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Hi. I Just Saw Your Writings And Im In Love Your Writing Is Amazing

Hi. I just saw your writings and im in love 😍 your writing is amazing 😍

can i request for yandere jamil viper with innocent reader ?that jamil is obssessed with reader without reader knowing and successfully tricks reader into a fake marriage ?

Thank you❤

Yandere Jamil viper x chubby fem reader

Warning : non con, Manipulation, drugging, forced marriage, force feeding, forced pregnancy, kidnapping, force sexual affection.mention of rape, overblotting ,minors are not allowed, mature content, Stockholm syndrome.

Author's note: here it is ... Hope you will enjoy it!!

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Hi. I Just Saw Your Writings And Im In Love Your Writing Is Amazing

Jamil was the senior you liked the most in Night raven he always helped you very much. It was more like he was like a brother to you , an older brother. If any thing happens to you , you always ran to him for help.

He treated you very nicely. Well it was not like the others don't . But you liked him the most...... You didn't know if it was his patience that attracted you.... Or the way he was always there for you.

But lately you have noticed that he seemed a little upset, so as a good sister you asked him what was the matter. He told you that his sister doesn't wants to get married as she wants to study but the parents are forcing her.

And when he tried to make them understand they told him that they want to see grandchildren soon . So if he didn't want her to marry as the oldest child he have to marry someone. And they gave him 2 week time to find a girl for himself or they will marry his sister.

You asked him if he found someone. But all he did was to give a sad sigh. But then your mischievous mind made a plan ..... You told him that you know it's too fast and in 2 weeks he can't find a girl to marry . But he can ask someone to play the role of his girlfriend right??

He can tell his family that she is his soon to be wife. And that way he can save his sister and can buy some time to find someone in reality to marry. And he agreed for the plan so fastly that you didn't even regreted the idea.

Till..... Right now you were sitting in front of his parents with his arms around your waist. You asked him to ask ' someone ' to play the role.... And he asked you  to play the role... You could have denied his request but you felt guilty...

You remember how many time he had helped you without questioning.... Just this once you thought.

His parents were very sweet to you especially his mother feeding you sweetly. You thought they will reject you because you were chubby . You tried to point on that reason when she took you away to talk with you alone .

But you were very embarrassed when she said

"Noooo dear it auspicious here....the chubbier the bride is the healthier the children she will bore.... It's a sign of being healthy, rich and prosperous....."

After that you stopped doubting yourself. They feed you so sweetly, especially Jamil..he will make you sit on his lap and feed you with his own hands.. and if you will tell him when alone that you can feed yourself he will say that he was only doing this to make his parents believe that you are real couples.

But you can't get you mind out of the way he has been treating you lately.

When you will help his mother cook and she will leave you alone in kitchen for sometime he will come out of nowhere and hug you from behind. Breathing heavily and kissing your neckgrinding himself against your body .

At night too , you two were given one room which you two share. And you can't even complain because you yourself told his mother that you love him very much and its ok for you two to share a room.

It was okay for first few days. You two slept with a distance between you but now as soon as you get into the bed he will wrap his arms around you pulling you close to him.

You thought he forgot that you two were just acting . But the way he sweetly look at you and kiss you ... You can't find it in your heart to tell him back off.. just a few more days.. that's what you thoughts.

But lately Jamils mother had told you that the marriage is in few days and she wants you two to be close . That she wanted grandchildren soon . You smiled nervously to her... But can't find the power to tell her the truth.

She gave you a beautiful Arabian dress . The dress was in two pieces one baggy pants and other the top part which was blouse. And for real you loved the dress very much.. but when you wore it.... You god..... It hugged your curves so good.

She told you to wear it tonight for Jamil and even when you denied she pushed you inside the room forcefully thinking it's just you were shy. As soon as you entered the room and he saw you he stood up from the bed..

He slowly came to as if you will fly away if he will scare you. He circles you a few times and then he suddenly took you in bridal style taking you to the bed.

He started to undress you all the while you tried to push him away. But in the end he shoved his tongue into you mouth shutting you up and  undressing you. He bite you hard in the nape when you tried to push him away.

He entered you in one thrust you were crying and screaming for him to stop. But he .....he continued to thrust inside your once virgin heat.. . Until he came ..... After coming as if he came back to reality, he hugged your trembling body . Rubbing it all while you naked body was squished to his naked body.

"Its ok .. it's going to be ok Y/n I'll not leave you... Don't worry ...we will marry!!! "

Pushed him hard telling him that you don't want that ...that you are going back ... Which caused him to overblot.

But before he could have attacked you his mother came in between. she took you out and told you that it's ok he will be normal soon. But your mind was on how to leave so you told his sister the truth that how to save her you two made the plan and how it had backfired.

She told you that she will help you escape she told you to meet her in the night next day and you nodded. Unknown to you that this will be a trap.

Hi. I Just Saw Your Writings And Im In Love Your Writing Is Amazing

Next day came to meet her she told you that she will show you the way .

She took your hand and took you in front of a large door before you could have asked her anything she pushed you inside the room. And the last thing you heard was.

"You will thank me some day sister "

Inside you were screaming and banging the door to open it and then you felt an arm smoothly wrap around your chubby waist. You heard the hissing of the snakes near your ear . Your whole body froze when a kiss was place on your bare shoulder.

"There there my queen..... Why are you scared???? Where you trying to escape??? "

Before you could have said anything or even a sound would have escaped you mouth he took you to the bed . Placing you down there gently. You had seen him....his overblotted form.....

He slowly lifted you led and put it on his shoulder licking your inner thigh.

"You are not going anywhere my queen....nowhere....not until you are full with my kids..... *

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Your mind was a broken mess.... His thrusts too much for your tired body..... How can he go on like this??? You were sitting on his lap with his dick inside you all the while he was feeding you. And everytime you try to turn your face away from the food . He thrusted inside you and then shove the food when you opened you mouth to moan.

How much time had passed??? You don't know...... But what you were sure of was... He is not letting you go...never.

You were sleeping on his lap with his dick inside you . Marks of dry tears on you cheeks the kajal and mascara melted down. Your lips swollen from all the biting and your naked form littered with his bite marks.

He was now back to normal. And was patting your head... smiling looking at the little bulge in your tummy with adoration. He overdid it...but...he is not guilty ... If it means you will never leave his side and be his wife ....then he will do it a million times.

