery

-        So when he helps you set up the bedroom for optimum sleep it’s for BOTH of you

-        He fills the room with fresh lavender and valerian blooms so the whole room is scented with their relaxing scent

-        he absolutely has a gentle rain sound effect machine too probably hooked up to surround sound speakers so it really feels like the rain is all around you

-        he has a small aquarium where he keeps fish before he transfers them to the big garden pond (his therapist suggested it may be therapeutic to keep a pet but advised him to start small) and he leaves its gentle low light on

-        most nights are spent leaning against each other watching the fish and chatting quietly until one of you drifts off

-        if you are still struggling with sleep he will brush your hair gently until he can see you relaxing

-        if it’s very long he may braid it so it’s out of the way while you sleep

Hey! So... When I started to play Mystic messenger I was a teenager, so I was wondering how the boys and Jaehee would react discovering that MC was a teenager too (platonic of course) I loved your headcanons btw ♥️

gah its been forever and a day since i was a kid. and even then i was like really bad at being a kid heh what do teenagers do? all i did was hide in the library and avoid socializing oops. whatever i had a lot of fun writing this! honestly i think they would all be very protective of you since the RFA really feels like one big family!

Jumin

He is proud of you and wants to provide you with future opportunities because that’s how he cares about people, by giving them a means to earn money and have purpose. Also he is very interested in what you can teach him about pop culture.  

-        Age doesn’t matter to him too much. Maturity does and you had proven your maturity by helping the RFA faithfully and well

-        In fact, he is very proud of how well you did and mentions that your professionalism at such a young age shows great potential should you apply to C&R (you know him well enough to take it for the compliment it is intended to be)

-        His presence practically drips with “proud dad preparing for his daughter’s future” vibes and considering the 11-year age gap you suppose you couldn’t ask for much better

-        That is until he hears you chatting on the phone and using slang he’s never heard before

-        Now he’s curious and asking questions. You show him some him some vines you have saved and teach him a bit about pop culture leading to an unlikely but very fun friendship

-        You and he tease zen a lot by having Jumin use made up slang and you pretending its super cool and zen’s just not with it. Also imagine getting Jumin to do a secret handshake just to piss Zen off. It ends with the “nyah” pose

Yoosung

Acts like your best friend that you enjoy teasing. He wants to be a good role model but that shiz is hard. You two bond a lot over stories about school and the struggles of exams.

-        He is very relieved to not be the youngest anymore because now maybe everyone will stop treating him like a baby. (spoiler alert they won’t. Ever.)

-        He worries that he’s supposed to act like a big brother. He doesn’t know how to do that! He’s always been the baby brother, or the youngest member, or the newest intern. How does one be responsible?

-        Tries and fails to intimidate guys away from you to “protect” you (but zen said it was his duty to keep you safe! He said all men are wolves MC!)

-        “If all men are wolves why isn’t he worried about you Yoosung?” “huh? Hey wait yeah! Does he not think I’m a man?!” “ go get em tiger. give zen a piece of your mind”

-        He helps you with homework a lot but no cheating! He tells you about the time he cheated to pass a class only to get to the next level class and understand NOTHING it took a lot of tutoring and studying and work to fix that mess. Best to learn it now while it’s still learnable.

-        He refuses to teach you LOL “don’t end up like me MC! Be better!” you learn it anyway and end up playing with him frequently. The rest of the RFA blame him for this much to his dismay.

Saeyoung

he wants to protect you in his own frankly silly way. still meme’s it up but doesnt want anyone “corrupting” you. actually he kind of treats you the way he would treat saeran.

-        He fights with V for the first time when V suggests leaving you in Rika’s apartment (with a bomb) but reluctantly comes around and does what V says

-        Stays a meme lord and is psyched if you can manage to out meme him

-        Definitely teases you about your age a lot (Yoosung is secretly glad to not be the ONLY one getting teased for being young)

-        “guys we have to protect the baby she has her whole life ahead of her”

-        Is the most adamant about not swearing, drinking or smoking around you

-        “y’all need Jesus there are CHILDREN here”

-        You may have to call him out on this behavior because seriously wtf you know for a fact hacking isn’t the most ethical or legal occupation and he’s gonna lecture you?!?

