Gaymer-blog - Laziest Shit Poster

Hey everypony have to come to the secret blog idk how tumblr works or if anyone will see my void messages but i struggle a lot with my weight im scared of become 20 thats not 12 thats not 13 or 15 thats 20 im grown im an adult and i feel it i experience it and in scared of it i don't even want it but i have to and better yet i have to come to the conclusion ill forever be alone because i cant along with anyone

I remember years ago when I was still in therapy I told my therapist that I felt bad asking my friends for help because a lot of them were also going through some bad stuff and she told me

“You know, sometimes people in crisis will enjoy helping. It can be a distraction from their own problems.”

And then the next week I reached out to a friend who was in the middle of going through something about what I was going through and my therapist was right. That friend jumped at the opportunity to help.

And I’ve realized since then that my own problems rarely have anything to do with my ability to help others with theirs unless I am literally having an attack of some kind at that moment. In fact, it is actually refreshing to work on other peoples problems with them sometimes. Listening to problems you’re not soaking in constantly and helping your friend is often something you just want to do because you care about them. And you don’t stop caring about people because you’re having a hard time right now.

So I guess sometimes inviting someone into your sinking ship does work actually.

i hate when men aren’t covered in blood or smoking . whats the point then

god knew id be too powerful if I was socialized properly

Im scared im

Listening to kimya dawson rn shes so cool iwanna be like her i also wanna be a lawyer but i ahve stage fright i also want a love like kerry washington in scandal i made up a boyfriend named jack if he was real i wouldnt talk to him i want to cry in my moms arms i want to kiss my friends forehead goodnight iwish i wasnt so weird