He kissed your forehead , and looked at your sleeping face rubbing his thumb over your swollen lower lip. He took out the vial that his sister gave him yesterday and put the drink in his mouth and then he kissed you. Transferring the potion into you mouth. He smiled when he saw your throat...you drank it..

"My obedient little wife....."

Hi. I Just Saw Your Writings And Im In Love Your Writing Is Amazing

The marriage had gone very well. His parents very happy and your pregnant bump showing in the dress you were wearing. You had became so obedient that he wants to give you the world. You came waddling to him today with your hands around your belly.

I want to eat f/f  :(. .... Can you make it???

He smiled and kissed you pouty lips....

"Yes why not my Treasure!!! "

He brought the food and you extended you hand to take the plate but instead of giving it to you he said while sitting down

"Ah ah.... What do we do to thanks our husband??? "

You crawled to him and sit in his lap opening your mouth .

He smiled sweetly feeding you a mouthful of the dish and kissed your puffed cheeks.

You will never even think of leaving him.....never....

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More Posts from Jcrml

2 years ago

Hey how are you? I hope you're doing good!

I wanted ask if you can do a yanderes manhwa dilf (your choice) and make it gory as hell, it can contain nsfw as well

[I hope it didn't sound bossy, you can ignore too if you dont feel comfortable]

Contract Marriage??? Part 1

Yandere Duke Eustia Visenna x wife reader x Yandere Sharkis Visenna

Warning: Drugging , stepcest, unwanted touching, forbidden relationship, mature content, large age gap , mention of pregnancy, forced breeding, contract marriage.

Author's note : sorry I don't write gore that much, neither I like to and I was not jn mood to.. but here it is.... Hope you will like it.

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Hey How Are You? I Hope You're Doing Good!
Hey How Are You? I Hope You're Doing Good!

He never thought he could love another woman again in this same life. His whole life after the death of his wife ; he made plans how he will sacrifice himself...  He wanted to meet his wife after death again ....But that was until he meet you...

He married you due to his plans... He needed support of your father. He offered him his son Sharkis but your father declined saying that he have 2 sons and he can't risk his daughter in a household where it's not clear if she will be the future Duchess or not.

You were 2 years younger than Sharkis.... A perfect match for him....he even let you two meet and introduce to each other. But your greedy father stubbornly stood on the fact that it would have been better if the Duke himself married you. And your child from the Duke would be the heir.

He accepted because he was knowing he will kill you and your family after his plan will succeed. He accepted you to make a lot of tantrums when he didn't visited you on your wedding night.

He was waiting for you to shout and argue like a spoiled daughter of a rich noble man. But he was shocked when you wished him good morning and then apologized to him for what your father made him do.

But what shocked him more was when you handed him a contract signed by your father himself that you two will divorce at the end of the year if you will not get pregnant.

You told him that you never wanted to marry in these circumstances so this is the best you can do to help him to save himself from this unwanted marriage. You thanked him for taking you in and promised that you will know your limits and will try not to disturb him in his plan... whatever it is.

When he asked what if you would got accidentally pregnant?? It hurt his pride a little when you said that he don't have to worry about it. You are not interested in him; no matter how many ladies in the kingdom will kill for him just to look at them.

The married life with you  was not very different from his life before the marriage. You barely talk to him , never ask for anything and stay in your room. You meet only while breakfast and dinner . He had seen Stelle always being with you . He noticed how she had stopped coming to meet him or even if she came it is always for a short time.

Then one day he noticed Sharkis standing outside Stelle's room listening something. He joined him and what they heard shocked them.You were telling Stelle how abusive your father is ...how he always hurt you mentally and physically. You told her how you were thanking the gods when your marriage was fixed with Sharkis.

But then it all came down when due to your greedy father you had to marry Duke Eustia. When she asked what if you will not get pregnant....you would have to go back to the same hell. But when you said that you are going to run away  before the contract ends Stelle was not the only person who was hurt.

Sharkis said nothing he just glared at his father and frowned before going away. Duke Eustia was hurt.... Do you not believe him this much that instead of asking for help from him you just made plan to run away??

You two were now talking about your favourite books . Eustia can't help but smile .....your mind was like child. The way you jump and giggle while talking about you favourite books it was obvious you liked them.He ordered the books you told Stelle about.

He himself walk to your room to give you the books. But there he saw  that you were cornered by Sharkis who was trying to convince you on something. Eustia thought to leave you two on your own but when he saw Sharkis pulling you closer to himself and trying to kiss you and you trying to weakly push him away, he softly pulled you away from Sharkis .

He noticed that Sharkis was a little drunk. Sharkis angrily said that how you were his first . You were to marry him but instead he married you. It was then when they both noticed how you were trembling like leaves.

Eustia asked him to go to his room and he obeyed without question.Eustia put you on bed to sleep and sat there saying he will not leave till you will feel safe and fall asleep.

Which was his biggest fault... The sheer night gown that you were wearing was not helping him at all. When you finally fall asleep. He got up from the chair and sat beside your sleeping form on the bed. Your soft ample breast. The soft thighs, your juicy lips your pretty long eyelashes. Your young smaller body....

He can't blame Sharkis for being obsessed with you. If monsters like them will have opportunity to have something as divine as you.... Even he himself will not let you go. He slid his palm on your bare thigh . Then kissed your forehead.

The boner in his pant making it uncomfortable for him to sit there any longer . He was jerking off in his office his pants down and the end of the shirt between his teeths.

Fuck.... He will give the world to you just to be near you.... Just to taste you pretty little pussy. He released on the papers on the desk. You are really making it hard for him to accept the contract.

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Sharkis asked him today that what if you got pregnant before the end of the contract??

"Of course she will then have to live here then .. no divorce."

Sharkis said nothing just nodded. Shurey was out to meet Stelle and see if she is training enough or not. Eustia was walking towards your room to talk to you to end the contract as he wants to be with you. When he heard whimpers for his name. When he got closer to the door he heard Sharkis telling you that he is not "Eustia ".

He opened the door. And there you were wearing his shirt your little pussy stuffed full from his son's dick . He can even see you clench and unclench, a little blood on the sheets. He was calculating the scene when he noticed an empty vial on the floor and your flushed state .

He then understood that Sharkis had drugged you. He got closer to you two. But as soon as you saw him you hid your face into Sharkis chest whimpering Dukes name. Sharkis stopped thrusting and chuckled.

"Just look at you... Whimpering and moaning on your stepson's cock thinking it's your husband and hiding from your husband thinking it's your step son....have I fucked your brain out mother??And after this cute show you expect me to be gentle with your little pussy??? Nuh uh....."