-        He may joke around but he up’s his protection game up about 10 notches because for real you have your whole life ahead of you

Zen

he basically adopts you okay. he wants to be your cool big brother friend and be everything his family never was for him. he takes care of you and stands up for you every chance he can.

-        He finds out very early on because the second he starts flirting seven shuts that shit down telling him your too young for that. He asks how young and is shocked but recovers pretty fast

-        You know the protective big brother trope? Yeah that’s him

-        He’s your ride or die friend too. Need a ride to school? He’s there on his bike, some dick is harassing you? He’s there to scare the punk off, and even though he doesn’t want to fight a kid he will if he has too

-        If its girls who are harassing, you he picks you up to give your rep a bit of a boost (it never hurts to be seen with such a handsome guy after all and if he shows up on his bike he’s also got the badass vibe going on)

-        He has ALWAYS wanted a little sister and now he’s adopted you. You’re his little sis now and he’s wrapped around your finger. He swears he’ll be a better brother than his brother was

-        He is so proud of all your accomplishments and is determined to encourage your dreams the way his parents never did (he might be living his family wishes vicariously through you but hey he treats you good so it’s cool)

Jaehee

-        She’s a bit worried about you taking on such a big responsibility as the RFA guest liaison at such a young age. What if your grads drop? Or you family gets upset? What if you had to also work a part time job and this interfered your young you need to be able to rest and live your life. (when you point out that she should do the same she brushes you off)

-        Not much changes honestly, she’s always been the RFA’s mom after all.

-        She gets a little stricter about language and “inappropriate” topics

-        She definitely encourages you to study and do well in school (and avoid any job’s Mr. Han offers you)

-        She still down to be your friend though! She’s all ears when you need to vent about school and you are always ready to lend an ear back when Jumin is giving you a hard time

-        You swap girl power ballads and she helps you set up a Zen fan club at your high school

Saeran

-        Look he didn’t intend to kidnap and actual kid and he’s honestly a bit panicked when he finds out your age you looked older than that he swears

-        Thankfully your mature enough and smart enough to do what’s needed of you and he supposes as long as you don’t have a family searching for you it should be okay

Ray

-        He’s a little more reserved but honestly not much changes he’s still innocent and devoted he calls you princess and tries to spoil you as much as he can he may not see you as a romantic interest but your still his obsession.

-        He likes that you trusted him even more since your young and therefor more vulnerable. You’re his family now, a better family than he’s ever had.

-        If you are the princess, he is your knight in the strictest definition. Which is to say he is devoted to protecting and serving you out of dedication and reverence rather than romance.

Unknown

-        He’s more verbally aggressive than physically aggressive

-        He doesn’t try as hard to seem intimidating because he thinks of you as a child, and he doesn’t have to prove how tough he is to a child it’s obvious after all.

-        Also his visits are simultaneously shorter and more frequent. Shorter because he tends to get flashbacks easier (since he sees you as a child despite you being a teen) and more frequent because they are less satisfying since he doesn’t let himself be physically aggressive.

Vanderwood

(IDK why but I feel like he probably had an actual family with a girlfriend/wife and possibly a very very young daughter before the agency. Maybe she left him and that’s why he’s so impressed by MC’s dedication in the secret ending. Or maybe they’re both dead because broken hearts make more money than whole ones. Either way I think a teen MC would remind him of his possible family and so he would be hell bent on separating you from the danger and drama of literally everything that happens in the game.)

-        He’s legitimately (and rightfully) concerned about you when he see’s you on seven’s CCTV feed

-        protective and angry dad mode activated

-        threatens to tazer seven into oblivion if he lets something (or causes something to) happen to you

-        “what the hell are you doing she’s a civilian AND she’s got her whole life before her, you and I might have thrown away our lives but she didn’t! whatever’s going on you had better fix it NOW”

-        He is not speaking with you. No way no how. Every word he says to you puts you more in danger and he is not having your life on his conscious

-        That being said the second you’re in danger he is all in on ANNIHILATING whatever has put you in danger