Thank You For Tagging Me Cien

thank you for tagging me cien

im just gonna copy what you did!

last song - can't help falling in love by Elvis Presley

last movie - ever after,,

currently reading - love by lang leav

currently watching - mickey mouse clubhouse

current obssession(s) - bts my therapy, poetry books, xiao long bao

i dont have any1 to tag again JQBDKAKDNWKJAKFHA 😕🤞

my lasts & currents,, thank you for the tag @ylliris-hanniehae <3

last song: cherry waves by deftones

last movie: josee, the tiger and the fish (anime)

currently reading: little women by louisa m. alcott

currently watching: shameless (us ver)

current obsession: seventeen making jewellery/keychains and crochet+knitting (both are damn expensive tho TT)

tagging: @itadorins @woozvc @cienlvrs @thepoopdokyeomtouched @amxlia-stars @leewonkyeom @lvlystars

we work .

Synopsis; Y/N enters the hallway of the college she chose. A music major. While walking, she passes by a door that says 'Recording Room' and hears someone yelling. After the yelling was a not-so-good singing voice. Who was this?

Genre; Somewhat fluff, what I find amusing, platonic, the start of romance

Warnings; A LOT of cursing, angy Yoongi

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While walking around the campus of your new school, people were looking at you weirdly. Maybe it was because of your music-themed everything, but you're just really excited!

"Excuse me, where's the main office?" You asked a student. She just looked at you. How rude. You tried asking a couple more students, but they all gave the same reaction. While looking for more people to ask, you passed by a door. It was labeled 'Recording Room,' so, it was probably meant for the demo recordings of the songs the students make. What you heard inside was yelling. "What the hell?! Why can't you just hit the note?! It's A for fucks sake!" Is what you heard. After that, the person who was getting yelled at started singing. And, the yelling was probably necessary. The person's voice was really raspy, and he really couldn't hit the note. "Well maybe it's because you can't play the piano properly!" The singer yelled, exiting the booth. "You say A, but you're pressing B! The A key is here. Not here! They make different noises, you know!" He yelled in the pianist's face. "Yoongi, this isn't gonna work. Find someone else for this project." The pianist said, packing up his bags and leaving the room. When the pianist saw you on his way out, he looked at you with an annoyed face. "He's a hopeless case, don't even try." And left.

When you looked back inside the room, the singer, who's name is Yoongi, was crying. "Fuck, fuck... I'm gonna fail now! That dumbass ditched me,, this is the fifth time this has happened!" He cried. You felt bad for Yoongi. Wait a second... You can sing! You can definitely help him with whatever project he's doing! Without thinking, you entered the room.

"Hey, are you alright? I saw you crying." You said. He looked up at you, "Huh? Oh, I'm fine. Just had to deal with a bastard. No biggie." He said, sarcastically smiling. He picked up his things and was ready to walk out, but you spoke. "Are you doing a project?" You asked. He nodded. "Yeah, but I'm a shit singer. I'll probably fail." He said. Getting his beanie. "Can you play piano?" You asked. Approaching him. "Yeah, it's my first love. Of course I can. Wait, are you suggesting that we do the project together?" You nodded, enthusiastically. He ruffled his hair and asked, "Well can you sing?" You nodded again. He smiled. "Let's do this then! I need to pass this fucking semester." You laughed at his face.

"So this is the song I wrote. But, it's written for an alto. I'm guessing you're a soprano? Or are you an alto too?" He asked. Flipping through the pages of his notebook to find a blank page. "Yeah, I'm a soprano. Sorry." You said. "Oh, that's fine." He said, writing some stuff on the paper. "Can I hear you play the instrumental?" You asked. Wondering if Yoongi was going to let you hear. "First tell me your name. I need to write it for the grading paper." He looked up at you. "Y/N L/N." You said. He smiled, "Y/N? Nice name. My name's Yoongi. Min Yoongi. Nice to meet you, Y/N." He wrote your name down on the paper. And his handwriting was nice. After he did, he held his hand out. You took it, and you both shook hands.