With that he slammed into the matress jackhammering into you before growling and cumming inside . He pulled out of you watching your pussy with lovesick eyes when he saw his cum trickling down your hole. He position you so that your hole towards Eustia.

Eustia was blushing when he saw you panting. Sharkis was buttoning his shirt when he told Eustia.

"Make sure she gets pregnant..... because I don't have any plans to let her go.. I took her virginity as it was mine to take... Give her a reason to stay....."

He left the room with you two alone. Eustia would have left. But he hurriedly started to undress himself when you looked up at him and extended you arms whimpering coherently , purring and mewling his name.

He was quick to take you entering your already abused pussy . Filling you yet again. He heard you gasp and he can't help but growl when he  felt you clench around him. It's boosted his ego when he heard you weakly whimpering

"T-t-tooo big...."

He started to thrust in an animalistic pace. He didn't stopped even when he came.... Sharkis is right.... You need to get pregnant.

Hey How Are You? I Hope You're Doing Good!

Sharkis came to his father's room with breakfast for two. He set the meal on the small tea table . And walked towards the end of the bed. Eustia signed him to keep quite as you were still sleeping.

He slowly lifted the sheets enough to show Sharkis that he was still inside you. Your thighs slick and pussy clenching and unclench in sleep.

Sharkis eyes had gone mad the moment he saw your puffy red pussy englufing his father's whole length. The boner was obvious on his pants. He leaned down and placed a kiss on your naked back.

He said nothing else and left the room . But it was known by the both men that none of them were going to let you go or let the other one take you alone fully.

Sharkis was obsessed with you and your body.. he can't go without being inside you for more than 3 hrs. And Eustia can understand... After all you were his first... And maybe his last....

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2 years ago
Little Leopard [5]

Little Leopard [5]

"If it weren't for seven men that fateful night you wouldn't be here now. They showed you good people did exist. That life can be great, that you can be loved and cared for. These seven men were the men you loved and cherished. These men were your mates. Your safety blanket. And to them. You were their Little Leopard."

Header Credit: Me

Pairing: OT7 X Hybrid!Reader

Genre: Hybrid! AU, Strangers to Lovers! AU, Rich!BTS, Fluff, Angst, eventual smut, Polyamorous!BTS

Warnings: Angst, Hospitals, discussions of weight, discussions of eating disorders, dissociation, mentions of past mental abuse, mentions of past physical abuse, mentions of sexual abuse, discussions of trauma, anxiety, depression, explicit language, OC gets a little possessive, self-doubt, NOT SAFE FOR RAMADAN.

Word Count: 4K

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Little Leopard [5]

Like Seokjin had said the next day after breakfast, he was taking you to the clinic, and to be honest, you were nervous. You hadn’t been to a hybrid clinic and you didn’t know what to expect. You knew that Seokjin wouldn’t do anything to make you uncomfortable and that he’d never hurt you. You had to keep reminding yourself that this was for your own good, he just wanted to know if you were fit and healthy. 

Whilst eating breakfast, Yoongi and Hoseok had told you they were going to tag along so you wouldn’t feel so uncomfortable in a new and nerve-wracking environment and so you could have a hand to hold if need be. It made you feel warm inside knowing that they really did care about you. Your thoughts, feelings, your physical being. Everything. It all mattered to them and they always made sure you knew that. 

You knew that Jungkook had told them about your talk last night, they didn’t have to tell you that they knew, you could tell by the way their scents had changed when they saw you come down the stairs this morning. Their usual soft, comforting scents changed to a dull burning bitter smell, the gentle looks of care and worry. But what you appreciated the most was how they didn’t bring it up, they didn’t make you talk about it. They were really allowing you to do things on your own terms. You will never be able to tell them how grateful you are. They were always there to abolish all your negative thoughts and feelings. They’re like umbrellas, when you’re toxic thoughts rain upon you, they shelter you from them and wait with you for the sun to break through the rain clouds not ever leaving you for a second.

“You ready to go, Sweetpea? Yoongi and Jin are waiting for us.” Hoseok says softly peering into your room after he knocked, chuckling seeing you sat cross-legged in the middle of the bed, your pastel yellow dress sprawled around you like you had come out of a Disney movie, a little pout on your lips as you look up at Hoseok with a look of defeat and hold out your brush and a scrunchie.

“I can’t do my hair, w-will you help me Hobi? I keep catching my ears and it hurts.” You whine out in exasperation. It was clear to him you had been trying to do it for a while but was clearly being defeated. He couldn’t say no to you. You had him and the rest of the boys wrapped around your finger and you had absolutely no idea.

“Of course, Sweetpea, you gotta be careful of these cute little ears.” Hoseok coos, taking the brush and scrunchie from you and sitting behind you, beginning to brush your hair, frowning at how tense and anxious you were not just from how you sat but from how your tail nervously flicked, poking his leg occasionally. Something was playing on your mind and Hoseok wanted to help you. Out of all the boys, he had spent the least time with you having to constantly be at work all the time.

“Penny for your thoughts, Sunshine?” He asks tenderly beginning to fishtail braid your hair, pausing as you sigh and grab your tail to play with it, something all hybrids did for comfort and it was nice for the boys to see you beginning to lean more into your natural instincts. They had noticed in the first two weeks you lived with them you barely did anything…Leopard like? Feline like? 

It was like you had buried any instinct you had as a leopard. They had begun to think you had been forced to not act on them or perhaps you just didn’t have any but as you began to relax around them the more you showed your feline side and in all honesty, it was the most wholesome thing they had seen. They were curious to see if you would eventually be comfortable in front of them to shift into your full Leopard form. If that was something you could do.

“I just…I’ve never been to a hybrid clinic before…let alone had a health check, no one cared about it. I’m scared. What if something is wrong with me? I w-won’t be left there right o-or you won’t be disgusted with me at my results?” You fret, biting your lip anxiously as Hoseok ties the hair tie into your hair a little sigh leaves his lips before turning you to face him and shaking his head.

“Sweetpea, we will never ever leave you there, or anywhere for that matter. You’re stuck with us, how terrible right?” He jokes making your lips quirk up a little and playfully roll your eyes before relaxing into his touch as he massages at the base of your ear, a rumble coming from your chest.

