I Am Certain That One Day In The Future I Will Look At You And There Will Be A Smile On My Face Which

I am certain that one day in the future I will look at you and there will be a smile on my face which you have placed upon my lips. Not because of the happy memories but the darkest of days when you took me to painful depths of which I've never seen the likes of. Because of the places you've brought me to I finally understand what I can go through. You've had a large contribution in making me into someone you will never become. It just saddens me that you remain stagnant as I move forward from the obscure darkness which you still reside.

Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division

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Silent collisions

of reality and dreams

define who I am

If you try to change your past you'll only ruin your future.

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"I'm only human."

"Everyone makes mistakes."

"It just...it kinda just happened."

"I gave into my temptation. I'm sorry. I'm only human."

These have all been used as excuses for infidelity. I've heard these words pass through the lips of others time and time again and as the pleas are shot into the air targeting sympathy they only land on deaf ears and I realize just how contradictory the words are.

I'm only human? Is that really a reason to give into temptation? For every human who has cheated I guarantee there are about 100 others who have not. So being human is not an excuse because human does not automatically guarantee that everyone will cheat and possibly would never give into temptation. If anything it makes you the opposite. What's so great about humans is they have the ability to reason. A defining feature in humans is the ability to use logic in certain situations so when you or this other person initiates the first move logic, reason, anything should light up in your mind and tell you this is wrong. Most likely you would know it's wrong but you continue to follow it simply because you are just that tempted. Your inability to pull away from the situation shows that you are indeed not human. You did not reason or use any logic in the situation. It's a simple equation really: you+infidelity=loss of relationship. So the fact that you continued to pursue it simply because your temptation was already piqued shows you are incapable of reasoning therefore your mind is almost computerized. Once a situation arises you do not think of other options but rather act on an automatic command like a computer.

So in a way you are not "only human." Instead you are an emotionless, non-thinking computer who didn't know what you were losing when you decided to throw everything into the trash.