He played his song for you. It was so beautiful. "It's called eight." You were amazed. A college student wrote better than how your parents wrote your life plan. "It's beautiful." You said, smiling at him. He looked back at you and smiled too. "It'll be more beautiful once we record the vocals. Are you ready? Do you need more practice?" He said, holding a thumbs up that would go to a thumbs down once or twice. "I think I'm ready." You said, standing up and heading to the recording booth.

He started the instrumental, and you sang to it. Carefully pronouncing the t's and d's. Making your hands flow to the melody, since that makes it easier. You stopped singing when it was Yoongi's turn. When you exited the booth, he smiled. "You have a mellifluous voice, do you know that?" He said, walking past you. You blushed while you sat in his chair. When he nodded, you played the instrumental and listened to his voice. It wasn't that bad. Maybe it's cause of the song choice him and the other guy chose. When he was done, he exited the booth. "Sorry, we can't share the chair. If you want, I can work on the floor." He said. Moving his equipment to the ground. "No, it's okay! I'll sit on the floor. You deserve the table." He pouted and moved his equipment back onto the table.

While he was working, you got a little tired and rested your head on his leg. He caressed your head for a bit before getting back to work.

"We sound beautiful together." You mentioned.

"We work." He smiled.

"Huh?"

"What? It's the truth."

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yayayayayayayay

tagging; @haecien

im about to fall into the svt rabbit hole

this is gorgeous

the moon shines in blue

absorbing all my sadness

I wish I could go home now

Katauta

片歌

You don't love me anymore. Do you?

Synopsis: Seokjin had been diagnosed with Hanahaki Disease when he was four years old. Having to live with coughing up petals because of all the one-sided love he had to go through. Until he met Hwa-Ae. For years he lived without the petals. But suddenly, he started coughing again.

Pairing: Seokjin × f!oc (Sang Hwa-Ae)

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Sad Seokjin, bad oc! /j, mentions of bl00d

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Years ago..

"Sorry, ma'am. He tested positive for Hanahaki. He's going to have to live like this for the rest of his life," the doctor said. Seokjin had no idea what was going on. He was just playing with the military dolls. When he looked up, he saw his mother crying. "Mommy, why are you crying? Is something wrong with me?" he asked. His mother looked down at him, kneeled down, and stroked his hands. "Baby, you're perfectly fine," she said, with tear-filled eyes and a painful smile.

Present

(Seokjin's Perspective) 

I have the best girlfriend in the world. She loves me, and I love her. I haven't coughed up any petals at all while I'm with her. And she just makes me the happiest boy in the world. When we're in class, we secretly hold each other's hands underneath the desk, and we exchange notes and drawings. It's the pinnacle of my life. She is my euphoria. The flower growing in my lungs has lessened in size. Although my mother told me that when my beloved returns my affection, it's supposed to go away; it'll just go away in time, for sure!

"Hi Jin," Ae said as she entered the room. "Hi, beautiful! How was your day today?" I asked. I patted the mattress so she'd sit next to me, but she sat on the chair. "It was alright, I guess." Was she feeling okay? Oh no, I hope she's well. "Tell me about it! I want to know every detail," I said with a smile. Hopefully, my smile is contagious. Her smile definitely is. It's bright enough to light the whole world. "I just woke up, ate, and worked. That's it," she said. Without emotion. What's wrong? Oh no, did I do something? "Are you alright, Ae?" I asked her. "Yeah. Are you okay? What's with all the questions?" she spat out. "I just wanted to know how your day was," I said. My heart hurts. I probably did something wrong. Until I felt it.

The agonizing pain and the feeling that something's coming up my throat The feeling almost felt like fabric pressing up against the walls of my throat. I could feel the blood gushing through my throat as I coughed it out. Petals. I coughed up petals again. It felt so familiar. Why was I coughing petals? Did Ae not love me anymore? Was there someone else? "Jin, are you alright?" she yelled. Picking up the petals from the floor. "No, I'm not. You're not helping," I said. She moved her hands aside as I wiped the floor with a tissue. "I'm so sorry, Seokjin," she said. Close to tears. Why was she close to tears? She was the one stabbing my flower-filled lungs, and yet my eyes were the dry ones. "You don't love me anymore, do you?" I asked. That was it. She started sobbing and sobbing. "Why are you crying? You shouldn't be ashamed of your feelings," I said. She was wiping away her tears. "I'm sorry, Seokjin! I can't control my feelings; I really wish I could. I don't want to hurt you, Jinnie!" That nickname. 