“None of us will be disgusted at all okay? Whatever the results will be for your health, we’re all gonna be here to do what we can to help it improve if needs be and be here for you through everything alright? I know it sounds scary. A hybrid clinic and tests but you are in completely safe hands. Seokjin won’t make you do anything you don’t want to alright? I hate the doctors too. Needles are pretty terrifying. I used to pass out every time I needed a flu vaccination. Ironic isn’t it? I see all sorts of things being a detective yet the one thing that scares me isn’t weapons, blood, or bodies but a damn needle but in the end, I know it’s to help me. This is to help you.” He smiles, his heart fluttering hearing the laugh you let out hearing his fear of needles. You appreciated his efforts to calm your nerves.

“Okay, thank you, Hoseokie. You guys won’t leave my side?”

“Wouldn’t dream of it, Sunshine.”

Despite Hoseok’s reassurance, you couldn’t help but let your fear grow the closer you got to the clinic. You were terrified at what could be revealed. You knew that none of the outcomes of the appointment will be good. You dread to hear the results because you knew what they were going to say.  ‘You’re broken’.

Time was moving too quickly. You blinked you were in the car, you blinked and you were on the highway, you blinked and you were in the city. Before you knew it you stood right in front of the clinic, staring blankly at the sign. Your hands had gotten clammy. Your heart was palpitating. Your mouth going dry. You absolutely did not want to be here. You were petrified. But you just didn’t know how to say no. It was a foreign word to you. A word that was not allowed in your dictionary. A word that if you used would result in punishment. It was another habit you couldn’t break. You couldn’t say no to them. You couldn’t tell them you weren’t ready for this. That this was just too invasive right now.

Yoongi had picked up on your anxiety almost immediately. Noticing how tense and rigid you had gotten. How you froze in your spot like you had your feet glued to the floor. The distant look in your eyes. He knew right there you weren’t really there. You had disconnected from yourself and the world around you. Your defense mechanism. Your fight or flight.

“Y/N? Little Cub you still with us?” Yoongi questions delicately, slipping his hand into yours and squeezing to try and bring you back to reality. Nothing. You didn’t move. You didn’t speak. You hadn’t heard him. He began to grow concerned looking at Jin and Hobi for help. He didn’t know what to do but he did know he wasn’t going to pull you into the clinic in this state. He wasn’t going to make this worse for you.

“She’s dissociated Yoongi. We have to ground her, and take her attention off the cause. Give her your keys. They’re cold and something she can fidget with. Cold things bring them out of this state.” Seokjin states, gently stroking your hair as Hobi tries to blow air onto the back of your neck to break your dissociation. Yoongi roots through his pocket before pulling his keys out and placing them in your hand, watching as the distant look begins to slowly disappear.

Seokjin felt guilty. He should have asked you first, he should have made sure you were comfortable with coming to the clinic. He felt like an idiot. He knew you had trauma yet completely forgot to ensure this wasn’t crossing the line for you.

“Sunshine? Are you back with us? We’re right here. It’s okay, take your time. We’re right here.” Hoseok murmurs watching as you blink and look around, breath slightly heavy, a pink hue appearing on your cheeks as you realize what had happened.

“I-I’m sorry, I-I haven’t done that in a while.” You whisper shyly, fiddling with the keys in your hand. You felt so embarrassed and humiliated. You were waiting to hear a laugh, a snicker, anything but nothing. Yoongi just tilts his head and frowns.

“Why are you sorry? It’s not your fault. It happens. This must be overwhelming for you. If this is too much for you, you do not have to go in there. We can take you home and you can try again another day when you feel ready.” He sighs, the two men next to you nodding in agreement but you huff and shake your head, straightening yourself back up.

“No. I-I’ll be okay. I have to do this. We’re here now right? If not now when?” You say before looking at Hoseok and giving him a small smile.

“This is to help me. As long as you don’t leave my side.” You utter. Hoseok smiles and nods, placing his hand on your shoulder. 

“Like I said, Sweetpea. We wouldn’t dream of it.”

And with that, you forced your body to enter the clinic, a vice grip on Yoongi’s hand, his grip just as tight. A reassurance. He was going nowhere.

The smells that hit your nose the moment you stepped into the clinic were terrible. They were so pungent. Rancid, you almost felt nauseous. Illnesses. Chemicals. Sadness. And the worst of all. Death. 

It was so distinctive you couldn’t ignore it even if you tried. It was such a strong horrific scent, it could stick to a person for weeks if it weren’t for scent blockers. Something you’re glad Seokjin had you all take before you left the house. 

It was so putrid. It was a mix of rotting fruits and meat but at the same time, it was chemical-like. Like nail polish remover or ammonia. You had to hold back a gag. If Seokjin was a hybrid you would have asked him how he could put up with it all the time, hours on end.

“You okay Cub?” Yoongi asks as you both follow Seokjin to an examination room, almost chuckling at the scrunched-up look of disgust on your face. He would have laughed but he knew what you were smelling. He had been told about it by a Hybrid friend of his. He felt bad that your heightened sense of smell could be a curse sometimes.

“It smells bad. I really don’t want to sound rude I know people here are sick or you know but it’s so horrid. I could really do with no sense of smell right now. It’s a little nauseating.” You grimace. Hoseok chuckles and nods in agreement,

“I know what you’re on about. I can’t smell it like you can right now but I’ve been around enough bodies to know what kind of smell you’re getting. It’s grim.”

Your conversation is cut off as you enter a room and you tense up seeing a new person. You hadn’t expected to have to interact with anyone else. You thought it would just be Jin doing your tests. It did not help this doctor was not human. She was a hybrid too. Another cat species. Putting two big cats in one room, a lioness, and leopardess at that. It was a bold move.

“Seokjin! Good to see you! I was surprised when you contacted me to health check when you can do it yourself and probably better than me at that! Yoongi, Hoseok it’s been a while.” She grins giving Seokjin a hug then Yoongi and Hoseok. You stare at her almost in annoyance, holding back a growl but an instinct you couldn’t prevent was your hackles going up. Your tail began to bush up and your ears pinned back. You felt irritated by her presence. By her touching them. 

But as quick as it happened it was quick to disappear when you realize how you reacted. You were surprised. Why did you react like that? It wasn’t like they belonged to you. They weren’t your mates. You stop an audible gasp. They couldn’t be, right? But the longer you thought about it the more you realize some of the behaviors you had around them. All seven of them. The way you had to fight the urge to scent them, to nip at where their scent glands would be if they were hybrids. The way you wanted to build a big nest and drag every single one of them into it. At first, you just thought it was because they looked after you. Cared about you, but now it felt like a jigsaw puzzle was being completed. It all made sense now. They were your mates. 

