Oh My God I Feel So Fucking Normal I Dont Wanna Kill Myself Anymore Fuck Man

I woke up normal today it’ll wear off but I can think and breath and I don’t feel uncomfortable or awful or in pain or anything I can just do work and my brain keeps going off on tangents and I’m having fun with it I’m not overstimulated or anything I forgot I could feel this okay for a minute that my B literally why would I kill myself if I can feel like this ever damn stoopid dumbass past me literally just forgot I could feel okay wow fuck them that guys an idiot actually suicide tw suicide jokes but also fully not joking