Past

"I love you, Jinnie!"

"Jinnie, I miss you so much!"

"Hi, my Jinnie! How was work?"

"Do you need help, Jinnie?"

Present

"Don't call me that," I said. I was really hurt, but I couldn't force her to love me. "Pack your bags. I'll help you move out," I said again. She was speechless. "Seokjin, I'm so sorry." She kept apologizing. It hurt to hear. I never thought this would happen. I was so in love with her. And it all came crumbling down. "Why are you sorry?" I asked. I was packing away all the things I bought her. "I don't want to hurt you," she said. Painful smile. It reminded me of my mother. She told me I was 'perfectly fine,' but I wasn't. Hanahaki disease is what's wrong with me. Hanahaki is why I am hurting everyone around me. I should get it removed. "Is there someone else?" I asked. I gave her the bag of toys I packed. "Yes," she said. Shameful face. Why did she have a shameful face? "Don't look so shameful. Be proud of who you love."

"Seokjin, I can't be proud," she said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because I love your best friend, Jeon Jungkook."

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nat really angsty but if i read it i'd be pretty down

tagging; @haecien

what if i told you i loved you? || KTH

synopsis: you and taehyung have been friends for years. you both are close enough to cuddle, give friendly kisses on the cheeks, and hold each other's hands. it's a habit to say 'I miss you' to the other, but of course, not in a romantic way!! at least, that's what you think.

genre: smau (with written parts), fluff, the start of romance

warnings: swearing, romance

pairing: f!reader × taehyung of bts

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'i miss tae...' you thought.

"it's been awhile since i've seen him. maybe I will plan a meetup." you said to yourself. you went to the kitchen to grab a bag of chips, except, there were none. you pouted and slouched your way back to your bedroom. this was not a no-snack day. you needed a snack! you heard a notification. it was taehyung!

taehyung could definitely get you chips! although, you felt bad spending his money on something so useless like a snack. he wouldn't mind... right? 'god.... I really want chips...' you thought. biting your lip in frustration, you decided not to ask for the chips. at least not from tae. but....

you love him? no, you love him like a brother. that's what the lab is for. yeah.. like a brother.

You could never feel anything for Taehyung, he was like your brother. That's what you saw him as. But sometimes you'd wonder if you were just scared. If you were just overthinking what would happen if you gave in to the feelings you try to push away. You've never felt true love from someone who isn't family, before you met Taehyung. He treats you like a princess. You honestly wonder if he likes you. But there's no way. You and Tae are just friends. Right?

he's here. he came into your room, and dropped three bags of churros, and four bags of your favorite chips on your bed. you hugged him as a thank you. that hug soon became a cuddle session. it was normal for friends, right? his warm arms around you. it felt like home, but why? taehyung was not your home. so why did it feel like it? why do you always feel so safe around him?

"alright, I'll get going now. enjoy your chips." he said, pulling away from your embrace. "taehyung, can i talk to you about something?" you asked. be looked at you, and put a confused look on his face. "yeah? what's up?" he asked, sitting back on the bed. "you feel like my home. i always feel so safe around you, and I miss you all the time. I think about you nonstop, and I get a weird feeling in my stomach whenever we cuddle. It's like a knot. I don't know why I feel like this. do you recognize this feeling?" you asked. taehyung was shocked. "y/n, i have a feeling it's love. In question. love is all questions. whether it be platonic or romantic. i love you too, y/n. and I really want to be with you, but I don't want to rush you. take your time. i'll wait as long as I have to. as long as it's you. I only want you, y/n. i'm so glad you're beginning to want me." he said. you were confused. do you love him or do you not? "taehyung, I'm scared. what if us getting together ruins our friendship?" you asked. "i don't think it will. if you want, i can spend more time with you, so you can figure out your feelings. is that okay?" he asked you. stroking your hand softly. you held his hand. "that.. that would be nice." you said. he smiled at you, and you smiled at him.

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this is so rushed

tagging: @haecien 🍬