Your racing thoughts were broken when Jin chuckles and gives her a sheepish smile. “I would do the tests but for legal reasons, I cannot. She lives with us. It’d be workplace misconduct. This is Y/N, she’s been living with us for a few weeks now.” 

“Nice to meet you Y/N I’m Dr.Yoon. I’m going to be doing your examination okay? Don’t worry it won’t take long.” She says, grabbing her clipboard as you nod hesitantly, your voice felt stuck in your throat. You couldn’t bring yourself to speak. You just followed her instructions with much hesitance. She took your weight, your height, and asked your age and other questions but her next requests made your heart drop.

“Okay, we have to take a blood sample and have a look at your cervix etcetera.” 

You turn to look at the boys in fear and Yoongi immediately grabs your hand again and shakes his head. He can’t imagine how much trauma this was bringing back.

“Look at me, look at us. We’re right here Y/N. Right here. It’s okay. It’ll be all over before you know it I promise and then we can go home. You’re safe.” He says sternly as she begins to take your blood sample, keeping you facing him to stop you from looking. Even looking straight in your eyes as she examined your cervix and pelvis, his eyes not straying once, rubbing soothing circles on your hand as Hoseok murmured reassurances and Jin keeps back not wanting to crowd you, and the guilt he felt stopped him from coming near.

 He should have made you aware that this appointment was your choice. That you didn’t have to come here today. He could see you slipping into depression, how you would slightly dissociate before stopping yourself, how you hadn’t uttered a word since entering the room. He shouldn’t have assumed you were okay with this.

“Okay we’re all done here Y/N, your blood results should be back in the next week or so. You can take a minute before leaving. Dr. Kim, Hoseok. Can we step outside? We should talk.” She says lips pursed, nodding her head towards the door. She noticed how you progressively became more of an empty shell. She didn’t want to make you worse with what she had to say.

“Gentlemen. I don’t even know where to begin. This girl has suffered so much. More than I think you guys thought. Her weight is dangerously low for her age and height. Malnourished. She’s way too small, especially for an Amur Leopard. How is her appetite now she lives with you?” She begins a solemn look on her face as Hoseok and Seokjin look at each other before looking back at her.

“Not great now that you mention it. A few mouthfuls that’s it.” Seokjin sighs, crossing his arms as she nods and shakes her head. It wasn’t a good sign. Not at all.

“She may have developed an eating disorder, you have to keep a close eye on that. It may be from a diet change or from a change in general but if it doesn’t get better then definitely take formal action. She will get sick. There are many signs of physical and mental abuse. The girl is traumatized. Physically and mentally. Seeing a psychiatrist could really benefit her. I watched each of her reactions, she was terrified, especially when I said I need to take a blood sample and do a vaginal examination. I could smell her terror. When checking her cervix I could see evidence of past sexual assault. Scarring, slight irritation you name it but other than that healthy. I saw nothing that will prevent a heat other than her weight but we will have to wait for the bloods to come back to know for certain. She may not get one for a while. I’ll let you know when I have the results for her bloods but help her, get her through this, and most importantly, Hoseok, find the sons of bitches that did this to her.”

“I plan on it.”

Once you got home you were quickly swept up by the youngest two boys who had gotten home having been warned by Seokjin that you weren’t very verbal or doing great mentally. They were at the ready to cheer you up and look after you even going as far as reading what could help a distressed hybrid and discovering a nest could provide comfort, watching tutorials, and rushing to find things to put in it. It wasn’t the best-built nest but it was the thought that counts.

When you were placed in the nest you visibly relaxed, you already felt comforted, safe, and cozy but it felt like something was missing and from your realization earlier you knew what it was. The boys. Your leopard was antsy, practically screaming at you ‘Mates, mates, need mates in nest.’ You didn’t feel ready to fully embrace it yet. It was too much to comprehend. That you had mates. Not just one, but seven. It was daunting. But right now, you were willing to indulge your leopard. Just this once. But how wrong you were. Once they were to enter the nest, you may just get into the habit of wanting them in it constantly. Yeah, you were screwed.

“In. Want in.” You murmur beginning to move around and fix the nest, making it bigger to fit more people in, a pout of concentration on your face. Jungkook and Taehyung’s hearts skip a beat. You look so adorable fixing it and demanding them to get in. They felt a feeling of achievement getting to see you make your first nest, watching you cave to your instincts. But their hearts were pounding. They knew how intimate being invited into a nest was. They knew what it meant after all the videos they watched on nests, giving each other a look. They all needed to talk but right now, they couldn’t deny you. You had them wrapped around your finger.

“You’re inviting us in, Sweet Girl?” Jungkook asks softly, cooing as you look up at him with wide innocent eyes and nod. You were going to be the death of him. With slight hesitation they both climb in and sandwich you between them, allowing you to move them to where you wanted them before you finally snuggle into them, Jungkook chest to chest, your head tucked into the crook of his neck as Taehyung spoons you, rubbing soothingly up your waist, a smile playing at his lips as you begin to purr. You really were beginning to live up to your leopard counterpart now.

“We heard you aren’t doing too good huh Kitten?” Taehyung coos. You huff and shake your head, lifting your head to look at him and pout before looking at Jungkook and whispering,

“Scent? Y/N scent you?” 

He almost chokes on his saliva but nods slowly, eyes widening when you don’t hesitate to nuzzle back into his neck and begin to rub your nose on his neck and nip occasionally, shallow breaths leaving his mouth, frozen in shock before glaring at the amused look on Taehyung’s face. 

‘Stop it. You’d freak out too.’ Jungkook mouths reaching over and flicking Taehyung on the forehead. However, the sudden movement made you whine in protest and he immediately goes back into the position he was in and pouts.

“I’m sorry baby, didn’t mean to upset you, I won’t move again without telling you okay?” He says softly chuckling as you hum in acknowledgment before sighing in contentment, losing your eyes to try and get rid of the thoughts in your head. Despite it only being noon, you were exhausted. The appointment and examination had sucked the life out of you and brought back so many memories and doubts you were trying so hard to bury and forget.

You didn’t feel worthy enough of their affection and care. You felt like you didn’t deserve them. That you weren’t good enough. It felt like you were being selfish and asking for too much to have them in your nest. A whimper leaves your lips, gripping Jungkooks’ t-shirt tight to rid yourself of the thoughts, trying to concentrate on his and Taehyungs’ scents in hopes to ground yourself, squeezing your eyes shut tight as the horrifying voice echoes in your head.

