Im Officially 18, Take Me Back Please

im officially 18, take me back please

Waiting for public transport with ur comfort character

This is inspired by the post I saw around Tuesday by @tf2-pony, it was cute and I made it goofy

After a month (sorry) I come back with angst of a redesigned old OC (5 years old)

Her name is Clara and she’s a defective android

This is her in the alleyway being discarded

Tadpoles I found on the hike I did today

went to my gender therapist. walked out thinking that i made it clear im transgender (its not really in questioning, im sure i am and this blog is evidence enough, I've been sure for years now), just not ready to come out of the closet before I do any kind of HRT because im afraid i'll be harassed or targeted for "faking It" or "being a man pretending to be a woman" (really popular arguments in my area) or all that bullshit and I prefer to go under the radar.

the gal said to my parents, who I told her need a "profesional opinion" to accept me as transgender (as again, I myself already have that clear that im a woman) decided to tell them "I'm not sure your kid is transgender, so take it in smalls steps because they could regret it later."

the fucking audacity makes my blood boil and what makes It worse is the fact that she didn't tell me any of this before telling my parents

what a way to ruin all the trust she had gained in the prior session

I just remembered the time I had a nervous breakdown in art class when the teacher said that wasn’t how the drawing was meant to go (perspective wise) after I had the whole sketch done (mind you it was a sketch with more perspective of the last supper, yes, the last supper (the assignment was do ur spin of an old famous art piece)) and then she downplayed it kinda with the whole “don’t cry, this isn’t a crying matter” WOMAN, I WAS ABOUT TO RIP MY HAIR OFF AND CHEW MY SKIN AWAY

So yeah, the only times I had compliments about my art from her was the month leading to her retirement