I Made A Promise Via Pinky The Other Night:

I made a promise via pinky the other night:

I’m staying with them until the very end 💜

Honestly, how are you doing? I’ve never seen anybody ask you before and I wanted reach out 💜

Thank you for reaching out, I really appreciate it 😊 Please, don’t feel the need to check on me all the time tho. Me and my blog are just a molecule compared to the people around me, that’s why nobody asked. But it’s okay I promise.

Honestly… these days Mono has been hitting pretty close to home. The mixtape.. not the kissing disease (lmao). I’ve lost some of my interest and enthusiasm. Keeping up with everything: Vlives, tweets, announcements, whatever it may be (not just with bts stuff) I have little enthusiasm to do so. It’s bit discouraging when it comes to bts bc I do love them so much, it feels like I’m cheating them out or something. Awhile ago I mentioned that I was medicated and to be brutally honest, if I wasn’t at this very moment, I would’ve probably ended up in the hospital again. I’m very fortunate that it’s working very well with me. I’m just living on the mediocre side of life really. I’ve definitely been in worse places though so I’m am grateful for where I am rn.

Thank you again for asking 💜 I hope you’re taking care of yourself and doing well.

Other randoms:

I have a question for anybody who is willing to answer: when you buy an online PTD ticket, do you have to validate the ticket right away or do you wait till the concert day? I understand the instruction, but I also like real testimonies. Please help if you’re willing.

I applied for a job over a week ago and I still haven’t heard anything, so I’m a little worried.

I recently put more research and effort into my skincare and I have to say, I’m glowing 🤩

I have a lot of stuff that I want to say and explain, but I don’t want to make another blog to say it and this blog doesn’t feel like the right place. At the moment, I just keep it too myself.

Only bc I got some anon chats (not nice ones), Yes, I’m a 19 year old that smokes weed occasionally, suck my ass 🤨 I know what I’m doing, I wasn’t born yesterday 🤡 clowns. I will be celebrating 4/20 thank you very much.

Idk what’s been up with my header. It keeps moving on it’s own and it’s glitches from my pov. Idk what’s wrong with it.

Here’s my dog: Lucian

He’s a sweetie pie and I love him with all my heart. He’s a little of the chubby side of life, but that’s okay because he’s so soft and squishy 😊 I brush his teeth everyday bc he had a big stinky mouth and when you punch him (in a playful manner, I don’t hit my dog 🤨) he punches back.

This blog and my posts feel like a nuisance these days as well.

I have a gardening update coming soon

🌱🌾🍄🪷🪴 cute plants

… and Imma stick beside him 🙂

BTS participate in April Fools like they invented the concept. I forgot what the origins are, why is it a “holiday”? Do you call it a holiday? Anyways, I think it’s cute that they prank Army.

Words could never describe how revolutionary they truly are. Words could never describe how much they truly mean to so many people. You’ll never be able to truly convince any of them, even though they’re the ones accomplishing it. It’s hard to put into scale what’s never been done before. They are the path. They are the stars in the universe. The fact that we are existing at the same time and we get to truly witness they’re influence in real time, is a privilege. It’s truly a privilege to witness the history they’re making and continuing to make. They are fighting and working for us. They don’t have to, but they continue to. They continue to become brighter stars in the universe. Words can never truly describe that.

Thank you so much for everything.

I’m done for the day. Sorry if it was a annoying or something. But if anybody is willing to answer this- 👇 question, please let me know.

Thank you. I’ll be back.