‘You are worthless piece of shit!’

‘You deserve nothing bitch!’

‘What a waste of space and air, why do I even bother keeping you.’

All the abusive words echo through your head on a constant repeat, flashes of the punishments and vile acts you were put through won’t leave, a strangled cry leaving your mouth from frustration and hurt making the boys fuss over you, panicked. You just wanted it to stop. For all the anguish and pain to be erased, to just be happy. Really truthfully happily. There was only so much forcing it you could take. 

“Make it stop. TaeTae, Koo, please make it stop. It hurts. Hurts.”

Safe. Safe. I’m safe. You repeat in your head trying to convince yourself, relaxing into their caring touches, finally succumbing to the sleep you were so desperately fighting, the appointment, the crying, the thoughts completely exhausting you.

“Shh Kitten, we’ve got you. You’re gonna be okay, we’re gonna get you through this, you’re safe, nothing can hurt you anymore, this will go, I promise, you’re safe, you’re safe here. Sleep, you need some sleep, we’re not going anywhere.” Taehyung says so delicately afraid that your fragile state would break from the slightest change of tone. He felt like a fool.

For not realizing how much you were really struggling. At how much you were really hiding. How much you had internalized it to hide it from them. He was a fool to that you were going to heal quickly. All the care, safety and love they gave you could only do so much. You had suffered for years. You have had more anguish, pain, abuse than anything. He promised to do better. Too do everything in his power to heal you. Supporting you.

When the boys know you’re asleep they look at each other sadly, wondering what they should do to make this torturous recovery easier for you, wondering what they do knowing what they know now about being invited into a nest but a voice from the door breaks their stares.

“Is she oka- Oh shit.”

Little Leopard [5]

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2 years ago
Girl Of My Dreams - Chapter 45: Where's The Nearest Toy Store?

Girl Of My Dreams - Chapter 45: Where's The Nearest Toy Store?

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Synopsis: Sakusa was the type to always get things done on his own, but now that he's forced to juggle between his successful pro-volleyball career and being a single dad, what happens when he enrolls his daughter in a new preschool and meets his daughter's new teacher? Will their relationship remain professional or will it evolve into something more?

After a few hours you finally pull up to what you assume to be his parents' home. Your nerves are starting to get the best of you, your mind beginning to run away from you. Is it really okay for you to be here? What will his parents think of you? His siblings? Oh goodness, did they even want you here? Are you inconveniencing them? Maybe you didn't think this through enough. Is it too late to cancel? Maybe you could book a hotel room and take the train back tomorrow? Before you can get more into your head, you hear your name being called.

"Everything is going to be okay Darling. You have nothing to be worried about. Okay? Kimi and I will be here with you." You glance up to look at Sakusa standing in front of you, eyes boring into yours with a reassuring smile on his face. You nod your head before he's leaning in to plant a quick kiss to your lips, the action easily helping to ground you. "Thank you." You whisper as he slowly pulls away. You watch as a smirk appears on his face, clearly enjoying how easily he can comfort you.

"Mommy! Daddy! Hurry up! Grandma said she made my favorite!" Your attention is brought to the little girl already at the front steps in the arms of a woman you know to be Sakusa's mother, the resemblance between the two absolutely striking. "We're coming, baby!" Sakusa responds as he grabs your bags and motions for you to follow. You're so nervous that you don't realize what Kimi had referred to you as, too busy focusing on not making a fool of yourself in front of his parents.

You watch as Kimi is being placed on the ground so that she could properly greet Sakusa. "Look at my son! You've put on some weight! It looks like you're finally eating properly!" His mom beams as she pulls him into a hug and plants a kiss on his cheek, giving it a quick squeeze before turning her attention to you.

"Oh! You must be yn! I've heard so much about you from Kimi and Kiyoomi! It's so good to finally meet you! Don't be shy! Come here! Let me get a good look at you." Sakusa steps aside to let you take his place in front of his mother. She places both hands on your face, the smile on hers growing wider. "Ah! The pictures they showed me don't do you justice. You're much more beautiful in person! No camera can capture your true beauty!" You feel heat rising to your cheeks not only being under her stare but also because of her compliments. Sakusa failed to mention that he'd talked about you to his parents, so you feel caught off guard, but in a good way.

You mumble your thanks, your face still being squished between her hands. You hear Sakusa clear his throat from beside you. "Mom, you're embarrassing her!" She clicks her tongue, a disapproving look pointed at him before finally releasing your face from her grip. "It's not embarrassing if it's true!" He lets out a sigh before quickly introducing the both of you.

"Where's dad?" He questions, trying to change the subject. "He went to the store, I forgot to get Kimi's favorite juice when we were there earlier and I didn't want my grand baby to be sad." Sakusa let's out a sigh, clearly not liking how his daughter is already being spoiled and it hasn't even been five minutes. Sakusa shifts from one foot to the other, bags knocking against each other, getting his mom's attention before she remembers that you need to put your things away.

"I wasn't sure if you wanted to share a room or if you slept separately. I've prepared your room for you Kiyoomi and the guest room for yn. You can decide your sleeping arrangements and I'll have Kimi help me set the table for dinner." You watch as Kimi's eyes light up, clearly happy to be able to help her grandma out. You both thank her before Sakusa is leading you up the stairs to your rooms.

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Sakusa leads you into the dining room, but judging by the delicious aromas wafting from the room and the laughter of Kimi along with her grandmother's, you would have been able to find it on your own.

"Mommy! Daddy! Hurry! I'm hungry!" Kimi practically squeals as you enter the room, your eyes practically bulging out of your sockets. You glance over at Sakusa, who's already looking over at you with fondness. You know you had the talk with Kimi about why she couldn't call you mommy, but with everything that's happened and what Sakusa had told you earlier, you can't help but become emotional.

"Why are you crying yn-ie?" You touch your face at her question, realizing that you are in fact crying. You turn to look at Sakusa who's already pulling you into a hug as you sob into his chest. You feel a tug on your pants, causing you to look down, and when you do, you see a concerned three year old looking back at you. "Is it because I didn't listen to you and I called you mommy? I'm sorry, I thought you wanted to be my mommy. But if you don't want to...that's okay too." You watch as tears pool in her eyes, watch as she desperately tries to stop the tears from falling by rubbing at her face with her tiny fists. Your immediate reaction is to pick her up and press her tightly to you, a hand running soothing circles on her back. "I do. I do want to be your mommy, baby. Of course I do. But do you really want me to be your mommy?" Your voice comes out a little shaky after having cried a few minutes ago.

