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My response to my mom in my parents group chat about taking me to the store with her 😂

I'm dying at the way I described sushi 🤣

I burst into old time speak at the most random times and it cracks me up.

Hi Jamiee! How are you doing?? Are you taking care of yourself??? Eating and drinking well?? Please stay safe and be happy bc you deserve it a lott!!!

Sending you hugs!!🫂🫂🫂

Well Hi! I'm doing real good, sleep schedule is still shit and my meds (for adhd) are screwing up my appetite but I'm still doing good 👍🏼

Might be weird but makes me so happy that I've gotten to a point in my tumblr life where people check up on me 🥹

I claim the one make the flower crown in the bottom right corner because In my senior year I learned how to make flower crowns.

frolicking in Jarburg while waiting for the DLC prints ✦ patreon

This is probably TMI but like I was needy and needed to do something so I did and why the fuck did my parent have to knock at the worst time ever. Fucking hate edging and I had to stop because parent wanted me to help bring in a stupid fucking grocery order.

😤 I don't even feel like finishing, I'm so annoyed and not even interested anymore 😒

Ugh I'm gonna cry, thank you 🥹

Hybrid Chan, who use to belong to your parents, when you take him to go run in the open and you just stay on the dirt "Parking Lot", more of a dirt patch, and he looks at you worriedly with a head tilt.

"I am not following you. Go run." You both care and don't care about hybrids. You see them as humans and you see them as animals. Chan Whines and snaps his jaw at you with a small huff of what you think is a bark. "No." He trots up to you, gently taking your sleeve between his teeth and pulling. "Would you stop!" You snap and pull your arm away from him and he whimpers. "Just go on your stupid run before I leave you here." You wouldn't actually, you can't do that to your mom. You were only doing this for her since she's in the hospital and it's been a few days since he was able to run more than the backyard.

Chan whimpers, sniffing you hand when it falls back to your side before looking up at you with his sad wolf eyes then turning and running further out in the field.

You huff, sitting on the broken, dirty parking block that lines the start of the field as you watch him run around, stopping to smell the ground then returning back to running around. You pull out your phone after half an hour of watching the wolf when it rang.

"Ln Mn?" "Yes, this is him." "Hi, Mn, this is Josie, your mother's nurse." "O-Oh, Is everything okay?" "I'm sorry, Mn..." "W-What..." You didn't want to ask, you knew what she was going to say next, you just didn't want to hear it. "Um, She's gone, Dear. I'm really sorry. She coded and we tried everything possible but...She's gone..." You could hear that she was trying to hold back tears, She's been looking after your mother for years now. "No...No, Josie, p-please..." You were in denial, you knew that. "I'm really sorry, Mn...Um, your brother is on his way to her home and I'm gonna meet him there to discuss the next course of action. Will you be there?"

You were silent, staring at Chan who was standing a couple feet away from you, panting before he closes his mouth and tilts his head in the cute way you've secretly grew to find adorable. "I-I'm w-with her...M-My hybrid, at the moment I..." A choked sobs escapes you and before your eyes squeeze shut and your tears fall you see Chan immediately take off towards you. "Okay, Mn. Take your time, yeah? Your brother can probably handle everything so just...take care of yourself and Chan, yeah?" You let out a weak noise before she says goodbye and hangs up.

You sob, dropping your arm and your phone as you curl in on yourself. Chan whimpers and paws at your shoe before you hear the telltale sign that he's shifting. "Mnie?" You lift your arms, hands on your face as you crying into your palms. "Sh-She's gone, Ch-Chan...M-Mom, is g-go-" A heavy sob stops you from saying it again as you drop your hands.

Chan was sitting on his knees, arms folding onto each other on his thighs in front of his stomach, leaning forward to look at you with that precious head tilt, his left ear atop his head folding over and the right falling to it's natural shape. "Channie..." You reach for him and he immediately moves to lay his head on your lap so you can play with his hair and ears. Chan is ecstatic, trying to stop his tail from wagging cause you haven't asked to pet him or doing it willingly in years, not since you were younger.

You brush your hands through his hair before patting his head. "I-I need..." He sits up, waiting for you to finish. "I-I'm sorry that I-I haven't b-been th-the nicest to you as I got older." "It's okay." "Can...Can you hold me? L-Like mom use to have you do when I was a kid?" "Yeah- I-I mean yes, yes I can." A small smile graces you lips when you notice his excitement.

You move your legs over his, curling into him as he wraps his arms around you and buries his face in your shoulder. You hold back a small laugh when you can hear his tail brushing the dirt around behind him.

"So where will I go? I-I understand if you...leave me somewhere..." His tail stops and he seems to unknowingly hold you tighter, not wanting to hear you give him up. "You'll stay with me..." "Really?" "Yeah. I'm not gonna give you up. My mom found you and raised you. I know I wasn't the nicest to you as I grew older...but I'm gonna change."

You lean back slightly to look up at the hybrid. "Are you okay with staying with me?" "I am! I definitely am I just never got to ask your mom something." "What is it?" "Well...Her neighbors dog hybrid is being abused...He's always outside and I tend to jump the fence to lay with him and keep him warm...Can we take him in as well?" "Uh...sure. We could report the neighbors too. What's his name?" "Seungmin. He's an adorable retriever hybrid, he even told me he has a wild fox friend that comes to visit him in his backyard." "That's sweet. Only this puppy though, yeah? Mom said she was gonna give me the house and there's not a lot of room."

You lay back on his shoulder and look out to the field. "Yeah...Just Seungmin."

Five months later, you managed to be looking after Chan, Seungmin, his fox friend Jeongin, your old co-workers Ferret Hyunjin, the neighborhood stray cat Felix and his Squirrel friend Jisung, a bunny named Minho that Chan found on his run, and a stray "scary" Pitbull hybrid named Changbin who was the cutest sweetheart you've taken in once he learned that you really were nice and weren't gonna hurt him.

TMI / RANT POST

A while ago I posted about my friend who sent me photos of him in his air force uniform and that guy use to be...for lack of better words at the moment...fwb.

We still have our "cards" but we still did other stuff and like I hate to admit it but I miss him...

I hate to admit it because we actually dated for a year in middle school, then we split, and in highschool we were on and off and it became toxic each time until we just didn't put a label on it and we were good.

Basically, long story short, I don't think I can wait four more months to see him again. I miss him way more than I originally thought I would, not as a fwb but as one of my best friends.

He was my comfort. Kinda douchey but he was still nice, stupidly funny like his humor and my friend groups humor is so broken like anything could make us laugh, like a metal pipe dropping.

He gave good hugs. And I never told him this but there's one hoodie he has that is soft and it's very comfortable wether it's him wearing it or me wearing it. He once gave it to me to wear after...activities...and I don't think I've fallen asleep for a nap as fast as I did laying with him and wearing his hoodie.

I'm also kinda scared about how we'll be when he returns. He might be the same but he might also be different and it's just my stupid anxiety because I know him...or at least I think I do. Look, there's the anxiety again.

It's 4:52am...gonna go to bed. Sleep usually helps with my overthinking and whatnot.