Asya Thoughts Dump

asya thoughts dump 💌

1. Asya and Tre could be so. EIRGJRVRIEDH !! not to suggest like, the vaguest notion of romance (asya is probablyyy aroace, or in any case, far too occupied with guaranteeing her survival to devote her time and effort into something so frivolous and intangible), but in the sense that their feasible relationship could divulge so much about asya’s character. i assume they could be like, acquaintanced by their guardians (in asya’s case, her benefactors)— and Asya would find him to be totally insufferable LMAO but would endure his company on the hopes that their (albeit, begrudging) acquaintance might elevate her social standing.

2. in addition to the prior thought, i TRULY hope to convey how far-flung her character is from a measly, goody-two-shoes, saintly, meek, church-girl. i think her major character flaw would be how she would venture (and if the situation necessitates, guarantee) harsh lengths to ensure her own survival— even if it meant compromising her morals— and y’know, consequent to compromising her morals, she’d be jeopardizing her relationships with people— potentially using them for her benefit, and subsequently discarding of them once they exhaust their usefulness.

3. another point i’d like to pose, i think asya would be reluctant to associate (or in the very least, be seen) with Scraps when in the witness of the public eye. her whole shtick is that she’s like this “miracle golden girl”, a “treasure” amidst a city sunken in filth, or “the one good thing that could come out of the streets”, a supposed exception. her general trajectory of thought would be like— how she shouldn’t identify with the very thing she desires to escape from. this general notion could be conceived in her head independently but would probably be validated (consequently exacerbated) by her benefactors thay are so ardently keen on exalting her !!

4. if asya is aroace (tentative fact) she’d probably take on a celibacy vow as a means of circumventing around feasible suitors pining for her hand WITHOUT compromising the public’s desire for her and instead, actually further emphasizing this “unattainable and elevated ideal”. she would probably say it would be “most appeasing to the Father to witness the practice of prudence sustained amidst modern decadence” or something something super ecclesial and pretentious but would really just be sick of entitled rich boys LMAO

5. characters i was inspired by while developing her !! (enumerated by order of left to right: Ethel Cain- Preacher’s Daughter, Hilda Furacao- Hilda Furacao, Liliko Hirukoma- Helter Skelter, Sandy Collins- Last Night In Soho, Tomie- Tomie, Lux Lisbon- The Virgin Suicides, Nina Sayers- Black Swan, Sofia Coppola’s Marie Antoinette- Marie Antoinette, and Mima- Perfect Blue)

kinda wanna expound on how much i relate Anastasia to each character above BUT ERM that’s it for now before i talk everybody’s ear off !!

NEVERTHELESS thank you for indulging me everyone !! making a tumblr account was legitimately probably one of the best decisions i’ve ventured this summer LMAO 😭😭 school starts for me soon, but i’ll do my best to stay active when i can !! i’ll be posting more irl stuff on @grandmythologizing if u wanna keep in touch :))

little photos i took

my personal favorite is "how in the heck will i solve this colossal conundrum?"

replying to each and every one of these because !! i want to rant !! and u have provided an outlet for that !! THANKS DUDE ILY i am so glad i got into the game aaa 💕

pic 1 erm speechless …I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE !!

pic 2 OUR MY GOD… INSANE !! i feel like this photo divulged sm about their dynamic esp since our knowledge abt their friendship is vv retrained to the present and their backstories r scarce !! ALSO the contrast between them !! Starlo’s embarrassed flush and Ceroba’s frivolity and apparent boldness …staroba otp 4ever n everrr it makes me so curious abt the entire scope of their relationship & history w each other

pic 3 i was sooo happy that we got to see the house he grew up aaa and not to mention his childhood bedroom !! nobody ever mentions how endearing it is— 🥹💕 the continuously sustained space motif toooo it’s just saur super terribly adorbs !!

pic 4 him and his Godsforsaken Gucci belt fr 😒… deserved !!

pic 5 & 6…dual and duel. minus one million aura

pic 7 this moment was saur relatable to me like, i hate it when my outfits and accessories don’t coordinate 😞

pic 8 for someone with an extensive lexicon, he should really attempt to parallel his spelling 😭😭 just like me with the utilizing big words in casual situations that don’t necessitate them fr fr

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doodles i did in school today (ignore the bottom half of the starlo art my fuckass friend ruined it FUCK YOU NAMI)

D’AWE SO COOL DUDE !! i love how they look in ur style omg i really gotta learn how to draw the monsters and their outfits 😞😞 BUT ANYWAYS SUPER CUTE SUPER ADORABS keep sending me these dawg they make my day ILY !!!

sam uty oc when

i don’t have any ideas for one !! 😿 if i ever do, i’ll def tell u about them tho >:)

oh also look at my wardrobe closet thingy :D i have a whole lotta printed out stickers on there (the Starlo's smug ahh face sprite sticker looks like a badge bc why not)

AWE, DUDE THAT’S SO CUTEEE— 💕💕 starlo and ceroba’s picture in the middle too aaa omg 🥹😭 and the “*despite everything” quote from ut AAA also, i spot some Junji Ito stuff :OOO have u ever read any of his work ?? personally haven’t but omg his art is such an inspiration nevertheless !!