She nods her head, a big smile already on her face. "Yes! You already do all the things my friends' mommies do for them. You take care of me, you buy me things, you give me all the hugs and kisses I ask for, you play with me, you make me yummy food, and you make daddy happy!" You listen as she lists off all the traits she thinks a mother should have and you can't help but feel your heart grow ten times in size. "You even scold me if I do something wrong," she pouts before adding, "but I know it's because you love me and you're worried about me!" You and Sakusa try to hide your chuckles, watching as her face brightens as her explanation ends. You let out a sigh before bringing a hand up to cup her cheek. "When did you become so smart? Hmm?" She grins before wrapping her arms around you and resting her head on your shoulder. "It's because you're also a good teacher, mommy." She mumbles into the crook of your neck, shying away from the looks everyone in the roon was giving her.

You turn to look at Sakusa who's just observing everything between the two most important people in his life, the hearts in his eyes giving away his thoughts. "Where's the nearest toy store? I need to see if they have that squishmallow she's been wanting, or better yet I'll just buy the whole store." You say which earns a chuckle from him.

You hear someone clear their throat, your attention being brought back to not only Sakusa's mother, but also who you assume to be his father, and his sister that you've seen pictures of. "Why don't we eat now that we're all here, yes? I'm sure you guys are starving from the drive here." His mother says while motioning for the three of you to take your seats. Sakusa leads you to a chair, helping you into the seat before he's taking Kimi and placing her in the chair beside him.

Dinner goes by quickly, conversation flowing easily the more you get to know his family. Kimi makes it known to everyone just how much she loves you and enjoys spending time with you, which you can only assume helps them take a liking to you faster. Before you know it you're helping clear the table before his mother and sister practically push you into Sakusa's arms. "It's about time for Kimi's bed time right? Why don't the both of you get her ready for bed and we'll take over from here." His sister says before ushering the three of you out of the room. "Mommy? Can you help me wash up?" You look over at Sakusa who's nodding his head. "I'll get her pajamas ready." You're sure that your cheeks will be hurting in the morning with how much you've smiled tonight.

I told y'all we were getting some fluff. Lol. Our little family needed a break!

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2 years ago
A GRIEVING HEART (pt. 3), Kamisator Ayato/reader.

A GRIEVING HEART (pt. 3), kamisator ayato/reader.

SYNOPSIS... so it would seem there's a bit of eternity left in us all OR KAMISATO AYATO could never begin to understand the change that is love.

⋆ warnings, kamisato ayato & fem-presenting!reader, gentle angst, hehe in-laws, THE CHILD (sora), introduction of reader's family, + comfort for once :) [making a part 4 bc i want a better happy ending tbh]

⋆ notes, thinking about how i was just sobbing my eyes out to 'nobody gets me' by sza for no reason

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A GRIEVING HEART (pt. 3), Kamisator Ayato/reader.

"WHAT is the meaning of this?!" of the elders slams the paper in his hand down hard on the table, expression incredulous, as if you had asked to give up the entirety of the clan's assets (which you weren't). "this is... preposterous!"

you remain calm sipping your milk tea, not allowing your expression of indifference to waver once. if your mother had taught you anything about being a matriarch, it was that remaining calm out of spite left you on the higher end of the negotiation.

you meet the eyes of every elder in the room, most have begun to break out in protests but one, in particular, remains calm and amused. her violet irises are unmistakable behind her cloak disguise and her interest moves you to continue. "are you all finished?"

this causes a sudden silence to settle over the room, all the attention now brought back to you. "you all seem to have forgotten who the matriarch of this clan is," you begin, eyes narrowed at the highest sitting elder in particular. "perhaps the years i took to raise my daughter in another estate gave you all the opportunity to think that even for one second this clan was yours to do what you pleased?"

"who was it that forged the non-aggression agreement with the tenryou commission? hm? who saved the clan from an investigation by the kanjou commission because some elders seemed to confuse business expenses with fraud?" you take a deep breath, voice still calm. "who spent years suffering through a loveless marriage simply to redeem the image of our entire clan and remain in the favor of the almighty shogun?"

your eyes tear across the elders' expressions, taking in the varying complexions of nervousness and frustration. "if any of you think for even a moment to question my claim to the hayashi clan, then i extend you all the invitation to make your case..." your eyes settle on the head elder. "or keep your mouths shut."

slow clapping emerges from the back of the room, the cloaked figure coming to stand and making her way to the front of the room. there's satisfaction in her eyes when she meets yours. "ara ara, it would seem you have truly grown up, little heiress," she muses. upon recognition, everyone bows their head in greeting.

"t-the elders of the hayashi clan greet the raiden shogun, almighty ruler of the city of eternity." no one dares to raise their head early.

raiden ei waves her hand in dismissal, putting everyone around the room at ease from their greetings. you bow your head, greeting your old teacher. "ei-sensei."

"what is this about marriage troubles i hear?" she turns to examine the expressions of the rest of the elders. "i may not have personal experience in the matter, but i'm sure it's old law to 'do unto him what any man has done you wrong', no?"

nobody in the room offers their thoughts, none looking to speak up before their great ruler. "hm? you all were so enthusiastic earlier to argue authority, why do you all hold your tongues now?"

the first elder speaks up. "i-it's not that we were... questioning authority, your excellence, j-just that perhaps we shouldn't jump to the most extreme of measures... as divorce is..."

"extreme? unfavorable? unadvantageous?" raiden ei hums amusedly to herself, turning to face you, her violet irises sparkling with intelligence. "i would say agreeing to an arranged marriage simply to satiate the greed of clan elders is a little extreme, no?"

you smile at that. "i concur."

the shogun turns to face the rest of the elders in the room. "you all may be the elders of the clan but i don't believe it to be very wise to question the judgement of the hayashi heiress, after all, i'm sure you all enjoy your own personal luxuries which would not have been possible if not for the sacrifice of your beloved matriarch."

looking at the room full of elders, you supposed it didn't hurt to come back home after all these years.

A GRIEVING HEART (pt. 3), Kamisator Ayato/reader.

"if loss has taught me one thing," ei begins, coming to stand next to you at the balcony overlooking the sea. "it is that a grieving heart is the most unwelcoming of change."

the wind blows quietly as the sun begins to settle on the city, soft indigo and violet beginning to waltz into the skies. you suppose it's around the evening hour when sora will be returning home from her tutor lessons. "is grief something the raiden ei is familiar with?"

her smile is faint, but she hums lightly. "more than i wish to be." you remember hearing about her sister makoto, and how the loss brought her to retire to the plane of euthymia. "i may not be able to fight your battles, but i wish you eternal courage. she touches your arm lightly and small purple arcs of electro appear to gather where your skin meets hers.

your vision hums where it rests above the plane of your breasts, responsive to its giver. you bow, "the matriarch of the hayashi clan bids farewell to the almighty shogun."

and then you're watching as a pair of guards escort her from the estate, the evening breeze beginning to embrace you.

your mother used to lull you to sleep with stories of her younger days, the adventures, and the thrill. you remember how fixated you were on the tales of father courting her, all the gifts, dramatic proposals, and gloriously embarrassing serenades. the thought of your mother's many rejections has you chuckling to yourself as you watch the sky shift in rosy hues.

"oh, the things love will bring you to do..." she'd say wistfully, kissing you on your temple before bidding you goodnight.

and every night, your father would be waiting by the door, ready to welcome your mother into his arms as they waltzed to retire to their own bedroom for the night, nothing short of enamor in their eyes.

the wind tickles your eyes when you cry and you allow your posture to fold in on itself, your arms wrapped tightly around yourself.

and you weep.

because maybe you wished to be loved a little too.

A GRIEVING HEART (pt. 3), Kamisator Ayato/reader.

part 1 ! | part 2 ! | part 4 ! (still in progress)

A GRIEVING HEART (pt. 3), Kamisator Ayato/reader.

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2 years ago

Hi! Can I request the newest addition to handsome dilf Erno itam from I'm being raised by the villain? Thank you

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Yandere!dilf! Erno Itam x noble reader

Warning: mentions of heartbreaking, mention of half forced and manipulated sexual intercourse, angst, hurt, mental abuse, minors not allowed, forced pregnancy.

Author's note:  The truth is i didn't knew who he was till you sent me the request and when I searched I read the manhwa.... And he can be a good showpiece for my yandere dilf club . So here it is..... Enjoy!!

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Hi! Can I Request The Newest Addition To Handsome Dilf Erno Itam From I'm Being Raised By The Villain?

You just picked his interest one day at the ball . Obviously he was there with his daughter and you were the only one she was talking to, even after there were a lot of ladies that were trying to talk to her just to gain his attention.

And yet there were you who were pampering his daughter and feeding her your pastry. You looked quite good... Not very beautiful but yes.. Not something that can be easily called ugly.

A good plaything to play with....an interesting toy...and thats why he approached you, a naive sweet thing , easy to manipulate and break, easy to throw away when got bored.

You were so shy when he kissed your hand and pulled you close. Red and babbling things. Your reaction made him smrik. When he asked you out and you were so excited he laughed heartly inside.

Such a navie thing... A perfect doll ...He took your first time.... You first night.. your first kiss .. everything.... And you being madly in love with him... You willingly gave your heart and body to him...

Always worrying about him . You stayed awake for whole night when he had gone into berserk. He even hurted you and tried to kill you .. but still you tended to his all needs . Acting like a maid running from here to there just to save him.

And then when he got healthy again you started from the start. Making your dream house with him and his kids. Even his children loved you very much. Ocassionally calling you mother.

And the old Duke?? He really liked you .. and you were the first thing that he accepted from Erno.

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Erno heard that you were adopted... All the plans to use your family crumbled into sand. He changed after that. And your noticed it quick. The way he started to shout at you for a little mistake. Or the way he looked disgusted when you will try to get close to him as his partner.

After a while you stopped too. And then he thought to end his playing home with you.... The truth that you were a commoner speard like wildfire. As a last resort you got to him.

"Erno......please it's not true right??? You are not with that lady.. right?? It's just a rumour right??"

"I don't know who this woman is ... Throw her out... "

He said swiftly without even looking at you..

But this was not what broke your heart.. you waited outside the manor till night... He came to you; and you were delighted!! But after what he said you closed your heart to the world.

"I don't need you anymore...infact who will need a lowly commoner as his woman who was adopted ... You better forget everything that happened.. and I think it's common for commoners like you to become prostitutes right?? "

You said nothing. Your eyes red . You left the place. And he was still delighted....up until the day only . It's been three days... You didn't contacted to him.. you didn't came running to him as he thought you would.

Infact no one heard of you after that. It was until your adoptive parents anounced about your engagement. He thought you will cry on the engagement day and beg him to take you back if you will see him.

But you did nothing. Not even looked into his direction. He felt empty inside for the first time. He tried again when you were standing beside your fiance, he talked to him trying to tell the man by giving hints that you are not virgin.

But you swiftly told your fiance that Duke Erno was the first one who took it. The colour drained from his face when he saw your face. Your eyes dead .. you looked at your fiancee and said that he can still break the engagement if he don't want a non virgin as his wife.

He was delighted thinking the man will reject you... But his face fall so fast when you fiance said  that it's ok...... Everyone have some past. And he is glad that he is your future.

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That night laying in his bed he was thinking about the way you were smiling today... Not at him... But that man....after that day he became desperate to have your attention back. But you... As if you never meet him before ignored him like a stranger.

You were on a date with your fiance and you saw Erno entering the cafe with the lady he was rumoured with. He thought you will be jealous but you didn't even acknowledged them. Feeding your partner And talking to him lovingly and smiling.

His patience broke when your partner kissed you. After you two left the cafe . He also left . On the way back the lady he brought was annoying him .

This woman is the reason you don't want him anymore... It's her... He killed her instantly.... You like to play house right?? That's why you found another man.... seems like the doll house he made need to be real.

It seems you thought he will let you go...i the evening you received a big box of gift. And you opened it...inside the box there was head of you fiance in the box.

Before you could have run away a string arms wrapped around you tightly and you heard him say.

"Now no one is going to take my kitten away from me ..... My lovely cat...."

And with that your eyes started to get heavy... And you lost your conciousness.

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Duke Erno brought you home back.... Taking you to his room laying you there...... His finger a tracing the obvious little bump on your abdomen...

"Aren't you too naive my dear??? Not even knowing that you are with my child??? And letting that man who was not this child's father touching your body ....."

"Looks like I have to punish you...."

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